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A Snake and Lion Lovestory	By : AileenSnape Category: Harry Potter AU/AR > General Views: 5234 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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CHAPTER THREE: Memories

Sirius pulled Severus into the kitchen, even though the other seemed to slightly hesitate. A slight tremor could be felt in Sirius's firm grip on the slightly slick palm. He could tell Severus was nervous. Even though nothing showed on the man's face or his otherwise cold demeanour. Sirius knew him... intimately. He knew every emotion that went through Severus's head better some times then Severus did. It was strange. Severus had never desired another women beside Lily and even know he couldn't look at a woman that way. He'd been straight at first. Then he'd discovered he was bi. As he'd crushed on Sirius. Sirius had crushed on him too and that had been what really started off their hate filled relationship. Sirius couldn't admit he was gay. Would never admit it. Severus didn't care. He'd been raised by a mad man for a father and the gentles mother he knew. Sexual preferences were the least of his concerns.

As an adult Severus had tried so many times to move on since Lily, but he couldn't. He couldn't ever do it. Not even after she'd died. He'd stayed alone. No women ever drew his eye. He couldn't bring himself to try with a man. Not wanting to give that another go. The first heartbroken relationship with a guy had hurt enough. Maybe too much. Now with Sirius, fear and love were mixing inside the man. It felt so natural. Even when his grief for Lily came, Sirius had held him. Listened to him even when he couldn't speak of what woke him in tears. Ever since that night. Every friday they would meet up and spend the weekend together. Here or at his private quarters at Hogwarts. Never did they try to let anyone else find out. Now though. Now everyone knew.

Severus was terrified. Terrified that he'd loose Sirius. That was the thing that scared him most of all. He could still remember just how broken he'd been over Lily. Unrequited love had been hard enough. Could he survive the loss of requited love? The fact he didn't know terrified him greatly. He found himself shaking slightly. Found his terror mounting with each step they took into the kitchen until he was certain he couldn't have eaten anything.

Sirius seemed to understand what was going on, because he didn't even suggest that they eat something. He just took an apple and started munching it as he made them both a strong cup of tea. Severus had frozen in the kitchen doorway. Four pairs of eyes were staring openly at him and he had no snotty comment to make. He just stood there while Sirius danced around the kitchen. His eyes darting back to Sirius every now and then. Ignoring the varying looks. Arthur and Alastor a mixture of shock and confusion. Albus with twinkly happy eyes and Moly with a wide open smile and delight in her eyes. As if she'd paired them herself. He had no reaction, no emotion, a blank mask on his face. His black obsidian eyes hiding all emotion behind occlumency.

"Sev, you want some sugar tonight in your tea? Or just black," Sirius asked, still oblivious to the people present. More open stares. This time with a few mouths falling open.

"Black," the barest whisper left his lips. He couldn't have sounded louder in the silence. Something must have sounded off to Sirius because he turned suddenly to look at Severus. Their eyes locked and with a flick of his eyes towards the table Sirius turned. Realization dawned and a blush creeped up his neck. Severus felt the heat rise to his own cheeks and the sound of laughter soon followed. He back up as panic set in. They were laughing at him. Severus felt himself stiffen suddenly. Become weary. Scared. Defensive. Sirius saw the change. Knew what would happen next dropped the apple on the table half eaten and quickly crossed to Severus.

His hands closed over Severus's shoulder keeping him locked in place. Even as he tried to draw back. To turn. To leave. To run. "Sev, look at me," Soft words. A verbal caress. Sirius was worried. He could feel the tension rolling under his hands. Could feel the fear and anger swirling in those dark eyes. Dark eyes that suddenly met his own. A small smile curved Sirius's lips. "No one's laughing at you," Sirius whispered low. So low only Severus heard him. How Sirius knew what panicked him that much surprised Severus. Hearing the reassurance he knew it was truth. He could always tell a lie. Severus nodded. "I don't want you to leave Sev, I want to have breakfast with you," Sirius pressed. Another nod. "Will you sit down?" Nod. Worry crossed his eyes, "Sev say something. Please."

