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WARNING: This chapter contains rape of a minor.
CH 38 Obliviate.
�He does not.� Lou told her. �He�s a friend that�s all.
They argued about boys until it was time for supper, then went back to Lou�s room afterwards and continued. It was the arrival of Madam Pomfry that broke up the friendly banter and the girls were forced to leave.
�I�m sorry Madam Pomfry, I didn�t realise how late it was.�

�Don�t apologise dear, I�m glad to see you are having a good time with your friends.� The nurse waved her wand and placed wards and a silencing spell on the door. �I too am in the order, I know a little of your circumstances before you came to Hogwarts. If ever you feel the need to talk, you know how to contact me.�
�Thank you madam Pomfry, I don�t really have anyone �older that I can �I didn�t mean older, I meant ��

The medi-witch laughed. �I know what you meant so don�t get upset. Just know that I am here should you need me. As for your leg, it is coming along nicely. I am afraid you will never have full control of it though, not with all the damage to the nerves and ligaments. But the wound itself is healing nicely and providing you manage not to bump it again, you should be able to dispense with the dressing in a week or two.�
�That�s brilliant, thanks.� Lou had something to look forward to now and couldn�t keep the broad smile from her face when the medi-witch left her room.
She was about to get ready for bed when a knock sounded at her door.

�Who is it?� she asked warily.
�Professor Snape.�
Lou opened the door, wondering if he�d decided to punish her for cheeking him earlier today when he�d told her to change her clothes. The clothes she was still wearing.
His eyes swept over her before he spoke. �My office, now.� He said, turning to exit the room.
�Oh shit.� She thought, grabbing a robe out of the closet, and throwing it over her head before following him.
Once they were seated in his office, he warded and silenced the door. �Starting tomorrow, I shall be teaching you Occlumancy. The first thing the Dark Lord will do on meeting you is probe into your mind. When that ��

�Meets me?� Lou cried. �Why does he want to meet me?�

�If you shut up and allow me to finish, I shall tell you.� He told her angrily. �Do not interrupt me again. As yet he has not mentioned when he want to see you, only that he will in the near future. Until that time, you will learn Occlumancy so that you can close off areas of your mind we do not wish him to see. Each night when you retire, you will close your mind and think of nothing. It will not be easy at first, but if you persist, it will become easier. I will know if you have not been practicing so I suggest you begin tonight.�
�How will you know?�

�Because I shall be performing Legillimancy on you. If you have practiced closing your mind, I will have difficulty seeing anything you do not wish me to see. You have already experienced Legillimancy and know what to expect. You were able to resist Veritaserum, I do not see why you should have any problems with Occlumency, oh and Lou?�
�Yes Professor?� She asked, standing and leaning on her cane.
�In future, if I give you an order, I expect you to obey.�
�What order?�

�Any order, though on this occasion, your attire. You may go.�
So next day straight after breakfast, Lou�s friends went to Hogsmead again and Lou went to Professor Snape�s office.
�Now, have you tried to clear your mind during the night?�

�Yes.�
�And?�
�And nothing. The more I tried not to think of something, the more I thought about it.�
�That is because you should not be trying to not think of something, you should be concentrating on not thinking at all.�
�Right, so what�s the difference?� Lou asked. �Because I don�t see one.�
�The difference is, you are thinking about something, and then attempting not to think about it. What you should be doing, is simply not thinking at all. Now do you understand?�

Lou said yes while shaking her head at the same time. She didn�t understand at all but didn�t want to get him mad.
Severus knew she was confused but was unable to explain it any clearer. He decided she would have to figure it out for herself and had no doubt that she eventually would. He just hoped she did not take too long about it.
�Take out your wand. I am going to enter your mind and I want you to prevent me from doing so. On second thoughts, put your wand away, I would prefer not to have my face rearranged for me.�
As soon as Lou put her wand back in her pocket, he aimed his own wand at her and shouted Legillimens.�
Lou felt him inside her head, she saw herself sitting on the sofa again with her coat on, her bag by her side, she saw herself kneeling on the floor praying, sobbing as she did so because her knees hurt. She saw Mr Smyth bringing the hairbrush down on her stomach and screamed as she hit the floor.
�Are you alright?� Severus asked, kneeling beside her and lifting her gently.

