Sev's Gang | By : RueRambunctious Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Snape/Lucius Views: 5202 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Unusually, Evan was sitting on his bed with a purposeful expression when Severus returned from showering. That he was in his own dorm at all at this hour of the morning without a female companion was most unlike him; it was even more unlike Evan to bestow such an expression on Severus. Severus gave him a suspicious look and turned his pale back to dress. Evan waited until Severus was putting on his tie to say, “Are you alright?”
Severus turned and gave Evan a shrewd expression. “What do you mean? Why are you even here Evan?”
Evan kept a peaceful expression. “You were really pale when I came in last night. And quiet.”
Severus sneered. “Which time? And you spend so much time in other people’s bedrooms you seem to have forgotten I am naturally quiet.”
Evan made a face, used to the acerbic half-blood’s poor people skills. “When I came to get a stupid token to give to ...Amanda I think. One of those stupid Hufflepuff girls with a rich family and a nice face. Malfoy had just left and you were far more subdued than usual.”
Severus rolled his eyes with an expression of distaste. “What’s your point Rosier?”
“I’m trying to find out if you’re okay!” Evan snapped. Alright, so he was used to the half-blood’s scathing way of speaking, but he was not immune to it.
“You don’t need to be worried about me,” Severus drawled with a dark and somewhat closed expression on his face.
“Well I am worried,” Evan said, fighting down his irritation to do so. The wretched little half-blood had looked shaken last night and that was a hard thing to achieve. When combined with the knowledge of Malfoy’s reputed (and occasionally witnessed) cruelty, Evan was concerned for the dark-haired boy. “I know Malfoy’s not a nice guy but I thought he was fond of you... He didn’t do anything... unpleasant, did he?”
Severus made a bitter noise of derision. “When is he ever pleasant?”
It took Evan a great deal of his Slytherin will to succeed in continuing any conversation with Severus that the boy would rather not have. However, there was a note in Severus’ voice there that had set Evan’s nerves on edge. “What did he do Ha... Severus?”
Severus clenched his fists and scowled slightly, but his lips were not twisted into the shape that customarily indicated a warning not to continue the conversation. “He didn’t... do anything.”
Evan’s Slytherin mind sparked and prompted his mouth to form words before the sentence had quite settle in his brain. “Did he threaten something?”
Severus undid the clumsy knot in his tie and re-tied it. “Nothing he doesn’t usually,” he replied in a low voice.
Evan contemplated the boy before him. “You’re a virgin, aren’t you?”
Severus looked up, his dark eyes flashing. Angrily he retorted, “What does that have to do with anything?!”
Evan shrugged and kept his facial expression placating. “We all know what he wants from you,” Evan said gently.
“I don’t know why,” Severus retorted, “My blood’s dirty. And I’m not pretty. I’m not even... I’m not attractive.”
“I suppose he likes the power he has over your position,” Evan said. “And he seems to admire your magical power.”
Severus scowled, but he looked rather sick. He mumbled, “So tell me, what is the Slytherin thing to do?”
“Unite yourself with the strongest power or whatever brings you the most gain,” Evan answered without thinking. After a moment he said, “I think Malfoy’s safest as your friend, but it depends how afraid you are of what he wants from you.”
“And I have to consider the possibility that if I don’t give him what he desires that he will take it by force,” Severus continued.
“There’s that to consider too, yes,” Evan said. Gently, he asked, “Did Malfoy indicate when he wants you?”
Severus shook his head. “No, this is the first time he openly expressed what... I expected he might desire. I was... am... just...”
“Nervous about what it implied,” Evan supplied.
“Yes,” Severus admitted shortly.
Evan sighed. “If you decide to reluctantly side with Malfoy you should probably consider whether he wants your virginity or just your body and your mind and your power. Depending on what you could gain for giving him your virginity, you might be comforted in giving it to someone who isn’t coercing it from you. ...If Malfoy was cruel to you it could be magnified by the pain of what you’d given him.”
