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Someone Like You, Someone Like Me...	By : Kimmimaru Category: Harry Potter AU/AR > Slash - Male/Male Views: 4902 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 2
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AN: Sorry! A little late in updating this one, I apologise! Anyways, hope you're still enjoying and please enjoy this smutty chapter.

Chapter Three

James gazed down into Sirius’ sleeping face, his bandaged hand lay on the coverlets and he looked so vulnerable he felt his heart ache. He gently smoothed hair from his eyes and leaned down, he pressed his lips to his friends and sighed as he pulled away. “I love you.” He breathed and he watched Sirius’ face contort in pain.

“…Jamie…” He breathed in his sleep as he shifted beneath the blankets.

The Hospital Wing was quiet, only two beds were occupied. Poppy was busy bandaging Remus’ mild wounds, none of them needed magic as they were so insignificant. “They will both be fine Mr. Potter.” She said as she saw James sat by Sirius’ bed and stroking his hand absently. “They seem to have found solace in each other during the change, I admit I have never seen so few injuries on Mr. Lupin before. Be thankful for that much.”

James looked up at her. “I am.” He said and returned his eyes to Sirius. “I really am…I don’t want Remus to hurt, he’s still my friend…” He sighed and lowered his head so his hair fell into his face. “…I just want them to be happy…” He whispered sadly.

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A few days after Sirius’ first full moon he found himself by the fire in the Gryffindor common room and curled up beside Remus, he was trying to read a chapter for Transfiguration but he kept reading the same line over and over again. Finally he gave it up as a bad job and yawned, he stretched his arms high above his head and felt Remus’ hand slide up his side absently. He smiled to himself. The memories of the full moon were distant as if they had happened to someone else, the pain was a half-remembered ache in his bones and he was content to let it be. Remus’ hand was gentle against his ribs and he let himself sink into the embrace with closed eyes, there was something very comforting about the intimate touch.

James sat in a seat, he was attempting to finish a potions essay but his eyes kept turning to Sirius and Remus. Jealousy licked his heart as he saw Remus’ scarred fingers running slowly up and down Sirius’ side as it lulled him to sleep. He remembered tickling Sirius there not all that long ago, he remembered how their tickle fight had led to something much more heated as he had run his tongue over Sirius’ exposed ribs and made him moan. A shiver ran down his spine as he watched Sirius’ hand fall into his lap, he could see Remus frowning down at a book in his free hand and he looked unaware that he was doing anything some people would find odd. James tried to push away the jealousy and pain but it wouldn’t go, it sat heavily in his gut like a lead weight and made him feel slightly sick. It wasn’t long before Sirius’ breathing evened out and he fell asleep with his head resting on Remus’ shoulder, James contended himself to watching him sleep.

Remus blinked slowly as he dragged himself from his book, he realised that his hand was now moving in small circles on Sirius’ warm skin. He had been completely unaware of the contact before now, he turned his head and gazed at his friend. Sirius’ eyes were closed and his lips parted slightly as he breathed slowly and deeply, Remus felt a smile touch his lips as he lifted his hand and gently stroked hair from Sirius’ peaceful face.

James saw the intimate touch, he looked at Remus’ face and saw something that made his heart stop. It hit him like a brick wall, he felt winded and hurt. Anger and pain filled his chest in equal measure as he jumped to his feet, both hands clenched tightly into fists as he gazed at his friends. “You’re in love with him!” He gasped, unable to prevent the accusation from forming. Luckily the common room was empty except for them, only Peter was there to hear it.

Remus jerked away from Sirius, his eyes widening in surprise and horror. Sirius woke with a start and sat upright. “Who’s dead?!” He asked blearily and blinked around at his friends. Remus only had eyes for James but no words would form to ease his friend’s anger.

“I thought that…I hoped…I…” James stuttered to a stop and spun around on his heels, he stormed up to the dorms without another word. Sirius watched him go with a frown of confusion on his face, he turned to see Remus scrunch in on himself with his knees pressed into his chest and his face buried in his knees.

