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CHAPTER- Harry's in spirit world.

"KOENMA!"

"YOU STUPID TODDLER!"

"LET ME GET MY HANDS …"

"WHAT THE HELL…"

"Oh Koenma, may I have…" were the shouts, as well as sicklingly sweet voce, that echoed around Koenma's office as his spirit team came running back in; carrying a heavily cloaked body as they did so. Koenma looking at the cloaked body in front of him tried to figure out who it was and when he finally did figure out just who it was his eyes went wide in disbelieve. It was then, in a very shocked tone, he asked Ginny.

"Why has he been hurt this badly? How did this happen, I thought Harry was their hero? How could they do all of this to him? Harry is….was their savor…I mean…" It was after hearing all of this that Ginny knew just what was going on. It seemed that, to Ginny, Koenma didn't get the fact, despite beings century's years older then everyone in the office, that it was always the savior, the hero, who fell the hardest in the end; and it was Harry who had paid in full for that mistake. Ginny seeing this decided to point it out to her oh so obvious leader; doing so in bone chilling and dark almost bloodthirsty tone. (What she is just a 'little' angry and the demigod.)

"The majority of the people in the wizarding world are complete sheepes. They don't make any choices by themselves or for themselves. They follow their so called leaders like they were the gods themselves and they only doing exactly what their leader says… leaders which both hate Harry and want him dead or an emotionless weapon for them. Then add to that, the fact that the so called light side feels Harry betrayed them and when you mix that altogether… you get the reason why Harry is the way he is." She then gave Koenma a look that chilled him to the bone before continuing to try and nurse her brother (Harry) back to consciousness. Koenma shivering at the look and slightly shocked at the answer he got softly told Ginny.

"OK Ginny set him down. I'm brining in someone who'll be able to heal him the rest of the way. They will also be able to tell us just what is wrong with him...just what happened to him while he was there and what we need to do to help him recover from it. While that is happening I want ONE, and only one, of you to tell me just what happened down there. It will help make matters with Harry much more simple to deal with…well what are you waiting for, get started."

Ginny knowing it wasn't a request grudgingly, though slowly, did as she was told and placed Harry on the ground; she then took a small, a very small, step back when one of Koenma's healers come over to heal him. Only to see said healer get thrown back through the nearest by wall, by Harry's magic; it seems Harry was as trusting of unknown people as he ever was. (Ginny had broken the magic draining cuffs.)

Smirking Ginny went to her brother's side once more and watched as the aura had been building up around Harry instantly calm down almost the second after she reached his side. Looking up Ginny nearly laughed at the shocked or confused faces of everyone else in the office. Then before one of them could even voice their questions Ginny told them in a smug tone.

"As you can see my brother is not all that trusting, like had I said before. I seriously doubt that him being in Azkaban prison has made him even more trusting then he was before. In fact, if anything, it has probably destroyed all the trust he had in others; besides maybe me…Anyway what I'm saying is that Harry doesn't trust others. When people he doesn't know or really trust come near him while he is sleeping, or when he is knocked out like his right now, his magic reacts like it did earlier; it protects him…that is it will protect him as long as isn't blocked like it had been in Azkaban. Only people he knows and fully trust can really come near him when he isn't awake, and so far I've been the only one who been able to come near him while he is asleep; as well as calm down his aura. Though I am sure his godfathers could have been able to if they hadn't of died…." Ginny after saying this, and trailing off at the last bit, went back to Harry. Helping keeping his aura calm so the healer could come and heal him like he needed to be; all the while keeping her ears open so she could hear what was being said around her.

Seeing that Ginny was done talking the others looked at each other, each wondering who exactly would talk next. There was some coughing from Yusuke before he decided to step forward and began to explain what had happened while they were at Azkaban; being mindful of the witch listening to his every word as he did so.

"Well toddler, we stepped through your damn portal and found ourselves in front of this really creepy looking castle like building. I mean why can't ones, just ones, one of those portals of yours take us some where warm and comforting, like let's say a beach, and not such a creepy place!" Here a cough interrupted Yusuke's complaining. Causing Yusuke to blush slightly before he scratched his head sheepishly and continued telling Koenma what had happened.

