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Amore et Amicitia	By : Kimmimaru Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Sirius/James Views: 6687 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1
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Chapter Thirty-One: Quia dilexisti me (Because you loved me)

Slowly James opened his eyes, he blinked and rubbed the sleep from them with a hearty yawn. He felt warm and cosy surrounded by his friends and forest debris. His clothes were covered in leaf mulch and dirt and his hair stuck up in more crazily unusual angles, he looked to his side and saw Sirius lying on his back and still fast asleep, with a grin he leaned down and pressed his lips against Sirius’. His friend gave a soft moan and opened his eyes, he smiled before pushing James away and shaking his head. “I wouldn’t...” He whispered and grimaced. James could see a few spots of dried blood around his mouth and hands. “I don’t...feel so good...” He breathed and suddenly rolled over, he managed to crawl a few feet away before vomiting in a nearby bush. James chuckled. “Fuck off Potter.” Sirius gasped and wiped his mouth. “You try eating raw rabbit...it’s vile...Ugh...” He vomited again.

Remus stirred slowly and his eyes opened to find Sirius on his knees, his mouth tasted of blood and he grimaced. Abruptly terror swept through him, he sat bolt upright and gasped. His eyes widened. “What happened last night?!” He said suddenly, grabbing James by the shoulders and tearing open his shirt. He began searching for potential wounds.

James cried out in surprise and pushed Remus off of him, he pulled his now ruined shirt around his chest as crimson flooded his cheeks. “What the hell, Remus?!”

“I can taste blood! I hurt one of you! I know I did! I-I...This was a bad idea...a terrible idea...” He stood up, seemingly unaware of his nakedness and moved to Sirius who was groaning heavily and gripping his cramping stomach. He knelt at his side and began searching for wounds. He saw the tear in Sirius’ ear and gasped in horror. “What did I do?!”

Sirius smiled weakly. “You bit my ear...”

“I what?!” Remus’ face went white and he swayed on the spot. “N-No...No...I’m sorry! I’m so sorry!” with a cry he buried his face in his hands and began rocking back and forth. “Y-You should...g-get yourself checked out...”

Sirius let out a bark of laughter and pulled Remus into a hug, careful not to breathe on him. “It was Padfoot wolf bit, not me...I’m fine. Lycanthropy cannot be contracted by an animal. I’m fine Remus, It’s fine. It’s a scratch and although it’ll probably scar I have worse ones...honestly I don’t mind.”

Remus shivered in Sirius’ arms. “I’m sorry...” He choked and held him tighter. “I should never have agreed...the wolf is...I am dangerous...I c-could kill you...I could...” He took a deep breath, Sirius smelt of rabbit blood, sweat, the forest and dirt. Remus inhaled again deeply, there was that comforting scent of coffee and dark chocolate, he sighed and closed his eyes. His heart hammered in his chest and he drew away slightly, gently he pushed hair from Sirius’ ear and pushed his head to the side. He saw the two bloody points where teeth had pierced the skin and choked on his breath. He was shaking as he nuzzled Sirius’ ear. “I’m sorry.” He breathed. “I hurt you...I hurt my pack...”

Sirius smiled and closed his eyes, slowly he moved Remus’ hand to his chest and made him run his fingers down the old curse scar on his sternum. He looked into Remus’ eyes. “My cousin Bellatrix did this to me when I was nine years old, she wanted to practice a curse the Dark Lord had taught her...” His eyes became full of grief for a moment before he smiled. “It was the worst pain I have ever felt and I had to heal without magic...even though for me that’s faster than most muggles and half-bloods...I was in agony for so long I think I went insane for a while...” He paused and took a breath. “The point is Moony, these two pin pricks are nothing, they barely even hurt. You are not evil, Bella is evil, my parents are evil...you are not.”

“B-But I’m the wolf, the wolf is me...”

“No.” Sirius kissed him on the forehead. “You’re Remus John Moony Lupin, my best friend and Pack. You would never hurt me deliberately.”

Slowly Remus smiled, his shaking hands slowed and he sighed. “If I ever hurt you again I...”

