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Amore et Amicitia	By : Kimmimaru Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Sirius/James Views: 6685 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1
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AN: Another disturbing chapter. :p Thank you, as always, for the continued devotion. You are wonderful people and I hope you continue to enjoy my story as much as I enjoy writing it.

Chapter Twenty-Six: Sigillum et Contractus (The seal and Contract)

Sirius lay on his side facing James, they lay in bed as James slowly ran fingers up and down Sirius’ spine. He kissed him on the nose and Sirius wrinkled it slightly, the expression making James smile. “You’re cute.” He murmured.

Sirius pulled a face. “No, cute is for girls and baby’s...I’m a boy!”

James chuckled and drew Sirius closer, both were naked and covered in sweat and semen but neither wanted to get up and shatter the early morning perfection. That day they would be returning to their respective homes for the summer and James could sense Sirius’ trepidation. He moved closer, their bodies fitting together with a perfection James had experienced with no one else. He smiled into the crook of Sirius’ neck and nipped his skin, Sirius giggled and squirmed slightly. James’ fingers found the other boys and they gripped each other tightly as James began to intensify his ministrations, he felt Sirius shiver and whisper something so softly he almost missed it.

“I love you...”

James sighed, kissing Sirius’ jaw, he chose to pretend he hadn’t heard. He didn’t know what he felt, he couldn’t say anything until he was sure. He knew Sirius thought he loved him as more than a friend, but James was doubtful, perhaps he was just confusing the feelings of brotherly closeness and the euphoria of sexual activity with love?

“Jamie?” Sirius breathed as James began kissing his collar bone and working his way steadily towards a nipple.

“Hmm?” James hummed, he looked up into Sirius’ face.

“I don’t want to go home.” He whispered as he pushed fingers into James’ hair. James sighed and moved back up so he could press his lips to the corner of Sirius’ mouth, he pressed their foreheads together and smiled.

“There’s nothing we can do about it for now, Siri...But remember the mirror. We can contact each other through that and perhaps you can try and get away again to come visit...this time my mum and dad’ll let us go up to the Lake District together.”

Sirius let himself smile and kissed James deeply, both of them groaned. “Thank you.” He breathed and released James so he could begin moving back down his body, leaving behind a burning trail of kisses. “Nnn...James...” Sirius let his head fall back into the pillows and closed his eyes.

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As usual summer passed much too slowly for Sirius. He found himself feeling fidgety and bored mindless by the constant monotony of the day to day life inside Grimmauld place. One rainy day he sat in his father’s wing back chair and gazed out the window, he was thinking of James and wandering what he was doing. His parents had forbidden him to leave the house so he couldn’t try and escape to James’ house. The rain hit the windows drumming a loud tattoo against the glass, Sirius sighed and brought up an image of James Potter’s face, he closed his eyes and smiled absently. He was alone in the house as his family had gone out for some reason, he knew they wouldn’t be back for a while so he had full run of the house. After ordering Kreacher to leave him the hell alone he pictured James hovering over him, sweat sticking his hair to his forehead and the glow of lust and heavy emotion in his hazel eyes. Sirius smiled and remembered what it was like to be physically connected to his friend. He opened his eyes and shifted uncomfortably, with a small sigh he stood and began making his way upstairs, he wanted to see James’ face.

Sirius held the mirror and lay back on his bed, speaking James’ name clearly he waited a few moments before his friends face appeared. They grinned at each other. “I’m bored Jamie.” Sirius said by way of greeting.

“Oh really? Can’t you entertain yourself?”

Sirius’ smile widened and became devious. “I can...and you can help me.” He breathed.

James took a moment to realise what he was talking about. “Oh.” His eyes shone and his smirk reappeared. “You want me to watch you wank?”

“It won’t be the same, but if I can hear your voice...”

James nodded. “My Parents are out so I don’t think I’ll be caught.”

Sirius smiled and picked up his wand, with a wave and an unspoken incantation the mirror hovered above him so he had both hands free. He watched excitement cross James’ face and smiled in response. “Can you see me?”

James nodded, he could see Sirius’ body, stretched out on the bed. He was naked. His penis already half hard and his chest moving faster than it should have been, James smiled and settled back in his own bed. He let his hand slide into the top of his boxers and waited.

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Regulus came home and found the house oddly silent, he frowned. “Kreacher?” He called and the old house elf appeared in the door way to the Kitchen.

“Young Master Regulus has returned. Will he be wanting some refreshment?” He croaked and bowed so low his nose almost touched the floor.

Regulus shook his head. “No thank you, I ate earlier at Narcissa’s...where’s Sirius?”

