What Would You Do? | By : snapeisthebest Category: Harry Potter AU/AR > Slash - Male/Male Views: 3351 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Severus had been lying there for hours with nothing but his thoughts to keep him company. All the events of the day had befuddled his normally lucid mind.
Through the course of the day, the stern man had learned many interesting things:
*Harry Potter was never the pampered, spoiled, attention-seeking brat his father was; if what Ms. Granger had to say was anything to go by.
*Severus thought he saw Harry give him a few heated looks when the boy didn't know anyone was watching. At this thought, Severus felt a little tingly at the idea of Harry wanting him in return. But, he knew better than to hope for that.
*Even though he had to deliver Potter to the Dark Lord in a month’s time, he found he was not able to ease his feelings towards the young man.
*Severus learned that Albus Dumbledore was an evil, manipulative bastard. He had known for quite some time that there was more to the headmaster than most knew about. You don't live 20 years of your life as a double spy and not notice things.
While the Weasleys were having their confrontation, Severus used Legilimens and saw exactly who it was that the youngest was taking orders from. It would seem, Dumbledore had found Ron alone on the Hogwarts Express his first year. According to the memory Severus had seen, the headmaster told Ron that he needed someone he could trust to help him. The reward for this service would be fame and more money than he was likely to see in his lifetime. Of course, Ron being number six of seven children, and the youngest male, was all too eager. Dumbledore instructed him to find Harry Potter and make friends with him by any means. If he had to lie, then do so; if he had to push people out of the way, don't get caught. Ron was only too eager to do as he was told; especially after the headmaster informed him Harry had no knowledge of the wizarding world. Dumbledore had made certain that Harry would get all his information from him and that would only be what he felt the boy should know. Which wasn't much.
Severus knew he needed to tell someone about his discovery but was hesitant. He only had Albus' protection as long as he spied. Thank Merlin the old man didn't know Severus was really spying on him and biding his time until the bastard was dead. Dumbledore's punishments were far worse than 100 Cruciatus Curses.
'Who to tell? More important, who would believe me? There was the werewolf; no, the full moon was the next night. Molly and Arthur have enough emotional distress right now. But, as it does directly relate to their situation, perhaps. Harry would probably think I was only trying to hurt him. Isn't that what I do after all? Even if the only reason is to hide my inappropriate feelings towards my Harry.
'No, Severus. Not your Harry. The Dark Lord wants him dead and has ordered you to bring him.' Severus began to debate with himself.
'If only I had more time. I would put an end to this foolishness and inform him of my feelings and hope for the best.
'Sure you would. You've spent how many nights teaching him Occlumency. Even though the headmaster ordered you to humiliate him instead of teach him, you could have told him your feelings 100 times over.'
Do shut the hell up.' This inner voice was REALLY annoying and sounded nothing like him.
Meanwhile, Harry lay in his bed trying to make sense of what had happened.
'Did the entire Weasley family just disown one of their own? For me? No one has ever shown that kind of affection towards me.
'Yeah, but, did you see the look in Severus' eyes? Was that because he caught your eye?' It was Harry's turn with the inner voice.
No, I'm sure it was something along the lines of getting to see "unnecessary emotional outbreaks by stupid, foolish Gryffindors".
'You just keep right on telling yourself that'
Shut up, already! Harry wished he knew who his inner voice was so he could choke them, Enervate, and choke them again.'
After their brief conversations with themselves, Harry and Severus both drifted off to an uneasy sleep in their own rooms.
******DREAM******
Harry lay on his back, naked, in the middle of a large bed. His eyes closed in nervous anticipation. He felt the bed dip as the other in the room finally joined him. The man was also naked; and kissing Harry gently. The other lightly nipped at his bottom lip. Harry gasped in response and felt the invasion. The kiss was long and languid.
Their tongues battled relentlessly. Harry shivered as a soft hand ghosted its fingertips across his chest and down his stomach. Harry's breath hitched as the hand reached its goal and long fingers encircled his already achingly member.
All Harry could do was moan and gasp as that hand started to stroke his purpled cock. His lover had pulled away from Harry's lips and was now trailing kisses and nips down his neck, to his chest. Once there those sinful lips then attached to Harry's right nipple.
