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His saviour	By : Kruemel Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Harry/Snape Views: 16367 -:- Recommendations : 5 -:- Currently Reading : 6
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Yours and mine

Severus Snape sat in the garden behind the house and was trapped in his thoughts. It was the day before the lot of them were to return to Hogwarts and he couldn´t shake the feeling that something was about to change. They had a great time on holiday. Every day the group met to do an activity together. They went hiking, sightseeing and one day they rented a boat and drove out in the ocean, sunbathing on the deck and just enjoying each other’s company. And while he had fun and started to relax a little a part of his brain was worried. It was rather obvious that Harry went out of his way to avoid spending time alone with him. From the start, Severus was afraid this would happen. He blamed himself of course, since he allowed himself to have hope.
Of course, he lost interest in me, I´m an ugly old man who has nothing to offer to the hero of our world. I have a nasty character as well and treated him horribly since the day I met him. I should have known this would be a fluke. He thought to himself resigning to the fact that he would have to watch as the men he loved find happiness with someone else. He sighed and rubbed his eyes.
It doesn´t matter, the only thing that does, is to make sure that Harry has everything he needs to end this conflict. I will stand by him even if it kills me inside. He was pulled from his thoughts when someone cleared his throat, he turned around to see Harry standing there watching him.
“You ok?” Harry asked.
“Yes, I´m fine.”
“Good, wanna go for a walk? We should talk.”
Of course, we do. Severus thought to himself but stood up anyway. Together they went around the house and down to the beach. They walked in silence for a while before Severus couldn´t take it anymore. He stopped and watched as Harry took a few steps before realising he wasn´t at his site anymore. He turned around questionably.
“You wanted to talk?” Severus asked watching him closely.
“Yes.”
“I guess your going to tell me why you avoided me the entire time we were here?”
“So, you noticed…”
“What do you think?” He said trying not to let his bitterness show in his voice.
“So, are you going to get this over with?” He asked.
“What are you talking about?”
“Well, I can only guess that you want to end our liaison.” Severus said and tried to look everywhere but at him.
“You think?... No, I don´t… No, Severus, you got this all wrong.”
“Really? Then why´d you say we need to talk?” Harry looked at him and tried his best not to panic. The thought alone, that Severus would leave him right there was unbearable. He quickly walked over and took his hand.
“Because I wanted to get you out here with me.”
“Why?” Severus asked looking up. He couldn´t help but be a tat curious.
“I organized a date for us. I wanted to surprise you. Don´t get me wrong, I love the others but tonight I want it to be just us.”
“You… you don´t?” Severus couldn´t believe it.
“Of course not…” Harry said taking his head in his hands so he could look him straight in the eye.
“Why wouldn't I want to be without you?”
“I don´t know, why do you want be with me?”
“You´re joking right? I want to be with you because you were always there when I needed you. Even when you hated me you watched out for me. You kept me grounded and you pushed me to become better. Every time you told me I´m not good enough I wanted to prove you wrong so badly I worked my ass off to achieve my goal. I trust you and I love you. You give me strength. I have to be the hero, the one who will save them all. But what only few knew is that I needed to be saved as well. You are MY saviour Severus, without you I wouldn´t be able to handle any of this. I don´t ever want to be without you. EVER!! You here me?” Severus who had closed his eyes opened them after Harry had finished. He felt bad when he saw tears running down his face and he quickly pulled the young man into his arms.
“I´m sorry Harry, I didn´t mean to upset you.”
“No, I´m at fault here. I didn´t want to make you feel like I didn´t want you anymore. I shouldn´t have avoided you.”
“You tried to do something nice to surprise me. I overreacted, it´s just… I don´t have a lot of experience with relationships either. I was alone all my life, by choice but still, I guess I have problems to trust that this is real.”
“We will figure it out together. What do you say?” Harry said smiling softly up at him.
“Yes, I guess we will.” Severus said before kissing him lightly.
“Come on, lets get going. It shouldn´t be far anymore.” Harry said taking his hand so that they could walk the rest of the way together.

