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Broken Wings	By : Drarry-Lisa Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Harry/Draco Views: 4083 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Chapter-24
The First Attempt
Silence followed Draco's statement. Harry sat in front of him with his legs crossed and his hands on his knees. Draco looked at him steadily.
After silent staring of three minutes, Harry spoke "You are not ready yet. It has been years since we made love Draco."
"just yesterday, we-" Draco started and Harry cut him off effectively "I am talking about sex, Draco. I am talking about the fact that you do not want me inside you. Even in the past, I had always avoided the sex part of our relationship because I was aware that you were not ready yet. You might have thought that I didn't care about you but I do and I always did."
"I- I am ready. You are just making excuses. You do not want to touch me because I disgust you, because you know that I was a slut." Draco whispered and Harry looked at him with soft eyes.
He did not answer. Draco waited for the rant or lashing out that always escaped Harry's mouth when Draco accused him but it never came.
Harry covered the distance between them in the matter of a few seconds and Draco flinched when Harry held his cheeks between his hands abruptly.
Their eyes met, Harry's soft and his must have been a bit panicked because Harry whispered, his lips brushing Draco's "You flinched. Did you think that I was going to hurt you just because you placed your thoughts in front of me?"
Draco just swallowed because he couldn't speak. His heart was racing. Harry was too close to him. Their lips were touching and Harry's eyes were so soft. "I was just startled by the sudden moment." Draco lied and Harry caressed Draco's cheeks. Then Harry sucked his lower lip and Draco couldn't prevent a soft moan from slipping his lips. Harry's teeth dug in his lower lip and Draco slumped in Harry's arms, wrapping his arms around Harry's waist.
Harry took his lips inside his to deepen the kiss and Draco felt like coming home. The kiss became passionate and Harry turned his face the other way to get proper access. It was like Harry was devouring him and Draco hugged Harry tightly.
Harry pulled back. His lips were swollen and red and Draco leaned forward to lick them. Harry's hand trailed from his neck to jaw to ear and Draco shivered.
Harry pulled back and Draco moaned from the loss of contact. But Harry unbuttoned his robe with gentle fingers and Draco shivered again. All the while Harry looked into his eyes and Draco's gaze did not waver. A second later his robe was on the floor and so was Harry's.
The moment Harry touched his shirt's button, Draco felt his forehead sweat. Still, Harry looked into his eyes intensely and Draco tried to distract his unwavering gaze by unbuttoning Harry's shirt. Harry let him and Harry's shirt was on the floor and Draco stared at Harry's broad chest. He still had a few battle scars and Draco traced his finger on Harry's tight nipples. Harry hissed and Draco pinched them. Harry moaned and Draco's heart raced a bit.
But then Harry's hands were back on Draco's half unbuttoned shirt and his eyes were looking into Draco's again and Draco was starting to sweat again.
Harry's eyes were warm and full of desire, desire that was meant for Draco but when the shirt lay on the floor, he felt oddly naked and vulnerable. It felt like he should turn around to hide his bare front from Harry but he clenched his fists and looked at Harry who was simply looking into Draco's eyes with that intensity that had always made Draco shiver.
Finally, Harry looked at his chest and his chest had scars but Draco knew that Harry loved him, scars and all. Harry trailed his fingers from his neck to his chest and then traced his fingers over Draco's nipples. His fingers traced his belly and Draco couldn't control his face from sweating and his body from trembling all over. Harry's eyes jerked up to look into his and his fingers did not stop. They were mapping his chest and belly as if trying to remember them again. Draco was feeling uncomfortable but he did not want Harry to stop so when Harry asked him softly, tracing his nipples "Shall I stop?" Draco shook his head in denial.
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It was very obvious that Draco was uncomfortable and did not want this to continue but he also knew that he couldn't stop. Draco needed to stop Harry. Draco needed to realize that he did not have to rush, that he could set the pace and so Harry smiled and nodded.
"Let's go to our bedroom." He whispered and bent down to pick Draco in his lap. He took hold of his legs and Draco placed his hands on Harry's shoulders. Harry licked Draco's belly button and noticed the way Draco closed his eyes and sweat became even more profound on his cheeks.
He knew that prudency demanded him to stop but Draco's ego was already fragile. He would never be able to look Harry in his eyes if Harry stopped this.
He picked Draco in his arms and Draco wrapped his legs around Harry's legs and his arms around Harry's neck, kissing him deeply. Harry squeezed Draco's arse and Draco pulled back, looking at him with a little panic in his yes. Draco did not know that his eyes revealed his panic which was why he started peppering Harry's face with kisses. Harry trailed his hand all over Draco's back and he noticed the way Draco clenched his eyes completely shut. Yes a part of it was because Draco desired Harry but Draco pressed their foreheads together and a part of the reason of his tremble was because Draco was reminiscing something from his past because Draco had not moved on.
