I am Not My Father

Chapter 4 - Confusion & Concern

Hermione watched as Ron arrived with his wand alight and with the others close behind and as the light got closer she looked down at the person she had knocked out and in the approaching light she could only see the persons black cloak, pulling out her wand as well, she muttered luminous and her wand lit when she looked down she saw the person wasn’t moving and she looked over at Harry, who shrugged, so she lent down to grab him by the shoulder but as her hand neared she noticed blonde hair, white blonde hair to be exact and Hermione’s eyes widened, very familiar looking blonde hair. Now rushing she reached down and she grabbed his shoulder and turned him over and she found herself staring into the face of Draco Malfoy.

She heard Ron swear and Harry’s sharp intake of breath but she herself realised she was holding her breath, lying on the ground was a very unconscious Draco, he had blood running down the left side of his face and his face was deathly white. All Hermione could do was stare, the blood was so vivid against his blonde hair and pale skin, snapping out of it Hermione let out a gasp of air and she fumbled in her pockets till she found a handkerchief and she pulled it out and lent forward and held it to his head it wasn’t till she held it there that she realised that it had a green embroidered DM on it and she looked up at Ron and Harry as she carefully moved her fingers so that neither could see anything.

Neville was looking at Draco incredulously as if he thought he was dreaming “crikey! What are we going to do, I was expecting a deatheater not the son of a deatheater” and with that Harry and Ron looked at each other and then at Hermione she just shrugged, cringing she swallowed hard “you three go to the meeting and tell me what happens tomorrow, in the mean time I will take Malfoy to Dumbledore or should I take him to Professor Pomfrey first, hovering indecisively Hermione let out a gasp as she felt Draco move and then her eyes widened when she heard him groan. They all watch in silence as Malfoy slowly raised a shaking hand to his head and touched Hermione’s hand that was holding the hankie, feeling her warm skin he snapped his eyes open and stared up into her brown eyes and then his eyes narrowed in pain and he gasped out loud “who are you” and startled Hermione looked up at the others and she found them looking just as shocked as her.

Feeling Draco tense up, Hermione looked down and he once again raised his hand only this time he placed his fully over hers and pressed her hand harder against his skull, grimacing he looked up and Hermione could see the confusion in his eyes “Where are we” and then as Hermione watched his eyes turned from confusion to panic “Who am I”? Swallowing hard Hermione opened her mouth and then she closed it again. Looking up at the others her eyes were questioning but they were all looking as dumbfounded as she, glancing back down she cleared her throat and tried to explain once again “my name is Hermione Granger and your name is Draco Malfoy and we are in the Forbidden Forest” leaning down closer she talked more gently “don’t you remember anything”? Holding her breath Hermione waited but instead Draco just blinked a few times and whispered “my head really hurts”.

Frowning Hermione looked up again and she could see the faint curve of Ron’s lips as if he thought something was funny, scowling at him she rubbed her free hand, wearily over her face and sighed loudly “look you are going to be late and all the others will come out looking for us and this is going to very awkward to explain so you go on and I will think of something okay I will see you in the morning and we will talk over everything then okay” and with out waiting for a response she made a shooing motion with her hand and nodded for them to go. Hesitating Harry looked down “are you sure about this, are you sure you can handle it”? Rolling her eyes Hermione nodded and then gave them all a cheeky smile, still reluctant they nodded back and turned and left. Reaching into her pocket Hermione got her wand and muttered Luminous and looked down at Malfoy still clutching her hand.

Staring at him Hermione didn’t know what to say but she realised she needed to tell him that he would be okay so she gave him a small smile and spoke gently “Draco I am going to take you up to the Hospital wing and Madame Pomfrey will look at you and she might be able to help you” stopping Hermione was startled to see Draco freeze and his eyes fill with fear and panic “no you stay here with me I’m not going anywhere” staring incredulously down at him “but Draco we must get you head seen to, muggles are always worried when someone’s head is injured cause it may cause damage” expecting this to make a difference Hermione smiled but Draco just frowned “whats a muggle”? astonished Hermione froze and stared at Draco and whispered “oh no”!.

