Broken Wings | By : Drarry-Lisa Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Harry/Draco Views: 4083 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Chapter-36
Acceptance
Harry was standing by the window in his study, looking outside. The weather was nice and he found himself wishing to go out with Draco. Draco had always loved to shop and they needed furniture for home as well as the academy. He wanted Draco to shop for clothes as well. Draco loved it and his face practically glowed with happiness when he purchased clothes for Harry and himself.
He punched the wall in frustration. Draco did not want to step even a foot out of this place. For the millionth time, he cursed the bastards who had led to all this, to seven pits of hell.
"Harry." Draco's soft voice reached him but he did not turn around. He just kept on gazing out. "Harry." Draco spoke again and this time, Harry heard something akin to desperation in his voice. Finally, he turned around and almost stumbled when he saw Draco's eyes. His eyes were shining and he was out of breath. It seemed that he had run all the way to his room. Something had changed and Harry wondered what it was.
Sub-consciously, he walked towards Draco and Draco walked towards him, his stride hurried. They met in between and Draco suddenly stumbled down on his knees.
For a moment, Harry was stunned because something was definitely wrong. Draco would not break down in front of him, not if he can help it and Harry was alarmed so he knelt down in front of him. Draco was sitting on his knees, his hands clenched into fists on his thighs as he stared at Harry, his eyes shining.
Draco's next words chilled Harry.
"They raped me." Draco whispered, his voice low but his words clear and he stared into Harry's eyes while he said this. Draco had never accepted the fact that he had been sexually assaulted. According to him, he had always been paid and so his clients had a right to do what they did.
Harry stared speechlessly as Draco continued, his fingers trembling on his thighs and his eyes shining.
"The first time, those couple of hulks came in, I had tried to free myself but I couldn't. I had begged them to stop but they didn't. They were too strong and I couldn't throw them off and all the subsequent clients had forced themselves on me. I had always protested. I had wanted them to leave and told them that I would rather die of hunger but they wouldn't leave Harry and would show me money and I was so hungry at times that I couldn't deny but by the end, I protested and begged them to stop, to not fuck me but they did it anyways."
Harry stayed frozen and tears fell from Draco's eyes. He had finally accepted it. It had taken him a complete decade to do so and Harry wanted to take him in his arms to comfort him but he knew that he must let Draco get it out of his system.
"I do not know who manipulated me Harry but I want them destroyed. This is the last time I am crying because of those bastards. I am done with brooding Harry. I don't want to die now. When I was in the shower, I realized that I would die and won't be able to live with you and it had been a horrible thought. I want to live with you. I want to live and love and have a beautiful house and a kid who has your eyes and my hair. I- I do not wish to die."
Draco's voice was clear and his face was wet and his hands were still trembling but he kept on looking at Harry and Harry stayed silent for as long as he could.
When Draco raised his right hand to wipe his tears, Harry couldn't take it anymore and pulled Draco's shaking body in his arms.
Harry had never even imagined that Draco was holding so much pain inside him. He cried and screamed and shook and trembled and hugged Harry tightly. He cursed those bastards and vowed to destroy them, crying all the while. At a point he punched Harry's chest and cursed him for not caring earlier.
Harry held him silently. Words were not required. Harry understood Draco's pain. He understood and he wiped his own tears. Draco had still emerged out of everything completely unscathed and Harry was proud of his husband for being strong.
After what felt like hours but were only a few minutes, Draco stopped sobbing and pulled back to look at Harry. Their eyes met and held. Draco's eyes were red rimmed and his lips were trembling a bit and their were a few scars of burn here and there but he was still the most the most beautiful and important man of Harry's life and before he knew, he was leaning forwards to kiss Draco.
The kiss was soft and passionate. It was like returning home and Harry realized that he had missed kissing Draco so much. His tongue probed Draco's teeth for entrance and he was granted. His tongue mapped Draco's mouth and Draco's hands buried in his hair. A few seconds passed and Draco started kissing back. He turned Harry's head and kissed Harry deeply. They were sitting on the hard floor on there knees and it was uncomfortable but Harry forgot everything around him. He forgot that Draco's parents were waiting and perhaps others had arrived by now as well. All he knew was that Draco was kissing him back, that he was trying to dominate there kiss, that he was getting his Draco back.
His hands crawled inside Draco's shirt and found the skin of Draco's back. Draco hissed a bit and Harry had to pull back at that. Draco's lips followed him and he chuckled. Draco looked cross for a moment and then his cheeks coloured.
"You are still hurt. I don't want to hurt you." Harry murmured, his hands outside and around Draco's waist now. Draco's hands stayed inside Harry's trousers though and squeezed his hips before Draco looked at him softly and whispered, "Later then. I will be healed in no time at all."
Harry pulled Draco in his arms and placed his head on Draco's shoulders. Draco stroked his hair and whispered "I love you."
"I love you too." Harry whispered and then continued, "Welcome back."
Draco replied, "Thank you for bringing me back." and placed his chin on Harry's shoulder.
They stayed like that for a long period of time.
It was Hermione who finally knocked on Harry's door. She smiled when she saw them together. She must have realized the truth when she saw Draco's eyes because her eyes shined and her lips upturned in a smile. Behind her, Ron breathed in relief and Harry wondered when they had started reading Draco so well. He wondered if Draco was surprised as well. He pulled back and saw Draco's eyebrows raised and realized that Draco was surprised as well.
His face was glowing with strength and so were his eyes. After a long period of time, Draco looked alive and Harry hugged him again.
"You have stopped shopping altogether Potter. We are going tomorrow. We need clothes."
"It's no fun without you." Harry muttered.
Hermione chuckled and sat down on her knees and Ron rolled his eyes. Harry smiled on Harry's shoulders and Draco continued his rant, "You don't even own proper robes now and your shirts are old. Honestly, Harry..."
Harry looked at his friends and smiled.
"Come on, you git. Your father is waiting for us, glaring at ceiling and muttering to himself." Ron smirked and Draco glared at him, "Don't talk like that about my father."
"Honestly, shut it. We have to go before he turns Severus mad with his ranting."
"Let's go." Harry whispered and stood up. Draco smiled and Harry grinned at him, his hand going to ruffle through his untamed hair and then they walked to the sitting room where everyone else had gathered.
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