He�d pulled from her mind when he saw the image and she screamed.
Lou sobbed and nodded. �I can�t do it, it�s too hard.�
�You can do it Lou, I did not expect you to be able to do anything the first time. It might be better if you were to sit down from now on.�

He helped her to her feet and sat her in a chair. He pointed his wand and transfiguring the hard backed chair into a deep, comfortable armchair. �So you will not fall out.� He told her.

�Again Lou, try and block me. Legillimens.�
A woman walked in with a tiny baby and her mummy and daddy were cooing over it, ignoring her as the lady led her from the house. She was praying again and Mr Staynes was shouting at her, telling her she was going to burn. Mr Collins was holding her down and trying to get his hand in her knickers. �Nooo.� She screamed.
Severus looked at her, surprised at the force she used to eject him from her mind.
She was slumped in the chair crying, her shoulders heaving with her sobs.
�You did very well Lou.� He told her softly. I am sorry it has to be like this, it would be better had you some good memories for me to see rather than the ones you have.�
�I have got some good ones. I used one to make my Patronus, but you keep going back to the horrible ones, the ones I want to forget.�
�These good memories, how far back are they?�
�Not very.�
�Then I shall attempt to breach those and leave the more unpleasant ones alone, although I cannot promise to ignore them completely. Here.� He passed her a piece of chocolate and gave her a few minutes to calm herself.
�Ready? Legillimens.�
Lou wasn�t ready, she was watching for the first time, as Severus took to the skies on his broom. She looked on with awe, thinking how beautiful he looked up there. She was hanging upside down on her own broom and loving it. They were in Diagon Alley and she slipped her hand into his, only to have it rejected and she was hurt and confused, thinking she wasn�t good enough to touch anyone. He was flying again and Lou thought he was wonderful, then they were flying together and Lou wanted it to last forever. He was telling her that he would prefer never to have to see her again and she felt as though her heart was being ripped in two. They were at the door of his manor and she had her arms about his neck, she started to feel something unfamiliar to her as she hugged him.
�NO.� She shouted. Once again shocking Severus with the force of her ejection.
�You did not try soon enough.� He told her crossly. Though he was more shocked than cross. He�d not realised how much Lou worshiped him, how deep her feelings for him ran until just now. Nor had he realised the depths to which he�d hurt her with something so simple as refusing her contact with him. Then in his home, when she started to feel something more than simple gratitude.
�I think that will do for today. You were enjoying the memories of our time together too much Lou, it is something I would prefer the Dark Lord not to have access to. It could mean both our lives. Keep practicing closing your mind, every night without fail.�
He unwarded the office door and let her out.
Lou headed for the common room, still wiping her eyes when she walked in.
�What�s wrong with you?� Malfoy asked when she entered.
�Nothing, I just got a telling off from Professor Snape.� She lied. Though it wasn�t entirely a lie. The professor had scolded her for not trying hard enough.
�You must have been hauled over the coals if you�re crying. What did you do?�
�I messed up with some work he set me and he wasn�t too pleased.�
�I told you to come to me if you were having problems with your homework. I meant it you know, I�ll help you.�
�Yeah, but what would you want in return? You weren�t very nice the last time, you and him.� She turned and looked at Blaize. �Tried to get into my room. You both made it clear what you wanted, and I don�t want to.�
�Fair enough.� He told her. �What are you willing to give? We don�t have to fuck, there are other ways you could repay me.�
Lou bypassed red completely and went white. �Nothing.� She said under her breath. She was shaken by what he just said and didn�t like this conversation at all.
�You�re a virgin then, only a virgin would get so hot and bothered by the word fuck.� He told her, laughing softly at her reaction when he repeated the word.
�It�s got nothing to do with you what I am.� She told him and was about to go to her room when a pair of arms wrapped around her and pinned her own arms to her sides while holding her tight against a hard body.
Lets find out shall we.� Said a voice in her ear.
Lou was about to scream but Malfoy drew his wand and placed a silencing spell on her, so when she opened her mouth, nothing came out.

