Sweet Savior | By : fanfic_gurl94 Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Harry/Snape Views: 33047 -:- Recommendations : 4 -:- Currently Reading : 6 |
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Meanwhile back in the dungeons Severus was about two chapters into his reading when Harry started to get restless. Strengthening his grip around the boy he looked down to see if he had woken up. Seeing that he was still asleep Severus went back to his book assuming Harry would eventually settle down. Severus managed to make it to the next page before being stopped by Harry’s increasing restlessness. Pausing to mark his page Severus set his book aside before focusing his attention on Harry. By this point he had started to mutter in his sleep amidst twitching back and forth. “No, please no. I swear I’ll be good I promise! Please Uncle Vernon I’ll never have an accident again.” Gripping Harry tighter to him Severus’ heart cried out for the boy almost man in his arms.
“Harry wake up, you’re safe Harry.” Severus received no response except shrieks from Harry as tears fell down his sleeping cheeks. Holding him close Severus kept repeating his previous statements in the hopes of waking him and ending his horrific nightmare.
“NO, No, no, no, DADDY SAVE ME!” Screaming Harry shot up out of Severus’ arms before curling into himself and openly sobbing. Reaching out Severus quickly grabbed the young man pulling him into his arms rocking him back and forth.
“You’re safe Harry. It was just a horrible dream a piece of the past. He can’t hurt you anymore. I’m here, I’ve got you; I’ll protect you I promise.” Nodding Harry clutched onto Snape’s shirt burying his face in the man’s chest. After several minutes he started to calm down. Breathing through the last of the dry sobs Harry snuggled in as close to Snape as he could get, Severus tightening his hold in response.
“Harry do you remember what was in your dream?”
Nodding he replied, “Yea, I.. I was four I think and I err I’d had an accident because Aunt Petunia hadn’t let me use the restroom. Uncle Vernon had come to get me from the cupboard for something and he saw that I’d wet myself. He was really, really angry and then he went to punish me.”
“You were calling for Daddy at the end?”
“Yea by that point I’d seen some movies and I thought that I’d be whisked away by either my real Daddy or my new Daddy. It was after that incident that I was told that my parents were worthless people and my dad a poor drunk and that if they were even alive they wouldn’t come to collect worthless scum like me. I um I never stopped hopping though, even if it is unlikely that will ever have a Daddy of any form at this point.”
Hearing this caused Severus to pause. “What do you mean a Daddy of any form? Can you explain that to me please Harry?”
“Do you promise not to judge? Just listen and hear me out. There were some memories I didn’t allow you to see. I umm I’d like to show you what I mean.” Stopping he looked up into Severus’ eyes.
Nodding Snape picked up his wand from the bedside table. Locking eyes with Harry he whispered the spell and was once again pulled into his mind. Looking around he saw that Harry was for once alone in the house. Making sure the Dursleys were officially gone Harry walked over to his trunk and pulled a muggle laptop out of a secret compartment. Walking over to the bed he settled himself down to get comfortable for a while. Opening the laptop harry pulled up the Internet browser before quickly logging onto one of his favorite story sites. Pulling up the latest story he’d found he started to read. If the fact that Harry had been reading wasn’t surprise enough what Harry was reading was for sure. Severus recognized the site as one with amateur writers. It was a site he frequented often. The story however was one that only mildly shocked him having seen first hand Harry’s experiences and long for a protector. Actually having read the story Snape knew the plotline. The main character was a boy who had been abandoned by his family and then was treated horribly by the family that had ended up with him. Eventually he was kicked out onto the streets. One night in an ally the main character gets cornered by a less than friendly person, only to then be rescued by an affluent man. They then grow to have a relationship of a special kind, one as lovers and as “Daddy and Son”.
Pulling out from the memory Severus realizes what it meant when he said a Daddy of any form. He wanted someone to protect and take care of him but he also wanted a lover a significant other. “Harry do you want that kind of relationship?”
“I think so. I know it’s weird and not right. I just, I always dreamed of having someone there you know? Like I said I know it’s not right and that it’s never going to happen but I want it. I want to be whisked away from the Dursley’s from responsibilities that shouldn’t be mine, all these things I shouldn’t have to deal with.” Frustrated tears started to form in Harry’s eyes. “Want to know the worst part? Besides knowing that anyone you fall for would think it weird? Knowing that you have no shot with them anyway, that they’ll never even see you as a potential partner.”
“How long have you liked this person? Are they someone I know?”
“It’s been years. I used to imagine that they’d take me away. And as I got older it turned into every teenage boy’s fantasy. Some way or other our mutual attraction would come to life and after secretly seeing each other for awhile I’d get to stay with them and friends if I wanted to instead of those people I go back to. When I found these stories last year the uh fantasies changed a bit to accommodate both. I think it’s because of the lack of childhood or at least that’s what the web says when you search out the meanings behind those fantasies. And yes, sir you know them but I can’t tell you who.”
