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Secret Bliss	By : InfernalParadise Category: HP Canon Characters paired with Original Characters > Het - Male/Female Views: 7081 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Sammie Curls: Sorry there wasn't any mind-blowing sex in the last chapter. That kinda smut won't be in this chapter, either, but at least we are on the way there, so look out for smut!! ;) Thx for your wonderful review!
Lukas: You're welcome - and yes, we call this "smut" (although it doesn't always have to be that filthy *g*). Hope you'll still be begging for more after this chapter!! ;)

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Oh, and about the Sephor thing: some people who've already read this fanfiction were kinda confused because of it in the beginning, but there will be an explanation for what a Sephor is and what it's about them, so don't worry. I liked the idea to keep a bit of tension and hopefully also plot between the bed sheets, that's why not everything will be explained immediately. Just to disappoint you: The Sephor invention belongs to me and you won't find it on any Harry Potter sites. Well, hopefully - otherwise I'm gonna sue J. K. Rowling!! :) And the disclaimer goes the usual way: Only Vivienne belongs to me, the rest unfortunately not. But if anyone wants to give me Lucius for my next Xmas gift, I won't protest!! ^_^

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Chapter 4

Special Arrangements

Making special arrangements turned out to be a way to pay me back that I had threatened to leave him. A humiliating way, in my case.

When we arrived in our bedroom, the door closed itself behind us and a clicking noise told me that it was locked. Lucius stopped in front of the bed where he turned around to wait until I had approached him.

"Undress", he said almost harshly.

"What?"

Somehow I really didn�t know how to handle his strange behavior. Lucius, however, gave a little sigh and raised his hands to the zipper of my sweater.

"Alright. I�ll do it myself."

And with that he undressed me, not making any efforts to get rid of his own clothes, too.

"On the bed", he commanded softly when I was finally naked. And although Lucius and I had seen each other naked countless times, I suddenly felt embarrassed in a way that unnerved me.

"And now?", I asked quietly as Lucius sat down next to where I was lying on the bed.

"Now", he took off his cloak with one hand, "we�re going to have special arrangements, Vivienne."

"Like that?"

"Like that."

"You�re kidding."

"I�m absolutely serious, Vivienne. Anyway, the game � if you wish to call it that � is quite simple. Each of your answers to my questions gives you a new arrangement. Clear?"

"Absolutely. Just one thing, Lucius."

"Yes?"

"Why do I have to be naked and you don�t?"

An amused smile formed on his lips.

"Because, Vivienne, this is my game."

He lay down on his side next to me, propping his head on his left hand.

"Alright. First question: Do you fantasize about me, Vivienne?"

Wrong planet, wrong time. At least that�s what I felt like after realizing I had heard correctly.

"What do you mean?", I frowned, but Lucius calm expression didn�t change.

"I mean whenever I�m not with you", he explained with patient voice.

"Oh. Yes, I do fantasize about you then."

"What exactly?"

My ego winced somewhere deep inside me as I finally understood what kind of game he was playing. It was called "humiliating" and proving who had more power over the other one. I congratulated myself on being so horribly stupid to actually believe Lucius Malfoy would do arrangements without returned favor.

"Well, a lot of things", I tried to avoid him.

"Such as?"

"Lucius, you can�t honestly make me talk about that!", I complained, but he only smiled at my weak attempt.

"Don�t worry, I can."

With a defeated sigh, I closed my eyes for a moment.

"I fantasize about you making love to me", I saw how he wanted to ask another question and added quickly, "in a lot of different ways."

He nodded. His right hand touched the side of my neck, gliding over the sensitive skin there like a feather. That was all he needed to do to have me continuing against my will.

"The main thing I�m fantasizing about is�", I interrupted as I realized how far Lucius had already manipulated me with one simple touch.

"I don�t believe you�re interested in that, Lucius."

"But I am."

That was it. I blushed a deep scarlet because I truly didn�t see myself being able to tell him my most personal fantasies � even if it included him.

"Embarrassed?", he laughed.

"You are cruel."

"May I remind you of your own words that you fell for me because of that feature?"

He had me. And I couldn�t even call it unfair. Betraying me with my own words was even more humiliating than all those questions.

"Now, what�s the main thing you are fantasizing about?", his voice came to my ear again. Unfortunately he didn�t forget when he�d gotten distracted for a while. The sooner I had spoken it out loud, I decided, the sooner it�d be over.

"I fantasize about you looking at certain parts of my body I really don�t want to name now. Call it being dominated or being at someone�s mercy, I don�t care. It�s a crazy fantasy, alright? That�s why it is a fantasy, just in case you didn�t notice."

"Good girl", Lucius praised me before he pressed his lips to mine in a hungry kiss. I couldn�t quite help myself but find it arousing how much it turned him on to have this little game.

"You deserved an arrangement, I think", he said when he pulled away, "What about being called my girlfriend officially in public and other situations that ask for it? That would be appropriate, don�t you think?"

"And about talking back to ex-mistresses?"

"One arrangement at a time, Vivienne."