" There most of been some type of barrier blocking out sounds and stuff cause we didn't hear or feel much of anything until we opened that door." Here Yusuke once again paused, an oddly blank look on his face as he recalled what had happened once they opened that door.

"And man it was awful. The screaming in there, you could hear the very pain, fear, and sheer helplessness echoing around in those screams; hell you could feel it. Then we felt the aura of those twice damned cloaked things, Dem-whatevers and I felt like I'd never be happy again. Oh and while we're speaking about those thing…TODDLER, I WOULD OF LIKED SOME WARNING ABOUT THOSE DAMN SOUL SUCKERS!" It was strangely Hiei who stopped Yusuke from jumping over the desk and throttling Koenma as he said this.

Koenma seeing that Yusuke was now too angry at him to continue looked towards the other spirit detectives; hoping they would finish telling him what happened. It seemed like luck was on Koenma side, for once, as Youko decided to finish the tale Yusuke had started in a nearly neutral tone; only those who truly knew him could hear the undertone of rage his voice actually had as he spoke.

"Any way we were walking alone, trying to ignore the feeling the Dementors were giving off; I had been hoping that we'd meet one face to face so I could kill it. We had been walking for a while, Harry wasn't in any of the cells on the first two levels and Ginny was getting worried…" Here Youko was suddenly cut off as Ginny cried out.

"HARRY!" This caused everyone to turn and see what was causing Ginny such distress. What they did see surprised them, it seemed Harry had just awaken and couldn't believe what he was seeing; this caused his magic to go haywire. The nurse that was healing him was already knocked out and now Harry's magic seemed to be lifting Ginny up preparing to throw her as well; this is what had caused her to scream her brother's name.

It was when Harry heard this scream that his eyes snapped open. Giving everyone a clear view of Harry's eyes, eyes that seemed to be made of pure shadows; and only shadow because no other color then black rested in those eyes. Eye's that were a far cry from his normal eyes, or even the eyes the others had seen it Ginny's memory, and it was only when he saw Ginny that the black in his eyes disappeared; returning them to there original emerald green color.

With his eyes focused on Ginny he slowly commanded his magic to release her and gentle place he on the ground before asking her in a strangled voice.

"G-Ginny h-h-how I thought I-I had k-killed you…no I did…then why…wha…JUST WHO ARE YOU?" When Ginny heard this she let out a muffled sob; for while the words were expected the tone Harry had used while saying them hadn't been. Because it hadn't been the usually ice tone Harry had often used when he was dealing with someone he didn't know or like, but an utterly broken tone. One that Ginny never heard him speak with before and hoped that she would never have to hear again.

Seeing everything that was going on and decided to attempt to take control Koenma stood up so that he could start explaining just what was happened and what had happened to Harry; seeing as the others could or would no do this. But before he could even start talking Harry decided to ask something that got everyone, besides Koenma that is, in a much better mood.

"What's up with the toddler?" This of course was met with a short silence before nearly everyone in the office started chuckling.

Koenma getting tired of being laughed at jumped up and morphed into his teenage form before cleared his throat loudly; getting everyone's attention as he once more tried to explain to a still wobbling Harry what was going on.

"Harry you're currently in spirit world. You see we're the ones who handle the dead, and other more supernatural things on earth. I'm the demigod that runs this world while my father, king Enma, is away. Anyway Ginny wasn't supposed to die that day, nor was she even meant to get hit by that stray curse in the first place. So she was given a second chance at life. She is going to become one of my spirit detectives; they are the police of the spirit world. She had to do some training…" It was at this point in the story that Ginny decided to interrupt Koenma to let Harry know.

"Though I wanted to go get you immediately, SOMEONE decided it would be better if I trained first and wouldn't let me leave to go get you until I had finished with said training." She glared hard at Koenma when she said someone; letting Harry know with out words just who stopped her in the first place.

Koenma seeing that Harry seemed to at least get the basics of what he was being told and also understanding that at the moment Harry wanted nothing to do with him, or any one else in the room besides Ginny, nodded his head towards a door and told both Harry and Ginny.

"There's a private room over there if you want to talk and heal the remainder of someone's wounds; we'll give you two some peace." It seemed he was truly sorry for leaving Harry in Azkaban and was trying to make it up to him; the best he could at the moment.