“Moony?” Sirius asked softly, he reached for his friend before being shrugged away. He looked slightly hurt.

“Go to him.” Remus whispered hoarsely. “Go to him and comfort him.” His voice cracked and, without looking at either Sirius or Peter he took several lurching steps towards the portrait hole and disappeared. Sirius sat still for a moment, gazing at the wall before standing.

Peter watched him go, he wasn’t happy with the situation at all. His friends seemed to have forgotten he was even there, he was as invisible as if he had been Disillusioned. He glared down at his homework before slamming his book closed and standing up, he left the common room and went for a walk.

Sirius found James lying on his bed, his pillow over his face as if he was making a bad attempt at suffocating himself. He moved closer and leaned over his friend, slowly he reached out and grabbed the cushion but two strong hands grabbed his wrists tightly and he found himself dragged on top of James. The cushion fell off and onto the floor with a soft noise, neither boy heard it though. They gazed intently into each other’s eyes for a long time before James pulled Sirius to his chest and held him close. “This is fucking torture, Siri.” He breathed, his chest hitching with his words.

Sirius tangled his fingers into James’ hair and nodded. “I’m sorry.” He whispered as he listened to James’ heart, a comforting sound that filled him with warmth. James sighed and lifted his head, they looked at each other for another endless minute. “What happened?” Sirius asked as he wriggled up James’ body so their faces were level, he leaned over him and hair fell across James’ face.

“He’s in love with you, Sirius.” James said seriously, he reached up and pushed hair behind his ear, only to have to fall back again and tickle his cheeks. “I can see it in his eyes…And I…It hurts…”

Sirius considered this for a long time. “Then I’ll have to dissuade his human self from falling…I don’t want to hurt him even more.”

James nodded before pulling Sirius down and kissing his lips, Sirius was helpless against the nostalgia and wonderful giddy joy that infused his very core. He pushed hands into James’ messy hair and deepened the kiss with a desperate moan. “Mmm…S-Sirius…” James hissed as he pulled out of the kiss. “We can’t…we shouldn’t…”

“Fuck Jamie, don’t ever say those words to me!” Sirius whispered huskily, his eyes glowing with mixed pain and desire. “I want you. I want you more than I’ve ever wanted anything in my pathetic life! Please…please let me have this moment…James…I’m yours! I’m yours until the day I die!”

“Sirius…” James watched as Sirius shuffled down until he was level with his crotch, he tipped his head to the side and tried to pull him back up. “…We need to stop…we should stop now before it’s too late…”

“Shut up.” Sirius breathed as he undid James’ belt and let it fall open. “I need you.” There was a hint of desperation in his voice and James felt his resolve wavering, but he couldn’t make Moony hurt himself. He simply could not allow their actions to damage their best friend, no matter what the cost to himself. He swallowed as Sirius managed to reveal his white pants beneath his trousers, he tried to tug on Sirius’ hair to get him to stop but as soon as that hot palm encased his penis he was lost.

“Sirius…” He whispered as Sirius’ hand began stroking him to hardness, he moved his hips helplessly. “Oh fuck…we’re gunna hurt him…we’re g-gunna-ahhh…kill him…”

“Don’t think about it, Jamie.” Sirius breathed, his eyes lifting to see James’ face contorted as he tried to deny his pleasure. “I need this…I need you…” When James was fully erect Sirius bent his head and ran his skilled tongue down his shaft, he felt James’ fingers tighten in his hair until it was almost painful but he didn’t care. He only wanted to hear those soft noises of pleasure his lover was making, he only needed to reaffirm his grasp on James, because every night he dreamt that he was losing him. Every night he was plagued by terrifying nightmares where James was kissing another, where he was wrapped around a girl of all things…and it made him sick.

James felt wet heat encase his cock, he groaned and threw his head back against the mattress. His eyes fell shut and he was swamped in sensation, he had missed Sirius’ mouth. He had missed his lips and his tongue and it was as if he was being burned alive in fire as he pushed Sirius further down onto his aching cock. “Oh yes!” He gasped and could have sworn that Sirius was smiling.