Severus gave Evan a wary look, but the boy’s eyes were free of leering insinuation. Severus chuckled darkly at the ‘if’ Malfoy was cruel and nodded at the overall statement that Evan had made. Severus swallowed. “I don’t know how long I have, and I don’t know how to go about losing my virginity,” he said meekly.
Evan nodded understandingly. “Don’t underestimate your ability to stall; I know you’re a good Slytherin. Equally, don’t underestimate Malfoy. But if you’re fixed on losing your virginity to someone else, it’s... important that you consider gender.”
“Gender?” Severus repeated, with a little of his usual sharpness creeping into his tone.
“Well if you wanted Evans to be your first she would still be the first girl you penetrated after Malfoy,” Evan said somewhat flippantly.
Severus flushed and scowled but could not help but concede the point.
Evan continued, “If you looked at it from a purely emotional view, you might want Evans to be your first simply to know that you had been with her and hadn’t given something special to Malfoy. With that you’d also have to consider how you’d then deal with how she’d take you sleeping with Malfoy. However, you should also consider that you’d be losing your anal virginity to Malfoy and we don’t know how gentle he would be with you. If you had experience you might be able to make his enthusiasm easier on yourself.”
“That’s a good point,” Severus said weakly.
“I’m not saying to forget Evans though,” Evan said. “Malfoy could spring something twisted on you involving the Black girls or anything, and you don’t want to lose it like that. Although,” Evan dared to inject a little humour, “I’m sure there are plenty of guys who would love for their first time to be with any combination of the beautiful Black sisters.”
“Lily’s kind though,” Severus said. “And you never know, it might put Malfoy off touching me.”
“At best,” Evan agreed. He didn’t need to vocalise the possibility that Malfoy would find it a punishable offense.
Severus pressed his lips together and regarded Evan with a look more close to helpless than Evan had ever seen on the half-blood’s face before. “How am I going to find a guy to have sex with me before Malfoy does?”
“It will be difficult to get anyone from Slytherin simply because everyone’s afraid of Malfoy, but there’s still three entire houses to choose from. Or I’ll help, if you never let Malfoy know that I did.”
Severus stared wide eyed at the handsome boy for a moment but Evan quickly continued talking.
“There’s also the option of boys outside of school during Hogsmeade weekends but I’d probably rule that out unless you had someone already in mind. You could try to find a guy in Ravenclaw that you have common interests with or who just has a large curiosity for sex; you could find a Hufflepuff boy who isn’t influenced by the Slytherin ideals; or you could liaison with a Gryffindor who is attracted by the opportunity to take something from Malfoy.”
“A Gryffindor? Are you crazy? He’d probably hurt me worse than Malfoy!” Severus exclaimed.
“Lupin wouldn’t,” Evan said.
“What?” Severus said.
“I partner him in potions class,” Evan said. “He seems... like a possibility.”
Severus swallowed. “I need to think about everything.”
“I suppose all else that’s left to decide is what you want to barter from Malfoy for what he wants,” Evan said softly.
Severus nodded again solemnly. He asked, “Why are you even trying to look after me like this when it was Malfoy who first told you to look after me?”
Evan considered the question seriously. “Because you’re not too bad a sort; and because it would only have taken a fluke of fate for me to be in the perilous position of being Malfoy’s favourite and I’d appreciate not been abandoned to that fate; and because you’re not entirely helpless and it might be intelligent to help someone with as much future potential as you when you are currently vulnerable.”
Severus nodded and crossed the room towards the door. They were already significantly late for breakfast. “Thank you for this Evan.”
Evan grinned. “You can help me with my potions homework sometime. I’d ask Lupin to explain what we do but Potter and Black make my life hell if I do.”
“Not to mention Malfoy if he found out,” Severus added drollly.
“Hey Severus?” Evan said, “When I told Malfoy he should hit you, I was just... angry... worried... because it was McNair, you know? I’m sorry if...”
Severus shrugged. “Don’t worry about it. Malfoy was going to happen either way.”
“I’m sorry anyway,” Evan said.
Severus nodded and led the way down to breakfast before it ended.
*
Later that night Severus considered his decision further. Malfoy was handsome, powerful, popular and rich. Would it really be so terrible to be taken to his bed?
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