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Jaded	By : Lilyyuri Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Harry/Remus Views: 18219 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1
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For Summery, warnings, spoilers and disclaimers see chapter one.
A/N: YAY! Graduation is here, and you know what that means�

I want to send a special thanks to my betas- Dragon and Kat that not only did beta work for this chapter but also helped me out and frankly bailed me out of some sticky spots (no pun intended, I swear, even if they did help me with the sex scene�)

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Chapter Thirty: Dance magic, dance
(Title from �Magic Dance�, by David Bowie, from the �Labyrinth� soundtrack)

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Remus looked around him, bored out of his skull. He hadn�t even liked his own graduation party, so how the hell was he suppose to enjoy it now as a professor? He sighed and gazed gloomily into his cup of spiked punch, well at least he didn�t have to pass the night without any alcohol assistance thanks to the miracle flask that professor Flitwick hid on his tiny person and indulged any teacher who needed a shot of firewhiskey.

�So, where�s your little catamite?� Remus sighed and turned to fix the gloating Severus with a disapproving glare,

�Don�t call him that!� He snapped and the dark potions master smirked widely.

�Ah, I see you�re familiar with the boy.� Remus turned his back on his tormentor and looked at the swaying bodies in the middle of the Great Hall. Now that Severus has brought his attention to it, Remus did notice the lack of a certain� someone. He briefly wondered if Harry was trying to prove a point by not showing up, or that the reason he was not here had something to do with� say another boy� Remus cringed inwardly at the thought. He couldn�t help himself really. After all Harry was young, fit and sexually deprived. Love declarations could only go so far�

�What do you want me to do? Ask him to dance and snog him in front of the whole school?� He snapped irritably, mostly over the fact that he hadn�t noticed that Harry was not there before now,

�You know that I�d love nothing more than to see you humiliate yourself and Potter in front of the entire school, but alas, you cannot as the boy isn�t here.� Remus rubbed his forehead tiredly and wondered if Severus had been extra nice to Flitwick or did he bring his own flask.

�Brilliant, are you done?� He asked without real belief behind his words,

�Not quite,� Severus smirked again at Remus� crestfallen expression, �Go after him.�

�What?�

�Look, Lupin, I�m not usually in such a generous mood, so shut up and do as I tell you because if I�ll have to listen for a minute longer to the litany of your inane gibbering about the boy I just might �accidentally� drop some armadillo bile into your next batch of wolfsbane!� Remus bit his lip in amusement,

�Would that be a bad thing?� He asked innocently and the potions master�s eyes narrowed dangerously,

�Go. Now!� He commanded and Remus pulled himself to his full height,

�Alright!� He cried and shoved his punch cup into Snape�s hand. Severus watched as Remus nearly drowned under the sea of dancing teens and shook his head in vexation. The stupid wolf had to rush into the middle of the throng, didn�t he, instead of doing the smart thing and going around the teens� Gryffindors, Severus snorted softly and returned to his previous activities, glaring at students and getting steadily sloshed, feeling quite good with himself.

When Remus finally managed to extract himself free from the evil clutches of the crowd he was tired, and his skin was crawling unpleasantly from the touch of too many unwelcoming hands. He paused for a second to think where Harry might be and decided the best place to start his search was at the top, namely the Gryffindor tower. Luckily the halls were empty and he managed to get to the tower quite fast and without interruption, either from fellow teachers or from students which he would probably have to tell off for some thing or other.

He stood in front of the fat lady�s portrait and watched in amusement as she raised and drained one toast after another along with her friend Violet. He briefly wondered what were the rules of conduct when it came to portraits, was he allowed to tell her off, was it even his job to do so? He supposed he could tell Dumbledore about it but since this particular portrait has been an old guardian of the Gryffindor tower when he himself was a student and the Fat Lady made a habit to get as drunk as possible at every festive occasion he had a feeling the headmaster already knew of her aberrant ways.

�Good evening Milady,� He greeted her warmly and worked hard to maintain his composure as the two old women turned bleary eyes at him, �May I enter your tower?� The Fat Lady giggled and daintily covered her mouth with her hand to cover a rather loud burp,

�Why of course professor, I wouldn�t dream of standing in the way of such education to dedication.� She slurred happily,

�Don�t you mean education to dedication?� Violet said in a raspy voice and the two women looked at each other for a moment before bursting in fresh peals of giggles.

�I think the two of you should lay off the monks� wine�� Remus muttered,

�Yes professor!� The two intoxicated ladies chirped as the portrait swung open. Remus bit down the cross answer that was on the tip of his tongue and climbed into the common room. As expected the place was empty, and he made his way to the boys� dorms. He was really hoping that Harry would be there because frankly Remus didn�t feel so much like running around the castle looking for the boy.