She tried to use her good leg to kick but he stood to her left and she couldn�t reach him.
Lou was dragged down the dorm stairs corridor and into a storage room. There was a pile of spare mattresses against one wall and she was thrown onto them.
Zabini grinned down at her, pinning her down as Malfoy spelled her jeans off, then pulled her knickers down her legs. He gave a low whistle when he saw the bandage that started just below her knee and finished at her lower abdomen.
�Please, somebody help me.� She thought, willing her mind to reach out to someone, anyone.
�That�s some dressing, it must be bad, whatever is under it. But we�re not here to look at injuries Lou, we�re here to find out if you really are a virgin. If you told us when we asked, we wouldn�t need to do this.� Malfoy told her as he forced her legs apart and pushed two fingers inside her.
He grinned at Zabini, �Hey, she�s as fresh as a daisy, the cherry is still intact.� The he leaned over her and whispered in her ear. �We can help you with that.� He pushed his fingers into her a bit harder, causing tears to stream down her face.
�What do you think Blaize, are you up for it? We can obliviate her when we�re done.�
His friend leered down at her and nodded.
Next she knew she was stuck to the mattress spread eagle and could only watch as the two boys/men removed their trousers and boxers. Both had large erections and both were leaking at the tips.
Lou shook her head frantically as Malfoy climbed onto the mattress between her legs and positioned himself at her dry entrance.
�Nononononono. Please no.� She pleaded with her eyes, but he ignored her look as he forced himself into her, pushing passed her barrier.
Lou screamed silently at the burning, white hot pain that shot through her. Now he was thrusting in and out of her, not even giving her chance to adjust to this new intrusion and she felt as though someone was shoving a red hot poker into her over and over. It hurt so much and it seemed like he was never going to stop.
Lou wanted to curl up and die but she couldn�t.
Suddenly Malfoy stiffened and held himself still. Lou didn�t know he was coming inside her, she�d never done this before and after her past experiences, she�d tried not to look too deeply into the details of intercourse.
When he collapsed on top of her she hoped he was finished and would get off her.
When he did she let out a shaky breath, then Zabini aimed his wand at her and said �Scourgify.�
Next thing she knew he�d replaced Malfoy and was ramming himself inside her too, he seemed to go on much longer than Malfoy and much harder too. He released the charm on her legs for a moment, forced her knees up and re-applied the charm so her feet were stuck to the mattress. She felt something give inside her bad leg and wanted to cry out, beg them to stop. When he reached down and shoved a finger into her bottom she tried to scream again. Still no sound came from her mouth and he added a second finger and kept thrusting them in and out of her bottom while he fucked her.
Lou thought she�d never felt such pain and humiliation. Even her leg never felt this bad and all she could do was to lay there sobbing while they did this to her.
When Zabini finally finished, he pulled out and scourgified her again before scourgifying himself. Both boys/men had blood on their penises when they�d finished with her.
The trouble was, by the time Zabini was done, Malfoy was hard again and he took her once more before cleaning her up and throwing her knickers and trousers at her. They released her from the sticking spell and told her to get dressed.
Lou could hardly move, never mind put her clothes on, and instead she curled up on her side in pain and cried, her left leg drawn up to her chest and her right leg down because it would not bend.
She fought them when they tried to dress her themselves and Zabini used his wand to spell her trousers on, then tucked her knickers into her pocket.

