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Never Whole	By : razldazzl72 Category: Harry Potter > General > General Views: 6957 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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When Harry began to regain consciousness he noticed he was cocooned in warmth and he’d had a peaceful nights sleep. He soon felt arms tighten slightly around him and the flood of memories that had been last night appeared in his mind. He cuddled into the warmth, he’d always enjoyed snuggling with Draco, it made him feel at peace with himself and the world as a whole, it was having the same effect now. Oh Draco still had a lot of ass to kiss to make it right, but Harry would not abuse it, that wasn’t his style.

Harry was going to somewhat humiliate Draco in front of his father, he’d love to do a bit publicly but also knew that wasn’t possible at the moment due to Draco and Lucius being spies for the side of light that was impossible, he wouldn’t purposely endanger anyone’s life.

A plan formed in his head and he believed it would humiliate Draco enough and make him understand just how badly it had hurt Harry to see Draco as he had. Of course he knew Lucius knew Snape as well, he’d have to play along.

Harry gently extracted himself from Draco’s arms and smiled gently at the blonde as he rolled over and pulled Harry’s pillow into his arms and snuggle into it. Harry went into the bathroom and stripped himself of his clothes, pulled his wand from his robes he’d brought in with him and did a cleaning spell on the clothes then got in and took a shower. After he got out and dried himself off and got dressed again he went back into the bedroom to find Draco sitting up looking at him.

"I.." Draco started. "I want to thank you for giving me a chance to prove myself at least to be a friend." Draco finished looking down at the sheet he had in his hand.

"Don’t thank me yet Draco, you may reconsider if my plan goes through." Harry said and tried to open the door, it had been unlocked and Harry left the room.

Harry entered the dining room to find Lucius grinning like a Cheshire cat at Harry.

"I take it things went well?" Lucius said in a smug voice. Harry smirked back at the man.

"That all depends on if you’ll help me with something or not." Came Harry’s retort.

"Of course I’ll help, what do you need.?" Lucius raised an eyebrow and waited patiently for Harry to explain the plan. By the end Lucius was laughing. "That will be the perfect thing to set him in his place, let me speak with Severus and we’ll see if we can’t do this tonight." Lucius finished his breakfast quickly and as he was leaving his brightly smiling son entered the room. Lucius turned and winked at Harry and Draco caught it, and raised a questioning eyebrow to Harry which only resulted in a shrug from said Gryffindor.

After lunch Lucius cornered Harry and said it was a go and to which study they would be in. Harry pulled out a hair from his head and placed it in the vial that Lucius had given him and Harry handed it back to Lucius. He didn’t know who was going to be who or even who the other person would be, he didn’t care. He hadn’t known to the day whom Draco was kissing and didn’t want to know, that would only make things worse.

The day passed with Draco not leaving Harry’s side if it could be helped. Harry didn’t mind so much, he actually found it quite comforting.

"Draco?" Harry started while they were researching. Draco finished what he was looking at and looked up at Harry. "I’m going to ask you something and I don’t want you to get upset all right?" Draco nodded, Harry sighed deeply, he hated doing this to Draco but he needed the Slytherin to understand what he’d gone through.

"How you feel if you’d caught me doing what you did that night?" Harry truly curious, it was getting close to the time when Harry would lead Draco to the study that Lucius and Severus were going to be in, he wanted to know what to expect. Draco furrowed his brow as he tried to imagine the situation reversed, they’d been happy before Harry had caught him, had no reason to believe Draco would do anything like that.

"I...I don’t know, and I truly hope I never find out, my gods Harry that must have been awful for you," tears leaked out of Draco’s eyes. Harry smiled sadly, this was something Draco was going to need to understand.

"Come walk with me?" Harry asked and Draco jumped up and grabbed Harry’s hand gladly and they left the room. Harry and Draco talk of things of little consequence as Harry led Draco to the correct study. Harry opened the door and motioned for Draco to go in. Draco froze at what he saw in the room. Almost totally forgetting that Harry was right beside him, his hand flew to cover his mouth and tears sprang into his eyes.

There in the room stood Harry Potter, well who he thought was Harry kissing someone quite passionately. His heart dropped to his shoes. He understood now, he knew what Harry felt. He turned to leave when his eyes caught the real Harry. Draco sobbed openly before his flung himself at Harry.

"I am so sorry Harry, I understand now." Draco dissolved into broken sobs on Harry’s chest. The two men stopped what they were doing and watched. It almost killed Lucius (currently Harry) to see Draco break down like that, but he was glad to help Harry make him understand what he’d gone through over a year ago. When Draco finally calmed down a little is when the Polyjuice had happened to wear off. Draco looked at his father and prior professor with sad eyes. "I had no idea I’d hurt him so deeply, everything he’s been through, I don’t deserve him, I don’t deserve ht alt all and look at him, he’s giving me a chance to at least be a friend to him." Draco turned his eyes to Harry who smiled sadly at him.

"I am sorry I had to do that Draco, but you needed to understand how I felt, I mean really understand. Like I told you last night, I never stopped loving you. What we had was the love of a lifetime, we were lucky we had it. I don’t regret it for a minute." Harry closed his eyes and breathed deeply before continuing. "We will never be like we were before, I can never trust you fully again, well maybe not never, I understand why you did it, but it doesn’t change the fact that you did." Lucius beamed at Harry he knew where this was going, all would be fine, well as fine as it could go in a world with the fear of Voldemort around.

"I want to try again Draco. Now that you’ve seen you’re mistake in not talking to me instead of what you did. I love you Draco and I want you in my life. But you’re going to have to rebuild my trust for you. If you think you can do that, then we can try again if that’s what you want, the ball is in your court now, it’s up to you." Harry turned "thank you gentlemen, you’ve been extremely helpful." With that Harry left the three men alone which he went back to the library.

Draco sank to the ground and cried. For an instant he thought it was Harry and his world came crashing down. He understood now, totally and thoroughly. Severus quickly made his excuses and left, while his father stayed to comfort.

"I am sorry Draco, but I agreed with Harry, you needed to know what Harry went through when you hurt him." Draco nodded as he didn’t trust his voice at the moment. When he calmed down he went out to find Harry. When he found him he was in one of the attic rooms sitting in a window seat staring out into the night sky as star twinkled. He had tear tracks of his own. It had pained him to see Draco’s reaction but at the same time it brought him relief to know that Draco now knew exactly what Harry went though. They could start again now.

Draco walked over to where Harry was at the window and dropped to his knees and lowered his head.

"I don’t deserve you, not one bit. I am so terribly sorry for what I did to you." Draco said softly but sincerely and a sob broke free from him at the end.

"You are forgiven now Draco, completely and utterly, you know now what I felt over a year ago, we have a clean slate." Harry said while pulling Draco up gently from his knees. Harry pulled him into a firm but gentle hug before kissing him soundly. Draco responded to the kiss immediately.

That night they made magic and made love for the first time ever. Sure they’d had sex when they were together before, but it had NEVER been like this before. Harry and Draco were both WHOLE again. The would not ever be Never Whole again.

THE END!!!!
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