He didn�t even think of ending this game, I realized. Such a bastard.

"Back to your fantasies. And I�m warning you: Any changes into animals or similar forms and you�ll lose further arrangements!", his voice made clear in a menacing tone before it continued much gentler, "Now, certain parts of your body, wasn�t it?"

His right hand wandered down my body in a painfully slow way. Praying to myself in silence that he wouldn�t actually do what I feared he would, I resisted the urge to pull away. Instead, I tensed without even noticing it. Lucius� hand disappeared, but came down on the inner side of my thigh as he saw my body relaxing again. That man simply was a monster. I sighed, but to my own annoyance it sounded more pleased than angry. With a wicked smile Lucius raised to settle himself between my legs. Not already bad enough he started doing what was supposed to be only a fantasy, he even had to talk about it uninterruptedly. By then, my ego was already badly crushed anyway. To my great embarrassment, my body started betraying me no matter what my mind tried to tell it, too, and I found myself in a situation that was both horrible and pleasant at the same time. Worse, however, Lucius knew it. And obviously, he didn�t even consider shutting his mouth.

"So it�s only looking at you there?", he wanted to know, raising a curious eyebrow. I wanted to take back all my words badly that moment, convincing him the only thing I ever fantasized about were some good books and warm socks.

"No", I managed to bring out. It sounded weakly and caused Lucius to smile.

"What else?"

A big black hole in the ground to disappear in would have been helpful that very moment. Or having a heart attack. Getting struck by lightning. Anything. It just had to be deadly. And right now.

"Touching me there."

I wondered where to hide for the rest of my life after Lucius would be finished with his game. Asylum, perhaps?

"Like this?"

I couldn�t suppress a moan.

Yes, asylum was just perfect.

"You�re beautiful, Vivienne. Especially there."

A nice little room in the asylum. Garden included, of course. In summer we would have little crazy parties and in winter we�d just be normally insane.

"And there�"

At Christmas I would convince those other lunatics that Santa Claus was real.

"Do you want me to describe to you what I see?"

I wasn�t sure about the Easter bunny so far. What if the others in the asylum already believed in it?

"No!"

My nails dug into the bed as I grabbed the sheets beneath me frantically. Another couple of touches and the orgasm I experienced would have swept me off my feet if I had been standing.

Lucius returned to his former position next to me, propping his head on his left hand again while I was still trying to catch my breath. The room in the asylum seemed to welcome me.

"I believe you earned yourself quite a few arrangements", a soft voice came to my ear before lips touched my temple lovingly, "What do you want?"

I closed my eyes, still unable to actually look at him after what he had just done.

"Right now I�d only like to die. The remaining arrangements will concern my funeral."

And suddenly, Lucius laughed so heartily it made me open my eyes in surprise since I had never ever heard him making such a beautiful sound. Surely, even that kind of plain emotion wasn�t alien to Lucius Malfoy, but after all he wasn�t too generous of showing it.

"That�s not funny at all", I complained with an offended expression, "You just humiliated me in the most terrible way!"

An utterly amused smile appeared on Lucius� face. For the first time tonight, I couldn�t even see the slightest hint of arrogance in it.

"Did I? I believe you liked it quite a lot, considering how terrible it was according to yourself."

I grabbed the next blanket in reach and pulled it up to my chest, still feeling embarrassed although it didn�t feel as deadly as before. Lucius leaned over me to kiss the hollow of my throat.

"I love you. There�s no way you ever need to be ashamed in front of me", he said while moving his hands through my hair, "Whatever you want to have changed in the future can be arranged somehow, I assure you."

"It�s not that much."

"Maybe", he nodded, pulling me to him until my back rested against his chest, "but feel free to ask for it, though."

We didn�t speak for a while, only resting in each other�s warmth. There was something about Lucius I could never grow tired of although I wasn�t able to name it.

"And?", his voice finally came to my ear in a whisper, sending most pleasant shivers down my spine, "Is that what you imagined when talking about being dominated or at someone�s mercy?"

"You already know the answer, Lucius", I mumbled.

"I want to hear it from you."

Releasing a small smile, I turned in his arms to face him.

"I didn�t expect it to be that� pleasant would be the right word, I believe."

"Obviously."

"Lucius?"

"Yes?"

"There�s nothing more beautiful in the world than seeing you laughing and knowing it�s honest."

He seemed to be taken back a bit. Getting complimented happened to him nearly every day by all kinds of people, still this was different because it approached something unusual about his person.

"I�m tired", he finally responded in a cooler voice than before, putting out the lights with a wave of his hand.

"Don�t."

A few candles went on again because of me. Slight anger lay in Lucius� green eyes, but it was mixed with something I couldn�t quite make out.

"Why are you always so cold when it comes to such things?", I asked in disbelief, sitting up. He raised a hand to put out the light when I grabbed it with my own hand. Immediately his fingers entwined about mine.

"I am what I am", he said not without pride, trying to give the weak answer strength.

"No, you are what you think you are, Lucius."

