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A Magic Beyond All We Do Here
- Chapter Three
Allahaismaladuk
Mundanes and Muggles and what
constitutes magic
Sinestra and OMC
Charles was devastated, he
couldn’t look at his wife without grieving but he couldn’t not look at
her knowing that she would be gone soon and forever.
Rose was determined to not be
“dying before I am dying.” She told Charles not to mourn while she was still
alive.
“It is not Allahaismaladuk
(Allah is maul ee duke) do you remember, Sevgilim?” He nodded; Charles
and Rose understood the traditional farewell. “And what do you say?”
she prompted.
“Güle güle” he responded, without any
enthusiasm.
“And that means?”
“Smilingly, smilingly.”
“And that is also my name, it means
to smile; do not make my last months with you sad, Sevgilim. I feel
fine, now, and I want to be alive while I am living!”
He thought about this and
realized she was right. No one really knows how much time they have so why not
enjoy life while they can. With a Herculean effort he put on a brave, happy face
for his beloved wife.
“You are right, Tatlem, I am
so stupid sometimes. What would you like to do?”
“Amber Rose,” she called
“Yes Mama”
“If you could go anywhere, do
anything in the world, where would you go? What would you do?”
“You mean like a last wish?”
Rose and Charles looked at
each other. They knew they would have to tell her sometime but it seemed too
soon.
“I know that you are sick
Mama, and I know Daddy is very sad. Is it bad?”
“Yes little one, it’s bad, but
it’s not bad right now and you have to be a strong girl for your father so that
he is not too sad. Can you do this for me? For Daddy?”
Amber nodded and took a deep
breath.
“New Zealand.”
“New Zealand?” Charles asked.
“New Zealand,” Amber
repeated. “I want to go to New Zealand.”
“Anywhere else?” Rose asked.
“Well, we have to go all the
way across the country just to get to the Pacific Ocean, so why not see some of
America along the way?”
For the first time that week
Charles smiled. He picked up his Les Paul and plugged it in; cranked the gain
up to nine and the distortion to 10 and thumbed a deep bass E note in a
familiar, infectious rhythm;
dunta dunta dunta dunta
dunta dunta dunta dunta
Getcha motor runnin
<guitar riff>
Headin down the highway
<guitar riff>
Lookin for adventure
<really cool improvisational guitar riff>
In whatever comes my way
<awesome lead into the bridge>
When he got to the chorus Rose
and Amber enthusiastically joined in
Born to be wild
Born to be wild
They all fell over laughing.
Tears in their eyes, healing tears, they couldn’t heal their precious Rose, but
they had healed their collective souls.
They took a short hop to Washington D.C. to take in the sights, Amber especially liked the National Zoo – the new
tiger cubs were a special treat. Charles enjoyed the Smithsonian, Rose said
“you can buy me that one,” pointing to the Hope Diamond. They visited Arlington National Cemetery where Charles sought out the grave of a fellow soldier who had
died protecting civilians in a terrorist attack.
As they looked at the small
Star of David marker Rose whispered, “He’s here?”
“Yes, he’s buried here.”
“And to visit with him you
have to come here?”
“Yes.”
“I don’t want to lie in the
ground. Can I be burned please?”
Charles choked back a sob.
“No, Tatlem, don’t cry. I
want to talk about this.”
He struggled to get himself
under control.
“When I am gone, have my body
burned, then take the ashes and put them in the ocean. That way, whenever you
want to visit me you can just go to the beach. Didn’t you say that there is
only one big ocean?”
He took a deep breath and let
it out slowly; “yes, because all of the oceans are connected to one another.”
“So no matter where you go in
the world, if you are near the ocean; you will be near me, yes?”
“Then I must always live near
the ocean.”
“Just remember, Sevgilim,
remember to live; for yourself and our little one.”
From there they flew to
central Florida to see the fun tourist traps, St. Augustine, Silver Springs, Cyprus Gardens, and of course the “House of Mouse” as Charles liked to call it.
Next stop was the Grand Canyon. Rose got a slight case of vertigo looking down into it.
“It’s so big.”
“Well, they were going to call
it ‘Big Canyon,’ but that didn’t sound right, I personally voted for ‘Jye-normous Canyon’ but got voted down.”
By this time Rose and Amber
were giving him withering glares. He raised his hands in surrender and said,
“Okay, okay, I’ll stop.”
“That’ll be the day.” They
said simultaneously.
“It must be ‘pick on Daddy’
day.”
Last stop before New Zealand was San Francisco. They did all the touristy things, the cable car, Fisherman’s Wharf
(where they all discovered a love of Dungeness crab and sour dough bread. Rose
laughed out loud when she heard the name ‘Coit Tower’ and asked Charles;
“Shouldn’t that be ‘coitus tower’? Look at the shape!”
