I'll Do Anything | By : TheLadyFeylene Category: Harry Potter > General > General Views: 5249 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Sirius didn't want to be there. He wanted to be back in the dorm, in his bed, dreaming about attractive, big-breasted women. He did *not* want to be in the middle of fooling around with his best friend. But that was where he was. Remus had asked for this, and he would do it. If he had to. He'd rather go through this unpleasantness then ruin their friendship. And it hadn't been so bad at first. When they were kissing, he could close his eyes and pretend it was someone else. But once the clothes had come off...
//I can't believe I'm doing this.// He couldn't even look at Remus, who was spreading out his robe to make a comfortable place to sit on the floor. He was still shaking over what they had just done. And he though that had been it. And it hadn't been *that* bad. It had been sort of like touching himself. But....not. And Remus had enjoyed it, so that was fine. But now...
//What else does he expect me to do?// What worried Sirius the most was that he'd do it. He had sworn, on his honor, to do whatever Remus asked of him. But now he was regretting that. He felt...like a thing. If that was how Remus wanted to make him feel, he was doing a damn good job of it.
"There." Remus said, smoothing out the robes. He was still naked. Sirius had seen Remus devoid of clothing before, but it had been a lot different. He hadn't had to be *personal* with that nudity. Now he had to touch it. And do Merlin knew what else with it.
//And Remus enjoys this?// He couldn't wrap his mind around that. What pleasure could be taken out of another man? Sirius swallowed hard, wondering what was coming next. He didn't really know what men did together, other then the same stuff that men and women did.
"So...what now?" Sirius asked, a tremor of fear in his voice. He saw Remus appraising him, head titled to one side. There was a softness to his face that hardened up immediately. Sirius had hoped to cop some sympathy, but puppy dog eyes didn't seem to be working. Remus had a plan in mind, it seemed, and was going to go through with it.
"We'll move on to step two." Remus said, a little coldly. Sirius did *not* like this side of his friend. "Come here."
Sirius took a deep breath, and moved closer to Remus. The robes spread on the floor was more comfortable, and he crossed his legs as he sat across from his friend.
"Kiss me." Remus said, eyes fixed steadily on Sirius'. //When did Remmie get so...commanding?// Remus had always been the calmest. Where had this side of him come from?
Sirius closed his eyes, and pressed his lips against Remus'. //Think about that Ravenclaw sixth year. The one with the short brown hair and the blue eyes....//
"Keep your eyes open."
"Hmm?" The commanding tone snapped Sirius away, and he looked with confused eyes at Remus.
"Open your eyes when you kiss me." Remus said again. "I want you to remember who it is your kissing."
//Shit. He's too smart for his own good.// Sirius nodded, reluctantly pressing his lips against Remus' again. He kept his eyes open, though he wanted more then anything to close them. //This isn't that bad.// He kept telling himself. It was just kissing. This didn't change anything about him.
"Touch me again."
Sirius cringed. He could really do without this part. He gritted his teeth-or tried to, but Remus' tongue was in the way-and wrapped his fingers around Remus' shaft. //I can't believe I'm doing this...// But it was better then losing Remmie as a friend. Anything was better then losing Remmie as a friend.
"Stroke me lightly." Remus instructed, his tongue tracing Sirius' jawbone. //Remmie, I can't really do it any better then I am.// He ran his palm lightly over Remus, shuddering as he did so. He was still amazed that the werewolf had been able to get himself hard so soon after climaxing. It took Sirius at least an hour...
"That's enough." Remus kissed Sirius' shoulder. When Remmie did stuff to him, it was okay. He could ignore who it was coming from. //Does that mean we're done?//
"Okay." Sirius pulled away, unconsciously wiping his hand on the robe.
"Now...use your mouth."
Sirius froze. //Remmie didn't....he doesn't want...he can't expect me to...// Sirius opened his mouth to speak, but found no words would come out. He took a deep breath and tried again, but there was nothing. His mind was a blank. Remus was regarding him calmly and blandly, as though he had asked for help with homework or something.
"Wha...?" Sirius finally managed.
"You heard me." Remus said, raking his hair back. "I told you Sirius, I want you to feel just as used and humiliated as I did."
"Well, it's working." Sirius said, grumpily. //I'm not putting my mouth there. I'm not.// But he would. Because he had promised. And no one would know, and Remus would never mention it again. Sirius could at least trust that much. Remus had said it wouldn't' be spoken of after tonight, and he knew the werewolf would honor that.
//You're about to give your best friend a blow job. Holy shit...// He couldn't believe he was doing this. He lowered himself down, stretching himself out on the floor. He was at least pleased to see that *he* wasn't the least bit excited about the situation. He had been half afraid of that.