Struggling not to start laughing hysterically Hermione swallowed “ah, um, well I will explain that later, what we need to do is to get you up to the Hospital and get you checked out”. Draco shook his head and then gave a short yelp of pain and while gritting his teeth he half growled “I am not going up to some hospital”, seeing the determination in his eyes Hermione wondered what the problem was but pushed the thought aside, she would worry about it later, she told herself, right now I need to get him up to the castle, biting her lip she tried to think of somewhere she could take him till she could find Dumbledore. Looking absently down at Draco Hermione’s quick mind ticked over and then she smiled, the study, she would somehow get him to the Head Boy and Girl study.

Grinning down at him in relief Hermione found Draco looking at her lips in a distracted kind of way and she spoke soothingly “Okay Draco, if we can’t get you to the Hospital then I have to take you up to the castle to keep you warm, there is a study for Head Boy and Head Girl and we can go there” seeing him open his mouth to protest she hastily cut him off “there is only three people that know the password, you me and Dumbledore, we will be safe and no one can bother us”. Draco watched as the beautiful girl checked the bandage on his head and he stared at her, watching the way her lips moved as she spoke gently or when she smile and the way she held his head gently. Then he would look at her long hair it look so shiny that he wanted to reach out and touch it, he wasn’t really listening to what she was saying he just liked the sound of her voice, Draco smiled he was glad she was his girl.

Looking expectantly down at him Hermione waited for a response but none came “Well what do you think”? Frowning up at her he just looked blank “Ummm” sighing in impatience she decided enough was enough and she lent forward “come on” and she wrapped an arm around his back and tried to gently pull him forward. Giving a grunt of pain Draco’s head swam and he felt everything spinning and he grabbed at Hermione, clutching her to him and dragging her down so he could rest his head, hoping she could stop it spinning. Hermione almost yelled out in surprise when Draco pulled her down to her knees but now she just stared down at his head in astonishment, he was at least sitting up she thought, but she swallowed hard and found it hard to think, his head was nestled between her breasts and he held her so tightly that she couldn’t move.

The pain in his head receding Draco became aware of where his head was resting and even though his head ached he found himself grinning “God you feel good, mmm and you smell good to” standing still Hermione squeezed her eyes shut and she tried to swallow but her throat was to dry, gritting her teeth Hermione felt her nipples tighten and her skin burned where she could feel his breath against her skin. Dismayed at her bodies reaction Hermione reached down and put both hands under his arms “okay now we have to get you standing” and she pulled with all her strength, regretting having to leave his comfortable pillow Draco put his weight on his legs and although they were shaky they seemed to hold and Hermione smiled up and sounded very pleased “there we are now lets start walking, one step at a time”.

Still feeling a little woozy Draco frowned “Where are we going”? wrapping an arm around his back Hermione tried to sound soothing “I will take you up to our common room and then I will send an owl for Dumbledore” feeling him tense and seeing him open his mouth to argue, Hermione hastily broke in “we have to tell somebody and Professor Dumbledore is our Headmaster and will no what to do” seeing that he was still opposed to the idea Hermione hardened her voice “it is either the hospital or Dumbledore you choose”! Draco hesitated and swayed slightly but then gave a slight nod “okay the common room”. Smiling Hermione tucked her head under his arm and made sure that he could put all of his weight on her shoulders if he needed to lean on her.

They made their way up to the front doors Hermione looked over to see if he was alright but she found Draco staring up at Hogwarts in amazement, grinning Hermione urged him forward and up the steps she knew that she shouldn’t find anything funny but seeing Malfoy amazed about Hogwarts when he usually is so condescending because he lived in a huge mansion, grinning Hermione rolled her eyes and told herself to be serious. Sneaking a peek around the door Hermione found the coast clear and they half dragged each other in, stopping to let Draco catch his breath Hermione strained to hear any noise but found that all was quiet. Starting forward they made their way up the left stair case and turned to go up another to the right and then through a passage way hidden behind a tapestry and then they found themselves on the History of Magic corridor.

As they walked along the corridor Draco started to feel light headed and he felt his eyes start to droop as they were stumbling along he noticed Hermione’s body go tense, frowning Draco concentrated hard to formulate the words “is everything okay”? Jumping slightly Hermione’s grip around his waist tightened and she asked in a strained voice “everything’s fine, why wouldn’t it be”? puzzled by her tone of voice, Draco opened his mouth to ask what was wrong but instead a wave of dizziness past over him and he found himself leaning almost all his weight on her.