“Can I ask why not?”
Blushing Harry fidgeted before responding, “It’s umm very embarrassing.”
“It’s not Albus is it? Or Arthur?” Severus questioned cautiously.
“Oh Merlin no,” Harry blushed deeply. “I umm prefer my men younger than Dumbledore and darker than Mr. Weasley.”
“Lupin?”
“EWWWWW! Definitely not Remus. I haven’t known him long enough.”
Mind whirling through all the older “darker” men Harry knew Severus could only come up with one that it might be. Severus took a moment to stop and think. He knew the odds were high that it was himself that Harry was attracted to. The question is if he is attracted back? Harry had grown into a nice young man. Being so late in the year Harry’s birthday wouldn’t be far off either making him almost a legal man. Did he want this? Looking down seeing the mop of dark hair tucked under his chin with Harry tucked safely into his side Severus had to admit to himself that it felt nice. Startling green eyes meeting his jarring him from his musings.
“How do you know he doesn’t like you back?” Harry’s breath hitched upon those words. Searching Severus’ face he carefully responded.
“Well I guess I can’t truly be sure. He’s never given any impression that I’m anything more than a boy to him. I know there’s more to his actions with me than he lets on but I guess I just find it hard to believe he could like someone as messed up and over as me.”
Reaching down Severus lifted Harry’s chin. Looking in the eye he replied, “You are not messed up. You are not a freak. You’re a good boy.” Bringing his other hand up he gently cupped Harry’s face keeping contact he asked gently, “How would you like to be my good boy? My sweet man that I will always love and protect?” Shocked all Harry could do was stare. His eyes shifted frantically over Snape’s face.
“Are you serious?” Harry couldn’t believe it. His worst day had possibly turned into the best day of his life.
Severus nodded. “Yes I am. I’d be your all. You’d never have to be hurt again or go back to those awful things called people. I’ll protect you Harry, let me love you, let me take the responsibility off your shoulders.” Smiling down at Harry he carded his fingers through his hair waiting for a response. Several emotions flashed cross Harry’s face, fear, excitement, joy, wonder and hope that this was all real and not some dream. Finally Harry smiled and nodded his head yes. Gently lifting Harry’s face up Severus leaned down, hovering over Harry’s lips before closing the distance left between them. The kiss was soft and hesitant. Severus pulled back after a moment his eyes searching Harry’s quickly. Seeing him smile hesitantly with a light blush gracing his cheeks Harry closed the gab between them again. Setting a slow languid pace Severus moved his lips across Harry’s.
Harry was in heaven. He was positive he was drowning in bliss. The feel of Sev’s soft thin lips against his own was better than anything he’d ever imagined. Feeling the swipe of a tongue across his lips pulled a moan from Harry. Playfully he nipped Severus’ lower lip in hopes of deepening the kiss.
Feeling Harry bite his lip sent the most delicious feeling coursing through Severus. Growling Severus attacked Harry’s mouth with more vigor. Prodding his tongue against Harry’s mouth he only had to wait seconds before Harry allowed him access. Taking his time to explore the contours of Harry’s mouth.
Moaning at the feel of Sev’s tongue in his mouth Harry felt all his blood rush south. No longer able to breathe Harry pulled back to gasp for air. Taking that moment Severus made his way to Harry’s neck nipping and sucking along the sensitive flesh. Groaning at the wonderful feelings coursing through his body he felt the stirrings of his arousal. Panting he moaned, “Sev…”
“Yes Harry?” Severus stopped his lavishing of Harry’s throat to look at him. Feeling small hands on his chest he pulled back a fraction. “Is…Is something wrong?”
“No! No I just umm was feeling a bit overwhelmed.” Harry smiled at him sheepishly. Seeing the look on Severus’ face he quickly started to explain. “It’s a good overwhelming. I never expected it to feel this good, you know?”
“Am…am I your first?”
“No. I started to realize I didn’t like girls around the time Sirius escaped. And I’ve only seen two boys, one from here and one muggle from the summers.”
“Alright I feel a bit better knowing that I won’t be completely corrupting the wizarding world’s hero,” Snape teased. Pulling Harry down to rest against him he tucked the two of them back into bed. “Let us rest. I’m sure the storm is coming soon we might as well make use of the quiet now. We can explore some more later.” Harry nodded shifting around a bit to get comfortable before both drifted off to a light nap.
Author's Note: Hello everyone thanks for the reviews! I just want to let you all know that I do respond by reviewing my own story as well as when I post a new chapter so be sure to check back to the reviews. Keep reviewing and enjoy!
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