Shame's Desire | By : dweek Category: Harry Potter AU/AR > Het - Male/Female Views: 32597 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 3 |
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A/N- Huge thanks to Eclectic Pet for being an awesome beta!
Lucius-
“But a Master never surrenders in the same way as his pet.” I say as I look into her wide eyes. How could she just surrender everything to me after she knew and understood what that would mean?
If I’m honest I am buying myself time while I figure out this new power she has given me. I can feel her core as if it is an extension of my own, and I know I could draw magic from it if I needed to. I’ve always thought she was powerful, but I had no idea of the holocaust raging inside of her.
“Are you alright?” She asks as she looks at me with now worried eyes. I am having trouble controlling my expression and my emotions now. Holding onto this power for myself, not sharing it with her like I’ve promised, it’s quickly becoming too much for me.
“I need a moment.” I tell her keeping my hands clasped together so she doesn’t see them shake. “I want you to go lay down, with none of this in my way.” I order her nodding to her nightgown.
She frowns slightly at this tilting her head. “Lucius, I don’t know if I forgive you yet.” She says and I have to look at her in complete bewilderment.
“I see what the ritual is, but that doesn’t change the fact of what you tried to make it. I will forgive you in time, but loving you and forgiving you are not the same thing.”
I narrow my eyes at her and get to my feet, because I need her to submit to me. I need her to submit so that I can at the very least get some release. The more time I spend holding on to our power myself the more I question if I can even hold onto it safely.
“You will submit to me tonight pet.” I say working to act strong as I feel like I’m vibrating. “I will consider giving you time to forgive me after tonight. But you will submit to now.” I stand over her thinking I may need to use this new power to make her obey. If I tell her that I am suffering it is showing weakness, and I show weakness to no one.
“If you make me submit right now I may never forgive you.” She says stubbornly so I grab her by the hair and try not to shake as I lean over her and force her to look me in the eyes.
“You will submit to me tonight and you will thank me for it after I am done with you. When did you get this idea that I wasn’t the one still in control?” I growl as I study her eyes.
She whimpers as she bites her lower lip. “Why can’t you give me this after I just gave you my trust?” She asks as she works hard not to fight my hold.
I take a deep breath because I need her to be calm for the games I wish to play tonight. I don’t want to have to punish her. “Because I can’t give you space tonight. Not after what you have done. I need you to submit my pet.” I explain and that is the closest I will ever get to admitting anything.
She closes her eyes as she decides if she is going to fight me, or submit. We both know I can and will make her bend to my will, but I would prefer that tonight not be one of those nights.
Opening her eyes again she studies me for a moment longer. She tilts her head so that the grasp I have on her hair will sting her scalp, but her hands move to the ribbon holding her nightgown closed.
I watch as she unlaced the front and pulls it down over her body, revealing first her sweet breasts, then the rest of her form.
“Can we please stay in here?” She asks in a soft voice. I don’t really understand the request because it would be a lot more comfortable in our bed, but this is something I can give her, so I do.
“Yes.” I say as I let go of her hair and stand to my full height once more. I glance around for a good place to start our games and I decide the couch would be best for now. “Sit here.” I order pointing to the middle of the couch before I head off to collect some things from our room.
Once I have everything I need I walk back into the sitting room to find my sweet, sitting where she was told with her head down fidgeting with her fingers.
“Just this morning you asked to be my pet. You told me in the way you asked, that you needed it to feel safe and loved. AM I wrong?” I ask as I move behind her and the couch.
“No Master.” She says looking up to watch me. “That is the way I felt before I knew what you wanted me for.”
I roll my eyes as I take one of the coils of silk rope I had collected and tie one of her wrists securely. Without saying a word, I stretch her arm out along the back of the couch and tie the free end of the rope to a wooden finial that decorates the corner of the piece.
“I’ve never lied about what I wanted from you my pet.” I point out as I do the same to the other arm. “I may not have told you the whole truth, but you have always known my desires.”
With her arms stretched out like this her back arches a little, pressing her swelling breasts into the air for me. I can’t help but reach down and circle one of her nipples with my finger just to make her gasp. I will be gentle with her tonight.
“Do I really scare you now?” I ask because I want her to ask herself that question as I move around to stand in front of her. Her knees are together, and her ankles crossed. That will change soon.