Hermione felt him sway and then lean on her, her legs were almost buckling from the pressure, but over the years she had learnt to ignore pain because at the vital moment others might depend on her. Gripping him tighter to her side she tried to hurry them along as she berated herself for letting her mind dwell on what had happened in the History of Magic classroom, some how Malfoy had picked up on it and the last thing she needed right now was him asking questions about that, when he finally does remember everything she didn’t want him knowing what kind of affect he had on her. Grinding her teeth she screwed up her nose and she realised he probably already knew but she still didn’t want him to know how bad his nearness effected her.

Gasping from the lack of air Hermione half grunted “were almost there” and she heard his sigh of relief, grinning slightly she didn’t know which one of them was the most relieved. Approaching the statue of the three headed dragon Hermione pulled them up short and almost yelled ‘Hens Teeth’ and she stood aside as the entrance was revealed. She tried to take a step forward but found that Malfoy wasn’t moving and when she turned to tell him to move she pause because Draco was standing there with his eyes wide open and his lips slightly parted after a few moments Hermione gave him a squeeze around the middle and he tensed and looked into her eyes “what’s happening here, who are you” and Hermione briefly saw the confusion in his eyes before they shut and his legs gave out. Muttering Hermione struggled to keep an arm around him as she got her wand out and with a swish she had him levitating and she guided him in and placed him on the lounge.

Staring down at Malfoy, Hermione didn’t know what to do, raking a slightly shaking hand through her hand she felt something stick in her finger and she pulled out a twig. Staring at it in amazement Hermione burst out laughing and couldn’t stop, everything that had happened in the last half hour came crashing down and she felt near hysterical, realising that she was laughing like a mad woman while holding a twig made her snort again. As she calmed down all the other emotions started to hit her and she felt a little light headed, walking over she sat down next to Malfoy’s feet and stared down at him, frowning she thought to herself how peaceful he looked, cringing she looked at the blood and sighed, okay maybe not so peaceful.

Looking out the window to the night sky Hermione forced herself to think clearly she liked to be logical about everything and also completely honest with herself, although this was sometimes very hard, sitting quietly she reflected on what had happened to her and she tried to understand why she felt so unsettled, she never got hysterical and the only time she every felt this overwhelmed was when Harry and Ron’s life was in danger. Startled Hermione paused as she realised the importance of what she had just thought, why would Malfoy’s dilemma have this effect on her, did she have feelings for him?

Biting her lip Hermione tried to analyse her reactions to him, she loathed him as a person and grimacing she thought he had the worst personality, but when she was in his arms or when he was near, pausing she tried to find the word that would describe the feeling he created but she couldn’t. Leaning forward she rubbed a finger between her eyes and then looked back down at him what was it about him that made her all confused and indecisive and why did his touch make her burn. Jumping Hermione was startled when he moved slightly and groaned, spinning her head around she looked about and saw a basin of water, jumping up she whispered “bless those house elves” and quickly grabbed the basin and towel and came back and sat gently down so not to disturb him.

Gently she pried the handkerchief away from his head and when she found it stuck she was worried that she would reopen the wound, narrowing her eyes she gave a quick tug and it pulled away, sighing in relief Hermione realised that it must of just been stuck to the matted hair. Grabbing the towel she tipped one end of it into the water and leaned forward to bathe the cut, clearing away the caked blood Hermione found a large bump that was already starting to turn into bluish purple bruise and only a small cut. Giving a great sigh of relief she realised that it was only a minor cut but because it was a head wound he had bled a lot of blood.

Now that she had the wound cleaned she felt it was safe to use magic to clean away the rest of the blood in his matted hair. Pulling out her wand she noticed bloody finger prints and with a look of horror she grabbed the corner of her robes and quickly cleaned them off. Calming herself she pointed at his all the blood and muttered a cleaning spell and all the blood dissolved leaving Malfoy clean. As Hermione was leaning over his face to check that she had got all the blood she was astonished to see that his eyes were open and looking up at her, pulling back she was about to move when his hand snaked out, faster than she had expected for someone so injured and he grabbed her plait that was hanging over her shoulder, while looking into her eyes he slowly twisted her hair around and around his hand, each twist making her unable to move.