He paused, not knowing exactly what to do. Remus was obviously quite ready for this. //Okay...you've been on the other end of this. You can figure it out....oh god, I have to put it in my mouth...// He whimpered, closing his eyes and opening his mouth...
"Eyes open, Sirius." Remus' tone was chastising, like a teacher with a favored student who tried to bend the rules. Sirius swallowed hard. This wasn't the way he liked things to go. He didn't like not being in charge. Though, on the greater scale, not being in control was the least of his problems. He gritted his teeth, and realized with the task at hand that that wasn't an option.
//You've put a lot more disgusting things in your mouth. You once ate hippogriff dung on a dare. You can handle this. And afterwards, Remmie will drop everything, and things will go back to normal.// He decided to take things slowly. He gingerly stuck his tongue out, swiping it in the general direction of Remus' shaft. It came in contact with smooth skin, and Sirius immediately drew back.
//Oh god...// He tried again. He ran his tongue quickly over Remus' length, shuddering. It wasn't that bad. He had tasted worse. But it was just...it wasn't something he did. It was sick. He had his mouth on...//Don't think about it.//
But when Remus tangled his hand in Sirius' hair and whispered his name huskily, it was very difficult not to think about it. He half suspected that was the point. He very slowly gave it another swipe with his tongue, hoping this would be enough.
"Sirius..." That chastising, warning tone. Almost sing-song in it's innocence. "I told you to use your mouth, not your tongue. Not that I'm complaining, mind you, but I would very much like for you to follow my instructions."
"Sorry." Sirius mumbled. He opened his mouth, licking his licks, and inched forward slowly. He had to close his eyes. He couldn't keep them open while he did this. He just couldn't! He felt his lips closing over Remus' shaft, and he drew them back instinctively. This was *not* a pleasant sensation. He felt as though her were going to gag. He had to remember to breathe through his nose. He certainly couldn't breathe through his mouth.
//Now what?// It was in his mouth. He wanted to be sick. He tried to remember what had been done, the few times he had been on the receiving end of oral gratification. He moved his jaw slightly, lips scraping over smooth, slick skin. //This is disgusting.// Sirius wanted it to be over. Why couldn't Remus have been happy with a hand job? But no...he wanted more. He wanted a blow job, too.
//It can't be that hard.// Sirius continued what he was doing, scarping lips and teeth over Remus' length. From the slight gasps and moans from Remus, he figured he was doing an okay job. //Oh god...// It was hard to swallow, and his throat was flexing automatically. That wasn't helping things, at least not on his end. Remus certainly seemed to be enjoying it.
"All of it, Sirius.." He moaned, hands still tangled in soft black hair. Sirius wanted to cry. He took as much into his mouth as he could, throat rebelling at the intrusion. He forced himself to relax. "Use your tongue..."
Fighting the urge to bite down, Sirius ran his tongue over the underside of Remus' shaft. The licking was okay. That he could do. It was the sucking that was a problem! He did what he could, mentally reciting the charms they were going to be tested on Monday. He kept it up, wondering idly how much of this Remus was going to take. A few moments later, he decided he shouldn't have wondered.
"Fuck!" Sirius sputtered, coughing loudly. He hadn't expected that. He wanted something to rinse his mouth out with. It had been hot and unpleasant and foul tasting. he had nearly thrown up, his throat reacting on it's own instinct.
"Here." Remus handed him a small bottle of water, which he took greedily. It got some of the taste out. Enough, he supposed. //All right, I'm definitely thinking twice next time I want to pull something.// This was having an effect on Sirius. He had never thought he would ever be subjected to something like this. It was a burning shame inside of him. That Remus-his sweet, gentle, timid friend Remus-was doing this to him. Making him feel like little more then a piece of meat.
"Good?" Sirius asked, trying hard to keep the snarl out of his voice. //Give him this. You owe him this. You *did* ruin his sex life.//
"For s first try, it was very impressive." Remus said, nodding emphatically. He was lying back now, breathed in a light sheen of sweat. Sirius was damp as well. he hated the way Remmie kept looking at him. He didn't think the werewolf could look so...so lecherous!
"Yay." Sirius said, rolling his eye.
"I think we both need a bit more then a few moments before continuing." Remus said with a smile. //Continuing?// Sirius felt a heavy weight of dread settle over him. What else was there? He shivered, wrapping his arms around himself and pulling his sweatpants up to cover himself. Remus raised an eyebrow, and he dropped it. He was still worried about what Remus was going to have him do next...
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