Sirius opened his jaw as far as it would go and allowed James to control the pace, he worked his tongue around his mouthful and listened intently to the familiar moans and heavy breathing that filled the still air. He gripped James’ hip in one hand, fingers digging into the flesh as he let the hands on the back of his head push him down.

James bit down on his bottom lip, his fingers tightened in Sirius’ hair so it must have been painful and he realised with a jolt that he was embarrassingly close to cumming. With a great wrench of his will he halted Sirius’ movement and pulled him away, Sirius looked up at him with heavily lidded eyes and James let them devour his soul. He pulled Sirius up to his lips and kissed him, moaning heavily into his mouth as he tasted himself on Sirius’ tongue. He was in heaven. He had died and now he was dreaming the dream of the damned, it was far too good to be real. “Fuck, Sirius…” he whispered hoarsely as he pulled away and gazed up into those eyes, that face that beautiful, wonderful face. “I want to cum inside you…” He breathed and Sirius grinned like a loon. Without further ado they were kissing frantically again, James rolled them both over so he was on top and was struggling with Sirius’ school shirt. His fingers were unusually clumsy as he yanked it over his lovers shoulders, the material tore with a satisfying sound. Sirius began working open James belt, when he had finally opened it he tore open his trousers and pulled them roughly down over his arse. James paused a moment to gaze down at Sirius, his hair was messy and fell into his eyes with that wonderful casual elegance, his chest was bare and pale in the candle light. James’ eyes traced the trail of hair that led down to his groin and swallowed in anticipation, he ran his hands down Sirius’ chest slowly, enjoying the feel of that skin beneath them. Then he yanked open Sirius’ trousers with one practised twist of his wrist and revealed his cotton pants. There was a wet stain on the fabric where the tip of his cock pressed against it, James moaned softly to himself as he reached down and massaged it. He listened happily to the noises escaping his lover before divesting him of the rest of his annoying clothing.

Sirius reached up and removed James’ glasses, gently he placed them on the side table before they continued. James wrapped his arms around Sirius’ waist as he was leaning over to get at the bedside table, he chuckled as he felt lips against the back of his neck and hands sliding over his chest and abdomen. “Jamie.”

“Sirius.” James replied with a small smile, he nuzzled the bit of skin between Sirius’ shoulder blades and sighed softly. His hands slid up and he began caressing Sirius’ nipples, he felt him twitch and moan.

“Fuck me, Jamie…I need you…” Sirius hissed between his teeth.

“Mmm…” James hummed as he shifted on the bed, manoeuvring his lover so he lay on his back with his legs parted. James wet his fingers in his mouth before placing them between Sirius’ parted cheeks, he watched his lovers face intently as he breached him. Sirius closed his eyes, enjoying the familiar feelings washing through his body on the wave of soft pleasure. He groaned softly as James added another finger, the burning pain little more than a dull throb and easily ignored. His hands fisted in the sheets beneath his heated body and he lifted his hips off the mattress, James watched his muscles tense and relax in time with his own movements and he swallowed the dry lump in his throat. He had been wanting this for far too long, it had been so long since he had touched Sirius like this and he was going draw out every second. He could no longer think beyond his own dick, his body ruled his head. “Sirius…” he whispered as he leaned over his body, his fingers still inside him, preparing him slowly, torturously. “Siri…Moan for me…say my name…”

Sirius did. He moaned heavily, his hands wrapped so tightly in the sheets it was going to be difficult freeing them, he forced his eyes open and smiled slightly. “James.” He breathed and James kissed him.

