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Seduce My Father - Complete	By : AnasumiHideki Category: Harry Potter > Het - Male/Female > Snape/Hermione Views: 43148 -:- Recommendations : 4 -:- Currently Reading : 6
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter. Anything recognizable belongs to JK Rowling. I do not make any money off of this story. It is just for fun! XD

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Note: I do not own the song mentioned in Hermione's letter to Severus. It is an actual song called The Fiction We Live by the band From Autumn To Ashes. I used this song, because it reminds me of someone I lost out on when I was young and stupid. Enjoy XD

Severus decided to skip dinner in the Great Hall that evening. The idea of eating anything at that moment had churned his stomach. He sat at his desk with his face in his hands when he heard an owl screech somewhere in the dungeon. At first his mind went blank in fear that Salia, the evil slag had sent him a post to taunt him a little more. Grudgingly, he rose from his desk, and opened the door to let the owl through.

A large majestic black owl with yellow eyes landed on his desk, causing loose parchment and student's essays to fly everywhere. Ignoring his annoyance at the mess, he took the envelope from it's beak, and watched as it took flight again. Severus took a look at the envelope now in his hand as he closed the door. He immediately recognized the handwriting, as he had been staring at it for the past eight years. It was from Hermione.

The dark wizard let a curious smile form on his face while he sat back down at his desk. What could this girl possibly want to say to him, that she was so shy to owl him a letter? Never the less, he couldn't help but think that the sentiment in itself was so very sweet.

Severus carefully opened the envelope and removed the letter. She had folded it into an origami rose, and he shook his head and smiled with delight as he carefully unfolded it as well. He began to read the letter.

"Dearest Severus,

I hope that this finds you in good spirits. As good as they can be at a time like this, I mean. I will not say that I know how hard it can be to face something so large from a volatile past, but I do hope that you will one day be able to share it with me. If there is one thing that I would really like you to know, it is that I care so very deeply for you, and I am sorry if it is too bold to say. Dare I? Tell you I love you?

It was in those fateful hours on the night the war ended, that I found myself next to you, racked in shambles. Your expression was blank. You were slipping away, and I knew I would never be able to bare a life without you in it. It was then that I knew for sure, but somewhere inside, I had known it all along.

Severus, you have no idea how amazing you are. You have no clue how beautiful, and majestic you are. Behind expressions that seem hard and angry at times, it has almost always been obvious how much hurt you harbor on the inside. I cannot help myself, but hold it in the highest hopes that I can somehow be your remedy to it all. Is it a horrible thing that I too, just want to hold you for a while?

You are insecure. I can feel it when you are next to me, but more to the point of why you shouldn't be: Everything about you, is wonderful. Right down to your sarcastic comments, and often snarky exterior, there is no one else in the world like you. I know you haven't noticed it, but I have noticed, and I am acutely aware how irreplaceable you are. You are not garbage, or something easily tossed aside, but something of great value, and importance. Your eyes speak words that your mouth never could in some situations, and that is what makes you so very lovely.

I fear that there are not enough words in my vocabulary to even begin to sum up what you mean. Not just to me, but others as well. You have put your life on the line for the greater good. You protected your son, absent a mother. You even protected a boy, purely out of love for his passed mother. There are no possible ways to say just how truly amazing it all is. The things you've done.

At times, I believe myself to over think things, and other times, I become too involved for my own good. This is not one of those times. I would never have to think twice about telling you how much I admire your heart, and your courage. I would never have to think twice about telling you how much I adore you whilst entwined with you in your bed. I would never have to think twice about letting you know just how beautiful you are, and there is no way I would ever have to rethink loving you as a whole. My heart, is yours for the taking, and if you decide to give me yours, I would never have to think twice about my solemn swear to never break it.

Severus, I know that I am young, and in this day it is hard to trust, but I cannot help but desire it. I am not asking for it, but I do hope that you find it in yourself to be able to put your trust in me. Like I told you before, I am going nowhere, and I have no intention of ever leaving your side. I am young, but I know what I want, and that is also something I will never have to think twice about.

If I could have everything in the world go my way, I would see you happy, and I would see you emerge from the darkness that has been your life. I would give anything to see you live in the light. You are the first thought on my mind every morning, and you are the last thing I think of before I finally sleep. Even then, as you well know, you are still on my mind, and in my dreams. There is nothing that I would ever change about you. It reminds me of a song I once heard on the radio. It went like this:

'You might be just what I need,

And no, I would not change a thing.

Been dreaming of this so long,

But we only exist in this song.