Harry didn't know what to do so both hands were clutching at the satin sheets beneath him. He still had his eyes closed, hoping this was not just another dream.
"Open your eyes, love." was whispered to him.
Harry opened his eyes and looked into the glittering onyx of his love.
Severus smiled softly at Harry as their eyes met. Heat burned through him as he lowered his head for another taste of those luscious lips. While they kissed, Severus worked his hand down to Harry's virgin hole.
"Are you sure this is what you want, Harry?" Severus asked a little scared he would say no. Severus had wanted this for so long. He'd loved to brat for a while now.
"For now and always" Harry whispered in Severus' ear, and then lightly licked the outer shell.
With that said, Severus quickly summoned the oil before Harry could change his mind.
"I don't want you to regret this" Severus said looking into Harry's eyes, trying to assure himself Harry really wanted him (hell of a time, I know) like this.
"Never" Harry breathed out and pulled the man down into a heated kiss.
That was all Severus needed to hear as he slowly pushed into Harry's warmth. He swallowed Harry's cries as he was breached for the first time.
Harry grasped and clutched at any part of Severus he could reach. He ran his hands up and down Severus' back accidentally clawing too hard when something was hit to make him see stars.
Harry was taken to new heights as Severus continued to make love to him. He could feel his orgasm building and if Severus did that again...
Severus was kissing Harry passionately. When he pulled away and looked into Harry's love-filled eyes, it was his undoing. Severus rolled his hips one last time and felt the hot streams of Harry's cum cover their stomachs and chests. Severus was lost as Harry's muscles clenched around his cock. He came so hard he almost fell over.
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"WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT?!!" was yelled in unison in separate rooms. Both Harry and Severus were very thankful for silencing spells.
Harry woke with a start. Then, after remembering what his dream was about, couldn't help the smile that spread across his face.
'If only that would really happen? Is it wrong to hope that my first time is exactly like that? Think Severus would kill me if I told him that I have been in love with him for years?' Harry thought. Then he openly laughed 'I can see the disgust on his face already, imagine if I tell him I have wet dreams about him making love to me for my first time!' Harry threw off his blanket. 'VERY wet dreams. I hope... 'was Harry's last thought as he gathered his things to get ready for the day with a long shower.
Severus woke up severely shaken. 'I quit having THOSE kinds of dreams while still a student at Hogwarts. What has gotten into me? These feelings must be pushed aside. Harry will be dead soon and I have to come to terms with it soon. The sooner the better. It will already be near impossible to be so close to him without being able to touch his smooth, golden skin. How depressing!!! ' He thought to himself, trying to regain his composure.
'But, what would you do to see him look at you like that? And in that situation?' came that annoying voice again. It didn't quite sound like his own.
You again? Severus huffed. Oh, well. For THAT I would give my very life.'
With that thought he cast a wandless cleaning charm over himself and got up and ready for the day. It was going to be a long one.
LATER THAT EVENING
Harry felt bad when everyone sat down to eat supper and Molly gazed sadly at Ron's chair. She wouldn't let Arthur heal the bruise on her eye from Ron's punch. She wanted everyone to remember what had been done to cause it.
After supper, Harry and Hermione were in his room talking about their day had gone.
"What was it like spending the day with Snape, Harry?" Hermione asked with a mischievous look in her eye.
"Uncomfortable as Hell. Do you have any idea what it's like to spend the day in close proximity to a person that hates everything about you and all you want to do is touch them." A dejected looking Harry started.
Hermione gave him a soft smile, as she had seen the fire in Severus Snape's eyes as he looked at Harry.
"Thankfully absolutely nothing happened. It seems that not only students are afraid of Severus Snape. Nobody interfered. All the clerks were overly friendly and quick to serve. I think they just didn't want to piss him off." Harry continued with a grin.
"I know I surely wouldn't want to. Unlike SOME people." Hermione teased.
"Hey! I don't want to piss him off. I just want to..." Harry trailed off, blushing.