“Master Sirius ordered Kreacher not to disturb him, he is resting in his bedroom.”

“Thanks.” Regulus began making his way up to his room, he yawned slightly as he reached his door. Something caught his attention and he saw Sirius’ own door open slightly. Regulus moved closer, curiosity driving him forward until he was looking in...

Sirius lay on his bed, his legs braced against the foot board. He had one hand on a straining erection while the other disappeared between his legs. Above him floated a mirror and he could hear soft groans emanating from it. “Oh...oh that’s good...Jamie...” Sirius breathed, his muscles straining as he moved his own fingers in and out of his body, his toes curled on the wooden foot board and he forced his eyes open to see James’ hand pumping his own erection. He smiled and squeezed with his hand, he shuddered and moaned.

“Sirius...” James gasped, his hand speeding up. He could see Sirius’ entire body. He was covered in a fine sheen of sweat, hair plastered to his forehead as he stroked his erection and his fingers disappeared into his body. “Oh fucking hell...That’s amazing...I-I...I’m cumming...I-nnnn shit!”

Sirius watched white liquid spurt from James and then found that special bundle of nerves inside his body, his back arched right off the bed.

Regulus gasped softly as he watched his brother cum, he felt heat fill his own body and almost lost control of the hand creeping into his trousers. He heard a soft noise of shock and spun around to find himself face to face with Uncle Alphard. The man’s face was slack, he was gazing through the crack in the door with wide eyes. Regulus stepped away from him but Alphard seemed oblivious as he slipped inside his own room and slammed the door shut, he gasped and leaned back against it. His own erection throbbed painfully and he closed his eyes to attempt to control his breathing.

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Sirius lay still for a moment, his eyes closed and a small smile of satisfaction on his face. He opened his eyes and gazed at James’ face in the mirror, that was when he heard a door slam. His eyes widened and he grabbed his wand from beside him, muttering an incantation. The mirror disappeared, he knew it was still there but he had disguised it. He turned his head and saw his uncle stood in the doorway, his eyes wide as he gazed at Sirius’ naked, semen stained chest. “O-Oncle!” Sirius squeaked and began scooting backwards. He grabbed a sheet and pulled it around himself, covering the semen.

Alphard stepped inside and closed the door softly. “I came to see you, your parents said that you were here alone and I simply could not resist...” He paused and let his eyes wander his nephews body. “...I see you have learnt to pleasure yourself.”

Sirius’ cheeks darkened with colour and he lowered his eyes, his heart hammered in his chest. “I have.” He whispered. “I-Is...Is it a bad thing?” he forced his gaze to meet Alphards and was relieved to see him smiling.

“Of course not, it’s perfectly natural.” Alphard moved closer to the bed, his hand rose and he lifted his wand from his pocket. With a soft whisper he placed silencing charms on the door. Still smiling gently he moved closer until he was standing over his nephew, their eyes met and Sirius swallowed nervously.

“O-Oncle?” he muttered and his Uncle crawled onto the bed, pinning him with his body.

“You are no longer a virgin then?”

Sirius shook his head, he could hardly lie after what his uncle had just seen. He let Alphard’s gentle hands pull away the sheet and bend his head, Sirius felt his tongue moving through the mess he’d made. He turned his head away and closed his eyes as his uncle opened his legs. “Oncle...I...”

“Hush Mon moineau, I’ll be gentle...” He bent his head and kissed the dip of Sirius’ throat, his hand moving down and touching his balls lightly. Sirius’ toes curled and he tipped his head back. Once again the feeling of wrongness, that feeling of instability and a little sickness filled him along with the desire filling his body and drowning his mind. He had no choice but to let go and give in to the gentle, insistent ministrations of his uncle’s hands and tongue. Even as his member was engulfed in wet heat and he was taken down to the hilt he felt a wave of nausea. But he pushed it aside. He would please his uncle, he had to. If he didn’t perhaps he too would turn on him and he would truly be alone surrounded by people who despised him. He opened his eyes as he felt a second orgasm rushing through his veins, his fingers scrabbled at the sweaty sheets beneath him and he arched his back with a pained grunt. He felt his uncle take his semen into his mouth and moaned when he was released. He lay back and let his uncle kiss him, parting his lips obediently and swallowing the semen that flooded his mouth. He shuddered but didn’t try and pull away. It was kind of erotic to be swallowing his own cum and it made him stir once again. “You taste wonderful...My beautiful Siri. I love you, you know that?”

“Yes...Yes Oncle I do.” Sirius breathed as Alphard parted his legs, he opened them willingly and let his uncle nestle between them. He felt a hot tongue breaching him and gripped the blankets once again. “Oh...wow...” He muttered and lifted his hips so his uncle could have better access. “Hnnng...more...” he gasped and arched his back, his erection back with vengeance.