The thing is, I'm not worth the sorrow,

But if you come and meet me tomorrow,

I will hold you down, and fold you in,

Deep, deep, deep in the fiction we live.

I break in two over you.

I break in two, and if a piece of you dies,

My love,

I will bring you back to life.

Of course, I see you.

I do...'

It really is funny how such simple words in such a short song can say so much. Me, I'm not really inclined to writing things outside of the realms of a long-winded essay, but I wanted to show you that you are worth the time. It has taken me hours to think of all these things I wanted to say, and I know that there is so much more. So much that you deserve to know. The thing is, you are worth every minute spent. Every little moment, even if just spent in passing. The way you make me feel as a whole is, in the best sense of the word, so very indescribable. Harming your heart is the farthest thing from my mind, and I will do anything that it takes to show you just how sincere my intentions are for you.

Your mind, your heart, your body, your beautiful face, every scar, even right down to the Mark you so shamefully hide, I cherish every bit of it. Tonight, I will leave you to your own, to let you have your thoughts if you want them, but just know, if you want me there, I will be there. I am not ashamed of the way I feel for you. You, and you alone.

~ Sincerely, Hermione."

Severus read the letter at least five times. It was probably the most heart felt thing he had ever read, and he couldn't wrap his mind around the fact that it was addressed to him. He never knew someone could put into words how they felt for him. Lily, or Salia certainly never took the time to do anything like this. He found himself truly touched by the sentiment, and he felt his heart beat wildly for Hermione Granger. The girl loved him. She couldn't fake something like this.

The dark wizard suddenly had the strongest urge to see her. He wanted to forget about the coming days, and just stay wrapped up with her. Looking at the time, he wondered if Adrien was asleep, but knowing him, he probably wouldn't be.

Severus put on his cloak and left his office to make his way to Slytherin House.

"Just let me in." he demanded impatiently, having momentarily forgotten the password he had reset. The door scoffed at him, and let him through anyway.

He was relieved to see only Adrien and Luna in the common room. The younger Snape was reading a book for a change, while Luna laid across his lap clearly asleep. Seeing something move out of the corner of his eye, Adrien about startled before he realized who it was.

"Ugh. Damn you, sometimes, and your habit of being silent as the grave." Adrien told his father with amusement in his tone.

"Miss Granger sent me a letter." Severus told his son, trying to hide the smile that threatened him.

Adrien smiled, seeing the tell tale look on his father's face.

"And? How was it?"

"It was very nice... It made me... See things differently."

"Good. And?"

Severus swiftly made to the other sofa and took a seat.

"Is everyone else asleep?" he asked.

"Yeah, I reckon so. I know Malfoy isn't awake. That sorry sod got in a fight with his girlfriend and got piss drunk, so I know he's not going to emerge any time soon." Adrien replied.

"I am trying to decide..." Severus trailed off thoughtfully.

Adrien dropped his book and eyed his father; an amused expression on his face.

"On?"

"Whether or not I should raise her at this hour." Severus answered.

"Shift." Adrien supplied simply.

Severus stared at his son, incredulously.

"She does not know about that yet."

"Don't you think that you should let her know? Perhaps that might be the ultimate test as to whether or not you can trust her. Let her know everything about yourself. Look,-" Adrien shimmied his way out from beneath Luna, took his overly large hooded sweater off and laid it over her. Severus had to admire how thoughtful his son was.

Adrien motioned to Severus to follow him, and they made their way out of the Common Room, back down to his office so they could speak in private. Once inside, Adrien wasted no time.

"Anything she's said to you in that letter is one hundred percent real, and honest. Put your trust in her. If there is anyone who loves you as much as I do, it's her. That girl fucking loves you, has for a while now. Don't let Salia win what ever battle she's raging against you now, just because you have a grudge against love, and trust. If there is any witch in the world you can trust, it's Hermione Granger. Just let it be." Adrien ranted sincerely.

Severus sat thoughtful. He had never heard his son speak about something so passionately. Adrien pressed on.

"You obviously liked Hermione's letter, I can see it in your eyes. It changed something in you. It made you want to trust her. In any event, if you insist upon keeping going and trying to pry things from that horrible cunt, then I'm going with you. I won't lose you to her, and I won't allow Hermione to lose you to her either. Let yourself love someone who is capable of loving. You might find that you like it." Adrien said, inwardly proud of himself for the awkward sentiment of lecturing his own father.

Severus took a deep breath, and sighed while he closed his eyes for a brief moment in thought.

"You are right, Adrien. You are right."
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