Deception | By : valkyrie136 Category: Harry Potter > Het - Male/Female > Draco/Hermione Views: 41681 -:- Recommendations : 1 -:- Currently Reading : 5 |
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Ginny was laying in bed, worried.
She was late. Again.
Her period always came regularly.
It had been three weeks since she saw Lucius—the longest amount of time in months—and she accepted it as a welcome reprieve.
The last time he had visited…
He had been a foul mood. And they had argued. She knew not to do such things, and he had been cruel.
But now that she was pregnant…
She had sat in the shower, ignoring the boys who were crying in their cribs, and wept for herself. It had been a long, long time since she cried.
But she was pregnant. Again.
She wanted to dig into her womb and tear out her ovaries. She wanted to cut her wrists, or maybe she would murder her children then herself in a flashy triple murder-suicide.
At least he wouldn’t have what he wanted, she bitterly thought.
And then she bit her hand, choking back a sob, because she would never, never hurt her children. What an awful thought. She loved them. But it wasn't fair that he should get what he wanted, after all the had done.
Everyone believed the war to be over, that good had triumphed, but as far as Ginny was concerned, the real evil wasn't in the campaign of people like Lord Voledmort.
Not, it was far more insidious. Lurking unseen but in front of you.
That defined Lucius Malfoy. He was...without a conscious.
Imagining the conersation with him was like imagining the cruciatus curse. There was no guarantee how he would react, and either way it would be awful.
She didn’t want to put a fake smile on her face and tell him how excited she was.
Wasn’t she the worse kind of woman? Because in the three years that she had been held prisoner, she had somewhere along the line adjusted. Become complacent.
She stopped fighting.
She welcomed him.
And look where she was.
Did she never wish to escape? To see her brothers, her parents, her family?
This was the man who….
She shuddered at the memories. She would throw up.
Lucius was a terrible, evil man. Not simply cruel, but evil.
She hated the child growing in her now.
But she was damn afraid. Even though he could be sweet, even though he knew how to make her feel good and safe, and protected…
The fact remained that Lucius Malfoy murdered...so many that she cared for.
She had seen it…she knew…like images burned inside. Indelible, unerasable...
What kind of woman was she, to find pleasure with him? When he...
She saw their faces, twisted in pain.
So much blood. Ginny would never forget, seeing him, drenched in the blood of those she loved.
Just as she would never forget, herself so close to death, how terrifying he looked as he literally waded through a foot of blood.
A death god.
And Lucius, who would have killed her too...
God, please tell me, what do I do?
There is no God, she bitterly thought. There was only evil.
Ginny got up and wiped the tears from her eye with the back of her hands.
She knew what she could do. But it would invite pain..
She cringed in fear.
But she needed to do something, or else nothing would change. Did she really
want to remain here, isolated, with Him?
She knew she would be able to send out a letter.
She knew that she would get help.
It was for emergencies only.
Lucius showed her once.
But he also promised her that if she were ever to defy him,
he would make her wish she were never born.
She swollowed.
This is an emergency.
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