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Regulus could hear noises through the walls, they weren’t clear enough for him to know who it was but he could definitely distinguish his brother’s moans. He sat with his back against the wall and gazed at a large photograph of Sirius, he was looking back at him with a sad, wistful expression as if he was looking at the rain. His hair fell casually into his eyes and Regulus squeezed his hard member in one hand. “S-Siri...” He moaned as he moved his hips. “I’m sorry...” He closed his eyes and listened to his brother experiencing pleasure, he could only imagine it was he who was making him make those delicious noises...

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Sirius felt his uncle fill him, he was larger than what he was used to and it took a while to adjust but when he had his excitement doubled. He began moving his hips, in an attempt to entice his uncle into moving and relieving some of the intense pressure building in his groin. Alphard smiled shakily down at him, he planted his hands either side of his head and began drawing out of the tight, warm body beneath him. Sirius moaned, the noise like the sweetest music to Alphard’s ears. He let his eyes fall closed and pushed back into the tight heat, he uttered a small gasp. It was intense and he was suddenly filled with memories...

Two year old Sirius sat on his lap, allowing his uncle to place his tiny fingers onto the keys of the massive piano before him. He giggled happily when he made a noise and bounced slightly, his uncle gripped his hips with both hands and gasped. Sirius was unaware of anything happening as he happily smashed both of his pudgy little hands into the black and white keys, laughing hysterically when the noises came. Alphard grunted, holding Sirius’ hips and closing his eyes. He knew it was wrong. He knew it was disgusting and filthy, but he couldn’t stop the gentle rocking motion of his hips. He moved Sirius’ along with his own and buried his face in his soft baby hair. “Ahh...Si...Sirius...” he breathed and tightened his grip, his erection rubbed against Sirius’ nappy-clad bottom and the friction and heat built until he began moving faster and faster. He let out a long, strained groan as he came hard in his trousers. Sirius felt him tensing and turned to gaze up at him with those wide eyes full of innocence and incomprehension, he tried to control his breathing and forced a smile. Gently he kissed Sirius’ forehead. “Mon moineau...I must leave now, I have to go travelling and I will be gone a very long time.”

“Onkey?” Sirius asked, cocking his head to the side. “Onkey sad?”

Alphard couldn’t stop the vicious burning of tears and he hugged the boy close, burying his face in his hair. “Je suis désolé... Je suis désolé...I’m so sorry, Sirius.”

Sirius arched his back, wrapping his legs firmly around his uncle’s waist as he threw his head back in ecstasy. “Yes...yes...more...! Oh fuck!” He gasped, moving his hips in time with his uncle’s, pleasure obliterated any thought he may have had as to what the hot splashes of liquid were falling on his cheeks. He could hardly even recognise the face above him, he thought it looked kind of like James. He smiled and wrapped his arms around his partners neck, pumping his hips to match the fast rhythm of his lover. “I love you...I love you...I-I...I-aahh...! I’m going to...” He gasped as a wave of intense pleasure crashed into him, knocking the breath from his lungs. In his orgasm induced haze he heard himself cry a name into the semi-dark room; “Jamie!”

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James gazed at the now blank mirror with wide eyes. He let it fall to the floor, he stared at the wall and swallowed a lump in his throat. What he had just witnessed spun around his confused mind and made his gorge rise, of course he knew the Black’s were into incest and he understood that Sirius and he were related, but it was so distant it was basically meaningless. He replayed Sirius’ pleasured moans as his uncle had fucked him into the mattress and stood up abruptly, he ran to the bathroom and fell to his knees where he vomited. When he was done he sat still for a while and lowered his head, pushing fingers into his hair as he gritted his teeth. “Shit, Sirius! What the fuck is wrong with you?!” He gasped into the empty bathroom. After a moment Sirius’ last cry entered his memory. “You said my name...” He breathed and suddenly felt guilt fill the space where anger and disgust had been, he sighed and leaned against the wall. He wandered if Sirius really understood that what his uncle was doing to him was wrong, he wandered if he understood that it was abuse...and realised that he probably didn’t. Sirius had never once mentioned it, but he spoke of his uncle with affection and love, even adoration. James put his head in his hands and sighed shakily. “He’s using you. He’s a disgusting old pervert...”