"Shall I stop?" Harry asked again and Draco opened his eyes to look at him. As expected the adamant blonde shook his head and replied "Only if you wish to."
"I don't. Believe me Draco. I want to fuck your tight arse and you don't know exactly how much I want that. I want you, actually no, I need you but I need you to want it too. " Harry replied nipping Draco's neck a bit and Draco moaned. But when Harry inserted his little finger inside the hem of his pants, Draco's face shined with sweat. Harry hugged Draco tightly and apparated them to their bedroom. He placed Draco very gently on their bed and turned around to lock the door.
When he turned around, Draco was laid on the bed staring at him. He unbuttoned his pants and shrugged them off and his boxers followed his pants. He found himself stark naked in front of his very panicked husband and wanted to stop but realized that he had to wait for Draco to stop him.
Draco's eyes trailed from his neck to his legs and Draco shivered and Harry could read desire and panic in his eyes in equal proportions.
He walked very slowly towards the bed and crawled upon it. After straddling Draco's legs, he unbuttoned Draco's trousers and then unzipped them. That was when Draco choked out "Stop. Stop. Please." And looked at him.
This was a very crucial moment. Harry's eyes must have shown with lust. He had always been too transparent and he did not want to stop. Draco laid there with messed up hair, red and plump lips. His nipples were tight and Harry wanted to suck them until they turned red. He wanted to remove Draco's trousers and boxers and suck his cock and then he wanted to fuck him hard. He wanted to kiss each and every part of Draco's body and he wanted it so bloody much. Harry was not a Saint and Draco was bloody handsome.
He had been prepared for this but nothing could prepare him for this- this need to make love to Draco and he had not realized that he had closed his eyes.
A choked "Please" escaped Draco's lips and his eyes shot open. This was a very crucial moment because it would decide whether Draco could trust him or not. It would decide whether Draco would take the risk to make love with him again. He had to control himself. He looked at his achingly hard cock which rested on Draco's thighs. His hand was still on Draco's zipper. He removed his hand and zipped Draco's trousers and then buttoned them. He accioed his own trousers and put them on after crawling beside Draco.
"Shall I put my shirt on as well?" He asked and Draco did not answer. Harry saw helplessness in Draco's eyes and he understood its cause. Desire had not yet disappeared from Draco's eyes yet and Draco must be under a misconception that Harry was angry with him.
Harry smiled a bit and opened his arms wide "Come." He whispered and Draco simply stared at him for a couple of seconds. Their eyes met and though the helplessness was still there, the panic had gone away and Draco got up to fall in his arms desperately.
"You are not ready yet and it is not a crime Draco. You have just accepted the truth after ten years. You have just told everything to me. You need time and you are my husband, not a sex machine. I love you so much." He whispered, kissing Draco's neck softly and Draco mumbled "I am sorry for –"
"I am not sorry. I needed you to know that you can trust me." Harry cut him off and Draco replied very softly "I want children. I dreamt about our kids. Teddy and Lily."
Merlin! This was so difficult. Harry's eyes closed in despair. He wanted children too. He had always wanted them and now Draco had invented a potion years back to make Male pregnancy possible and Harry yearned for kids.
"We have a lot of time. You-" Harry had tried to be brave for Draco but his voice broke in between because he wanted children. Draco spoke softly "I am sorry. I know that you want kids Harry and I am so sorry for not being ready."
Harry took a deep breath before speaking "You can take as much time you need Draco. I do wish certain things though."
"Like what?" Draco asked and Harry replied "I wish you would visit your parents and godfather, Sirius and Remus. They took care of you."
"Will you accompany me?" Draco asked and Harry did not want to meet Remus and Sirius because they would never forgive him. Draco continued "They will forgive you if you meet them in person. They love you and they have always missed your presence."
"Okay I will accompany you, then." Harry replied and Draco sighed "Okay."
"Now. We have to up early morning and I have to complete setting up my duelling Academy. I am thinking of a day for inauguration." Harry said excitedly. His erection had not waned completely but Draco's healing was much more important than it so he concentrated on the excitement in Draco's voice when he whispered "We would hold a party and start the school in a week. You can hold evening classes so that students who are going to Beauxbattens can attend it as well..."
Draco continued making plans excitedly and Harry laid them on the bed. He hugged Draco again as if he was his teddy bear and Draco's eyes shined with pride for him.
Draco was still in pain and Harry had his ghosts which showed themselves sometimes through his nightmares but they had time and they would fight all their demons together.
For the first time, Draco slept very peacefully and he pressed a soft kiss on his forehead. "I love you Draco."
He did not sleep until much later when he was sure that no nightmares were disturbing Draco.
His eyes had closed and he was just slipping into slumber when he heard a softly murmured "I love you too, my Harry." And felt a soft kiss pressed on his lips.
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