But the dorm room proved to be empty as well. Remus crossed his arms and tapped his foot impatiently. Somehow the idea of chasing Harry didn�t seem quite as appealing now as it was when Severus barked it at him. He spotted Harry�s trunk and walked towards it, trying to overcome his conscience before he pulled his wand from his pocket and spelled the trunk open. Remus felt like a complete git, this sort of thing was Sirius� fort and joy, not his! He slowly approached the trunk, hoping beyond hope that the Marauders� Map would be on the top so that he would feel less like a thief, but of course it wasn�t because Harry wasn�t dumb enough to leave such a thing in plain sight. Remus sighed and rubbed his forehead, deciding to give it one more go before he started trudging his feet through the castle.

�Accio Marauders� Map.� He ordered in an undertone and waited. Nothing happened. Remus was about to give up and turn when the piece of old parchment zoomed from the trunk and hit him square in the forehead. He swore loudly and threw an offended look at the trunk who seemed far too smug for his liking before he caught himself and closed the lid with a snap.
Remus unfolded the parchment and tapped it with his wand,

�I solemnly swear that I�m up to no good.� He chuckled softly to himself. Trust Sirius to come up with something like that as a password� The lines on the map stopped wriggling after a while and he started studying the map properly. As suspected most of the students and staff were at the ball so that made his job of looking for stray dots a lot easier and soon enough he found what he was looking for. �What the hell�?� Remus looked quizzically at the map, why would Harry choose to spend his own graduation party in Remus� room? Without Remus being there? Well, there was only one way to find out.

�Mischief managed.�
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Remus stopped in front of his door and took a deep cleansing breath, he would need all of his strength to deal with this properly, before he placed his hand on the doorknob and pushed it open.

The inside of his rooms didn�t look any different than it had before, the fire was crackling low in the hearth and some of the candles were lit up casting long and soft shadows around. On his biggest sofa sat a rather nervous Harry Potter, wriggling his fingers and worrying his lip. As soon as he heard the door open he jumped to his feet and squared his shoulders, looking full of purpose and anxiety.

�Harry,� Remus started in a quiet voice, his heart beating much faster all of a sudden, �Why aren�t you downstairs, celebrating with the rest?�

�You said two weeks.� Harry blurted out, his eyes pleading. He was sick and tired of waiting and he was going to get his own tonight or die trying! (Well, dying in a metaphorical sense, sort of his heart would die or something since he had no intention of taking his own life, not when there were so many others who wanted the job themselves�), but teasing Remus was one thing, being here in his rooms all legal was something else and Harry couldn�t be 100% sure from Remus� expression if the wolf would keep his word or not.

�Harry,� Remus sighed, he did promise to be with Harry when the lad would finish his schooling but he didn�t think that Harry would be so eager�

�I don�t care, you said that when I graduated you�d be with me, so you can either make something out of this night or turn around and be a coward forever.� Harry said with a proud tilt of his head and made his way to Remus� closed bedroom door, slipping off the robe he wore, baring his shoulders as he was walking, and Remus gulped unconsciously at the sight of the exposed skin, �Are you coming?� Harry tossed a little sultry look over his shoulder as he opened the door and stepped in, tossing his robe on the floor behind him.

Remus watched the pool of cloth on the ground transfixed, feeling the blood gushing in his veins. Severus� words came back to him, taunting him for his cowardice, the old bat had a point for heaven�s sake, Remus� mind screamed at him- the boy made it very clear that he wants you! Of all the people on this planet he has chosen you and you are going to kick him out because of what? Some stupid sense of right and wrong, that doesn�t even apply anymore? Remus took another look at the fabric piled on his floor, which promised heaven and his decision was made for him.

He pushed the door fully open and watched it swinging on its hinges, Remus looked into the room, thoroughly exited about what he was going to find there and dreading it at the same time. He stopped at the door to let the full effect sink in; Harry obviously had put some thought into things. The entire room was filled with candles, in all shapes and sizes. Every vertical surface save the floor was covered with them, and they cast a soft light all around the place. On the bed knelt his beautiful lover, his arms held together behind his back and his head lowered.

Remus felt the heat rising in him at the sight. He knew he shouldn�t be that excited about seeing a young man naked but this was not just some random guy he picked up in some seedy bar, this was Jaime and Remus had missed his lover so much his heart was clenching painfully.