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Sirius lay in bed as his uncle left him, he felt slightly numb and cold so he wrapped himself in his duvet and gazed at the opposite wall. He chewed his lip feeling a whole mixture of confusing emotion, he wrapped his arms around his knees and closed his eyes. His uncle loved him, he knew that. Alphard was kind and always gentle, but then why did he feel so filthy? Sex had never made him feel so horrible afterwards, he had already slept with a fair amount of boys and girls, neither one had ever made him feel like a whore. He shuddered violently and stifled a sob as tears began to flow thick and fast down his cheeks, he remembered opening his eyes and looking up into Alphard’s face, only to find that face twisted in pain and anger, he had felt the tears falling from his uncles eyes and it suddenly hit him; what they were doing was wrong.

Sirius must have fallen asleep because he woke to sound of a slamming door, he sat up and rubbed his eyes with a yawn, he felt sore and tired as his door was suddenly smashed open to reveal his mother and father. He gazed at them in shock as they advanced.

“Walburga! What are you doing?! This isn’t the way to handle this...please, calm down.”

“No! I shall not calm down!” Walburga shouted at her brother who stood by the door. “He has defiled our promise! He has sullied himself with impure whores!”

Sirius frowned. “What’s going on?” He asked as his mother advanced and grabbed his wrist, he winced as he nails dug into his flesh.

“Don’t act innocent with me! You filthy little brat! Have you not been having sex with every girl who crosses your path?! Have you not been selling yourself for money to these desperate Mudblood’s and filth?!”

It took a second for him to realise what she was talking about. “I-I...Who the hell told you?!” he snapped, yanking his hand from his mothers grip.

“Evan Rosier! He’s told me you’ve been sullying yourself with girls from all over that disgusting school!”

Sirius almost smirked, at least they didn’t know his darker secret. “I haven’t been-” Pain rocketed through his face and his teeth sliced through his tongue, he fell sideways and gasped as blood filled his mouth. He wiped his hand across his lips and turned to look up at his mother who raised her hand again. It descended with a sharp ringing noise that sliced through his head like a gong. He fell to the bed but was dragged to his feet by a stronger hand. He struggled violently. “Let go of me! Let go!” he lashed out and caught his father in the shin, pain shot through his head as his father slammed it into the wall. Dizziness sent waves of agony through his skull and he collapsed to the floor, cradling his bleeding head. Dark patches danced across his grey vision as unconsciousness beckoned.

“You have much to make up for young man.” Orion boomed as he stood above his son. “You will begin by getting yourself ready, you will sign the contract today!”

Sirius’ head swam, he had no idea what his father was talking about but he nodded all the same. He wished they would leave him alone and let him nurse his wounds in peace. They did and he heard the door slam shut, with a sigh he let his body go limp as his vision darkened and finally blackness claimed him.

He woke to the feel of familiar hands running through his hair, he stirred with a soft groan and opened his eyes. Alphard smiled at him. “How are you feeling?” He asked as Sirius struggled upright. “I healed your wounds but you must get dressed as quickly as possible, there are some clothes for you on the side table.” Alphard stood up slowly, his knees cracking, Sirius was disturbed to see that his eyes were blank. He looked full of grief and sadness and seemed unable to meet his Nephews eyes.

“What’s going on?” Sirius asked with a frown.

“Walburga has decided that you need to seal the Engagement contract between you and Lucretia’s daughter.”

Sirius’ mouth went dry and panic flooded him. “B-But I...I’m not ready! I can’t do it!”

Alphard sat back down and pulled Sirius to his side. “You can and you will. You know you must obey your parents, it’s the only way this family is to survive the male line. Your brother is too young to take up the mantle of the Black household. This is your destiny, Sirius. There is no escape.”

Sirius felt cold seep into his limbs and he buried his face into his Uncle’s smoking jacket, his fingers gripped the silk cloth tightly. “Take me away.” He whispered desperately. “Please, Oncle! I’ll do anything, be anything for you...just take me away from them! From her...” ‘Her’ meant his mother but Alphard thought it was Lucretia’s daughter.

Alphard released his nephew and lifted his face so their eyes met, he saw tears standing in the shimmering silver and he sighed. “You are integral to our family’s survival.” He began softly, running his thumb across Sirius’ cheek to wipe away a tear. “Lyra is beautiful and will give you many children, it is vital that you marry her. I understand your fear, you’re so young and vulnerable...” he smiled. “But you will continue this proud family and make sure that we have pure descendents.”

Sirius closed his eyes and lowered his head. “So, why did you never marry?” he asked.

“Because I am not marriage material.” Alphard stood up and moved towards the door. “I love you Sirius, but I’m afraid I won’t be able to stay here for much longer...forgive me, for everything.”

Sirius watched his uncle’s back, his stiff shoulders and he narrowed his eyes. “Fucking hypocrite.” He breathed. “You think I wouldn’t realise what you’ve been doing to me?”