Ginny knowing what Koenma was doing and knowing that Harry really did need to be healed decided to pull Harry towards the room; after all she also really wanted to know what had happened to her brother after her death and during his stay in that hellhole.

When both of them were in the room Ginny had Harry go and sit down while she went back over to shut the door; before locking said door and casting as many privacy spells as she knew around the entire room. Once she had this finished she quickly headed back over to Harry and did what she truly wanted to do in the other room since Harry had first woken up. She threw herself at Harry giving him a great big bone crushing hug.

Only to pull back with a frown when Harry flinched away from the contact with her. Ginny looked at Harry with concern covering her features; wondering once again just what had happened to her brother. Harry seeing her look spoke in a nearly begging tone.

"Please don't Ginny, please don't ask. I don't want to talk about it; I don't even want to think about it." Ginny tears coming to her eyes, because of the tone her brother spoke in, began once more to try and get Harry to tell her what happened; knowing all the while what she was saying true even as she said it.

"Harry please don't keep this bottled up. Please don't! You need to tell someone what happened. I'm here for you Harry, please tell me. I want to know; I want to help you. I don't want you to kill yourself by keeping of it bottled up like you normally do! Please, please tell me! Please Harry! "Harry looked at his sister knowing what she said was true, but at the same time still reluctant to tell her anything.

After debating with himself for a while Harry figured it would be better for both himself and his sister in the long run if he told his sister at least some of had happened to him; least she found out something that he really didn't want her to know later from someone else. Because at least now he could edit it, or cut parts out that he really didn't want her to know. Later, if someone else told her, he wasn't so sure if he would be able to do that; in fact he was almost completely sure that he wouldn't be able to. But he still, I in the end, would rather have kept all of it to himself. So, it was with a heavy heart and an empty tone of voice that he began his tale; immensely grateful for the silencing ward he felt Ginny put up.

"Well I guess I should start were it all started…which would be a little after I kil-kil-killed you. I thought I saw you floating above your dead body and really wasn't paying attention to what was going around me. Giving one of those bastards behind me the chance to hit me with a stunning spell in the back. I was quickly knocked out by said spell, as well as the exhaustion I had been feeling. I remained like that until they woke me up, quite violently might I add, at the ministry of magic; so I really don't know how long I was out or what happened to me during that time. But I do know that when they woke me up at the Ministry I was there to be judged for your murder…" Here Harry let out a choked sob before continuing.

"Anyhow when I woke up in a courtroom, I was chained tightly to a chair and my outer cloak had been removed, along with all my weapons; hell they even had my hair unbond. All I had on me was an old pair of baggy blue jeans and a dark grey large t-shirt and they both a some large tears in them; nor where they what I had been originally wearing under my cloak in the first place." Here Harry paused once more in his story to give a small strained smile to Ginny when she gave him a are you serious what the fuck look. He then continued speaking his eyes going even emptier and colder then they already were as he continued on with his nightmare of a tale.

"The people in the court room, if you can even call the sham I was in that, all noticed I was awake and immediately began to shout at me; screaming curses at me and all and all giving me one hell of a headache. It was shortly after that, that I realized I was under a silencing spell. Because no matter how hard I tried I couldn't tell them to just shut the hell up; and trust me I seriously tried to tell them that. Though as it turns out I really didn't have to. Because in the end it was the so called judge, who just happened to be the incompetent Minister Fudge, came in and told them all to 'shut up and sit down.' Anyway like I said I was under the silencing spell and couldn't do anything but watch as my 'oh so kind' trial started. As my ' oh so good and so terrible wronged' friends all came up to testified against me." Here Harry paused and tried to smile, trying to tell Ginny it didn't matter; that it really didn't bother him. This was something he failed miserably at. Ginny could tell that the fact his friend, even backstabbers like them, testifying against him really hurt him. But she didn't say anything instead she listened as her brother; tears silently falling down her face as she cried the tears her brother refused to let fall.

