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Watch Me	By : Zenerific1 Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Snape/James Views: 13287 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 2
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James had to literally pull him into the room. Aberforth had handed over a key without a word or even a disgusted look in Severus’ direction.
The room was not big and had a fire crackling warmly on the other side. In fact, except for a small table in the center of the room and a cozy looking chair before the fire, there wasn’t anything else in the room. Not even a window.
“Come here, Sev,” James commanded. Without waiting to see if Severus would follow, James crossed the room to the chair. He grabbed a pillow and tossed it onto the floor next to the chair. Eyeing it, James shook his head and pulled out his wand. With a small wave, the pillow grew until it was at least three times its normal size. James turned to him and beckoned him over.
Trembling, Severus crossed the floor until he was at least an arm’s length away from James. James just smiled reassuringly at him.
“Rule number two: when we are alone together like this you will be naked.”
“Naked! W-why?” Severus’ eyes were huge.
A wicked glint appeared in James’ eyes. “Because I want to have complete access to your body at all times.”
Images of the scars that littered his body, filled Severus’ head and he knew that James would be disgusted at the sight of them. They were the remnants of his life with an insane mother and a father who just didn’t give a damn, a testament that he was a mistake, a punishment for a night of indiscretion. Severus started to shake visibly.
Alarmed James closed the distance between them. Pulling Severus into his arms and holding him close.
“It’s alright, Sev, your fine. I’ve got you.” James murmured his hands brushing over Severus’ back, soothing the boy. “There isn’t anything that you could show me that would make me not want you.”
Severus just shook his head, burrowing his face into James’ chest. “Please, I can’t…can’t be naked. I don’t…”
“This rule isn’t negotiable, Sev. I will see all of you, best to do it now, to get comfortable with being naked.” James kept his voice low. “So take a deep breath and if you need me to help, say so.”
Severus shuddered and breathed as James told him to and then nodded, his cheek brushing against the soft fabric of James shirt. Taking a step back, Severus reached for the buttons on his black tunic. Seeing his hands tremble, he clenched them into fists before slipping the first button undone. The next few were easier to get undone, but the last…the last one took and couple of more breaths before Severus was able to get it opened.
James reached out and helped Severus slid the shirt from his shoulders, a low growl caused Severus to look up. Meeting James’ eyes made him shake even more. The heat in them took the remaining breath from Severus’ lungs. The shirt slid from his arms and floated to hang in mid air near the door.
“You’re beautiful, Sev,” James stated. Hands that were still on his shoulders started to explore the warmth of the skin under them. Unable to help himself Severus leaned into the touches that he craved. James explored every inch of his chest and belly, finding a few hot spots. Severus’ nipples were very sensitive as was a little dent just above his right hipbone.
James’ finger ran over a patch of rough skin that covered a small area on his left side over his ribs as well as the slivers of white that ran down his right arm in short choppy lines. Severus tried to shy away from those touches, but a frown from James made his feet still.
“What happened?” James asked, keeping his touches firm and gentle.
God, Why couldn’t he stop shaking, Severus thought. He shook his head unwilling to talk about the past. He was reluctant to give up James touching him.
“Yes, tell me,” James murmured as he brushed finger tips over the rough skin on his ribs, pulling a shudder from Severus.
“M—mom was so angry her p—potion d—didn’t turn out right,” Severus whispered, closing his eyes, but the images that lay behind them made him quickly reopen them so that he could see James instead.
“And these?” Finders rubbed over his forearm.
“I—I broke Mom’s f—favorite b…sh—she was so angry…”
James’ jaw hardened and he closed his eyes briefly in order to get control of himself. “How old were you?”
Severus’ jerked back knowing that he’d disgusted James, but the man’s hand caught his arms and pulled him back.
“No, I’m not disgusted by you,” James growled, “I’m livid over the fact that you weren’t protected, that you were left with a woman that was clearly out of her mind and did those things to you.”
Severus shook his head, wiggled in James’ arms trying to get away, to pace, to move because what he felt was enormous and needed out. The way James’ could read his mind scared him. “Let go!”
“You’re safeword is ‘red’.” James drew the still struggling Severus over to the chair and down onto his lap face first.
“No! Let me go, bastard! Let Go! I don’t wan—”
James’ hand landed on Severus’ right arse cheek, the sting making him gasp then sputter as another blow landed in the same place. Using his free hands he tried to reach up and smack James anywhere he could reach him, only to have them caught and tied against the small of his back.
“Let it out, Severus,” James demanded, “let the poison go.”
“B—bastard, I’m not playing, let me go!”
Smack, smack, smack. Blows rained down on his arse five on one side then five on the next, then repeat. His butt burned then caught fire as James kept going.
Severus exhausted himself trying to squirm off of James’ lap but the man held him firmly even as he reddened Severus’ arse. Tears slipped unnoticed down Severus’ cheeks as his struggles lessened before he fell still.
“R—”
In an instant, James had Severus upright and in his arms, holding the boy tightly. Rocking a little, he petted Severus. “Good boy, such a sweet, good boy.” James kept making soothing noises as Severus sobbed.
“N—not,” Severus hiccupped
“Sshh, you are. You are my good boy.”