The shopping area in and
around Ghirardelli Square had something for everyone, but especially Charles.
“What is Lark in the Morning?”
Amber asked. Charles’ eyes just glazed over at the assortment of musical
instruments. He started to play a small guitar when Rose said to Amber, “He’s
going to be a while.”
Amber nodded in agreement and
asked, “Want to go shopping?”
Charles played every stringed
instrument in the store; there must have been hundreds of instruments of every
description from every continent and culture from around the world. He was
especially intrigued by a guitar laute, a lute tuned like a classical guitar.
He loved the sound and feel of it. When he asked for the price the salesgirl
said “$1,800 but you don’t want that one.”
“Why not?”
“Look closely at the sound
board.”
He saw what she meant; there
was a hairline crack all the way down.
“Can it be fixed?”
“Not really, we can have the
crack fixed but then the instrument will not have the same tone. It’s actually
better to build one from a kit or pattern, it’s a lot of work, but the lute
will be unique and will not be prone to the same kind of defects.”
“I could live here,” Charles
said when the girls returned to the store, “this is a great town.”
“Maybe later,” said Amber,
“when I finish school.”
The flight from San Francisco to Auckland, New Zealand was 13 hours. Charles insisted they fly first
class. Rose and Amber slept most of the way.
When they arrived Charles
asked Amber, “What would you like to do now.”
“Everything.”
Everything turned out to be a
staggering lot. There was a helicopter tour over the glacier near Queenstown,
feasting on the Maori culture center in Rotorua. They spent the next month hiking,
camping, biking, kayaking, sailing or flying all over the island. New Zealand has every kind of ecosystem found elsewhere on Earth, Alpine mountains and Rain
Forests and everything in-between. Giant tree ferns, found nowhere else on
Earth grow in the Punakaiki Rain Forest.
“It’s so beautiful,” Rose
exclaimed.
“Yes, you are,” Charles
answered.
Rose was tiring easily now and
had to take frequent naps
“Do you want to go home?”
“Wherever you are, Mavishim, I
am home. I just need to rest a little.”
Amber was already curled up in
the center of the king-sized hotel bed. Rose wrapped herself around her
daughter and he lay down and spooned behind her.
“Teshekkur Mavishim, thank
you, my Blue Eyes.” She sighed.
“As if I could ever forget,”
he murmered into the back of her neck.
“Seni seviyorum.”
“Seni seviyorum.”
“I love you.”
“I love you.”
“I love you too,” whispered
Amber to both her parents.
It was a good time.
By the time they returned to
Salem Rose was very frail. Joseph Fowler insisted that she stay at home, they
had a budget for another school nurse and he hired one who was hospice
trained.
Nancy Webber was a middle aged
empty nester who decided to go back to work when all her children left for
other parts of the country; with the kids gone she realized that she and her
husband of 30 years had nothing in common. The divorce was amicable, they sold
everything and split it 50-50. He moved to Florida and she reclaimed her
maiden name and became “Nurse Nan.” Nan kept the house running as Charles
taught all of the elementary subjects to the third graders, “elementary my
eye,” he said, in mock peevishness “I’ve taught college students who couldn’t
grasp the concept of a pluperfect subjunctive!” He always returned to the
townhouse for lunch with Rose. Sometimes Amber would join them. Near the end
of November Rose would usually be asleep during lunchtime, but Charles always
came anyway. Every time he left the room he would tell her, “I love you.”
She would more often than not
respond with “I love you more!”
“Charles,” Nan said from his
classroom door. “I think you and Amber better come home.”
It was December first.
“Little one,” Rose whispered.
“Yes Mommy”
“Be good for Daddy, he is a
good man and he loves you very, very much.”
“Yes Mommy,” she sobbed
“Mavishim.”
“Yes, Sevgilim.”
“Remember to live, remember to
love.”
“I can’t,” he sobbed, falling
to his knees beside the bed.
“You must!” she cried
hoarsely, “you must be there for our little one!”
Amber wrapped her arms around
Charles’ neck.
“Yes, Sevgilim.” He choked
out.
Rose took a deep, painful
breath, let it out half-way and said, “Teshekkur Mavishim benim. Allah-is-ma. . .la. . .”
And was gone.
“Güle güle my love” he said and let the tears flow un
ashamedly.
___ooo000ooo___
That was unbelievably hard to
write, but it I had no choice – the story has to be told in its entirety. I
loved her very much, and it tore my heart out to lose her. Have courage,
healing is on the way.
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