Severus gasped when he entered the wards Harry had put in place around the place he chose for dinner. Hundreds of candles where lit and placed around a beautifully set table only a few steps away from the Ocean and there were flowers everywhere and a bit in the back was a huge bed with white curtains that flowed in the wind lightly.
“You like it?” Harry asked nervously. This could go two ways, either he hates it, or he loves it, he just wasn´t sure which one it would be.
“It´s… so cheesy.” He said and turned around smiling at Harry.
“But I love it. No one has ever done something like this for me. Thank you.” Harry beamed at that.
“Great, shall we eat? The sun is about to set it will be an amazing view.”
“Yes, let´s eat.” They sat down and Harry called Dobby who served grilled fish, potatoes and steamed vegetables.
“That´s really good.” Severus said after tasting everything.
“It is. I never had grilled fish before. The Dursley´s preferred meat and I don´t think I´ve seen it at school.”
“How are you holding up with everything?”
“It´s hard I´m not gonna lie. Having Dudley around triggered some of my nightmares to come back but I think it´s going to be fine. Now that he is dead, and I never have to see him again.”
“Did you talk to Neville?”
“Yes, I did the day before yesterday. He told me everything. He didn´t suffer, not that he deserved it but it´s all the same. Neville is good, thank merlin. He actually thanked me. After he found out about Bellatrix he spiralled. He said he had to do something… and since he knows what my uncle did to me, he was glad that he could avenge something. He doesn´t even feel guilty.”
“Who would have thought that the Longbottom we met in first year would turn out to be this…” He couldn´t find the appropriate word.
“I know. But let´s talk about something else. I want to enjoy the night, everything else can wait till tomorrow. Let´s get to know each other better. I want to know five things you like and five things you hate. Go!”
“Okay, the only sweet I like is dark chocolate, I really like cats and I wouldn´t say I hate dogs, but let´s say, I´m happy that the students can´t bring them to school. I love to read and against common believe I enjoy quidditch very much. Do you want to know the last thing I like? No one knows about this.”
“Yes, please tell me.” Harry said smiling.
“Ok, my favourite colour is actually red. Not the Gryffindor red but a kind of burgundy. Like a good red wine, or a cherry.”
“Well, that was unexpected and it´s kind of funny since my favourite colour is green. Always has been and always will.” He said laughing.
“Well, green is a good colour. I think I like it second best if I don´t count black.”
“Well, go on, you owe me four more things that you don´t like.” They sat together for another hour or two. Harry was lost in the conversation. He was happy to learn more about Sev, and the more he found out the closer he felt to the other. Severus too, was enjoying the time they spent together just talking. He was hanging on Harry´s lips trying to remember every detail so that he could use the information to make Harry as happy as he could be.

The stars were already shining when they made their way to bed. As soon as Severus lay down, he found Harry snuggled close to him looking up into the sky.
“I had a conversation with Hermione the other day.”
“Yes, I saw you come back together one morning. Do you want to talk about it?” Harry took a deep breath and nodded.
“I want to be with you.” Severus was confused.
“Aren´t you? With me I mean?”
“Yes… I mean Hermione helped me with my fear of being with you in you know… THAT way.” Severus stared at him.
“You… you mean, you want to… Are you sure?”
“I´m sure. It is a bit scary, but I trust you. I know you won’t hurt me. Besides I want to show you how much you mean to me.”
“Harry,” Severus sighed.
“You don´t have to do this just to show me that you care. I don´t want you to force yourself into something you´re not ready for.”
“I know that I don´t have to but I want to. And I don´t have to force myself to do something I really want. You remember telling me about it? That it can be great and even more so when you do it with someone you love. I want to feel close to you, I want to feel you and hold you and be held in return. Don´t you want this?” Severus turned to his side and looked down at him.
“Of course, I do.” He said softly before lowering his head to press his lips against Harry´s who sighed and closed his eyes. Their lips moved together in a slow kiss, and Severus hand had come up to cup Harry´s cheek. He softly stroked the skin with his thumb and slit his tongue over Harry´s bottom lip. Harry made a little noise of appreciation and opened his lips so that his lover had access to his mouth. Their tongues met and Harry felt a little tickle in his groin. The kiss quickly became more heated and sooner than Severus wanted he had to pull back so they could breathe. He couldn´t keep his eyes from Harry´s face. His lips were a bit swollen from their kiss, his cheeks were a red and when he opened his eyes Severus let out a little gasp.