“Only in the way that I like.” She admits shyly as I kneel down in front so I can uncross her ankles and tie one as I did to her wrists.
“So, then you can still feel the same with me, you can still need me even if you are upset right now.” I point out pulling her leg and tying it to the foot of the couch. I leave a bit more lead in this rope, because I don’t want to hurt her hips.
I feel her eyes on me as I start on the other ankle.
“Yes Master.” She says after a few moments of silence.
Once she is all done up and spread out for me I stand to enjoy the sight of her. She watches me as I enjoy the beauty she always has when bound.
“We both know you always enjoy the things I do to you.” I point out as I walk around her once more. She keeps her eyes on me because I haven’t bound her head in any way. “I am willing to bet the rest of the night’s fun that you are already wet.” I crouch down behind her. “Willing to take that bet to gain your night off?” I ask whispering in her ear.
“And if you win?” She asks in a slightly breathless tone.
“Than you won’t be allowed knickers for the rest of our time in the palace so that I can pull you into any dark corner and have you any time I wish.” I explain as I nip gently at her ear. I feel a shiver move through her at my words, but she shakes her head knowing her own body well enough not to risk it.
I reach over her shoulder, sliding my hand down her form until I can slip them between her folds and find her already excited womanhood. She whimpers shifting her hips to allow my fingers free reign of her nether region. I play with her like this for a short time before removing my hand and wiping my fingers on the couch.
“One last thing my sweet.” I whisper standing up and pulling the last two items from my pocket. I pull her hair back out of my way then slip her pearl necklace around her smooth neck. Once that is clasped I wrap a dark scarf around her eyes to cut off her vision. I chose the scarf for a reason and I smile down as she breathes it in.
“Oh.” She whimpers licking her lips.
“Now you are completely at my mercy.” I tell her moving around to the front once more. This is going to be fun.
“Always.” She says taking in a deep breath as she tries to ready herself for what comes next.
Ginny-
“One last thing my sweet.” He whispers as I feel the coldness as he moves away from me. I feel stretched over the couch so I really don’t know what else he can do to me. I turn my head trying to look at what he is messing with when he pulls my hair gently out of his way and slips a familiar necklace around my neck. I wear it now most days, but I had taken it off to sleep. I guess he wants the collar around my neck for the games he needs to play.
Soon a soft scarf is wrapped over my eyes leaving me in darkness and surrounding me with the smell of him. This wasn’t playing fair, but he never really does. I remember being mad, needing space from him only a few moments ago, but now I can’t think of anything but my need for him to touch me.
“Oh.” I whimper trying to wet my lips that have suddenly gone dry.
“Now you are completely at my mercy.” He says in a voice he only uses when he is going to do wicked things to me.
“Always.” I tell him as I try to steady my breath. Me now being tied in place, craving his attention is a testament to my word.
He chuckles and I feel his hand brush against my cheek so I press my face into the touch.
“Would you like to stop now?” He asks as his fingers move down to cup my breast testing the weight of it. “Have your space as you forgive me.” He offers like he really means it.
“No Master.” I whimper and he knew that would be my answer. “Please?” I ask but I don’t really know what I am asking for.
“You are such a good little pet, my sweet.” He says moving away and making me take in a quick breath so I won’t completely start begging. “Do you know how sexy you look right now? Shaking with desire for me.” He asks and shake my head, as I don’t trust my voice.
I feel his hands on the inside of my thighs and I realize he must be kneeling down in front of me. “Tonight, I make pleasure my weapon of choice.” He says softly and I can feel his breath so close to my core that I shiver and try to move my hips closer to him.
“Please.” I gasp and this time I know exactly what I am begging for. I want to feel his lips and tongue against my more intimate parts.
He chuckles again, pleased with my begging as his breath gets closer until I feel his tongue against me in the best kind of way.
“Oh Master!” I moan because it just feels so overwhelmingly good as he tastes every inch of my womanhood. He kisses it driving his tongue inside of me and I had forgotten something could feel so good. “Please!”
His only response to my needful moans are the continued assault on my core. It is quickly becoming too much and I can feel my body tightening with the tension that is building from his actions.
“Oh, oh, oh, oh…” I start to whimper as my toes curl and my body presses against his lips as hard as it can. “Yes!” I cry out as I climax with every muscle in my body pulling against the bonds he’s trapped me in.
