Feel For You | By : Jessarie Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male Views: 4852 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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As intriguing as it would be to say that Harry didn't love Lucius, he did. He knew telling the truth was the only thing that would keep things the way they were between Severus and himself. Harry's thoughts strayed. Maybe he needed to go back. Rethink how things had turned out. How had they gotten here? Between the Occulmency lessons, potions class, and other training for the battle with Voldemort, Harry and Severus spent more time together than Harry spent with anyone else his last year as a student.
I walked down the front steps of the castle. I knew in my heart where Voldemort was. Albus Dumbledore was alive. He had faked his own death. How ironic that he faked his and I am walking into mine head held high. I feel nothing. No pain, no fear, nothing. All the horcruxes are gone. All that's left is the soul inside Voldemort himself. Even the one that was in me as cause of my scar is gone. We found a potion to extract it and put it into another object and destroyed it.
He sees me and pauses. "Well, Mr. Potter, I am amazed. You will die on this night." He says hissing. I shake my head not speaking. I know if I say anything it will just make this more difficult. I know the spell I have to use. I know how it has to be done, but even though he's a murderer, I can't help but think I am becoming one too. I wait for my opening as his taunts and rants continue.
Moments later Voldemort falls his own curse backfiring upon him with a little help from me. Severus is by my side in an instant. The area around us is still in a fierce fight and all he does is pick me up and apparate me to the hospital wing.
I pass out after that.
Waking up in the hospital wing is something I've done numerous times, but this time there is a hand holding mine. Strangely enough it feels normal. The Headmaster returns to his post and congratulations are bestowed upon me. I know he knows something's up, but no one mentions that I am still holding my teachers hand.
I graduate a few weeks later. After accepting my diploma I go down the line of professors shaking each of their hands and getting my congratulations. Dumbledore offered me the Defense position that morning at breakfast and of course I accepted it. When I get to Severus I don't know what to expect. I should have known as a Slytherin he would do something, but I never expected the kiss that comes my way.
From that day forward, Severus and Harry were inseparable. The only problem was Harry still loved Lucius. He still had those feelings. How can one love two people? Harry may never know. Sitting in his and Severus quarters he knows it's true. He loves them both.
"What's the matter?" Severus asked coming up behind him.
Harry tries to smile, but can't seem to. "I just don't know. I don't know how I came feel this way. I don't know how to describe it. Its like there's something pulling me to the both of you. I love you. You are the snarky sadistic bastard everyone loves to hate, but I see the real you the one with the heart. Lucius is like the light in all of that. He's overly proud arrogant bastard, but he has a heart too. I want to see his heart. I want you both. I am so confused."
"I know, I'm not mad at you. I just wish there was something that would make you feel better." Severus answered.
Now, had Harry been paying more attention he would have realized Severus was being vague. You see Severus had a plan. Severus always has a plan. His plan was quite simple, but he had someone he had to go see first.
The next day while Harry was teaching and Severus had a free period, he went to the desk in their quarters. Pulling out a very worn folded piece of parchment, Severus walked to the fire. Throwing on some floo powder, he called 'Malfoy Manor' and he was gone.
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