“You won’t, you’ll never hurt us. We had fun last night.” James said from where he was now stood by a tree, he had taken a piss in the bushes. He grinned. “Although I don’t like not being leader of our gang even in animal form.”

Remus raised an eyebrow. “Who’s Pack Leader then?”

“You are, obviously.” Sirius replied. “The wolf knows more than us, we’re just getting used to becoming animals but you’ve been transforming for years.”

“I see...” He slowly looked down at himself, checking for the damage he was used to on his own flesh. His eyes widened in shock. “I have one or two scratches...I assume from the change...but...but no more...I...I didn’t hurt myself at all...?” He glanced at his friends who beamed happily.

“No, you went for Padfoot once and tried to eat me, but for some reason you backed down...” James said thoughtfully. “I did get a sense that you weren’t entirely wolf last night...there was something dangerous but also I think I could sense the real you in there somewhere.”

Remus couldn’t help the sudden blossoming of joy in his chest; no more scarring?! No more waking up covered in blood and full of agony?! He gasped in a breath and let out a burst of bright laughter. “This is...this is better than I ever could have imagined! This is unheard of! And I...I owe it all to you! I owe you my life! Thank you! Thank you!” He threw himself at Sirius and planted a big kiss on his lips, Sirius fell backwards in shock and hit the ground, his breath was knocked from him as Remus held him tightly.

“Well...I could get used to this...” Sirius wheezed and managed a weak chuckle. “Wanna try tongues?” He raised an eyebrow suggestively but Remus smacked him playfully across the head.

James stepped backwards, his palms held outwards as if to ward off a blow. “Don’t bother with the kiss Moons, I don’t swing that way...” Remus grinned wolfishly at him before tackling him to the floor. Sirius watched them struggle together and smiled, finally Remus caught James’ face in one dirty hand and kissed him firmly on the lips. “Ugh....!” James pushed him off and mimed vomiting onto the floor. “Disgusting!” He cried dramatically and the other two laughed.

XXX

Sirius gazed out the window, he sat in the casement with his arms wrapped around his knees and a blanket around his shoulders. He leaned against the stone as he watched the sun set over the trees of the forbidden forest, he could still remember all the scents Padfoot had picked up the previous night and he smiled to himself. Before him lay the map, his wand lay next to it. He looked down at the parchment map and his smile widened, it was folded up and on the front were words;

"Moony, Wormtail, Padfoot, and Prongs

Purveyors of Aids to Magical Mischief Makers

Are proud to present

THE MARAUDER'S MAP"

It was written in Sirius’ most beautiful script, the flowing curlicues and elegant lines made him proud of his work.

The door opened to reveal James looking irritable, Sirius got a distinct whiff of his scent and he felt a shock of arousal. Ever since his first transformation his senses were heightened, he could hear better and his sense of smell was more acute, it was also causing severe problems as the scents would stir strong feelings within him. When he was around James he now had to hide a near constant boner, he just thanked Merlin for robes. He smiled as his friend drew closer and his smell stronger, he had been on the quidditch pitch and he smelt of dirt, rain and fresh air but also sweat and boyishness. Sirius groaned heavily and reached down to adjust himself in his trousers. “Jamie...?” he whispered hoarsely.

James heard the low growl of arousal in Sirius’ voice and felt a shiver of his own, he had been having great difficulty in suppressing his animal instincts around Sirius since their time in the forest. For some reason simply being around Sirius made him horny, his smell was intoxicating and he couldn’t resist walking up to him and grabbing his face. He leaned down and kissed him deeply. “Fuck...” He breathed and grabbed Sirius’ wrist, he guided his hand to his crotch and held it there breathing heavily. “What the hell is wrong with me?”

Sirius squeezed the bulge gently with a smirk. “No idea but it’s kind of nice...”