“Beautiful.” He whispered and reached out to touch his lips.
“Just magnificent. If we do this Harry, there will be no going back. I will never let you go again.”
“I don´t want it any other way. I am yours, and you are mine.”
“Always.” Severus promised before he dived back down to kiss him again. They kissed for a long time neither wanting to let the other go. Hands were stroking and when Severus found his way under Harry´s shirt to twist one of his nipples softly, Harry arched from the bed and threw his head back. Severus used the opportunity to latch on to Harry’s neck, tasting his skin and sucking a bit which made Harry gasp. Severus sat up suddenly pulling Harry up with him, only to quickly getting rid of Harry´s shirt. Harry lay back down which gave him a good lock at Harry´s torso.
He filled out nicely, he thought but when he tried to lower himself again Harry stopped him with his hand.
“Your turn.” He said and looked at his clothed chest. Severus supressed a groan and pulled of his shirt. Harry gasped when his skin touched his own for the first time. Severus kissed down his chest until he found his nipple. He licked the tip lightly and Harry moaned. He did it again before sucking it in his mouth. His other hand roamed over Harry’s torso down to his pants. He placed his hand on Harry´s groin and rubbed over the fabric. Harry moaned again and one of his hands found Severus´s arm. He held on tightly while Severus took his other nipple in his mouth, sucking and licking greedily. After Sev spend a good amount of time there, he slowly sat up again and looked at Harry´s pants. Harry could see him hesitating and looked up at him.
“Severus.” He whispered. Dark eyes met his and Harry slowly opened his pants. Not breaking eye contact, he sat up and slipped out of them, ridding himself of his boxers as well. He lay back down, and Severus devoured him with his eyes. He blushed deeply at the intense looks he was receiving and waited.
Severus was hypnotised by the picture in front of him. He couldn´t do anything but stare. Harry giggled and let his hand travel down his body until he reached and took hold of his cock. That was enough to rip Severus out of his trance and he dived down and pushed Harry´s hand away. He positioned himself between Harry´s legs and looked up at him. He waited until Harry looked him in the eyes and held his gaze as he licked his cock slowly from the base to the tip. Harry groaned at the sight and his hips twitched involuntarily. Severus grinned before he took Harry´s cock into his mouth. Harry´s eyes shut close, and he arched from the bed.
“Oh God!” Harry moaned when Severus took him in deeper and started bumping his head up and down. He felt incredible. It didn´t take long for him to come and Severus moaned when Harry emptied himself down his throat. He made sure he licked up everything before he kissed his way back up Harry´s chest so that he could give him another deep kiss. Harry breathed heavily and he looked up at Severus.
“That was incredible.”
“Good, now turn around for me would you.” Harry bit his lip but nodded.
“Come here.” Said Severus and pulled him close.
“It will be alright. I promise I will go slow and if you say stop, I will stop, okay?” He looked Harry deep in the eye and waited. Harry took a deep breath and nodded smiling nervously before turning over laying on his stomach. Severus leaned over him and whispered in his ear.
“Get on your knees love and lay your head on the pillow.” Harry followed his instructions and Severus positioned himself behind him. He noticed Harry tensing a little and summoned a bottle of oil and started to massage his lover´s back. When Harry relaxed, he put a little more oil in one of his hands and reached for Harry´s cock again. He started to stroke him slowly and Harry moaned quietly. His other hand slowly made his way down Harry´s butt until he found the little puckered hole. He started massaging it softly and was pleased when Harry didn´t pull away. He lowered his head and blew on it.
Harry gasped and every hair on his body stood up. He held his breath waiting for what was to come next. Severus let go of Harry´s cock and spread his cheeks nudging his hole with his nose. Harry grabbed the pillow thinking he was about to lose his mind when he felt Severus´s tongue at his entrance. His eyes rolled back, and he let out a shuttered breath. His legs trembled and Severus pulled back.