�Do you remember what I said to you the first time we slept together?� Remus was caught a little off guard by the deep, husky voice. Harry hadn�t bothered to lift his head and his fringe flopped forward, hiding his face from Remus� view,

�Er, �Did you bring the condoms�?� Harry closed his eyes and took a deep breath. He spent enough time with Remus to know those lame jokes were a sign of uncertainty but right now the last thing he wanted or needed was for Remus to feel insecure. He lifted his eyes reproachfully and Remus shrugged, how the hell was he supposed to remember something that happened 20 years ago. Although, if he had to be honest with himself he did remember and he knew perfectly well where Harry was going with this, he just wanted to hear the other man say it.

�No, git. I told you that I would relinquish all control to you, and I do. I�m yours to use as you please.� Remus felt like screaming. How was it even possible that he had gotten so bloody lucky?

�Lay back, hands behind your head.� He ordered as he approached the bed. Harry�s face broke into a quick smirk, knowing that he got his wolf right where he wanted him and did as he was told. Remus racked his eyes over the nude form and sighed, he would need every last bit of self-control he possessed just to get through tonight. With a flick of his wand Remus was naked and Harry felt the tremor running down his spine, gods but Remus looked good. The years haven�t tarnished any of his beauty in Harry�s eyes. On the contrary, his wolf looked much more confident, much� larger, which pleased Harry quite a bit. His torso was still lean but it was more muscular than Harry remembered, more toned and defined. A fine netting of criss-crossing scars covered Remus� body and Harry decided it was the sexiest thing he�s ever seen. If he didn�t know Remus and his secret those scars looked a lot like he�s been having a rough life, like he was the toughest man alive, sort of a young Clint Eastwood in �The good, the bad and the ugly�. Harry had a feeling a lot of men fell for that fa�ade before but right now he refused to even contemplate on the fact that Remus had any other lovers- ever!

�Open your legs.� Came the low growl and Harry smirked, spreading his legs wide for his lover to see. The breath caught in Remus� throat and he exhaled slowly. Between Harry�s legs he saw the base of a large, Gryffindor red dildo. Remus closed his eyes for a second, trying to regain control over himself. If he ever had a doubt that Harry was a Gryffindor to the core, it was now gone. This sort of willingness to walk on the edge, to explore anything and everything was something that even Remus never pushed to the limits. He climbed to the bed, a predatory look on his face,

�You are a naughty, naughty boy, Harry�� He said cheerfully and Harry grinned wide,

�What are you going to do about it, professor?� Remus paused on his way crawling up Harry�s body and his face pinched in a pained expression, Harry bit his lip to stop his grin, �Not professor then?� Remus sighed and sat back on his haunches, crouching between powerful thighs,

�No. It just feels� wrong, you know�� Harry rolled his eyes,

�Yeah, I get it. Do carry on.� Remus snickered and shook his head, bringing himself back to the mood. He decided on a different approach,

�You�re such a slut Harry, can�t even wait for me to come to you. You�re already open for me to just take as I want.�

Harry smirked, knowing that now, finally he could just have Remus, no waiting, no stalling, no stretching or preparing, just mind blowing fucking sex with his lover�

He should have known it would not be as easy as that from the way Remus smirked his wicked little smirk, the one that would scatter across his face whenever he thought of being truly evil.

Hovering over Harry�s prone body Remus made sure that he didn�t touch any part of the young man�s body, knowing just how mad this was driving Harry, being able to feel his warmth but not being allowed to touch. He reached a hand down and touched the silicon dong, making Harry�s body shiver and tilt upwards. Remus smirked again and grasped the handle, turning the dildo half a turn left and pulling it out of Harry�s body a couple of inches at the same time. Harry�s eyes fluttered close, his chest heaving and his entire body humming, his nails were digging into the pillow under his head, doing his damned best not to move his hands from under his head. Remus watched Harry�s reactions almost transfixed, it was amazing to see how wholly the boy gave himself away. He only experienced this level of compliance once before, with Jaime. This was rather confusing for Remus, but he did his best not to dwell on things too much at the moment and just enjoy what his lover was offering. With just another slight twist of the dildo Remus rammed it back inside his lover and felt Harry�s scream going straight to his cock. He repeated the process a few more times with the same pleasing results, until Harry started thrashing under him,

�Please, oh gods, Remus stop teasing me�� He begged breathlessly, knowing that if Remus kept this assault of his sweet spot he wasn�t likely to hold on much longer, no matter whether Remus was actually touching him or not. His sensory levels were already running on overload. Remus smirked again, deciding to play out at least part of Harry's fantasy,

"Don't you dare come without me saying so, you hear me?" Harry's head bobbed in assent even if his brain hasn't fully registered the words. Whatever Remus wanted. Remus wanted to roll his eyes; if he'd just said 'Jump off the roof without your broom' he was likely to get the same reaction.