"Not hungry," Severus replied. Not knowing what else to say. Simply stating that he wouldn't eat seemed enough to satisfy Sirius as he took his hand. Severus let his fingers close around the hand of his partner. Drawing courage and strength from that single touch to face the others again.

"So you two are?" Arthur asked a little uneasily into the sudden silence. Sirius gave Severus a small push which set the other man into motion. Severus glided to the table, never letting go of Sirius who grinned madly. They sat down side by side. A little away from the others. Severus nodded.

"Your not...?" Arthur continued. It seemed he wasn't able to form sentences.

"About damn time!" Remus said as he strode into the kitchen grinning like he'd just won a giant pile of gold. He gave Sirius a thump on the back before he settled down. Looking at the abandoned tea cups and setting them down in front of Sirius and Severus.

"Does this mean we can actually talk about Order business without anymore snarky cat fights?" Alastor asked after a time. "Or do you two still need to pretend your pubescent boys who can't get along?"

Severus simply glared dangerously at Alastor while Sirius laughed up-roaringly. Remus was soon laughing and Moly was at a loss. Arthur sighed but grinned.

"I'm glad, my boy," Albus said giving Severus's arm a pat which earned him a deadly glower.

"I'm not a dog Albus," Severus grumbled. Irritated and nervous made Severus's temper flare. His narrowed eyed gaze demanded to know why everyone was here.

"What did I miss?" Tonks asked as she bumped into a dozen different things walking into the kitchen loudly.

"Severus and Sirius are...." Remus started. Stopping as he didn't know what to call them, "Well something."

"The term Lupin is partners," Severus supplied darkly.

"Your WHAT?" Tonks asked stumbling backwards. Catching the chair and landing in a sprawled heap with the chair fallowing after her. Silence fell with a loud BANG. Severus sighed. Sirius laughed again. Severus wanted nothing more then this day to end. He was feeling his face heating up again and hating being humiliated like this.

"It's quite alright my boy, nothing to be embarrassed about," Albus said and Severus wished the floor would swallow him whole.

"Albus that's not helping," Moly chided as Severus stared daggers into the table. "Severus, dear, were all happy you've found someone."

"It's about time," Remus broke in again.

"What Albus means is, you don't need to pretend to hate each other for our sake," Moly continued. "We won't think any different of you." Now Severus wondered just what the hell she was talking about. He wanted them to think differently of him. He wanted them to trust him. They wouldn't trust him. Even now.

"Sev, she means they don't care if your gay or straight or whatever, not whatever your thinking," Sirius said gently placing his hand against Severus's shoulder to draw his attention. Severus met his gaze. Moly looked aghast. Not understanding in the slightest how her words could have been misinterpreted.

"As interesting as seeing Severus blush is, can we move on to the meeting now?" Alastor said breaking in, before Severus could say anything. Severus was just glad they were finally going to leave him in peace. He took his tea in his free hand and slowly began to drink while he listened. By this time a very startled Tonks had picked herself up and managed to sit down without setting the kitchen on fire. That amazed Severus. Since he wasn't suppose to be present for this meeting Severus had nothing to add so he remained silent through the whole thing.

His mind wandering back to that day so many months ago that had started all this. The memories came unbidden even now. Even knowing how they ended his jaw locked and his breath caught ever so slightly. Sirius noticed. He always noticed these things. His hand tightened knowing he couldn't do or say anything. His presence was enough. His leg brushed lightly against Severus's outer thigh pressing against his side more firmly. Letting his presence sooth his partner.