Severus rested his head against James’ chest letting the fabric soak up his tears. He cried for the child he’d been, and for his mother. She’d been so unhappy and unable to love anyone or anything. She’d let the poison eat away at her until she had finally dosed herself with one of the potions that she’d brewed. Severus hadn’t cried when he’d found her nor when the vicar had interred her body to the earth. He hadn’t cried then, but he cried now.
“Sh—she was so sad. She must have loved my dad a lot. She couldn’t love me ‘cause she’d given it all to him and he left, not wanting anything to do with a witch or her son. He took all her smiles and happiness with him. So she made brew after brew of dark, sickly potion. Anything that had a negative property was added. Belladonna and ragwort replaced the flowers in the garden. She ordered venoms and pustules from everywhere. Her whole world became the potions that she brewed.
“I was a mistake, an abomination in her eyes. I was the reason that he left. I wasn’t able to control my magic and he noticed it. He didn’t want an aberration for a son or a wife.”
“Oh, Sev, I’m so sorry that happened,” James said as he tipped Severus’ head up so he could see the boy better. “It’s sad that she felt that way, but you weren’t responsible for her. Nothing she or your dad did was in anyway your fault. If she kept the fact that she was a witch from your father then that’s all on her. Your father’s religious beliefs are on him. I could wish that you had grown up differently, but that would make you a different person. And personally, I like this you.” James pressed a finger to the center of Severus’ chest, and bussed his forehead with warm lips.
Severus felt like a weight had been lifted from his chest. Just being able to tell someone, even if it was a Gryffindor, seemed to make the memories less hurtful.
Reaching up, and in a bold move, Severus brought James mouth to his. It was a full second before James took over the kiss sweeping his tongue into Severus’ mouth and laying claim to every part of it. Severus moaned and wiggled in James’ lap only to still when strong fingers fisted in his hair, holding him. The ache it created sizzled down his nerve endings to pool low in his belly.
James’ pulled Severus’ head back and nibbled down the exposed throat, licking and biting, and then coming back again to the mouth.
“Merlin’s beard, Sev, you taste so good.”
“Uh-huh, you too.”
James’ other hand wandered over Severus’ chest to play lightly with the nipples, pinching one hard then rubbing the sting away only to do it again. Severus moved restlessly, hips bucking at the sharp pain and sliding against James’ erection.
“You’re so sensitive,” James grunted pushing his hips against Severus’ arse. “Want to pierce these little nubs. Get a couple of rings or maybe some bars in them so I can grab them and twist, make them ache so good.”
“N—not gonna let you.”
“Not going to give you the choice.”
Leaving the nipples, James’ hand slid down Severus’ belly, messaging the muscles that jumped under his touch. Letting the boy feel him. His teeth causing Severus to gasp as he nipped an earlobe.
“You’re mine,” James growled into Severus’ ear. The boy writhed, twisting and humping, needing.
James made short work of the button and zipper of Severus’ trousers, pulling the long cock out. It was longer than his but not nearly as thick and uncut. A diamond of dew slipped from the tip and James rubbed his thumb through it, pressing over the slit.
“AH! James!” Severus bucked in earnest now. “Gonna…”
“Not yet,” James snarled. He wrapped his fingers around the shaft and began a gentle jacking.
Severus stared up at James whimpering as he tried to hold off for as long as he could. His fingers were beginning to cramp as he dug them into the material that covered James’ shoulders. The man’s hand still gripped him by the back of his head controlling even that movement. James’ eyes never left his face as he worked Severus’ cock.
“Can’t!” Severus gasped. He wanted to howl at being denied but he wanted to prove to James that he could be the man’s sub, he wanted to be James’ boy.
“Come.”
With a shout, Severus came, heat slipping over James’ hand. The grip on his cock loosened and the strokes slowed down as James milked the orgasm from him. James’ brought him back for a slow kiss, licking at Severus’ lips before sliding into the mouth and rubbing sensually over it.
“Beautiful,” James spoke against his lips, nipping and licking at them unwilling to stop even to speak.
“Melted me.” Severus had never felt so good in his life. His body tingled in the aftermath of his orgasm and James was still kissing him.
James chuckled, tickled. “Good then you can’t run away.”
“Don’t wanna run away.”
“Even better.”
James was reluctant to push Severus away but he knew that time was running out. They’d have to meet the carriages soon to go back to Hogwarts. He needed to make plans to meet with Severus privately. There wasn’t any way he was going to be able to hold off from meeting with the boy for the next week. Not now that he knew how needy his boy was. Severus was starved of touches and hugs. The poor boy had been so neglected his whole life and James had a need to remedy that. Not to mention that Severus responded so wonderfully to him.
Severus might not have noticed, but James certainly had felt the hardness that had pressed against his thigh when he’d smacked that pretty little arse. It hadn’t lasted but that was to be expected in the face of such a devastating confession.
Severus, James knew, had expected him to feel revulsion at the sight of the scars, to be repelled by his story. A lesser man might have looked on the boy with horror. The empathy that James felt didn’t border on pity. It was these events that had made Severus strong, and it would be that strength that would allow Severus to trust James completely. His boy was so resilient, and James was going to make sure that Severus knew it too.
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