Harry�s eyes snapped open when he felt something wrapped around his cock, something that was soft and leathery but most definitely not a hand. He chanced a look down his flushed body to see a leather band fastened tight to the base of his cock, effectively halting any ideas he might have about coming. He lifted his eyes to Remus�, looking at him bewildered and quite impressed. Remus smirked at him, two can play this game, love.

�Wha- What is that for?� Harry stammered,

�I don�t trust you to keep your word.� Remus answered simply and ran his fingers up and down Harry�s arms, �I think we need a change of position here. Turn over to your hands and knees.� Harry hurried to follow the order, quite pleased that he could finally move his arms. The cock-ring was tight around his manhood and he felt a little lightheaded with the pressure.

�Do you want me to fuck you? Ram inside you so deep that you could taste me?� Harry lowered his head and groaned, hearing Remus talking dirty to him was far more than he could take and if he didn�t have that fucking cock-ring on he�d come all over the sheets just from hearing his lover speaking.

�Yes, oh gods, yes� Fuck me, make me scream, please��

�Oh, I�ll make you scream alright, Jaime, the entire bloody castle is going to hear you begging for my cock.� Harry�s bleary mind barely registered Remus� tongue-slip, but right now he didn�t care what name Remus used, he just wanted him to move.

Remus took just another sweet moment to appreciate the sight Harry made, arse up in the air, all stretched and slick from the dildo. But his own throbbing need wouldn�t allow him to just enjoy the scenery for long. He grasped the dildo�s base and yanked it forcefully from Harry�s opening causing the young man to keen with pleasure and desperation. Before Harry had time to register the loss of the faux cock in his arse he felt Remus� blunt head at his entrance and sighed in bliss, finally!

Remus pushed his way in with one powerful thrust, burying himself to the hilt and feeling his eyes going cross with the amazing feeling of tight muscles clamping around him. He didn�t give Harry much time to acclimatise himself to the intrusion before he pulled back, leaving only the head of his cock immersed in his lover before he pushed back in, eliciting loud moans.
Somewhere in the back of his mind Remus was rather thankful that all the teachers quarters came with a built-in powerful silencing charms to prevent students from knowing what went behind the closed door. He wouldn�t have been surprise if the entire castle did hear Harry�s screams otherwise.

He repeated his movement, and then halted balls deep inside his lover. Remus leaned forward, bringing his mouth close to Harry�s ear, whispering hoarsely,

�I want you to beg me for it before I even think about taking this cock-ring off of you.�
Without waiting for a reply he pulled out again and slammed back in. He changed the depth and the speed of his thrusts a couple of times, wanting to keep his lover on the finest edge before he was pleased with Harry�s pleas,

�Please, Remus� Oh, gods, yes� Please, I beg you� let me� oh, yes! Let me come� please baby� Ohhhhh, I love you! More� just more� keep moving� please please please please�� It was the continues usage of the word �please� that finally got Remus to relent.
He leaned forward, slipping his hand under his lover�s sweaty body and removed the leather band. With one last stroke to the aching cock, Harry came harder than he ever thought he could, screaming out his lover�s name and spraying his seed over the bed sheets and himself. The strong orgasm made his muscles clench around Remus� cock so tight the wolf was worried for a fleeting second he might not be able to pull out of Harry again. Remus came screaming something that may or may not be �Harry�. He collapsed forward, sending them both sprawled on the bed, and knocking the breath out of both of them with a loud �Oomph�. Remus pulled out of his lover with a sigh and rolled to his side, so that he would not crush poor Harry under him.
Harry made a small sound of disappointment when Remus� cock slipped from him, and lifted his bleary eyes at his lover,

�That was amazing Harry�� Remus sighed and pulled Harry into his arms. Harry rested his head on Remus� shoulder, throwing his leg over Remus� thigh,

�Mmmm.� Remus smiled and called his wand to him, spelling them clean and the blankets above them. From some reason he felt much more energetic now than he had for days. He couldn�t even begin to think about going to sleep. His mind was buzzing and he felt so alive.

�When did you add the little figures to your piercing?� He asked, bringing his hand to play with the little ring on Harry�s naval, which had four little figures attached to it, that he didn�t remember.

