Broken Wings | By : Drarry-Lisa Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Harry/Draco Views: 4083 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Chapter-28
Nightmares
Harry was sleeping when Vernon sneaked inside. It was not really a shock and Harry always remained alert. This was not the first time this was happening. Over the past ten years, he had learnt to keep his wards up even in his own room. Vernon had always been a bastard and Harry would extract his revenge after defeating Voldemort but right now all he could do was protecting himself.
So he had kept his wards up. As soon as Vernon entered his room, his wards blasted him towards the opposite wall and Harry shot up on his bed.
"Where is Petunia?" He asked and Vernon growled "She is out."
"Get out of my room." Harry snarled at the man and his dirty eyes trailed over Harry's body. "Out. Get out."
"You know Potter, you should never have grown up." He spoke and licked his beefy lips. Harry just stared, wondering what he meant. His blood chilled when Vernon continued though "I remember when you were a little three year old. Such a pliant little thing. I bathed you, you know and –"
"I never let you touch me. My magic always came to my aid, Vernon. Stop all this bullshit." Harry growled, his eyes flashing and Vernon laughed "Yes. Such a feisty little thing you were. I had just touched your dick and you blasted me. I have often dreamt of this."
"You are such a bastard, Vernon. One of these days, I will kill you." Harry whispered dangerously and Vernon laughed again "You can't use magic freely yet. Now be a good boy and let me inside."
Harry' s eyes narrowed into slits and he yelled "NO, GET OUT. OUT. GET OUT YOU BASTARD."
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"NO, GET OUT. OUT. GET OUT YOU BASTARD." Draco's eyes shot open when he heard these words. He turned his head and saw Harry shouting on the top of his voice, beads of perspiration trickling down his cheeks.
"Harry." He whispered and Harry yelled again "Get out. OUT."
"HARRY. IT IS A NIGHTMARE. GET UP." Draco shouted and shook his shoulders and Harry's eyes shot open.
Draco staggered and slumped on the bed, staring into his green eyes. They were- Sweet Merlin, Harry's eyes screamed murder. They were so angry that Draco could just stare. The man was practically shaking with anger.
Draco stayed quiet and let Harry pant breathlessly.
"GOD DAMNIT." Harry shouted and Draco whispered cautiously "Harry. It was just a nightmare." It was a mistake. Draco should have stayed quiet because the moment he spoke, Harry slid out of the bed and glared at him.
"Where are you-" Draco started and Harry screamed "Accio my wand." His wand flew in his hands and he glared furiously at Draco "IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT."
Draco stared, stunned " How come it's my fault." and Harry continued "YOU SHOULD NEVER HAVE LEFT ME. I HAD BURRIED EVERYTHING IN MY HEART. THESE NIGHTMARES STARTED WHEN YOU LEFT."
"It's most certainly not my fault." Draco replied furiously and accioed his own wand, just to be prepared.
"IT IS YOUR FAULT. YOU LEFT ME AND THEN THE MEMORIES WON'T LEAVE ME ALONE." Harry screamed at the top of his voice and Draco crawled out of the bed.
"Harry. You should not have hidden it in the first place." He spoke and Harry screamed "Stupefy."
Draco's mouth fell open in shock, though he recovered quite quickly to scream "Protego."
"Impedimenta."
"Protego." Draco shielded himself again and Harry screamed "Stupefy."
"Protego." Draco yelled and continued "Stop all this Harry."
But Harry was not listening to him.
" Locomotor Mortis" Harry cast and Draco screamed "Protego. Harry stop."
Harry stopped and threw away his wand before walking towards Draco. Draco had no reason to be afraid of Harry. He knew the extent of the man's madness so he just stayed frozen. Thus the shock he went through when Harry punched his chest hard before shrieking "Why did you leave? You are my medicine."
"Harry. Calm down." Draco whispered and had he been the old Draco Malfoy, he would have shouted back but he knew that Harry was hiding humiliation and pain behind this anger. He knew that Harry would never display himself as week which was also the reason he was fighting with Draco. Harry lifted his hand to punch Draco again when Draco caught his fist "You can fight with me if it relaxes you."
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Harry glared at Draco furiously. He wanted to kill Vernon Dursley. It was Draco's fault that he was having these nightmares again.
"It's your fault. Admit it." He snarled, struggling to pull out of Draco's hold. Draco looked into his eyes for a few minutes after which he whispered "I admit it. "
All of a sudden, Harry felt all the fight leaving his body. He did not want to fight with Draco. He had been protecting himself against Vernon ever since he had been capable. But he had been a defenceless baby once and Vernon had attempted to violate him. Had he not had magic to defend himself, the monster would have succeeded. Many a time, Vernon's words haunted him.
The fact that he had been entrusted in Vernon's hands to be bathed chilled his blood and made him want to puke.
"I want to kill him, Draco." He finally spoke, looking into his husband's eyes. Draco looked at him and finally let his hand go. Harry walked towards the window and looked outside. Draco walked towards him and held his waist before placing his head on Harry's shoulder.
"I want to murder him. I will never be able to live in peace unless I punish the bastards who hurt us. Giving up is not in my nature Draco. I cannot forgive them. I need to punish them. When you entered my life, I had decided to forget my childhood. After all, I was never raped. I had lived in constant fear in that house but had managed to protect myself somehow. I simply can't forget it Draco. I have to punish them. I hate them so much."
Draco stayed quiet. Harry turned a bit to check if he was listening. Draco was looking outside silently. But he kissed Harry's neck and Harry realized that Draco was listening to everything.
"I always lived in a fear. Could never let my guard down. Could never sleep in peace. Could not even bathe in peace. Even at the dining table, he eyed me disturbingly. I want to punish him so much Draco. I hate him. He tried to violate me when I was a baby. Had I been a muggle, he would have succeeded. "
Harry stopped speaking for a bit and then continued "Am I a monster for wanting to kill him Draco?"
"No. In fact, the first thing we should do is paying a visit to Vernon Dursley. He needs to be thrown in prison." Draco answered and Harry turned to look at him.
"I shouldn't have yelled at you or cursed you. I am sorry." He murmured and Draco took his hands in his own, replying "I understand."
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Draco looked at his husband before continuing "I think that you had hated my spying or sneaking on you because you had always been sneaked upon. I should have not done that. I am sorry."
"I am your husband. I-" Harry started and Draco cut him off "No. It was a mistake Harry. I should have trusted you. You loved me and would never have cheated. I am-"
Harry's lips interrupted his apology. Harry pressed Draco's hips and Draco moaned in Harry's mouth when their groins rubbed.
After kissing him for several seconds, Harry pulled back and looked into his eyes.
Draco's heart raced and swelled with love when he saw love in Harry's eyes. They were green and exquisite and Draco wanted to drown in them.
"What would I ever do without you, Draco?" Harry asked and Draco teased "What indeed. "
"I would go mad and probably end up in St. Mungos." Harry replied and Draco kissed his nose, murmuring "Well, then it's good because I am never going to leave you."
"Have I told you lately that I love you the most in this whole world?" Harry asked, wrapping his arms around Draco's chest and Draco sighed on Harry's shoulders "No."
"Well, I do. I love you the most."
"And I love you too." Draco replied wondering about the reaction of others to their sudden decision. But then he shook his head.
They would be glad. In fact, Severus and Remus will be able to teach at Hogwarts like they wanted to.
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