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I have lived two lives	By : Citrinepheonix Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Harry/Snape Views: 9517 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1
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Waking up I realized that I was not at privet drive and then I took in my surroundings. My memories if last night flooded back to me. Snape… no Severus had saved me from my muggle family and then brought me here to his home. When he told me this room was mine I couldn’t believe it. He was actually being nice to me. Why? But more so the actions after I said I did not deserve all of this… that kiss was… amazing. I felt my blood burn in my veins and he tasted… I don’t know how describe but as wonderful. I couldn’t help but kiss back and then when he got on his knees before me and took my cock out of my trousers. I can barely remember what he did but the pleasure that followed has my cock tenting against my underwear.

“Oh Sev…” I gasp before I reach down to release myself.

As soon as my cock is free I wrap my hand around it and being to play with crown.

“Fuck” I imagine it is his tongue instead of my fingers playing with the slit. I can remember the look of his face and his black eyes blown up to the point I cannot see the white of his eyes.

“Ugh” I take ahold of my shaft as the memory of the hot cavern took me in and I trust into my own hand. My hand is moving at its own accord up and down bringing me closer to release. I pull one, two, three more stokes before I shot my load over myself and the bedding around me screaming Severus name. With a sigh I collapse back on to my bed.

There was a knock at the door “Harry?”

“Yes”

“When you are ready I will meet you in the dining hall. There is much we need to discuss”

“Okay…” I replied as I realized that more than likely he had heard me pleasuring myself.

I quickly got up from bed and stripped myself of my clothes. I turn to the bed and with a wave my hand the bed is cleared of my release before I head in the direction of my personal bathroom to cleanup myself. Thirty minutes later I put on another set of Dudley’s old clothes and began my journey through the manor to the dining hall. When I walked in Severus was already sitting at the table and when he stood up to welcome me I was surprised to see him wearing muggle clothing. He wore a long sleeve black shirt, which showed off his toned chest and arms, and a tight pair of blue jeans.

I shook my head to clear my mind of the taunt muscle that lay beneath that fabric “Uhh… Good morning”

“Good morning Harry, please come and eat,” Severus replied as he pulled a chair out for me

With a nod I took the offered chair. He pushed me into the table before taking his own seat once again. As soon as he sat down the food appeared on the table. There was everything one could ask for breakfast. Eggs, bacon, sausage, toast, potatoes, pancakes with maple syrup, biscuit with county gravy and orange juice covered the table before us. Severus slowly began to fill up his plate and after a few seconds of watching him I began to go the same. Severus watched me with a smile, a smile that seemed to make him look younger and at the same time handsome. I was overcome with emotions at what I just thought and quickly started to eat the food before me. After the first bite I moaned in appreciation, this was better than Hogwarts!

I looked over at Severus to tell him just that and I found myself looking at his eyes. They were just as remembered from the other day, almost completely black. I lost my train of thought and it only came back to me when he looked away.

“Professor this food is delicious”

“Thank you, but I believe I already told you to please call me Severus”

“I … yes… Severus,” I softly replied “Why… what happened last night?”

“Eat first… then we will discuss it”

I simply nodded in reply before continuing to eat.

After breakfast we moved to the library.

“Now Harry, what I am about to tell you make surprise you so please take a seat.”

Moving to a set of armchairs I sat down and Severus took the other one. Moving the couch to look directly at me instead of the fire place.

“So what happened last night?”

“Well I have start back from the beginning for you to understand. First of all, I was born a vampire. Unlike Vampires who are made I only require the blood and occasionally semen of my mate to survive. And it is only after I taste my mate’s blood for the first time that I actually require it on a regular routine. Second, I have always been a spy, even in the first war. I was actually a close friend to your mother and later your father. No one besides Dumbledore knew of our friendship. I often visited you parents before they went into hiding and I even met you right after you were born. It was then that I knew who you were to me. You see Harry when I a vampire meets their mate for the first time they are instantly connected to them. We want nothing more than for our mate to be happy, safe and loved…. But I was a spy. I could not stay with you and do all the things I wanted. Then your life would truly be in danger. For years I have watched over you from a distance, even during your times at the Dursley’s. Every time they hit you or called you names or let you starve it took all my will power to not come and slaughter them and save you. I’m sorry Harry… so sorry that you grew up like that. I knew that Voldermort would return and when that time came I knew that was going to have to spy again. I hated being separated from you and even more so that I had to treat you as if I hated you. I understand if all of this is hard for you to accept, but you deserve the truth after being lied to for so long.”

I could only stare at him as I took in everything. He wanted me…

“Do you love me?”

“Yes… I always have. Even when you were a baby, but then it was more platonic. As you have grown into the man you are today that love has grown. The last year has been the hardest for me. I … I wanted to tell you so many times. I wanted to be there for you when you lost Sirius… to tell you were not alone and that you were loved. But I knew that I was still needed as a spy. I… but when your Uncle was about to rape you I couldn’t stop myself. I never even realized I moved from my hiding place… I’m so sorry Harry,” His voice seemed to crack with raw emotion as he told me this

“So last night after we arrived here…”

“Everything came up last night that I had been holding back… I was only going to kiss you, but when you responded I could not help myself. I wanted to satisfy you… to love you. I realized afterward that you were almost raped less than half hour before. It stopped me in my tracks from mating with you… I’m sorry… I did not mean to force myself upon you.”

“Snape…Severus, I… last night was amazing. If I truly wanted you to stop I would not have responded to your kiss.”

“You sure?”

“Yes, Sev”

Within seconds he was kneeling before me and cupped my chin in his hand before bringing our lips together. He tasted better than I remembered and once again my body was on fire. When he pulled back he smiled at me with such love. I could only respond in kind.

“I guess it makes sense now”

“What do you mean?” He asked with an arch of his eyebrow

“As soon as I met you, I couldn’t stop looking at you. I thought it was hate, but I always thought of you and dreamed of you. I wanted to understand you, why you voice and presence always seemed to make me feel angry and yet safe at them same time. It was during the last year and half that my dreams of you started to become more sexual. It was just simple at first. You being nice and kissing me. Then it went from there. But I can tell you this… last night was far better than any dream,” I told him as my face seemed to heat up. I was sure I was blushing.

He chuckled and then leaned down to kiss me again.

“Oh Harry. Last night was the tip of the iceberg. I’m glad that even though I was cruel to you that in some way you safe with me. I have lived two lives. The life of a spy and the life a vampire you wants nothing more than to love his mate. Will you let me actually live that life? Will you let me love you?”

“Yes,” I replied as I sealed it with a kiss
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I have lived two lives