Alphard stiffened but said nothing.

“I can’t marry Lyra and you know why I can’t...the same reason you never married!”

“Our situations are entirely different, Sirius.”

Sirius sneered. “Yes, you’re not the first born son. You didn’t have to live with the terror of being punched in the gut, of being shouted at, called worthless and never ever fucking being good enough for your parents! YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT IT’S LIKE FOR ME HERE!” He screamed fury exploding in his chest as an ink pot shattered on his desk and his chest of draws fell over with a loud crash. “YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND WHAT THEY DO TO ME WHEN YOU’RE NOT HERE!”

“Sirius, calm down.” Alphard turned and approached Sirius who was glaring at him, his silver eyes burning with fury.

“You fucked me after years of seducing me! You touched me! You defiled me from the word go! Don’t you feel any responsibility for what you’ve turned me into?!”

“I did not turn you into anything, Sirius...”

Sirius’ face twisted into a feral snarl, he gripped the duvet with both hands. “You turned me gay!” He hissed through his clenched teeth. “It’s your fault! All your fault! And now you’re leaving me to the mercy of parents who don’t love me and never will! No matter what I do it’s never good enough, I-”

Alphard cut Sirius off with a kiss, when he pulled away he had tears spilling down his cheeks. Gently he brushed hair from Sirius’ eyes and sighed. “I did not turn you gay, Sirius. That is impossible. I merely acted on an insatiable desire...I love you, I love you too much and I have ruined you. I know that much is true from the fury in your eyes. I know what I’ve done and I must leave now before I destroy you forever. Au revoir, mon amour...”

Sirius watched him stand and leave, his mouth fell open but no words came to stop him. As Alphard closed the door behind him Sirius hitched in several unstable breaths before letting out a heart-wrenching scream.

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The Department of Magical Law had a special room to officiate certain law abiding Ceremonies. Sirius stood before a low plinth, at his side was Lyra. They both wore the same thin, white robes, beneath which they were naked and their feet bare upon the smooth, cold marble. Upon the plinth stood a large, flat slab of shiny black Onyx. In the centre of the stone was a slight indentation and this is what Sirius stared at to try and distract himself from his surroundings.

“...And now we will bind together these two lives with the promise of future marriage. Lift your right hands.” The man who spoke was a tall, serious looking man with a stern gaze and iron coloured hair. Lyra obeidiently held out her hand, palm facing upwards. Sirius glanced around him and saw his mother and father watching from the shadows, he snapped his eyes back to the front and met the Ministry workers eyes.

“I-I...” He began in a hoarse whisper. Lyra looked at him with wide eyes and he lowered his head.

“Sirius.”

He flinched at the sound of his mother’s voice and despair filled him with sickening emptiness, he felt the crushing weight of responsibility and the awful dread of the knowledge that some day he would be forced to abandon his friends. He felt tears sting his eyes and lifted a shaking hand, he closed his eyes and lowered his head in defeat as his Uncle’s words echoed in his mind.

“With this oath you are both bound by the ancient laws of Magic to one day seek each other out and make the binding complete with wedlock. Do you understand?”

“Yes.” Lyra’s voice rang out clearly through the empty hall, Sirius glanced at her and saw her confident bearing. He sighed.

“Yes...” He whispered.

The man nodded and grabbed Sirius’ hand in his own, Sirius gritted his teeth and felt cold metal pressed to the meaty flesh of his palm. The knife sliced through his skin and he opened his eyes to see crimson blood pouring into the bowl made by the Onyx stone. He watched it pool there as the man cut Lyra’s hand open and soon her blood joined his.

“Speak the words.”

Sirius swallowed and began speaking with Lyra; I, Sirius Orion Black, promise you, Lyra Lucretia Prewett, that I will be your betrothed, From this day forward, To respect you, To support you, And to be your companion, On this journey that we will now make together.

They spoke the words in unison as the Ministry official took their hands and pressed them together, Sirius felt his own blood running down his wrists as he held his palms to Lyra’s. They faced each other as the officiator gathered black ribbon and tied their hands together. He stood back and lifted his wand so a thin beam of light wrapped around their bodies, binding them in a cage of gold. Sirius’ breathing caught in his throat, he couldn’t hold Lyra’s gaze and looked away. I don’t want this. He thought as a tight pressure descended on his chest, he chewed his lip, unable to hear the Officiator speaking the rites of the binding. He felt a sharp flare of pain and opened his eyes to see Lyra glaring furiously at him, he was suddenly released and the magic faded leaving the two staring at each other angrily.
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