The Day I Did Snape-Complete! | By : Koolgirl18 Category: Harry Potter > Het - Male/Female > Snape/Ginny Views: 47177 -:- Recommendations : 2 -:- Currently Reading : 2 |
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A/N:
Goodness sorry I kept you guys waiting. I had so many papers due for class that
I didn’t have time to sit down and write. But here we are with another chapter
to enjoy. Thanks for the reviews and suggestions despite how busy some of you
are!! I will take them into consideration as I wrap the story up. Honestly, I
think the story only has about four more chapters. Hopefully it will be done by
Christmas.
So
without further ado enjoy!!
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The
Order members sat at the kitchen table, having a meeting about how Ginny got
away from Sebastian, Tom’s death, and the plan for rounding up the other Death
Eaters. Everyone was in a state of shock upon hearing about Tom’s death but
quickly got over it to come up with a plan to round up the Death Eaters.
While
everyone was talking, Lucius had given Harry the letter Tom wrote him. He
smiled sadly at Harry before turning his attention back to the conversation at
hand.
Harry left the kitchen, unable to hear the plan about rounding up the Death
Eaters. He left the house and went on a long walk before settling in a park
(ironically, the same park Ginny was kidnapped by the Malfoys in).
He
stared at his name on the roll of parchment for a very long time. He just
couldn’t believe, after being told for six years that it was his destiny to
kill Voldemort, the old bastard did the deed himself.
Harry
was actually a little bitter about how anti-climatic the whole situation was. Voldemort
was the one to kill his parents. He was the one whose life was made a
living hell because he had the
responsibility of saving all of Wizard kind from the evil manic.
‘And now this,’ Harry thought, staring
at the letter a little longer.
He
wondered what the old scaly bastard wanted.
‘Well you won’t know until you open it
Potter,’
With a
sigh, Harry unrolled the parchment and read what Voldemort had to say.
Dear Harry,
I know there is nothing I could possibly say that could make you
forgive me or to stop you from hating me. All I can do is speak from my heart
and hope that you heal after all of the hell I put you through.
First off, I think you deserve to know why I turned out the way I did,
why I created my
Alter ego Voldemort.
My mother died while giving birth to me and my father wanted nothing to
do with me. I was placed in an orphanage.
I remember as a boy, all I wanted was love from someone, anyone who could
give it to me. I was like a Dementor, soaking up any joy and happiness anyone
was willing to give to me. Of course, the people who ran the orphanage were
bitter old prostitutes who allowed sick men to come into the home and rape us
for a fee.
The only unconditional love I got in that hell hole was the babies that
were brought there. I used to feed them, take care of them and hold them. The
pleasure of being loved by them never lasted for long though since the babies
were always the first to get adopted. By the time Albus Dumbledore came to get
me, I was a very bitter eleven year old little boy.
It didn’t help that at the time, Dumbledore favored the man who came
into the orphanage to rape me three times a week. Of course, I knew that
Dumbledore wasn’t the man who hurt me but it was hell to be saved by a man who
looked just like the monster who took my childhood innocence away.
I hated Dumbledore with all of my being. Everything he wanted I tried
my best to do the opposite of. I was a good student academically but behavior
wise, I think Dumbledore was at his wits end. It was when he forbade me to go
to the Restricted Section of Hogwarts library that I made one of the biggest
mistakes of my life.
I snuck into the section one night and opened up a book on Dark Arts.
From that day forward I was seduced with the idea of having making our world a
world of hell. Any tenderness, love, or mercy that was left in my body was
sucked away by the books I read.
I committed my first murder when I was sixteen years old. I remember
the day so clearly—I was back at the orphanage for the summer, still getting
used by men occasionally but not as often as I did when I was a little boy.
The man who had violated me in my youth came back, asking for me. The
old hags locked me in a room with him. Knowing that I couldn’t use my wand
because magic could be tracked by a student out of school, I put him into a
chock hold to weaken him and then put a pillow on his face to suffocate him.
The feeling of power that I got from his murder … to know that I played god was
a very strong feeling indeed.
The old hags who ran the orphanage never told a soul for they couldn’t
explain why the man was locked in a room with me in the first place. His body
was dumped in a nearby river.