He removed the silencing spell.
�Get off me.� She said, feebly pushing him away.
�Suit yourself bitch.� he told her, turning and heading for the door.
Lou rolled over and managed to get her feet on the floor. �Why? Why did y �OOOWW!� She cried, doubling over in pain. �Hurts. It hurts.�
Both boys spun to look at her surprised. They�d both popped cherries before, but the girls never complained. There again, the girls had always been willing, and they were only fucked once the first time, not three times in a row.
�Don�t you have some potion you take for pain? Zabini asked. �Where is it? I�ve seen you use it often enough.�
�Pocket, trouser pocket.� She told him, trying to remember to breath. She hurt so much, why did they do this to her? Why?
Zabini fought with her to get his hand in her pocket and Malfoy held her upright to make it easier for the other boy.
Not that Lou had much fight left in her, she was shocked, trembling, hurting.
Finally he got hold of the small phial and removed the stopper. When he realised Lou�s hands were shaking too much to hold the bottle, he raised it to her lips, Malfoy snatching a handful of her hair and pulling her head back.
Lou drank it greedily, desperate for the pain to leave her, it was worse than the worse pain she�d suffered with her leg.
The empty bottle was stoppered and placed back in her pocket and as Lou recovered, the boys headed for the door.
As soon as they were through, Malfoy poked his head back inside and aimed his wand at Lou. �Hey bitch.� he said.
Lou lifted her pain filled eyes to his and he said �Obliviate.� Before disappearing.
A moment later, Lou was looking around the small room, wondering where she was and why. She noticed her cane on the floor near a pile of mattresses and moved to get it, but she winced and let out a small cry as she did. She was hurting between her legs, stinging inside. Her bottom hurt a bit too and she didn�t know why. Accio�ing her cane, she made her way from the cupboard and into the common room feeling very confused. Her leg was next to useless and dragged painfully behind her, the cane taking all the weight as she looked round, found no one and made her way slowly and painfully to her room.
Bobby appeared and knew immediately that something was wrong.

�Miss, what is happened? You want Bobby should get someone?�

�No, I �I need to lie down, need to rest Bobby.�

She allowed the elf to put her into bed, too shaken to want anyone to start poking and prodding at her leg, as much as it hurt. Her mind felt so fuzzy and she still couldn�t understand what happened to her, why she was in that room or why she was in so much pain.
�It must have been the Occlumancy, it�s confused me. But why do I hurt so much? Why?� She thought. She immediately fell asleep when her head hit the pillows.
Severus assumed Lou was sulking when she did not show up for lunch. When she did not appear for evening meal, he was slightly annoyed. Her friends were there and seemed cheerful enough and it was unusual for her not to be with them.
Severus didn�t know they�d been banging on her door for half an hour but got no reply. They assumed she was elsewhere in the castle and expected to see her in the Great Hall.
�Let her sulk.� He thought. �But if she does not show her face for breakfast tomorrow I shall drag her from the blasted room.�
It was around ten that evening when an elf appeared at his door with a message to go to the Headmasters office.
�Now what?� he grumbled, putting down his book and leaving the room. He put up his wards and made his way to the stone gargoyle that guarded the entrance to Albus� office and private quarters. He did not have to say the password as the gargoyle moved aside at his approach.
He took the stairs two at a time, even though the staircase moved of it�s own accord. He had an ominous feeling and did not even knock before walking in.
He was slightly surprised to see Madam Pomfry in there looking very upset.

�What is it? Has something happened to one of my students?� He demanded to know.
�Severus please, sit down and we shall explain.� Albus told him.
His eyes bore into the Headmasters. �I prefer to stand, now would you please tell me what is going on, and why is Madam Pomfry here?�
�Severus, we have a situation with Miss Black, a very delicate situation. It would be better if you were to sit down.�

�What situation Headmaster, what is wrong with L �Miss Black?�
�As you know, Poppy goes to her room and treats her leg each evening before bed.�
�Headmaster would you please get to the point, otherwise I shall be forced to go downstairs and find out for myself what this situation is.� He growled.
�Severus, Louhi has been �Poppy would you mind, I cannot bring myself to say this.�
Severus looked to the medi-witch who seemed even more distressed than when he�d first entered the room.
�I went to examine her leg Severus. She was still dressed and unconscious in her bed. When I removed her trousers she had on no underwear and was bleeding. Not menstrual bleeding. She had severe bruising on her thighs, buttocks and genitalia and there was a certain amount of internal damage. She has been raped Severus. I think also that her leg has been forced into an unnatural position as the tendons have snapped. In addition, she has no idea how any of this happened, the only recollection she has is finding herself in a store cupboard and not knowing why she was there, only that she was in a lot of pain.�
Severus went white and spun on his heel, ready to run down the stairs to Lou�s room.
�Severus she is not there, Poppy has removed all evidence of the assault and healed her, but the damage to her leg was beyond her ken and Louhi is now in St Mungo�s.�

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