"First Hermione came up. I used to think of that girl as another sister, now she nothing more to me then a backstabbing, money grabbing, brown nosing, know all bitch. I had to listen as she degraded me, called me all sorts of name, and insulting everything about me; including my family. My parents! I had to listen as she told the court that I was dark, that I was pure evil, how I was always leading…No forcing them to go on dangerous adventures with me. Where once on the dangerous adventures I only thought of my self and how popular said adventures would make me. She then went on to rant about how I told feed you lies, made you believe me, or as she said it cursed so you had no other choice but to belief me, then took you off somewhere no one could find; no how hard they searched for you." Here Harry gave a choked sob before shaking his head and with a bitter laugh continuing on.

"She even started to hint at that I had probably raped you multiple times while you were forced to be with me. Then after she finished saying all of this…junk, she got up and glared at me before she moved away from the testifying booth. After she got up I watched as your family came up, let me tell you I have never been more grateful for the fact that the Aurors around me then I was at that moment, because your family looked ready to murder me; despite the fact that they all but disowned you for following me…Well after giving me the family glaring I received I had the great joy of watching my first friend, the one that I had once consider my best friend and brother, go up on stand and all but claim I was Voldemort himself. He told them I had used thousand of dark spells to get them to be my friends, that I had been using said dark spells for years. This of course got me another life sentence, and the cell you found me in. But it seems that even that wasn't enough for Ron; no he had to keep on. He had to say I had cursed you, Ginny, to make you come with me against your will just so I could kill you. This caused an uproar, they were calling for the Dementors kiss; it was only the fact that I was under age that stopped them form giving me the kiss…I think. You know after all of that I would have been happy if they had stopped there but I'm never that lucky. No, they had many more people to come and testify, not one of them for me or on my side in the least bit. Then just when I thought the worst was over they had Remus up to testify and let me tell you that was a complete and utter shock because up until then I had believed him to be died; believed he had died with Siruis that day and had thought of me like a cub….But what he said then made me wish that he actually was dead…." Here Harry paused finally unable to stop the sobs that came forth as he remembered what had happened, but at the same time he didn't let them stop him and with a little encouragement from Ginny he started speaking again.

"Remus came up to testify…he…the whole time he just glared at me…and the whole time while he was glaring at me he keep on going on and on about the fact that I had always been dark. How I always disregarded the rules…which is sort of true, but not in the way he was implying it to. No he was saying I did it to deliberately place others in dangerous satiation for my own sick amusement, and so that I could always play the hero; always get them fame I so desperately desired. He kept going on, somehow making me sound worse then Voldemort in the end. It was like a blade was being driven deeper and deeper into my heart with each accusation that he made but it was worse when he started to finish. He began to start on about it was my fault my parents were killed. How I had killed both of them and how I had lead Sirius to his death. How everything that had happen that night was my fault and it was all for my personal amusement. When he said that it was like the blade he had been driving in my heart was twisted. Which only got even worse and even more painful when he stated that if I had died that night then millions of lives would have been spared. It hurt, it hurt deep; and I think at that moment I want nothing more then to die. At that moment I HAD believed everything he had said about my parents and Sirius…" Here Ginny interrupted Harry tale to shout at him.

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU BELIEVED HIM? THAT'S BULL HARRY! YOU KNOW NONE OF THAT WAS YOUR FAULT! AND HE HAD NO RIGHT TO SAY THAT TO YOU HARRY; NONE WHAT SO EVER! "Ginny trailed off her tone become much gentler when she noticed the haunted look reappearing in Harry's eyes. Sighing Ginny told herself that Harry's story wasn't over and that she need to be quiet until it was. For both her heath and for Harry's sake, especially for Harry's…though she got the feeling that the worse hadn't came up yet.

Harry seeing that Ginny had calmed down once more continued on with tale; the haunted look never leaving his eyes nor did the silent tears stop falling as he continued to speak in a dead, cold, hard tone.

"I said I had believed him not that I still believe him. I got over that stupid way of thinking pretty quickly during my so called trail and after it during my stay at Azkaban. Though after I did get over it, all I felt for everyone at my so called trail was just nothing but pure rage." Here Harry stop talking and the dead look temporarily left his eyes as said eyes flashed with the burning rage he was still feeling; before he started talking again his tones slightly more heated then it was earlier.