It was then that I became addicted to murder and lost my soul
completely to the Dark magic.
I committed at least three murders once a week at my peak. By then, I
had already gathered followers who loved murder and torture as much as I did,
and became known as Voldemort or, my favorite for a long time,
he-who-must-not-be-named. I craved power and did everything I could to get it,
including killing your parents and attempting to kill you.
I wasn’t expecting to be set back to much by the protective magic of
love your mother gave you. The only thing that gave me the will to come back
was the anger, hatred and jealously I had of you. You had a mother willing to
die for you simply because she loved you—not out of a sense of duty. No one
would do that for me, no matter how powerful I was.
I wanted to hurt you so much when I finally reached my full form. When
Severus Snape told me of the accidental pregnancy of Ginevra Weasley, I was
ecstatic. I could hurt you by killing her. I knew from the very beginning that
she wasn’t truly seduced by becoming a Death Eater but let her go through the
whole entire process to humiliate her and use the extra magic she emitted from
her belly.
My plans were thwarted once again by love—the one emotion I could never
quite get or figure out. The magic in her belly snapped me out of my sadistic
alter ego—it forced me to take a look at the man I became. I was horrified at
the acts I committed to those around me. I knew I couldn’t live another moment
contributing to the evil in the world so I came up with a plan to end this
unnecessary and hurtful war in the neatest way possible—all given to Ginevra
Weasley.
Also—attached to this letter is a list of Death Eaters you should spare
from Azkaban for the only way I would have let them out was to kill them. I
think my followers thought me more gullible than I actually was but at the time
followers were followers. With each name, I have an official statement to help
move their case along should they run into trouble.
I would have gladly given you the pleasure to
kill me but I didn’t want you to become a murderer like I was. You are much
better than that Harry and you deserve to live a life with as pure a soul as
you can.
I didn’t write this letter to have a sense of peace before I died. I
wrote it to help you cope with what I was never able to cope with at your age.
Your parents are gone but the people who surround you and love you are not.
They still live, breathe and love you with all of their hearts. Don’t push them
away, accept the love they give you and move on with your life.
So, as I end this letter, I wish you good luck on your road to healing
and recovery. I hoped this letter aided you in that journey. Take care of Ginevra,
she meant the world to me. Make sure her children are always protected and make
sure you love her with all your being, the way I did before I died. If in my
short three months of loving her I could gain more joy than I ever had in my
life—imagine the lifetime of joy she will bring to you.
Have a great life Harry Potter—you only get one after all.
Tom Marvolo Riddle
Tom’s name on the parchment became blurred. It wasn’t until
a drop of wetness fell on Harry’s wrist that he realized that he was crying.
For the first time in Harry’s life, he felt free.
And it felt wonderful.
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Lucius and Moody were the ones to go back to where Ginny
was held for two months by Sebastian Snape. Snape didn’t go because he knew
that seeing his brother would cause him to commit murder. Instead, he sat in
Ginny’s recovering room and cradled little Travis in his arms.
“Merlin things are moving so fast here. It’s constantly
been feeding twins, planning, feeding twins, talking with my family and
friends, feeding the twins—it’s all so much,” Ginny said as she rocked
Samantha.
“They have to—the Dark Lord failed to call his servants for
almost two months and we can’t spare letting them all find someone else to
follow,” Snape said.
Ginny sighed.
“I know—it’s just the hormones talking. I haven’t been quite
the same since I had Travis and Samantha,” Ginny confided.
Snape stood from his place and walked over to sit next to
Ginny.
“I know Lucius and I have been neglecting you romantically
and I apologize on both of our behalf’s. Your right—it has been a busy few
days,” he said, sinking into the side of the bed.
Ginny smiled sadly.
“It was hard being there by myself
for so long you know? There were moments where I missed you and Lucius so much
that I almost went crazy. Now it’s like I’m being teased by being so close to
you both but unable to do anything but hug and kiss you,”
Madame Pomfrey had told Ginny that she was in no shape to
shag Lucius or Snape for that matter. She
had to heal from not only the trauma giving birth to twins without any medical
attention but from the brutal way Sebastian raped her while she was stuck in
her prison.
