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Comfort Me	By : slyfox13 Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Snape/Sirius Views: 7954 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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I made it to Defense of the Dark Arts with seconds to spare. I scanned the room to find that the only available seat was next to James. How the hell did he get here so fast? He must've run. I walked at a leisurely pace. My stomach tightened in knots as I moved to sit next to James. He peeked at me then turned his attention back to the lesson the Professor began. I took out my quill and parchment, concentrating as much as I could with James sitting next to me. I ignored him as best as I could. That planned failed. James had my full attention when he passed me a note.
Are you okay?-Prongs.
I rolled my eyes, not wanting to participate. I pushed the note away, briefly coming in to contact with James's hand. His eyes met mine for second something flashed in his a certain want I was familiar with. I pulled my hand away abruptly, startling him. James frowned as he pushed the parchment toward me again. I shook my head, trying to listen to the lecture. The professor's voice droned on and on. I didn't glean anything from what he was talking about. Damn James. He had me all flustered. All the new information about him floated to the forefront of my mind. Anger lit a fire in my veins. I grabbed the paper, wrinkling it with my grip. Forget about the lecture. Remus would let me barrow his notes if I had to. Before I started writing a pair of eyes burned the back of my skull. Ah, Snape. Of course he had to see what I was doing. I wanted to clear up something's up. I already knew James and I had to discuss everything. I sighed. It'd be better if we talked about it. Some of the fuel that fired me up dwindled. I wrote a quick response.
I'm fine. Now focus on the lesson.-Padfoot.
You're obviously mad about something. And you were sick that adds up to not being fine.-Prongs.
Are you serious? Do you not remember last night, you prick?-Padfoot.
I thought you needed let off some steam. You don't have to hang with Snape anymore.-Prongs.
It's none of your business who I hang out with. And no I didn't let off some steam. I might be pissed at you till the end of all time.-Padfoot.
Isn't that a little extreme?-Prongs.
Do you think it'd be extreme if I put my foot up your arse? I'm serious James give me some time and space. I mean it. I can't deal with you right now. I might hex you. Don't think I'm kidding because I'm not. You broke…-Padfoot.
What Pads?-Prongs.
Nothing. Listen, you and I need to talk. Meet me in the empty classroom across from the Charm classroom tomorrow before lunch.-Padfoot.
Okay, I'll be there.-Prongs.
James seemed pleased as the class wrapped up. If he thought our little note passing went well he was wrong. I'd talk to him tomorrow about some key things. Today wasn't right. There was no way I could be in the same room any longer than I had to be at the moment. I might punch him. The idea held a lot appeal. The class let out and I was gone. I walked as fast as I could to Gryfinndor tower. Lunch started without me as I packed my bag with some pajamas and other things for my over night stay in the Room of Requirement. Even if Snape was a no show I was going no matter what.
The rest of the day passed with ease, James spent all his time with Lily. Seeing them together made my chest constrict. Not for the loss of James more for the fact that Lily and I were duped. That was the first thing I was going to bring up tomorrow. James should tell Lily. It did no one any good starting a relationship with a lie. A small Slytherin part of me wanted to tell James if he didn't tell Lily I would. I squashed that part. Forcing someone to do something like that wasn't very Gryfinndor like.
I sat in the library pretending to do my homework. It was all a show for Remus. Relinquishing my anguishing thoughts turned out to be harder than I thought. The longer I thought about what James did the more I realized I was more disappointed in what my best friend did than him actually cheating on me and being with all the other girls. James cheating was a hard idea to grasp. Not on me necessarily but on Lily. She's been his main focus for most of our years at Hogwarts. When he came to me sixth year and we started sleeping together I was baffled that he was paying a lot attention to me granted it was only in the bedroom, now that I think about it. If he and Lily were together why did he come to me one last time? I ran a hand through my hair, making it go everywhere. My hair was nearly shoulder length. It drove me bonkers most of the time. I was too lazy to get it cut. The way James was acting bewildered me. I only hoped I got some answers tomorrow.
Remus came back to the table laden with books. He set down the books, taking the chair across from me. He folded his hands on the table, gazing at me with soft amber eyes. He reached across the table and took one of my hands in his. He looked so sad even for Remus. "I'm so sorry Padfoot. I honestly thought you knew about James and the other girls he dated. I didn't mean to make you sick." I got out of my seat and hugged Moony tightly.