"I know what you want to do, Harry. Maybe someday soon, Snape will want to also." Hermione tried to reassure the man she loved like a brother. She could feel that the professors magic called out to Harry.
"OH YEAH!!! Something interesting did happen today. It was just before 'the shopping'. When I went to Gringotts to get some money, one of the goblins took me into a small room. I thought I was in serious trouble. He told me that I needed to claim my inheritance now that I am of age." Harry said excitedly.
"Well, what did you get?" Hermione responded, Harry's excitement contagious.
"I have no idea. He asked me to come back tomorrow when I had more time. For some reason, the goblin said 'that it was of the utmost importance that I only bring people I know that I can trust with me'. Want to come?" Harry asked, chewing his bottom lip nervously awaiting her reply.
"Absolutely!" Hermione exclaimed. "It will be nice to get out for a bit."
Harry noticed that Hermione looked upset at her last statement.
"How was everything here?" Harry asked, already knowing the answer. He noticed the melancholy atmosphere around the Burrow when he and Severus had gotten back from Diagon Alley. Ron was still here and taking his time in gathering his things. No one had talked to him other than what was necessary.
"Quiet and sad," Hermione had spent most of her day consoling a severely distraught Molly.
Harry was looking at the floor when he asked his next question, "I ruined the whole family, didn't I?
"No Harry! Ronald did that all by himself. You heard what he said. Someone offered him a lot of YOUR money to be your friend. Just who do you think would have the balls to do something like that, Harry?" Hermione asked him both knowing who could and would do something like that.
"I know, Hermione. I just didn't think he would actually try to kill me afterward." Harry sighed to his best friend. "And I didn't expect to tear a family apart like I did last night. How long before the others hate me for driving a wedge in their family?" Harry was starting to worry himself over what had happened.
"Harry, stop! Ron made his choice long ago. You heard what was said. The Weasley family made you a member. Mr. and Mrs. Weasley raised their children to value family over everything else. You should not hold yourself responsible for Ron being greedy and putting money and fame before family." Hermione gently lectured.
Harry realized she was right. He had heard everything that was said last night. Thinking of last night made Harry start to blush as a grin spread across his face. If only that dream would come true.
"What's wrong, Harry? You look flushed all of the sudden. You're not getting sick, are you?"
Hermione was starting to get concerned. She walked over to Harry to feel his forehead.
"What? Oh, um, I was just remembering the dream I had last night. It seemed so real." an embarrassed Harry said as he looked at Hermione, not meeting her eyes.
Hermione noticed this and blushed herself; knowing the only thing to make Harry react like that was sex.
"What was it of?" she asked with a smirk.
Harry looked her when he heard her question. 'Man, she needs to stop that or someone's going to think she's a Malfoy.'
"Well..., you see..., it was..." Harry faltered a few times.
"Aww, Harry, did you have a sex dream about Sevvie poo?" Hermione so loved to tease him.
"No, Hermione. We didn't have sex in my dream. Severus was kind and caring. Slowly and gently making love to me. But, what I remember the most is the look of pure love in his eyes as he looked in mine when he..." Harry faltered again, but she knew what he meant and took pity on him.
"Don't worry, Harry. He will come around sooner or later." Hermione always knew the right things to say to him. 'Because if he doesn't, I will knock him in the head with one of his cauldrons for being so stubborn!' She really hoped it didn't come to that. Maybe just a talking to if Severus didn't come around soon.
"I really hope so. Thanks, Hermione. You always could make me feel better no matter what. I don't know what I would do without you," Harry pulled Hermione into a tight embrace; "I love you, Hermione."
Hermione felt the tears start to sting her eyes as she buried her face in Harry's chest.
"I love you too, Harry" was her quiet reply.
What neither knew was they were now being watched.
Hermione pulled away and looked at Harry. "I think I'm going to go for a walk in the garden before bed. You know how I love to look at the full moon. Want to come with me?" Hermione asked starting towards the door.
'If only you knew why.' Harry said "Sure! Let me just finish putting the stuff I got today up." Harry smiled at the pleased look on Hermione's face.
"See you down there." was her reply as she walked out the door and down the stairs.
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