�They�ve been there the whole time, the glamour just covered them up.� Harry answered, squirming a little as Remus� hand toyed with his piercing,

�She was hoopoe, you know.� Harry looked up at his lover questioningly,

�Who was?�

�Lily, her animagus form was a hoopoe.� Remus explained, �It�s a bird.� He added at Harry�s perplexed expression,

�I know what a hoopoe is!� Harry snapped, a little irritated that his intellect was insulted, �I think�� Remus smiled to himself, �I just didn�t know that Lily was an animagus.�

�She wasn�t.� Remus said in a soft tone, reminiscing, �But who do you think came up with the idea in the first place? She found out what she was and decided to give it a miss. Hoopoes are rather small birds, after all. I think she was scared she�d get trampled on, or maybe she just didn�t like the idea of eating bugs.� Harry smiled, that sounded like something that would put Lily off from becoming an animagus. She just couldn�t let herself being humiliated like that.

�What�s so special about hoopoes anyway?� He asked, �They�re not even native to England, are they?�

�No, they�re not. In some of the eastern mythologies hoopoes are a symbol of bravery, they would go into dangerous places where others dare not go.� Remus explained, always eager to share his knowledge with those he cared to listen,

�Lily was brave.� Harry said proudly,

�The bravest.� Remus agreed.

�So, you think I should change the lily into a hoopoe then?� Harry wondered aloud. After all, he did represent all the others by their animal forms, it was just mere luck that Lily�s name was something substantial rather than abstract like Sirius or James.

�I think you should get a tattoo. They�re much sexier.� Remus purred and Harry tried to hide his smile, and they say teenagers are all about sex�

�Funny, you never seemed to complain about my piercing before.� He drawled dryly, a part of him feeling rather defensive because it was a tattoo he set out to get in the first place after all, and it�s only cowardice that stopped him.

�Yeah, but now it�s less fun to bite on,� Remus said with a slight pout and Harry smiled, he liked the fact that Remus was thinking of his piercing in terms of efficiency. �Maybe you should get a nipple-ring�� He added thoughtfully, gods the possibilities were endless�

�Maybe I should start wearing leather too�� Harry added sarcastically, but from the shine in Remus� eyes he knew there was no use,

�Hmm, you�d look dead sexy in leather��

�You never give up do you?�

�Nope!� Remus answered cheerfully. How was he expected not to let his mind run off with his fantasies when he just had mind-blowing sex with his most delicious private little slut? It wasn�t humanly possible. �But I do think you should get a tat.�

�Really? What of?� Harry heard the subtle change of tone that meant Remus was not just flirting anymore and he was rather intrigued. After all, it wasn�t every day that an adult he looked up to told him to get a tattoo.

�I think you should have a stag, a hoopoe and a dog on you shoulder, right here.� He ran his fingers on Harry�s left shoulder, about an inch lower than the top.

�What about Moony?� Remus smiled, Harry wouldn�t even consider having a tattoo if Remus wasn�t represented in it,

�You should get a picture of him and Seff, right here.� He trailed his fingers to circle the space in the base of Harry�s spine, just above his tail-bone.

�Hmm, that sounds good, ok.� Remus looked down at his lover�s dark head,

�Really? You�re really going to do it?� He asked in disbelief,

�On one condition,� Harry lifted his head to fix Remus with a green stare, �You�re getting one too.� Remus� lips curved in a smile, Lily�s boy through and through�

�Same thing?�

�Same thing.� Remus took a moment to gaze into Harry�s eyes, searching for signs of fear but the green orbs were set and determined.

�Deal.� Harry smiled wide and the two shook hands. Harry couldn�t really believe he just agreed to not just one but two tattoos� But somehow the thought of sharing one with Remus was making the whole idea much more tolerable.

�Great,� He sighed in satisfaction, �We can get it on my birthday, it�ll be fun.�

�Tomorrow.� Harry looked up,

�Tomorrow?� Remus nodded resolutely,

�Yes. When we get to London, we�ll just nip to get a tat before we head to Grimauld Place.� He said in a final tone, making Harry�s rebellious nature raise an eyebrow, �I have big plans for your birthday,� Remus purred, trying to appease his lover, �I want you in full form by then�� Harry could feel the shudder building along his spine, life could not get any better.
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A/N: I guess I should say something about safe sex and all that� Hmm, well, Thumbs up for Brian Kinney then. You know that episode when he told Justin never to let anyone fuck him without a condom? He said it so much better than I could ever have; besides he was naked which is a lot more fun than watching me naked and lecturing on gay safe sex� (Oh, gods� that was a scary thought, even for me!)

The bit of Snape and his generous mood is actually a quote, but for the life of me I can't remember where from, so if it rings any bells, let me know.

My description of Hoopoe in mythology is based on the book �Haroun and the sea of stories� by Salman Rushdie.
Hoopoes are widely spread throughout most of the old world (Africa, Asia and Europe) but are not commonly found in the British isles. I could give you all sorts of little titbits on hoopoes but we all know that they�re not the reason you�re reading this story�

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