Not only that but since no fertility potion could counter
act the Insumo
potion, both Lucius and Snape had to be very careful with shagging Ginny
because she could easily get pregnant again.
“Lucius and I couldn’t even be with each other properly while
you were away. It was always like a part of us was missing. The urge to bond with
you and Lucius together is overwhelming but until you heal and we figure out
how to counteract this potion, I’m afraid kisses are all we can afford to have
right now,” Snape said.
Ginny sighed and looked down at her daughter. Little
Samantha’s head was no longer cone shaped but she still mostly ate and slept.
Already Ginny could tell that Samantha was going to be a spitting image of
Snape—only much cuter.
The reality of her role as a mother was no longer hard to
grasp any longer. She was responsible for her children for the rest of her life
but she felt no bitterness for having to give up her own life to take care of
her children. She knew the responsibilities she had when she got pregnant and
she accepted them a long time ago.
“Ginevra—I don’t think I could ever find the words to thank
you for not taking that potion and … terminating the twins,” Snape said
quietly.
Ginny ran a hand over Snape’s cheek.
“It was my pleasure,”
After a few more moments of silence, Ginny let out a
giggle, looking at Snape slyly from the corner of her eye.
Snape raised an eyebrow.
“You getting a little soft on us Professor,”
Instead of being offended, Snape couldn’t stop the tiny
grin from shaping his lips.
“When it comes to my children and my partners, I have no
shame in being soft. You’re all my life, the family I had always dreamed of
having when I was a kid. But just because I’m soft with you, Lucius and the
twins does not mean that I will be soft with everyone
else,”
Ginny leaned over to Snape and kissed him firmly on the
lips.
“Good—your snarky Professor Snape act in class never failed
to make me wet and horny for you,”
Snape groaned and leaned in to kiss Ginny once again.
“I swear on Merlin that as soon as you are healed, Lucius
and I will shag you until you can’t walk,” Snape vowed.
Ginny giggled.
“I’ll be holding you to that promise,” she said.
A knock on the door interrupted Snape and Ginny’s flirting.
Snape glared at the door and barked for the person to enter.
The door opened slowly and a mess of hair peaked from the
crack. Snape let out a sigh and stood.
Harry walked through the door, giving Ginny a weak smile.
“Hey Gin—hi Professor. Do you mind if I talk with Ginny
alone?” Harry asked quietly.
Snape gave Ginny a knowing look.
“Fine Potter,” he said walking toward the door.
Without warning, he put baby Travis into Harry’s arms and
left the room.
Harry held the baby awkwardly in his arms despite the love
he had for the little bundle. He wasn’t used to holding babies so awkwardness was
expected.
Ginny patted the side of the bed and smiled at Harry.
“How have you been Harry?”
Harry sat on the bed, shifting Travis in his arms until the
baby was settled comfortably.
“Bloody confused. As you know he wrote me a letter and while I read it I went
through so many emotions. At first I was angry that the snake bastard didn’t
let me be the one to finish him off. Then I became disappointed that I didn’t
fulfill the one destiny that every told me I needed to fulfill. And then I was relieved
that it was all over but sad that he had to resort to such an unhonorable death,” Harry said.
“Yeah, Tom does make people feel that way,” Ginny said with
a sad smile.
“I want to believe what he wrote me Gin but I can’t bring
myself to believe that someone who has caused so much pain changed so much,” Harry
said.
Ginny bit her lip hesitantly for a second before speaking.
“Put the babies in the cradle Harry,” she ordered, pointing
to the two bassinets in the corner of the room.
Harry didn’t argue—he simply did as Ginny said, putting the
sleeping bundles into the cradles as she asked.
He sat on the edge of the bed once more—looking at Ginny
expectantly.
Before either one of them could say anything more, Lucius
burst through the bedroom door. He looked at Ginny with a blank expression on
his face.
Ginny quickly sat up.
“What’s going on?” she asked, her expression filling with
worry at Lucius’ serious demeanor.
“We found Percy,”
A/N: Yay!
Percy’s back (I guess some people won’t like that lol)!
Anyway, I hope you all enjoyed the chapter. Tell me what you think in a review
(And you should totally leave one so I can have something other than horrible
marks this term to look forward to lol)!
Until next week!
Love,
Koolgirl :D
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