His eyes narrowed at me.

"What do you mean?"

"I love you. And you quite well know what for."

Almost violently his lips crashed against mine, forcing them apart with his tongue and giving an angry growl when I denied him what he wanted. Pressing both my hands against his chest I pushed him away from me, but he caught my wrists in a painfully iron grip as I did so.

"You�re hurting me", I made clear, gaining nothing except an icy glare. There the vicious circle was again � one moment of peace required a moment of war in the case of Lucius Malfoy. Strangely I wasn�t in the mood for changing into something different to scare the shit out of Lucius. Although, now that I thought about it, the idea of stepping inside a dragon seemed very appealing. And I was calling him a cruel, malicious person!

"Malfoy or not � you are still a human�"

"Wizard", he corrected me.

"Alright. Just for your information: Wizards do have feelings. It�s something other people even expect of them. Being a Malfoy doesn�t mean you have to be emotionless and like a stone. I�m really growing tired of this, Lucius. We�ve been having that for a very long time by now and I don�t intend to waste another couple of years on it. Did you ever notice that I have feelings?"

Finally the grip around my wrists softened as he nodded with a hidden smile.

"You know what I am, Lucius. Do you honestly think that emotions are shown weaknesses if even the most powerful magical creatures own them or make use of them? Merlin, I must have been wrong the last thousand years then!"

Something broke inside Lucius. Something I couldn�t describe but feel because it filled my heart with warmth. His long blond hair fell softly over his shoulder as I reached for one golden strand to feel it between my fingers. Lucius� hands didn�t release my wrists during that movement, though.

"I wasn�t lying whenever I said I love you", he suddenly started in a gentle voice, "But you have to understand my position. We are an old family, Vivienne. Tradition and honor can�t be thrown away like useless souvenirs. I am proud of being a Malfoy, no doubt. Therefore I tried my best to raise a true Malfoy � Draco. And I like to believe I was successful."

If only he knew about his son�s love for Hermione. It was hard to push that thought aside. After all, Draco had to be the one to tell him, and I really had different troubles at the moment.

"I truly was cold as a stone before I met you", amazing how he even succeeded in making a confession sound like an arrogant comment, "One of the reasons why Narcissa wasn�t too unhappy about our divorce. Apparently, my behavior affects the relationship between Draco and myself as well, but there�s a reason for my actions."

"Lucius Malfoy never does anything without a reason", I repeated the words Narcissa used to say when she was talking about her former husband.

"Exactly. I am a Death Eater, Vivienne. Both of us know what those words mean."

We did. Unfortunately, we did all too well.

"Voldemort is still somewhere out there", Lucius continued and pressed closer against me that made me notice the goosebumps forming on his skin, "He believes in me as his most loyal and powerful servant. Maybe even more than just that. Until he is finally defeated, I won�t be showing any kind of emotion that could endanger you or my family. Voldemort may be weak at the moment, but his strength is returning."

His hand came up to rest on my cheek, gently stroking my skin with his thumb.

"No one knows about you apart from me, Narcissa, Dumbledore and McGonagall. The only thing Voldemort actually is aware of is that there has to be a last Sephor somewhere � probably here in London. But nothing else. He doesn�t know you."

Lucius gave a sigh.

"I lied to you when I said I�d call you my official girlfriend from now on. As much as it hurts because I honestly want to be with you also in public, I can�t. It could put you in more danger than we can imagine. Forgive me."

"So I will be your mistress whenever we are in public?", I asked quietly, snuggling up against him as he nuzzled my neck.

"Yes. But in my house, you are always the woman I love. No mistress, no slave, nothing else but yourself."

"I�m not really given a choice."

"I wish it were different. But Voldemort will be defeated sooner that we all expect it to happen. And then, we will catch up on all those things we aren�t able to do now. I will take you to many great balls to meet very, very important", he emphasized the word in a mocking tone that made me laugh, "and hilarious people."

"I hope Voldemort doesn�t ever get defeated then", I replied sarcastically, but Lucius only grinned and kissed me softly. His fingers traced my lips as he did so, making it hard to believe he could ever be different than the romantic wizard he was right now. After a while his expression got stern, though.

"I never felt anything except for pleasure while being with other women. With you, however, I experienced pain for the first time."

"Pain?", I asked a bit confused. If that was meant as a compliment, I didn�t quite get it.

"Yes, pain that was caused by the thought of losing you to someone else. In all those years it was always me deciding which woman to share my bed with, but when you came, I realized how little power I had over you. The mere thought that you could have only used me� could dismiss me like I had done with so many other women before�"

"If I had wanted you just for bed, I wouldn�t have waited for so long until we finally got there", I interrupted him. Truly � and to both our surprise � Lucius and myself had started things very slowly and definitely not the way other people would have expected us to act if they had known about us.

"By the way", my memory reminded me of something I had nearly forgotten, "weren�t you talking about a long bath today? It�s your turn to give me a massage and I won�t let you get away that easily this time."

Lucius gave up with a defeated, still warm smile.
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