He continues to lick throughout my orgasm only pushing me to a state of lightheaded bliss. When I start to fall back to breathe, my body turning useless and limp as his lips move to just inside of my thigh.
“Tell me how that feels pet.” He orders in a soft voice as his lips start to move over my pelvis to my stomach.
“That was too much Master.” I start because I am still shaking with the afterglow of his powerful lips.
“And I’m not even done yet.” He murmurs against my skin as he moves up my form to my overly sensitive breast and nipple. “That is just the start of what I have planned for you.”
“I’m going to pass out if you continue like that Master.” I say because I am pretty sure it’s true.
“If you do, I’ll leave you like this, so the servants can find you in the morning and see how wanton Lady Malfoy really is.” He warns and because I am that kind of freak I moan at the threat.
When I feel his lips against my neck and press my chest against his, finding that he is also naked. I wish I could see him, he looks so beautiful, and I want to touch him.
I feel his hardness against my core and I don’t know if I can take it if he decides to fuck me right now. Everything is ablaze with need, but it’s just so much that I can’t decide if I want to be touched or not.
“Don’t worry my pet, it’s too soon for the main event.” he promises before taking my lips with his own and kissing the last of my breath away.
He pulls away and stands a moment later, leaving me cold and alone.
“What else can you do to me?” I ask as I hear a glass clinking from the side of the room.
“Many many things.” He says before I hear steps coming back towards me. “I could use your mouth for my pleasure.” He adds his thumb over my lips. “I could taste every inch of your body and make you beg for me to fuck you.” He notes as his hand moves down to my chest. “You should never question my creativity.”
“Please Master?” I ask because I need him closer than he is.
“Do you want me to fuck you already my sweet?” He asks and I can hear the smirk in his voice.
“Anything, I just need you.” I admit with a whimper.
“What a good girl.” He says as he shifts to kneel between my legs once more.
Without a word, I hear another clinking sound, closer now, and I feel something very cold and wet run up from my navel to just between my breasts. I gasp and shiver at the ice before it circle around one breast and then the other.
“Cold.” I gasp like a stupid person while I actually press against the sensation. He runs a spiral around my breast. He slides closer and closer to the nipple before brushing over it and chuckling as my body jerks.
“Do you like that my pet?” He asks as he gets a new piece of ice and does the same thing to the other side.
“Um…” I say because I really don’t know if I like it or not. It’s so intense that I know it is too much, but at the same time too much is seeming to be just right tonight.
He holds the ice cube to my nipple for a long moment before switching it back to the first. Without a pause, he leans down and sucks on the nipple he froze. The heat of his mouth and tongue make me whimper in pleasure so acute it’s painful.
“Your weapon is pleasure.” I gasp only now understanding his words.
He smiles around my breast before pulling back and laughing in such a delighted way.
“You are something so very special.” He tells me before he switches the ice back to the nipple he was just sucking and now warms the new frozen one.
As he continues this treatment over and over again for uncountable times I can’t really think clearly. I keen and moan in the most animalistic way as if he has broken down the thing that makes me human. I am nothing but sex and desire and pleasure and pain. I float on a cloud of it and I never want it to stop.
At some point, his lips move back between my legs and they force another climax from me, which only sends me further into the sky of this new state of being. He pets me gently as I bask it something beyond an afterglow.
“Such a good girl.” He whispers and I understand the meaning more than the words. “Tell me you're my good girl.” He orders and I nod moaning as I don’t have to try to form the words.
“I’m your good girl.” I say because it is the natural order of things. He commands and I follow and I don’t have to worry about anything but pleasing him and the way he makes me feel so good.
“You are just so perfect.” He breathes making me smile because I know I have pleased him.
When I feel him finally thrust inside of me it is like coming home and I move myself back against him because I want more, I want nothing but this closeness to me. As the friction builds between us I moan knowing that this time I will float off and never return to anything but this perfect peace.
I feel breath against my ear as he takes me and we rush together towards the peak of pleasure. When I start screaming his name the thrusts are hard and wonderful and they make me fall into oblivion, pushing be over the edge of pleasure and consciousness. But before I lose everything my body fills with something completely new. I feel the universe shift, connecting us in both a very primal and very enlightened way.
I am his and he is mine. We are one, as we were always supposed to be.
“That is how a Master surrenders.” he whispers in my ear before I completely pass out.
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