James smiled and grabbed Sirius, he yanked him off the window casement and practically threw him on the bed. He climbed on top of him in his wet Quidditch uniform and dripped rainwater over Sirius’ face. “I’m going to fuck you so hard you’ll be screaming my name...” He gasped and plunged his tongue between Sirius’ lips. Both of them groaned, Sirius wrapped his arms around James’ neck and held him close. James wanted to claim Sirius, he wanted to let him know who he belonged to. Just the thought of him sleeping with another drove him crazy, he couldn’t understand what had got into him.

They struggled desperately to remove each other’s clothes, Sirius gasped as James bit at his throat and his shirt tore under his harsh fingers. As they rolled across the bed the door opened.

“Merlin’s beard you two!” Remus sighed as his friends pulled away from each other and turned to look at him with identical expressions of surprise and irritation on their faces. “Can’t you go somewhere else to shag? I have work to do and the library’s closed.”

Sirius raised an eyebrow. “Library’s closed?” He asked with the beginnings of a smirk.

James smiled back and sat upright. “I suddenly have the urge to do some work...” He said softly.

Remus pulled a face of disgust as his friends climbed off the bed and grabbed the shimmering invisibility cloak. As they ran through the door hand in hand he turned around and called after them; “Don’t get semen on the bloody books! You’ll ruin them!” He heard them laugh and sighed before shaking his head.

XXX

The library was quiet as James rammed Sirius up against the book shelf, they moaned heavily into each others mouths. James grabbed Sirius’ obvious erection through his jeans and smiled when he bucked against his palm, he squeezed it lightly and bit at his lower lip. Sirius threw his head back in pleasure, his fingers dug into the edge of the table as James fell to his knees before him. “Jamie...” He breathed and smiled down at his lover. “We’ll...be caught...” The glitter in his silver eyes told James that the idea of being caught was turning him on more than normal.

“Yeah...and if we are?” James whispered, rubbing Sirius’ erection through the denim. He smiled when he slipped slightly as his knees went weak. “You’d love to be watched, wouldn’t you?” He breathed, unzipping his fly and yanking his jeans down to reveal his underpants. There was a little wet patch where the head of Sirius’ penis rested against the fabric, James couldn’t help but groan as he leaned forward and pressed his lips to it. Sirius’ hand tugged at his hair. “You want people to see you lose yourself...you’d love an audience...”

“Nnng...Jamie...h-hurry...”

James grinned and continued to rub and kiss Sirius through the white fabric of his underpants, he felt him twitching and his hips moving uncontrollably. He ran his tongue over the prominent bulge and tasted the pre-cum there. “You’re fucking beautiful.” He breathed and felt Sirius’ grip on him tighten. He slipped a hand under the leg of his shorts and began rubbing his testicles, he felt Sirius tense. “You’re...amazing...” He whispered and looked up into Sirius’ face, he was shocked to see tears shimmering in those silver depths. He pulled away.

“Don’t stop...” Sirius whispered, gently smoothing James’ hair from his eyes and smiling softly.

“Are you alright?”

“Do you love me?” Sirius whispered, his face going serious. James went still for a long time, the two friends gazed at each other in the dusty silence of the library. The silvery invisibility cloak lay pooled on the floor like a puddle of water, the map lay on the table beside Sirius’ let hand. Finally Sirius sighed and tipped his head back, his hair fell down his back and he breathed shakily. “Don’t...don’t answer that. I...” His fingers whitened as they tensed on the table top. “I don’t want to know. It’ll kill me.”

James stood up slowly and slipped a hand into Sirius’ hair, slowly he drew him into a long kiss. Their tongues tangled within the confines of their conjoined mouths and Sirius’ breathing hitched, James slipped his other arm around his friend’s waist and drew him closer. Their hearts beat against each other, adding a steady rhythm to their secret music. When he drew away James pressed his forehead against Sirius’ and smiled weakly. “You’re my best friend.” He breathed and nuzzled Sirius’ hair gently. He felt Sirius’ breath on his cheek and his heated body against his own, it made him feel good. He liked the way Sirius responded to him, he liked the way their bodies fit together so perfectly and when their eyes met it lit his veins like a violent lightening strike. Sirius wasn’t Lily, because Lily was gentle, her eyes made his heart beat speed up but the warmth that flooded him made him think of hot chocolate and soft blankets and gentle cuddles. Sirius was electric. His eyes made James hot and cold, he got shivers up and down his spine and when he was close he got breathless. It was too intense to describe accurately but he had a strong feeling that what he felt for his best friend was beyond friendship. He opened his eyes and gazed at Sirius for a long moment, he parted his lips and slipped his fingers through those of his friends.