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Remus threw the chair across the room so it crashed against the wall, it fell to pieces in a spray of dust and splinters. He was breathing hard, hands clenched into fists at his sides as he glared at the scars on the walls. He had come back to the shack, he had come to escape the fury roiling within him, the screaming howls of the wolf as it wished to fight and perhaps kill anyone who lay hands upon his mate. He had to control this insane desire, he had to because he never wanted to hurt James or Sirius. He had never wanted anything like this to happen. But it had and he was slowly losing the battle against his own well controlled emotions, emotions he usually had in a iron grip were now trickling between his fingers and he couldn’t stop them. He gave vent to a frustrated scream and threw the leg of the chair through a window, the sounds of shattering glass oddly satisfying. Finally he fell to his knees, a dull thud echoing through ancient house. He wrapped his arms around himself and squeezed his eyes shut as he tried to force himself and the wolf within under control, it was hard. It was like pulling teeth, sharp, agonising pain as the wolf tried to claw at his chest, tried to rip itself free of him even though the full moon wasn’t for weeks. He screamed again, hands flying to his face as he ran finger nails down his cheeks creating two bloody lines down one of them. He shuddered and bowed his head to the floor. “Sirius…” He whimpered helpless to stop the pain erupting from his aching bones, the wolf wanted out but he could control it. He had to.

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James’ fingers dug into Sirius’ thighs, he knew it would bruise but he was far from coherent thought as he stared deep into steely grey eyes. Sirius was bent almost double as James moved his hips in fast little thrusts, he gasped helplessly, his hands gripping the headboard as it banged loudly against the wall. Sweat stuck his hair to his forehead and was caught between his lips, James’ eyes were clouded in passion and Sirius was unable to tear his own away. “Jamie…James…” He gasped and James leaned forward, pressing lips to his forehead as he sped up his movements, his skin heated and covered in a fine sheen of sweat. Neither of them had any idea of the time, it didn’t matter. They were together and that was all. The universe ended outside their bed.

“S-Siri…Nnng fuck!” James buried his face in Sirius’ hair and breath shakily, he had never felt anything so perfect in his life and he smiled. “Merlin…I love you. I love you. I love you…” He whispered, his hips slowing down so he was drawing out the pleasure. Sirius squirmed beneath him, panting heavily.

“Fuck…fucking hurry…b-bastard…wanna…need to…” Sirius tried to move his own hips but the angle was too awkward. “…Oh Merlin please!” He whined desperately, hearing James’ rough chuckle. “Stop torturing me!” Sirius threw his head back as James suddenly slammed his cock into him, he gasped. “Yes! Fuck yes!”

James grabbed Sirius’ erection tightly, he moved his hand in time with his hips, ensuring his eyes never left Sirius’. He watched his lover come undone, his eyes snapping shut as his body went rigid beneath him. “Come on Siri…cum for me…That’s it…” He whispered, unaware that he was speaking at all.

“Shit! Jamie!” Sirius cried abruptly, his orgasm hitting him like a train of blinding white light. He shuddered and spilt his release over his own chest and James’ hand. He was still shuddering with the aftershocks as James came hard with his name on his lips.

They collapsed onto the bed and slowly relaxed, Sirius’ limbs felt pleasantly heavy and he was smiling to himself. James panted against him, his hot breath tickling his throat as he recovered. Finally they peeled themselves away from each other and lay side by side, Sirius smiled sleepily and James returned it. “Fuck…that was amazing…” He panted and pushed his hair from his forehead with one hand.

Sirius could feel his own cum cooling on his chest as James’ trickled down his thighs but he didn’t care, he only wanted the feeling of the moment to last forever. He only wanted to curl up at James’ side and fall asleep like that, he wanted to wake up with him and kiss him…

It was James’ face that broke Sirius’ happy thought trail, it shattered like glass on concrete as James’ face fell and darkened. All at once the horrible reality crashed in on him and Sirius covered his eyes with his arm. “Don’t say it.” He muttered.

“You know I have to.”

“I…”

“Remus is our friend, Sirius! No matter what happens we can’t have him destroy himself over this…I couldn’t live with myself.”

Sirius tried to swallow the tight lump in his throat. “No…No I know…I-I just…”

“I know, Siri.” James replied and pulled him into an embrace. “I know.”
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