"I mean I had just put up with what everyone had said with out saying a single word. Though I do admit that was only because of the silencing spell that was on me. But as soon as the so called judge said I was guilty I got incredible angry. I mean they weren't even going to question me, nor give me any truth serum and they would do that for death eaters, known death eaters. You could say that I kind of just snapped and my powers lashed out, they broke the silencing spell and as I was being dragged by the Dementers I was able to tell the court exactly what I wanted to."

Here Harry let a small smirk come to his face as he remembered the looks on everyone's faces after he had finished speak; especially Dumbldore face seeing as Harry had broken through his silencing spell. Ginny seeing the smirk gave Harry a questioning look and Harry seeing said look decided to tell her exactly what he had said to the courtroom.

"I told them this 'You know what I'm sick and tired of every single fucking one of you. First you make me your hero, which I never wanted to be in first place, while you stick you head in the sand and pretend nothing is wrong. All the while saying that I'm good and always well be. Then you go and say I'm a dark lord and have always been one. Make up you damn mind! You know what fuck it, it doesn't matter anymore. Because you know what I have this to say to you fuckers. You're all a bunch of spineless sheep who can go get themselves fucking killed for all I care. GO follow the closest so called leader. Then when YES WHEN you fucking ask for my help I will be able laugh in you faces before watching cheerfully as you all burn in hell. Oh and Ron, Hermione, and, Dumbldore I thought you'd want to know that the money you wanted sooooo much is gone. Meaning that you'll never get your backstabbing goat fucking hands on it. Also Remus I hope I'm there when my family get their hands on you because you're more of a pack trader then Peter ever was!'" Taking a deep breath Harry stopped and looked a Ginny before shrugging and telling her.

"Yeah I know it was a bit long winded and didn't make a whole lot of sense in the long run but it sure as hell did make me feel better. Oh, and really frightened a couple of those sheeps as well; which is always a plus. Anyway after I said that I couldn't stand the Dementers presents anymore and passed out. When I passed out they locked me up in all those magic draining chains and in the cell you found me in." Once Harry said this Ginny's eyes narrowed and in a tone that told Harry she would find out one way or another she asked.

"So if that is all that happened then why were you so injured when I found you, and why were you covered in you own blood among other things. Don't tell me that it was old blood from the fighting we were doing because you weren't injured that badly when the fight was over and you said yourself you weren't wearing the clothing you had been wearing in the fight in the first place; so even if they were from old injuries then your clothing wouldn't also be covered in that grim." Harry knowing that Ginny wasn't going to let this go opened his mouth to tell her some bull shit story about what has happened when the door behind them opened up.

Both of them quickly spun around, Ginny with an angry looked in her eyes and Harry with a cold look in his eyes; though a sliver of fear could be seen through the cold mask he had put up. Ginny seeing the small amount of fear in Harry's eyes slowly turned to face him as she went to grab his hand trying to calm him down and this began to work as the fear slowly left Harry's eyes, being replaced by curiosity at who the others in the room where instead.

Ginny knowing that Harry was now no longer afraid, once again spun around and this time she began to speak to the others; rage clearly making it way through her voice as she did so.

"GUYS we weren't done talking! I almost got Harry to talk about how he got so injured about what happened to him while he was in that hell hole. Why did you have come barging in like that I mean he might not tell me now." It was Youko who caught Harry uncomfortable shifting as Ginny talked about Harry opening up to her. Seeing this and knowing what it meant Youko turned to Ginny and told her.

"Ginny I don't think Harry is ready to talk about it and if he does I don't think he'll tell you the whole truth. I think he hasn't come to terms with what happened to himself quiet yet, and while I'm sure he will tell you eventually. You just might want to let it rest for now before you push it too far." Ginny face went angry but before she could lose her temper she looked at her brother's face and saw what Youko had said was true; Harry really wasn't ready to talk about anything that had happened in Azkaban.

Reluctantly Ginny looked at Harry and nodded her head telling her brother without words that she would leave him alone for now. Harry seeing this let a relieved smile show on his face, a relieved smile that quickly disappeared when Koenma decided to ask.

"Okay now that, that is out of the way. Would you mind telling me just what you are? Because based on Ginny's memory and what we saw earlier today with the healer we can clearly say you are not fully human."
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