Mesmerised Hermione watched his eyes as he twisted the remaining part of her hair, her head was slightly tilted backwards from the strain of his pulling but she still kept her eyes directly on his. He paused slightly as they stared into each others eyes, Hermione wondered what he was up to and didn’t really expect it when he pulled on her hair and bent her head back, leaving her neck arched. Startled Hermione swallowed hard and she could feel every movement in her straining neck, she was about to say something but she felt him move and then his lips were on her neck, sucking in a startled breath Hermione squeezed her eyes shut as she felt his tiny kisses trace there way along finding her racing pulse he lingered and gently bit her making her jump lightly, he continued to nibble and gently began to suck, drawing harder and harder till he left behind a love bite. Licking and kissing his way up to behind her ear, in that tender spot. Hermione couldn’t help it, she curled into him and gave a tiny moan.

Trying hard to gather her thoughts Hermione started to speak but she found her voice was all husky, clearing her throat she tried again “Malfoy” pausing there was no response so she tried again “Draco, we have to send for Dumbledore you should be resting” stopping Hermione felt herself shiver and realised Draco was listening to her body which was plainly telling him she wanted more. Reaching out she grabbed his shoulders, she intended to push him away but was startled to find herself clutching at him and drawing him closer. Feeling his hand loosen on her hair she tilted her head forward and found his lips with her own, unlike their other kisses which had been hard and furious this was different it was deep and drugging, Hermione felt herself moving so that she was lying down beside him and she curved herself into his body.

Feeling the length of him against her she gently pushed one leg in between his, so that their legs were entwined. Breaking the kiss she pulled back her head and looked down into his eyes, she had intended to tell him that they should stop but instead she just felt herself staring into his amazing blue eyes, Hermione watched as he smiled and she was startled at how much of a difference it made, his whole face lighted up and he even got a few crinkles at the edges of his eyes. Hermione watched him lean up and all thought of stopping themselves fled from her mind as his lips found hers, sighing into his mouth she gave up and decided to enjoy the moment.

Raising a hand she gently stroked his cheek as they kissed, the kiss was changing it was becoming more urgent and Hermione glided her hand around to the back of his head, pulling him closer so she could kiss him more. Hermione felt his hands move and she felt them stroking her back and then they disappeared between them both and she could feel him searching for the buttons to her cloak, leaning up slightly so it would be easier for him to find them. Breaking the kiss she smiled down at him and then lent down and kissed his neck, like he had done to her, she found the pulse point and she sucked at it gently finding his pulse racing. Drawing harder she bit more roughly, sucking harder all she could think of was marking him as he had her. Groaning he found the last of her buttons and pushed the cloak off her shoulders and down her arms, giving them a shake she threw it on the floor and moving her legs so that one was on each side of his hips so that she straddled him and she sat up.

Draco looked up in amazement at the girl straddling him and he had to smile, she had told him that her name was Hermione and although he couldn’t remember any thing else about her, he realised that they must be going out and this made him grin, but he was also amazed that he could of forgot the feel of her kiss. Surely he would of remembered this feeling, his body was burning, all thought fled as he watched her eyes and he reached up and stroked her belly underneath the shirt, startled he saw her suck in a breath and tip back her head, stroking his way higher he was almost to her breasts but he thought he would tease her and make her frustrated, hearing her groan in frustration made him laugh in exhilaration, astonished he saw her raise her head and growl down at him.

Grinning he wondered what she was going to do and was dumbfounded when he saw her smile and then she grabbed the bottom of her shirt and ripped it over her head and threw it onto the floor. Looking down Hermione noticed the flabbergasted look on his face and it was her turn to laugh, next time he wouldn’t tease her, but she was distracted from her thoughts when she felt his hands on her stomach, she closed her eyes and felt him stroke his way around her back, knowing that he was making his way up to the clasp of her bra, so she reached out and found the buttons to his cloak, and with hands slightly shaking she undid them all, just as he unclipped her bra. Sitting up she drew the straps down her shoulders and off her arms, throwing it on top of her discarded shirt and she just sat there as he stared up at her breasts, she knew that her nipples were cruelly erect but she didn’t care she just wanted his hands on them.

All Draco could do was stare up in amazement, sighing he whispered “god your beautiful” and reaching out shaking hands to cup them. Watching in amazement as she sucked in another breath and raise her hands so that they were resting on top of his and it was his turn to suck in a breath as she moved her hips and then she reached out and pushed his cloak aside and started undoing his shirt buttons, as he was gently rolling a thumb over her nipples he was shocked to feel cold air on his chest and he looked down to see that his chest was bare and he was even more shocked to feel her lean down till her mouth was kissing his belly.