“Are you ok?”
“Oh god yes, please don´t stop.” Harry begged and moaned when the tongue returned to his task. He was in heaven and just when Harry thought nothing could feel better then this Sev´s tongue breached him and pushed inside.
“FUCK!! Merlin, that feels so good.” He groaned out and pushed his ass back to get more. Severus had to control himself, he was so hard and wanted nothing more than to rip of his pants and fuck his lover senseless. He conjured a bottle of his self-made lubricant and pulled some over two fingers. He sat up and stroked over Harry´s entrance again before very slowly pushing one of his fingers into the heat of Harry´s arse. It felt incredible, the walls were so tight around his finger he moaned by the thought of how it would feel to have it around his cock. He started to move his finger in and out, trying to stretch him as good as he could before adding the second one. With his other hand he massaged Harry´s lower back, pressing a kiss to his neck now and then.
“You are doing so good, that´s it, does it feel okay?” He whispered in Harry´s ear.
“Yes.” Harry whispered back. It was the truth; it did feel okay. It didn´t feel great but it didn´t hurt either. Severus smiled and started searching for Harry´s prostate. He knew he found it when he heard a sharp gasp. He angled his fingers and started pushing in a little faster hitting Harry´s sweet spot every few strokes. Harry moaned and groaned and sweat was starting to cover his body. He didn´t even notice when a third finger made his way inside. He was lost to the sensation and whimpered when Severus pulled out his fingers. His whispered a quick cleaning charm and pulled of his pants before he turned Harry, so he lay on his back again.
“Are you ready love?” He asked kissing him softly. Harry only spread his legs giving him access. Severus positioned himself carefully and swallowed. He lubricated his cock and nudged Harry´s entrance before he slowly pushed in. Harry groaned. It hurt, not terribly but it stung. Severus halted his head past the tight ring of muscle and leaned up. A tear rolled down Harry´s cheek and he quickly kissed it away.
“It hurts Sev.”
“I know, it will get better I promise. Try pushing back, that should help. You´re doing great just try to relax.” Harry let out a breath and pushed back a little. It really helped and a few minutes later Severus was fully sheathed. He held still for a while completely overwhelmed by the pleasure. He tried to calm down a bit otherwise he would completely embarrass himself. Nothing ever felt so good and when he opened his eyes and saw Harry watching him his heart clenched. The rush of emotion that run through him was almost too much to bear. Harry moved his hips a bit and Severus couldn´t hold still any longer. He slowly pulled out only to push back in just as slowly. They held eye contact as Severus picked up the paste just a bit. Harry moaned and pulled Severus closer. Their foreheads rested against each other, and they were panting.
“Oh god yes, more.” Severus groaned and moved faster.
“You feel so good, so arghh… hot… soo tight. Merlin you´re so tight.” On the next push he changed his angle a little and Harry arched into him.
“FUCK! SEV! Right there, yes! Harder please. I need… I… I…” but he couldn´t end his sentence. It was feeling too good. Severus fucked him in earnest now. He pushed in hard and deep every thrust, sweat rolling down the side of his face. He wouldn´t last long. He was too far gone now; he was only seconds away.
“Oh god Harry, look at me…” Harry did and that was his undoing. His face twisted in pleasure, and he pushed in deeply emptying himself, groaning out Harry´s name. Harry felt the hot seed filling him, pushing him over the edge, screaming out his release. They lay connected both shedding a few tears, overwhelmed by emotions. They kissed for a while before Severus pulled out and accio´d a healing potion which he massaged in gently. Harry snuggled into his arms, and he pulled the blanket over them.
“That was incredible.” Harry whispered tiredly.
“Indeed.”
“I love you Severus, so much.”
“I love you too Harry.”
“I wish we could stay here. I don´t want to go back. All the fighting and worrying. I just want to live a quiet life.”
“We always want most what we can´t have. I´m sorry but you will never have a normal life.”
“I know… anyways, we should get some sleep. We will need it.”
Severus pressed a kiss to Harry´s forehead and they said good night. They fell asleep under the starts completely oblivious to the fact that they just changed their life´s forever.
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