Sirius felt expectant and he cocked his head to the side, his body shivered as James leaned closer so their lips were brushing. “You don’t...” He began but James’ kiss cut him off and he moaned.

“I don’t know.” James breathed, pushing fingers into Sirius’ hair. “I don’t know what I feel. But whatever this is...I fucking love it.”

Sirius chuckled roughly. “I’ll take what I can get.” He replied and pulled open James’ belt. He held eye contact as he smirked devilishly. “I would fight, kill and die for you Jamie. Whatever you feel know that my soul is yours forever.” He said before dropping his own trousers. “Use me...” He kissed James roughly. “Abuse me. Hurt me. Cut my fucking heart out and wear it as an ornament and I’ll still throw everything away for you.”

James caught his breath at the declaration and gasped as Sirius’ fingers found his erection and began pulling. “Oh...Siri...Hnn...I...Shit...”

Sirius pulled James’ hips against his and gasped as they ground against each other. He hissed air through his teeth and threw his head back. “Don’t...don’t ever let this end...” He gasped with his eyes squeezed shut. James’ lips found his throat and he felt a scolding tongue against the skin.

“Promise me you won’t let anyone else touch you like I do...” James breathed as the heat built between them, his mind flooded with endorphins and he became suddenly extremely possessive. “Sirius, promise me.”

Sirius uttered a choked groan and he grabbed the table tightly as pleasure drowned him, his mind went blank and he cried out an intense orgasm to the ceiling. “Yes! Yes! Jamie...FUCK!”

James grinned happily and pushed Sirius to the floor, he was still recovering even as James pulled down his now soaked shorts and began cleaning the mess. “Good boy, Padfoot.” He breathed, running his tongue up the inside of Sirius’ thigh and listening to his desperate whimpers.

Their tongues danced as James moved inside Sirius, he had his legs over his shoulders as he moved slowly. Their moans were muffled, Sirius had one hand wrapped firmly in James’ hair while the other scraped at the cold stone floor beneath him, his nails gouging at the dirt. Sweat ran down Sirius’ chest as he arched his back, his muscles straining and a desperate groan escaping his bloodied lips.

James wasn’t happy unless there was some blood. With Sirius there had to be blood and sweat and rough hands. There had to be rough cries of pleasure and pain in equal measure. He loved it when Sirius dragged his nails down his back, Sirius loved it when James’ teeth bit deep into his throat to leave behind bright marks. For Sirius the pain meant he was alive. If he came away with bruises, blood and hand prints he could ensure that he was living, the pain sent thrills throughout his body and when James yanked on his long hair he bit down on James’ lower lip to taste him. It was hard, rough and fast. Sirius could hardly breathe. His body trembled and his hands gripped James’ shirt, it tore beneath his fingers and he cracked his head as he threw it back in passion. They whispered dark, filthy things to each other as the moon travelled the sky outside the window to bathe them in silver light. James was wrapped up in Sirius’ eyes, they glowed and crackled with energy and an intensity that tasted like the oncoming of a storm. The air around them was heavy, their bodies soaked in sweat and moonlight and finally Sirius’ body tensed around James, his fingers found his hair and he pulled him to lips to gasp into his open mouth; “J-Jamie...Kill me...!”

James came hard with a muffled cry of shock, Sirius’ words sent him careening off the edge and into an orgasm so intense his eyesight blurred as tears filled his eyes. He could feel Sirius’ chest heaving against his own, his legs clamped around his neck and he knew how his toes would be curling in his socks. He could feel the sudden wetness from Sirius’ own orgasm between them as he collapsed with a choked sigh.

