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Snapes Girls Complete	By : Talented_Mrs_Lupin Category: Harry Potter > Het - Male/Female > Snape/Hermione Views: 64172 -:- Recommendations : 3 -:- Currently Reading : 10
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Severus was sitting with Lucius in the living room of SummerRose Manor, they were waiting for Narcissa and Hermione to join them again as the women were in Tristan’s bedroom getting things together for him to spend the night with the Malfoy’s. This was Hermione’s third attempt since her conversation with the goddess, a week ago, to get back in touch with Severus and to get him to connect with his son. So far, there was nothing to report as the man appeared to hate the baby for no reason.

“I think I’ll offer Hermione a room in my manor when she leaves you” Lucius said.

“She wouldn’t…” Severus started.

“Wouldn’t what?” Lucius asked “Leave a man that won’t hold his son…leave a man that is being closed off and cold to the woman that he once loved with such a passion that it was sickening?” He snorted “You’re right, why would she want to leave that?”

“She loves…” Severus tried again.

“She loves you” Lucius finished “You feel it all the time but you know what she feels?” He continued without waiting “Pushed aside, hated, shunned…would you like me to continue?”

“I thought this was about…” Severus began.

“Tristan?” Lucius asked “It is. But your ignoring your son’s presence was the start of this but you are being a heartless GIT to her as well and she deserves better. You know that Remus has also offered her a room at his house?” He smirked “Then again I gave her this house…I bought it for her…any ministry worker will see that it’s her house and not yours”

“Why are you doing this?” Severus asked, sending his one-time best friend a hurt look “Why…?”

“Because you’re a moron!” Lucius hissed “Do you want your relationship with Tristan to be as strained as mine is with Draco?”

“What do you mean?” Severus asked.

“I love Draco” Lucius said fiercely “He is my son and I love him. But I hated his existence for the first two years of his life and I’ve paid for it every day of my life since” He looked right in to Severus’s eyes “The dark lord wanted Draco born not me and therefor I ignored him, never held him and never bonded with him. The first months and the first year are extremely important when it comes to the parents and child. He loves me because I am his father but he doesn’t trust me, doesn’t know me, has no bonded feelings with me and there isn’t any interest in getting those feelings. And I did that to myself” There were tears in the mans eyes and he hated himself for the weakness that he was displaying “I will be different with Dahlia and Elijah…I owe that to Draco and to them, but I will never get those two years back with my first born and I hate myself a little more every day because of it”

“Why…” Severus started but was once again cut short by the blond man.

“You know when he came out” Lucius said looking at his hands “He told Narcissa…not me. He begged her…begged her not to tell me and his reasoning behind that…was because as he said and quote ‘he already hates me enough…please don’t give him another reason to hate me anymore’ do you know how I felt when I heard that?”

“There has to be another reason than just you not being there for him for two years” Severus snapped.

“There isn’t” Lucius informed as they heard the women coming down the stairs “I was a ghost to him when he needed me the most…don’t make my mistakes, Severus. Make new ones but don’t dig up mine and use them because I won’t let you”

~~((@))~~Later~~((@))~~

Severus and Hermione were lying on the roof of their manor home looking at the stars and drinking wine. Hermione knew that she should be broaching the subject of Tristan and Severus’s relationship but she had to admit that the time spent without having to pick up, hold, feed, talk to or sing to the newborn was rather nice. That’s not to say that she would have changed things in the past because she wouldn’t she loved her life and everything and everyone in it, including the strange goddess that it appeared had grown rather fond of her. Finally, she took a deep breath and rolled on to her side looking at Severus’s beautiful face and decided it was time to have the conversation that she was dreading.

“Do you regret marrying me?” She asked.

“Of course not” He looked at her “Why would you even ask that?”

“Because you’re doing a very good job on making me feel awkward and scared around you” Hermione told him “Listen!” She held her hand up “I know what happened and what was said when I was…well…dead, Lucius showed me his memories”

“Stupid Lucius” He muttered.

“Severus” She put her hand on his cheek “You are a brilliant man and I know that you know Tristan had nothing to do with my death, it’s not like he was planning it. I was brought back because of my love for you but I am getting so angry with you…angry and hurt because it has been a month since his birth and you’ve not him”

“I’m scared…okay?!” He snapped “I don’t want to hurt him or make him hate me more than he will”

“Then you need to hold him” She told him angrily “You know what…I’ll give you another month to get to know your son, to bond with him, to play with him and to love him. If in a month you’ve not done that than I’m moving out”

“Please” He said brokenly.

“I’m not saying this to be cruel” Hermione kissed him “I love you more now than I did when you gave me my first orgasm. But I need you to be a man, step up and take care of our son I can’t and will not do this by myself if you’re in the picture” She looked at their entwined hands “In short if you want to continue our life together than stop being a pussy and face your fear!”

She stood and left him sitting outside by himself while she made her way to their bedroom. Once safely in her bathroom, submerged in hot bubbly water that was up to her chin with the door locked, silenced and warded with a spell that would give an electric charge to anyone who touched the door, she allowed herself to sob uncontrollably. That had not gone the way she had wanted it to go, she had assumed they would have a dinner like they had then, wine outside and then they would talk about what had happened and that would be it. But nothing was perfect and nothing ever worked out the way she had planned and now she was worried that he would let her leave. When she finally got out of the bathroom she found that Severus was already in bed so she quietly climbed in next to him and laid with her back to him. She was surprised when his arm went around her waist and she was pulled hard against his front and he kissed the back of her neck.

“I don’t want to lose you” He whispered against her skin “I love you too much and I know I can love Tristan too”

“I hope so” She said.

~~((@))~~

Narcissa and Lucius dropped Tristan off around noon and left almost immediately. Hermione sat on the back patio in the cool October air and breastfed her son, Severus was moving around in the hallway and she smiled as she heard the door handle start to turn before it stopped and he walked away again. She was astounded at how adorable the man could be (not that she would ever tell him how adorable he was, he wouldn’t appreciate it) he was terrified to come out but afraid not to…he was afraid that if he didn’t try she would leave him. The backdoor opened finally and he stepped through, draping a blanket over her shoulders before sitting down in front of her on the footrest and smiling nervously.

“Can I…” He stopped, taking a deep shuddering breath “Can I…hold my son?”

“Of course” Hermione smiled and leaned forward, putting her breast away before starting to pass the baby over.

“How?” He asked, panicked “How the hell…do I hold him?”

“Cradle your arms” Hermione instructed “Like I am” She handed the baby over to him and watched as the man held the child and the look of fear was slowly replaced by a look of wonder.

“He’s so small” Severus whispered with his eyes locked on the baby’s face “Look…he’s smiling”

“I see” She said “He looks like you”

“His nose isn’t nearly as big” Severus muttered.

“Your nose is perfect” Hermione told him leaning over and kissing his nose “I’m going to get tea”

“No!” He all but screamed causing Tristan to move around and start to whine “I don’t…know he’s…crying!”

“Lower your voice” Hermione instructed him with a gentle smile “Loosen the tension in your body and talk to him in a calm manner”

“But…” His face colored a little at the fear in his voice “What if he needs to be changed…I can’t do that!”

“Yes, you can” She assured “I promise that you can and he doesn’t need to be changed because I just did that”

“I guess” He said looking uncertainly at the baby who was looking at him adoringly. Hermione smiled at her two men as she walked in to the house ‘Maybe’ She thought ‘Just maybe we can do this’

A/N: So I have decided that the next chapter will go through the different things that Severus learns about being a father. It will the last chapter for this story…not to worry however I will be starting the sequel right away, this first chapter is pretty much already done in my head I just need to write it down.

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