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Blood poured from so many cuts Severus didn't even know where he was bleeding anymore. He didn't know how he'd made it here, let alone where here really was. He couldn't remember exactly what had happened. Only that he'd been tortured. Viciously by the Dark Lord. Again. His eyes were closing slowly of their own accord. He had to get inside. His hand slipped on the door as he stumbled. Blood splattering against the floor. Slicking the door as his hand tried to find purchase. He leaned heavier against it. Blindly seeking the handle. A quick turn and the door moved. He fell. Stumbled through the opening and pushed it close. Sinking to his knees.

"Snivelous, what are you..." Sirius's dark angry voice came from the stairs. Then silence. Severus let his head fall back against the door. Breathing raggedly.

"Severus!" A cry from next to him. He blinked his eyes open. Sirius. Kneeling. Next to him. Gently pushing his hair away from his face. More voices. Less distinct. Chaos rained for a few moments. Sirius gently lifted him up. Cradling against Severus against his chest. "Severus keep your eyes open," Sirius commanded. Severus tried. Why was it so hard. His breathing was catching in his throat.

Darkness crept up on Severus and he began to go limp. Sirius panicked, "Severus don't you dare die on me!" Sirius screamed at him. The sound resounding in his head. He clung to that worry. That fear.

Days passed in a blur. A room. Dark almost black. All the time. Gentle touches. Washing him. Caring for him. Feeding him. Nursing him back to life. Slowly. Achingly slowly. Days passed without his notice.

Slowly Severus awake. Feeling sore, but not in pain. Feeling alive. And in need of the loo desperately. Merlin he needed to piss. A sleeping form at the edge of his bed made his breath catch. The worry worn face that had been creased with lines from the years spent in Azkaban were now relaxed and he looked so young and beautiful. The faintest light making his skin milky and glow. So beautiful. His hand reached out running through silken strands of hair and over hard planes of his face. Angular and rough. The faint stubble catching on is fingers. Eyes blinked open to stare up into his. Slowly a smile curved the lips and erased the worry. Before he knew what he was doing Severus was leaning down and his lips brushed lightly against Sirius's

A moan escaped Sirius's lips and Severus pressed the kiss demanding and hot. Filled with need and lust. Forgetting for the moment his desperation. Sirius returned the kiss his arms snaking around Severus pulling him closer. His mouth and tongue seeking. Demanding. Wanting. The kiss deepened until it was liquid ecstasy. Soft moans kept escaping their joined lips as Sirius finally pushed up and slipped over Severus until he was straddling him there. Hands pressed over the headboard pushing Severus down and back. Each exploring the other. Severus was squirming under Sirius and it made Sirius hard to feel the shifting man beneath him. Both yet unaware of exactly why Severus was squirming.

"Sev," Sirius breath backing up slightly. Breaking the kiss. Worry creasing that brow slightly, "are you sure you're up for this?" The words spoke breathlessly. Panting. Ragged.

"I'm healed Black, I want this, as much as you," Severus said simply. Admitting his desire was easy. Still Sirius hesitated. Slowly realizing began to dawn on Severus as he felt his bladder pulse. Merlin he really really had to piss now. He swore and Sirius raised one eyebrow. "I have to go to the loo Black, please move," Severus said bitting down hard on his embarrassment at admitting that. Out loud. To Sirius of all people. It was either admit it or piss the bed. The last option though easier, would be far worse. Not to mention then Sirius would know another of his secrets.

"Good, I like it better that way," Sirius replied. Shocking Severus into silence. Severus stared open mouthed at Sirius. Sirius laughed. "I get off on it. You should try it sometime. It's actually fun," Sirius said as if this was the most normal thing to discuss. A thought seemed to cross Sirius's eyes and then a moment later he spoke, "Fuck, why don't you do it now. Piss you sexy black pants and then fuck me until I'm screaming for mercy!"

Severus couldn't have been more shocked had Sirius punched him. Actually that he might have expected, this. He just stared open mouth. Bladder forgotten. Desire to kiss the men senseless again also forgotten.

"Have you gone mad?" Severus asked, his voice rising in incredulity.