Sirius closed his eyes and let the cold stone seep into his skin, his body felt sore and used but it was a good feeling. He slowed his breathing and licked his lips tasting his own blood on them, he smiled slightly and sighed as he felt lips against his temple and a hand in his hair. “Sirius.” James whispered and goose bumps erupted all over Sirius’ skin. His torn shirt fell open at his chest revealing his scars and treasure trail, his jeans were open and down by his knees but he didn’t care. All he cared about in that moment was James’ lips, the way his tongue tasted and the soft moans as aftershocks of post orgasmic bliss shot through their nerves. Their fingers tangled as they kissed slowly for a very long time. Sirius trembled and shivered as James’ fingers ran through the cum on his chest, James lifted his hand and pressed those fingers against Sirius’ lips. Sirius opened his mouth and licked them clean. “So sexy...” James whispered into his neck. “I wish we never had to move from this spot.”

“So do I but...we’re in the library...” Sirius chuckled roughly.

“True.” James opened his eyes with a sigh and left a lingering kiss on Sirius’ bare shoulder, he sat up and yawned. “I’m tired...”

XXX

Exams drew towards them quickly, Sirius yawned widely as he lay beneath a willow tree that had long ago been unofficially claimed by the Marauders. The sun was high above their heads as Remus lay on his front studying for Charms with a small frown on his face, James was poking Peter in the thigh with a twig while Peter tried to bat him away in irritation. Sirius let his eyes fall closed and stifled a yawn behind his hand. “I’m bored...” He muttered mulishly.

Remus looked at him uneasily, “And I have to go.” He said and stood up, he dusted himself down and picked up his bag.

“Why?!” James looked up at him in surprise.

“I am...erm...” He shifted and grinned shiftily. “I’m meeting up with someone...”

“Oooooh!” Sirius’ eyes flew open and he looked up eagerly at Remus. “Who? A girl?”

Remus shifted and ran fingers through his hair, his cheeks flushed with colour. “Maybe...” He muttered.

“Who?! We need names, Remus!” James asked with wide eyes.

“Marlene McKinnon...” He said and giggled slightly madly.

“Wow! You sly dog you!” Sirius grinned wolfishly. “Never would have taken you to be that smooth. Well done mate.”

“Yes, well...” Remus straightened and primly smoothed down his robes. “We’re meeting tonight and going to hang out...”

“Well...” James turned to his bag and produced a small square object from within, Sirius frowned at it curiously, he snatched it from James’ fingers and turned it over. It was a metallic packet.

“What is this?” He asked curiously, holding it up to the light. A bunch of girls walked past and spotted it, they began giggling madly and blushing before running past to sit by the lake.

James snatched it back. “According to Featherby, you know that tiny Hufflepuff kid? It’s what Muggle’s call a Condom.”

Sirius raised an eyebrow. “A what?”

“I think you’re supposed to put it on your cock before you have sex...” James scratched his head with a frown, he looked as confused as Sirius felt.

“Why?!” Sirius looked appalled. “It’s metal! Wouldn’t it be scratchy and painful?!”

Remus sighed. “It’s a form of contraception...here...” He took it from James and tore it open and pushed out the rubber object within. “You put this bit on your cock, it prevents pregnancy and any sexually transmitted diseases.” He stated in his ‘teachers voice’.

Sirius took the slippery rubber object and inspected it curiously. “This is weird...” He whispered in awe. “I thought that getting pregnant was the reason straight people fucked?” He asked sniffing at the thing and recoiling in disgust. “It smells of chemicals!” He muttered, holding it at arm’s length.

“What are Sexually transmitted diseases?” James asked, eyeing the condom warily.

“Well, it’s rare among Wizards but muggles can transmit certain diseases through sexual acts...some of them have horrible consequences like infertility and sometimes disfigurement.” Remus replied with a shrug. “We don’t need to worry as the magic in our blood prevents anything like that, we don’t get sick easily as it is...and we can cure just about any malady with a potion or spell...However we do have problems concerning pregnancy...”