Gasping Draco watched her kiss her way up to his nipples and as she neared them he squeezed his eyes shut, but this only made him feel her every movement in minute detail. Freezing Draco even forgot to breathe as she finally kissed his nipple and his back arched in shock as she gently bit down, gasping and breathing raggedly Draco decided he needed to show her what he was feeling so he sat up so they were facing each other and smiled wickedly at her. Placing his arms around her he lent down and took one of her nipples into his mouth suckling at her like she had done to him, he felt her shuddering breath and he heard her groan.

Hermione hadn’t been expecting this swift shift in positions and she was speechless as he lowered his head, now she could think of nothing put the pleasure he gave her and she splayed her hands into the hair at the back of his neck to draw him closer, he sucked harder pulling her nipple even further into the warm cavern of his mouth. Groaning she tipped her head back and concentrated on nothing but the feel of her breasts and the sensation of Draco feeding on them. She never noticed when he undid her pants nor when he laid her backwards, it was only when he drew back from her nipples to pull her pants completely down, did she realize that she was completely naked in front of Draco Malfoy a guy who hated her and couldn’t even remember his own name. In those few seconds she knew Draco would hate her even more when he regained his memory and she knew she should stop, but she did a very unhermione thing to do, she lent forward, undid Draco’s pants and pushed them off leaving him as naked as she.

Hermione hesitated for a few moments and then she lent into him softly pressing her lips to his, Draco lent back briefly and she looked into his eyes he gave her a wicked smile and then he swooped down crushing his lips to her, Hermione groaned as he bit into her bottom lip, she trailed her hands around his back and slid them down till she was gripping his butt. Digging in her nails she pulled him closer until they were completely touching, she let out a ragged gasp as she felt his erection pressing against her soft stomach, unable to stop help herself she started to rock, gently massaging him between their bodies, rocking harder and harder.

Draco let out a soft curse he couldn’t wait long, he had to be inside her. Moving one of his hands he gently slipped between her legs and his searching fingers found that she was completely wet, he moved his drenched hand down her thigh to the back of her knee and he pulled forward, hooking her leg behind his hip. Draco stopped breathing as he felt his cock touch her silken heat, noticing her whimpers he let out a shuddering breath as slowly moved forward, bring the tip of his cock to the edge of her sopping entrance. Gritting his teeth he steadily pushed forward slowly engulfing his cock inch by slow inch into her tight pussy.

God Hermione thought, she was feeling frantic one part of her felt like she was going to explode any second the other thought she was going to be split apart, he was huge. Leaning up she nuzzled his neck drawing in his warm scent, she licked at his frantic pulse and in response she felt his cock twitch inside her pussy, gasping she looked up and stared into his eyes as she hooked her other leg around his waist and then she couldn’t look anymore she had to tip her head backwards as she felt him slide into her even further. Moaning and groaning Hermione couldn’t believe that she was making such noises but the feel of his velvet cock slowly pumping into her was driving her crazy, she wanted more, she need more. Reaching up she licked one of his nipples and then she started to suck. Draco froze for a second and then he let out a wild growl, ramming into her. Yes thought Hermione that’s what I need.

Draco couldn’t control himself a second longer, Hermione sucking his nipple was the last straw a burning pulse of liquid heat had shot straight down to his cock, hardening him impossibly further. Growling with the effort all Draco could think of was plunging into her pussy as hard and quickly as he could. He could feel the tightening of her body as she approached orgasm and he could feel his own balls draw up ready to shoot his load. Reaching down he rubbed her clit and he watched in amazement as she came, she arched her back screaming and he felt her fingernails dig into his back and as she clawed him, leaving scratches on his back, the pleasure became to much and he rammed into her one last time, feeling the tingle up shoot up his spine Draco shouted as he pumped his seed into her, finally collapsing on top of her with his still twitching cock imbedded inside of her.

Hermione had never felt anything like it, she wrapped her arms around Draco’s back and she could still feel his cock inside her, biting her lip she realized she loved the feeling and she kept her legs wrapped around him so he would not fall out as he softened. She smiled as she felt Draco struggling to regain his breath and the last thing she remembered before slipping into sleep was of Draco nuzzling her breasts as murmured slightly and he fell asleep to.


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i hope you all liked this one, i finally finished the sex scene and edited all the rest, its late here so i hope what ive wrote is good, i will come on again tommorow and reread the chapter i hope it is alright..

thanks for all being so patient, take care xoxoxox