"Sev, I almost watched you die. I'm done pretending that I hate you. I'm done pretending I've not been wanting to fuck you senseless since the moment I first laid eyes on you. Ok. I'm gay. I've been crushing on you since we first met. Of course at first it was just dumb puppy love, but by the time we were both sixteen it was so much more then that. And if that kiss is anything to go by, you want me too. So lets just forget the crap we did to each other and make the fuck up. With lots of fucking," Sirius said grinning widely.

"Black, I forgave you that shit a long time ago. We were stupid kids, it was dumb shit. I have done so many things that I regret in my life. Holding a grudge just wasn't worth it. Only reason I kept throwing insults at you was to get a rise out of you. It was fun," Severus said with a smirk.

"You, what?" Sirius said startled.

"You heard me Black," Severus said. His bladder made itself known and he whimpered from the sudden sharp painful reminder. Reaching down to grab himself. Feeling like he'd start going any second if he didn't. Sirius had a wicked grin on his face and mischievous twinkle in his eyes. "Can I get up now?"

"No," Sirius said, "I want you to piss. Right here. Right now. With me sitting on your lap like this."

"Black..." Severus said darkly. Sirius just smiled. Waiting him out. He didn't have to wait long. Soon Severus didn't have a choice in the matter. His body took that choice away and he felt it then. The warm wetness spreading outwards from his body. Through his pants and into his hand. He moaned out as the relief flooded through him a moment before Sirius kissed him. Pushing his hand away from where it was held Sirius brought both of Severus's hands up over his hand against the wall and trapped him there.

As Severus's stream increased Sirius moaned out as the warm liquid rushed over his cock and dripped down his balls. Soaking into his pants. Down his legs and up his stomach where he had Severus pressed. He pushed harder against Severus feeling the warmth spreading more rapidly over his sensitive area. His cock becoming harder and hot. Need and desire made him throb. Sirius bit Severus's lip as he rocked up against him. Grinding as Severus pissed on him. It was so damn hot.

"Fuck your so hot when you do that," Sirius moaned as he felt himself climax. He screamed out. Severus shuddered at the sound. Moaning as he felt the full weight of pleasure that both relief and that sound caused. Their kiss deepened becoming breathless and demanding. Severus's wet finished and Sirius shifted letting Severus's cock fall down to lie semi-hard beneath him. Sirius pulled away and looked into those breathtaking obsidian orbs. Watching as Sirius deliberately started to pee.That made Severus start to harden even more he could feel the wetness already soaking him from their wet clothing. Sirius slowly rocked his hips over Severus as he wet. Moaning Severus was leaning back pushing up against Sirius wishing they were naked as his body intensive with desire and lust. Soon he was so close to the edge he wanted to scream from the throb. Sirius rocked harder against him and he came in a while blinding moment screaming out as he orgasmed. Sirius grinned down at the panting man beneath him with a wicked smile curving his face and was rewarded by a small smile curving the relaxed plains of Severus's face.

Letting his hands go Sirius had slowly laid down in the circle of Severus's arms and for a long moment both man had silently held each other.
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Severus came back to himself blinking away the memory. The meeting had almost ended, but it was clear the conversation had gone back to them. Severus wasn't about to answer questions now anymore then he had ever done. So he sat still. Listening quietly as Sirius explained the situation. He wasn't paying attention as he drank his tea. Wanting nothing more then to be alone with Sirius. Not for sex. He was sated for now. Tomorrow would see more of that. No right now he wanted quiet and a silent conversation. His future had become uncertain again. His status quo had wavered. They were out in the open and he needed that stability back. He needed to know where they stood again. It would consume him alive if he didn't get a chance to speak with Sirius alone soon.

Something must have shown in his face or movements because soon everyone was making excuses to leave. Either drawing away to some other part of the house or leaving entirely. Sirius drew him close and whispered, "lets go to the den we can talk."

Grateful Severus rose and let Sirius lead the way.
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