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Unknown	By : kittyadult2008 Category: Harry Potter AU/AR > Threesomes/Moresomes Views: 9270 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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CHAPTER THREE: THINKING

At this point it had been around a week sense he promised to explain everything to Ron and Hermione. He knew that he really should but as of late he was more and unsure of himself. He didn’t know how to feel about the way he had reacted to the scene with the room of Requirement and Malfoy. However he was kind of pissed at himself he had lost the invisibility cloak. He didn’t really want to tell his best female friend that he lost it because he would get a scolding and he would never hear the end of it from Ron, so he was left alone in his search. He had tried a nice Accio and even a few point me spells but nothing seemed to work.

Harry was currently lost in his thoughts as he weaved his way to charms. Damn crowed hallways, he didn’t know what to do; he kind of wished that he could fly above them. Merlin knows that the ceilings were high enough. Just as he was passing a door someone opened it and wouldn’t you know his luck he ran straight into it. Cursing rather colorfully in his head he leaned down and began picking up his now scattered books and parchment. Why did he just have to forget his bag at the Dursley's? He felt like going to the nearest wall and letting his head get acquainted with it. When he went to reach of his quill a white hand grabbed it at the same time that he had. Looking up he was confused when he meet the eyes of Draco Malfoy. ‘Well yay can this hour get any better.’ He thought to himself. Once again the boy who lived was confused; he could have sworn for a moment there that the gray blue eyes had shown worry. Malfoy scoffed and pushed by Harry in the opposite direction of the Charms class room. He frowned in thought trying to figure out where the pureblood could be going he knew that they had Charms class together.

To tell the truth Harry wasn’t paying any attention in class it almost seemed like he never did any more. He wondered if he was the only one. Who seemed to think that learning anything right now was pointless? ‘I mean who wants to learn about outside stuff if you are still confused about the inside things right?’ He sighed and spaced off in the general direction of Professor Flicwick. He only moved his eyes when the tall red head next to him started to twitch. He looked over at Ron; he could visibly see the boy trying to avoid clawing his eyes out that could only mean one thing. He glanced over at the door and sure enough there was Malfoy. Ron hadn’t been the same sense that night and neither had harry for that matter. This had him checking and wondering his sexuality. He perked up his ears to hear what the tiny Professor was saying to the blond Slytherin, “Mr. Malfoy why are you late?” The teen just handed over a note and went off to his seat. From this distance Harry couldn’t really see anything much just a signature and he knew that one any were Madam Pomfrey. What the seven levels could be going on?

~*S.B.*~

As Harry sat at lunch he could see that his friends were starting to get worried again and they really wanted the explanation, and to tell the truth Harry really didn’t know what to say. He had writing to Snuffles asking him of advice but he still hadn’t writing back yet. He wasn’t worried he knew that sometimes it took a while for the letters to get to his god father.

At this point he was guessing that he just had to tell them the truth in all its confusions that it was bringing to his head. Maybe they could help he didn’t know how they would help but he hoped that maybe Hermione would maybe say that this pain liking thing was some sort of disease and he could get rid of it with a trip to Madam Pomfrey. He knew the sexuality thing was ok, nothing was wrong with that; he was just confused on how to feel or what to feel about anything right now. He sipped at the pumpkin juice in his cup and looked up at the head table and sighed spotting the black mass that was the potions professor. Maybe that prick had his cloak, that wouldn’t surprise him in the least. The man had just magically appeared behind them not to mention Ron wasn’t that quite. His eyes cut over to the white blond hair at the Slytherin table maybe Malfoy had the cloak. He got up after he was finished and leaned over to Hermione.

“I’m going to go visit our favorite ghost.” With that he left knowing that Hermione would grab Ron and fallow. The reason for leaving first was so that he could be alone in his thoughts; he seemed to be doing that a lot as of late. However he had to figure out how to explain to his friends what was going down without freaking them out. He didn’t need that anguish here at school as well as ‘home’.

He sat on the floor right under the sinks waiting. He didn’t have wait long before the ghostly figure of a girl showed up. He looked up at her and smiled, “Hello Myrtle.”

The ghost girl who was still grieving over her own death sat down in front of harry, “ Hi, Harry, what are you doing here? Come to ask to share a stall with me after your next adventure?” She gave a smile that had goose bumps running down his spine.

“No Myrtle not this time; unfortunately I am just using this as a secret meeting spot.” He gave a small wink at this and it caused the girl to give a small giggle and float off.

“You know when you do things like that it only encourages her Harry.” Harry looked over to Hermione standing in the door way with her hands on her hips. Ron behind her with one harm on the back of his neck. “Hey mate,” Ron said quietly.

Harry gestured to the space in front of him on the floor, “Come join me.” He smiled then shuttered as he had a brief flash of how Voldemort-esk that just sounded. Hermione waved her wand in the area with a quick Scouring Charm getting it clean before sitting down. Ron sat down next to her and they both looked at him expectantly.

“Um…” Harry shifted in his seat a little; not quite sure to explain to his friends, “Ok… how bout his instead of explaining how bout you just ask the questions and I answer `kay? `Cause I have no idea how to go about this.”

His friends shared a glance, “How about the thing on the train with Malfoy and the razor blade?” Hermione ask as Ron gave a shutter of disgust at the name.

“Well let see… Um…Hum… At some point in the summer I um guess I had gotten to the point of ‘growing up’ were I can finally start understanding what I like and don’t like…if you know what I mean?” Hermione gave a small nodded while it seemed that Ron was totally lost, Harry wasn’t too worried about that he knew he could be a bit more graphic with just Ron because he wasn’t a girl and well telling that kind of thing to a girl was well just no. “Well I had at some point figured out that well pain was a really good thing to feel to get me up…” Harry cleared his throat. “Yeah know, and well I had been using the razor blade to um… assist in that um matter…” Harry was avoiding looking any were but his friends faces by this point he was sure that his own face was the color of the Hogwarts express.

“Oh…” Ron was the first to speak, “I get it mate…” then a moment of silence, “ew… did not need to know what got your rocks off mate…”

“Well you guys asked and its better then you guys thinking I was doing something else or whatever… besides… I kinda need help I don’t know if there is something wrong with me. I mean there has to be something wrong with wanting to feel pain right? I mean it seems to be the only thing other then…” Harry blushed and mumbled before taking a deep sigh and looking up at the ceiling.

“Oh no Harry there is anything wrong with liking it…” Hermione’s voice was the next one to speak up, “You see it’s really bit more common then you’re making it out to be. Harry though quick question, do you want to be the cause of others pain?”

“NO!” Harry said looking at her quickly to quickly that it caused a sharp pain in his neck, “that hurt…” he rubbed the back of his neck, “And it’s not like just pain has to be there… it kind of just enhances the feelings of you know excitement.”

The muggle born nodded again at Harry’s revelation, “I will look into it however what I have read there are quite a few people out there who share this with you harry. There are even a few who like to cause pain for their significant other and it pleases them as well.”

Harry nodded and stood, “Thanks guys, I think its almost curfew lets go to bed.” With that the trio left the restroom to head up for a good nights sleep, “harry didn’t have to wait to sleep that night it seemed for now at least that some of his thoughts had cleared.”

~~~ To be continued…
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