Designs on The Heart | By : snapeswife Category: HP Canon Characters paired with Original Characters > Het - Male/Female Views: 1316 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Chapter 4- Distant memories
Liz didn't let him finish his thought process; she turned around and slapped him so hard his head snapped to the side. Liz stepped away from him off the curb and into the street. Her emotions had reached a fever pitch. As the effects of their lovemaking had left her body she had reverted to a state of shock which was slowly changing into outrage at him for saying what he had. Not wanting to hear what he was saying she began to shake her hear furiously.
"Severus Tobias Snape you are worthy of love! There are a lot of people who have acknowledged that now, and while they may not show it or acknowledge it you are loved, and if you're too proud to understand that or too blind to see that you have been loved all along then maybe you're not worthy of love!" Liz shook in fury now, all other feelings had dissipated and as she stood pointing at the ruined home she let the tears finally fall. Tears of anguish, rejection, fury, fear, love, and the most powerful was hatred. "She was unworthy of love! LILY! You're precious Lily! Who loved another man, bore him a son and died protecting. You spent most of your life pretending to be someone – something you never were, and now when love is staring you in the face, still you push yourself away but tell me you can't lose me too. Well Professor-" She spat the word like it was a dirty taste in her mouth. "You never had me to begin with I guess. When you finally gain a sense of whom you are, who I was, and what I've done for YOU, then you will find me. Don't look for me until then Snape. I learnt how to hide not only my feelings but myself away from everyone. I learnt from the best I guess" With that she turned and disapperated away.
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Severus stood in the cemetery of Godric's Hollow, and stared at the tombstone of his beloved. Lily had been gone for twenty years, Severus had completed his vow, and he had done his duty to Dumbledore. It was time he lived for himself, he had to fix this before it was too late, and he had to find her, but not tonight. He had to use tonight to think. Severus strode down the road and disapperated just as he reached the end of the road with a loud pop. He reappeared just outside his house in Spinner's End and quickly entered. He poured himself a large glass of fire whiskey and sat down in his favorite arm chair in front of the fire place. With a quick flick of his wand the fire was warming the room. He settled down into the chair more as the fire whiskey did its job and he began to relax. With a sigh he motioned with his hand and a cabinet opened to his right and his pensive floated towards him. He took a long draw from his fire whiskey before setting it aside, he used his wand to pull the long silvery strands from his temple, and he tapped it against the side of the Pensive before taking a deep breath and putting his face in.
Severus watched from near the opened classroom door as Liz waltzed into the potions classroom humming to her-self as she always had. Her blue black hair fell to her waist, and her green eyes sparkled mischievously. He saw himself watch her through the curtain of his hair as he pretended to be grading papers; he had heard rumors from some of the younger students that one of the older Gryffindor students had been moaning his name in their sleep, the sounds of it echoing through Gryffindor Tower. He had deduced it was her by the way she would lightly flush at her neck. Severus walked towards her in his memory and watched as she chewed lightly on the end of her quill. Her chest and neck were flushed as she looked at him, when Percy Weasley elbowed her to get her attention she blushed and turned back to her studies once more. Severus looked towards his desk and saw himself walking towards the desks, looking into cauldrons, checking potions. When he got to Liz's he scowled more than usual.
"Miss Reymond, do try and pay attention to your potion! Lest you kill us so we might be able to get some rest finally. Ten Points from Gryffindor, and see me after class." Liz Blushed furiously and nodded simply as he vanished what was once her potion, and quirked and eyebrow at her, causing her to blush a deeper red. He quickly dismissed the class when he had finished, they all bottled their potions and placed them upon his desk. Liz packed her things and then sat back down in her seat waiting to be called to his desk. Severus leaned against the wall as he watched this young seventeen year old girl fidget and bite her lips nervously. Severus watched himself as he stalked towards the young woman and whispered to her. She blushed yet again and nodded as he smirked and walked towards his desk before she left and shut the door. The memory faded and he pulled himself out of the Pensive. He poured himself another fire whiskey and settled into his chair, the beginnings of an erection in his linen pants. This was definitely gonna be a long night.
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