I pulled away, sitting back down and holding his hand gently. "You have nothing to apologize for." I thought for a moment then decided to ask one of the questions that plagued me. "How did you know that James was seeing all those other girls?" I grabbed one of the books from the pile, sending dust everywhere. I sneezed a few times in rapid succession, barely able to blink, making Remus smile. That was what I wanted to see. I grinned at Remus. I loved to see him smile, really smile. Most of the time it seemed his smiles were tinged with a hint of sadness.
A movement out of the corner of my eye grabbed my attention. I turned slightly, finding Snape blatantly staring at me and Remus. He titled his head to the side as he contemplated us. He bit his bottom lip, arms crossed over his chest. My heart hammered against my chest as I imagined biting him bottom lip making him moan. I almost flew out of my chair to try it. Perhaps it was a little too soon to do that. Snape and I weren't even on a first name basis much less friends. Just because he let me share his bed and be his lab partner didn't mean anything. I smacked my head with my hand. Of course it did. Severus Snape barely let anyone touch him, not even by accident. Why did Snape care? The answer was out of reach.
He didn't notice me watching him. His long frame leaned against one of the bookshelves. Snape tried to be sneaky by pretending to read while staring at me. I wouldn't have notice except his stare was hard to ignore. When his eyes were on me I knew it. I found it a little strange that I could do that, but it probably came from years of being rivals and enemies. Snape seemed thoughtful as he put the book back, my guess would be in a random spot, as he turned to leave. I wonder why he was watching me. All I knew was that I stared after him for a moment. Remus talking brought me back to the discussion I was having.
"Pads? You still here with me or is your imagination doing some unspeakable things to Snape?" Remus's eyes twinkled with mirth. He let go of my hand as he packed some of the books in his book bag.
"First of all Moony my mind is pure and innocent. It doesn't think of all the dirty things yours does." I smirked. Remus pushed my shoulder, laughing.
Remus stood up and I followed lugging the rest of his books. A report was due in Defense Against the Dark Arts in the next few weeks and Remus was starting earlier. Procrastination here I come. My report would get done at a slower pace. I did really well in school. The longer I waited to do something the better I usually did. Deadlines were real motivators especially when you only had two or three days to do it.
Remus and I left the library with our heavy load. The mood became a little more somber. Here it comes. Remus cleared his throat a few times. The words stuck in his throat. "James never told me he was seeing other girls but I saw him at Hogsmeade and when you were occupied with doing something. It always seemed to be when you wouldn't notice. When you are in to something all your focus stays on whatever you're doing. If it's any constellation I'm one hundred percent sure he never slept with them. Well almost. I'm sure I would've smelled sex on him. The only person connected to that smell has been you."
I tried to process that bit of information. I stored it away for tomorrow. Only James could provide definitive answers.
"Thank you for telling me."
"You going to be alright?"
I nodded. "I will be. The wound is still too fresh though. I'm going to head out." I walked Remus all the way to the portrait.
Remus pouted. He knew what that did to me. It was hard to say no to. He even added puppy dog eyes. Those eyes tugged hard at my heart strings almost convincing me to stay. Almost. "You don't have to exile yourself."
"I know, but I want to be somewhere else right now." Remus held out his arms for the books. I gave them to him, making sure he could hold them all.
"Are you going to tell me where you're staying? I won't tell James."
"No, not yet. Have a good night and I'll see you tomorrow." I hugged Remus good bye as the portrait opened I saw a glimpse of James hugging Lily. He glanced at me as Remus stepped through. I averted my gaze. James moved to come after me but Lily hugged him tighter. I took off running just in case James came after to me. I was extremely happy I packed some over night clothes for tonight.
I made it to the Room of Requirement at around eight, praying and hoping Snape was there. I thought about what I needed, thinking only of Snape. He was my first thought for some reason. The door appeared and I walked through it to find Snape changing in to his pajamas. His back to me. He had creamy white skin that begged to marred with bites and nail marks. His shoulders were broad and wide, leading down to a narrow waist. My mouth dried as Snape looked over his shoulder, eyes narrowed and accusing.
"What are you staring at?" Snape asked. It was a valid question. I had no answer. My world titled on its axis as my cock jumped at the heated look Snape gave me. I read hunger and want in his stare or was that my imagination. Who cares! Everything was turned around, but I found I didn't care. I dropped my bag, closed the distance between us and kissed Snape. His warm chest met mine and the world exploded as his tongue glided over my bottom lip. It was all so new and exciting and maybe just a little crazy.
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