“There are spells for that though.” James said, handing the condom to Remus who sighed and wrapped it up in its packet to discard later.

“Yes, but how often have you put the spell on a girl you’ve had sex with?” Remus replied.

James wrinkled his nose. “It’s not something I worry about when I have a girl moaning under me.” He replied. “But they have potions they can take to prevent pregnancy...so why should I worry?”

“You’re hopeless.” Remus sighed and shook his head. “Anyway, I’m meeting Marlene...I’ll see you later.” He stood and walked off feeling his friend’s eyes on his back.

Sirius leaned back on his elbows and looked up at the sky, he frowned slightly. “Is our Remus still a virgin?” He asked.

James looked at him thoughtfully a moment before shrugging. “He has never said...I should think he would be...”

“He’s not.” Peter said from his spot leaning against the trunk of the tree. He had a roll of parchment in his lap and a quill in his hand as he wrote his monthly letter to his mother.

Sirius turned to him curiously. “How do you know?”

“I heard Katrina Shelby talking to her friends about it...”

“Katrina...?!” James looked startled, he sat up properly. “You mean that gorgeous dark haired Ravenclaw with eyes that can kill?! With the big breasts and hourglass figure?! That Katrina Shelby?!”

“Is there another?” Peter said mildly as he added a sentence to his epic letter.

“Well no...but her and Remus...?!”

“Yes.”

“They...bumped uglies?”

“Yes.”

“They shagged?!”

“Yes.”

“Our little Remus...and Katrina Shelby...who I had in the Potions store room when I was supposed to be in detention....?!”

“Yes James.”

“Merlin’s testicles!” James said in an explosive breath. “Our Moonikins is a dark horse! The little gits been hiding from us!”

Sirius watched James from heavily lidded eyes, his tongue darted out and wet his lips. “You’ve had Katrina Shelby?”

“Yeah...” James shrugged. “Last month, when you were in detention with McGonagall...”

Sirius tensed, his eyes darkening ominously. “I see...Was she good?”

“Oh yeah...” James’ eyes clouded over with nostalgia. “She likes to scratch...” He purred softly and sighed. “And those tits...”

Sirius shifted and sat up, sweeping hair from his eyes as he gazed across the lake. “I’ve kissed Lily Evans.” He said so softly it took James a moment to hear him.

James laughed. “You? Stop trying to make me jealous...She wouldn’t kiss you if you were the last guy on earth, and even if she did, by some miracle, find you attractive you’re gay...You don’t even like girls.”

“Her lips were soft.” Sirius breathed, his eyes on the sun shimmering across the water. “And she smells like fresh flowers...” Slowly he turned his eyes back to James. “I’m fucking attractive, James don’t pretend I’m not. Is it totally out of the realms of possibility that Miss Evans finds me more attractive than you?” He was pushing it, he knew but he couldn’t help himself. The jealousy that had flared within him when James had mentioned Katrina was almost painful. He wanted James to feel a similar pain. He wanted to see that pain in his eyes.

“But...you’re gay...” James replied, but his voice was losing confidence and Sirius let a smirk cross his handsome face.

“So being gay makes me less attractive to girls does it? James, she doesn’t even know I like to take it up the arse.”

James seemed uncomfortable, he shifted and broke Sirius’ eye contact. “It doesn’t mean a thing...” He said, almost as if to reassure himself.

Sirius fell back to the grass, he watched the group of girls that had captured James’ attention. Lily Evans stood out among them, her fiery hair catching the light in a shimmering array of reds, gold’s and browns. He watched James lift his hand to his hair then he let it drop back to his side, Lily turned her eyes to them and Sirius lifted his hand in greeting. She lifted her own and waved back before turning to her friends. James looked at him, they held each other’s gazes for a while before James stood up abruptly. “You’re a fucking twat.” He breathed and walked away. Peter watched him a moment before shoving his unfinished letter back into his bag and following James at a hurried pace. Sirius felt his chest constrict painfully and he rolled onto his side in the fragrant grass.
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