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The room is bathed in silence, waiting for Severus to answer Harry’s question. Harry breaks the silence by yelling his question again, “Are you going to answer me?!”
Harry’s temper does not surprise Severus yet he says nothing. He sits with his back ramrod straight, eyes never wavering from his mate.
“Why must you do this?” Harry says “Why must you constantly pull me in and then push me away. Not long ago you could not keep your hands off of me.” Harry says shaking his head, “You held me as if I am the most important thing to you and now you push me away. Why Severus?”
Again Severus remains quiet. He ignores the imploring looks from his friends and brothers. He knows he should answer Harry but Severus still feels that Harry is too young for all that comes with being his mate. His entire world will change. By my own stupidity it has already changed, that kiss should not have happened. “Harry you have to understand it is not a matter of whether you are my mate or not. The answer is not something so simple or easily explained.” Severus finally says, breaking his silence.
“Well try.” Harry moves to sit in a chair that is facing Severus. Marvolo and Luc get up to leave, however Harry stops them. “Please don’t leave.” Harry says. Harry must think of me as a coward. Unable to express my thoughts without my friends around. “It seems with you here Severus finally has the balls to tell me what I need to hear.” Harry declares with malice.
That breaks Severus out of his inner thoughts. Harry has a right to be angry with him but that statement just pisses him off, “Ok you little shit since you want to know so fucking badly.” He yells getting out of his seat. “Yes! You are my mate. I have known since you were weeks old. But you are not ready to take on the responsibility of being the mate of the king of the vampires. You are immature, irresponsible and you are still a fucking child. When you learn to grow the fuck up maybe I will think about accepting you as my mate, until then stay the hell away from me.” Severus rails at Harry.
Severus knows he should not have said those things but to have his mate think he was not man enough to admit he has feelings for him hurts and he can’t help lashing out. Severus knows he acted like the immature child he just accused Harry of but at the moment he does not care.
“You fucking bastard!” Harry screams back. “Did you think insulting me would push me away? That I’m so weak that I’ll break down and give up under your stupid insults? Then you Severus Snape-Prince have no fucking idea who or what I am!” Harry continues. “You persistently hide behind your walls because you are afraid of letting me in.” Harry is not backing down. “Well guess what, I am not going anywhere so accept it and let’s move the hell on.”
“I have a news flash for you Potter, not everything in my life revolves around you!”
Harry scoffs at that statement, “Really?”
“Yes really,” Severus sneers.
“Your kingdom must be very poor then.” Harry snaps. “Poor little Prince has to take a job to support his kingdom. You must need the money to support Mommy and Daddy. How pathetic.”
For the first time in his life Severus wants to slap the shit out of his mate. “Get out, get out of my office and do not come back you disrespectful little fucker.”
“I will leave Severus,” Harry says not backing down from his mate’s anger. “But this conversation is not over. I am your mate and you are mine. You will not reject me and I damn sure will not reject you. But I will adhere to your wishes and leave you alone to give you some time to think.”
“To think about that exactly? The fact that you infuriate me, or that you are a pain in my arse.”
“No Severus, for you to actually grows some balls and claim what is yours and yours alone.” With that Harry leaves the three men and walks back to his dorm room. It is late, however considering the circumstance he knows that he will not have to worry about Professors taking points away.
“What the hell just happened?” Asks Lucius.
“That my dear friend, is sexual tension between and vampire and his mate. Or when an idiot refuses to pull his head out of said arse.” Answers Marvolo and shrugs his shoulder. “Take your pick.”
“Well fuck imagine what will happen when they actually take it a step further and have sex.” Lucius answers in an astonished voice.
Marvolo nods his head, “Let's hope it doesn't happen at Hogwarts, our poor Lady will burn to the ground with all the heat those two have bottled up between them.”
“I am so glad my predicament is such a hot topic of conversation for you two.” Severus sneers at them.
Marvolo and Lucius chuckle, “You must admit Sev, your mate has more balls than you at the moment.”
“True as that may be, he is still immature and not ready.”
“That’s a matter of opinion, Severus.” Marvolo tells him.
“I have to agree with Marvolo,” says Lucius.
Severus rolls his eyes then speaks up, “Please will you two just fuck and stop kissing each other’s arses. And I still think he is too young.”
Marvolo raises an eyebrow, “Contrary to you Severus, Lucius and I are not afraid to tell each other how we feel about each other. However, before we fuck as you so nicely put it, there is something that must be done. Lucius will have to divorce his wife before I take him to my bed. I will not ever be seen as the other man.”
Severus chuckles, no matter how upset he is, his friends always have a way to make him feel better. Severus sighs, dropping down in the nearest chair and bringing his hands to his face. “Shit I really fucked up badly tonight, didn’t I?” He asks.
“Why must you always argue with him? What are you so afraid of?” Lucius asks.
“I have no idea and that’s my answer to both,” Severus says before Lucius can ask which question he was answering.
Severus leans back in his chair. “Have you ever wanted something so bad you can taste it and even though it is in your grasp you know that as soon as you get it, you will ruin it.”
Surprising Marvolo answers, “I do.” He says and looks at Lucius who is not looking at him.
“That is how I feel about Harry.” Severus tells them. “I know he is my mate, I know we are destined to be together. But our world is not for him, not yet. We are at war with the Mac Tíre Hibrideach (1) constantly, you know how brutal they are. They show no mercy when they strike. How many times have we gone up against them? Not to mention the bloody Headmaster and his manipulations. I know he is trying to get Harry’s parents to marry him off to a witch of his choosing and those idiots will pander to his will with a few honeyed words. Even knowing that Harry is gay. I feel like the only thing I can do for now is protect him from everything that is to come.”
“Give him some credit, Sev. Harry is a strong wizard, not to mention a strong young man. He shows you that by fighting with you when everyone else cowers in a corner at just the raise of your eyebrow.” Lucius tells him.
“I know that Harry is strong, I have no doubt of that. But once I take him as my mate, his world will be nothing but constant danger. I will not be able to live with myself if I took him from his world and something happened to him before he got a chance at some semblance of a life. Add to the fact that he will have to forsake his mortality, he will have to become a vampire in order to rule and live alongside me. He will have to leave his family, his friends, how can I in good conscience ask him to give all of that up Lucius?”
Lucius and Marvolo look at Severus with more understanding than they had before. Harry means the world to me; there is nothing I would not do to keep my mate safe. Safe from the Mac Tíre Hibrideach; for eighteen years we have been at war with them. Safe from the Headmaster, Harry’s parents, hell even the world but most of all myself.
“I don’t know Sev, pushing him away and arguing with him is definitely not the answer.” Marvolo says. “Either put all your cards on the table and tell him everything or leave him alone. But that is going to be hard now that you have tasted his blood. If he wasn’t in your system before, he is now.”
There is nothing that Severus can say, Marvolo is right. Even the smallest amount of his mate’s blood starts the mating process. I need to think, Harry needs to think. Without another thought Severus gets up, walks into his chambers and starts to pack his trunk.
“I need you to split up and take over my classes for a while.” He tells them.
“How long will you be gone?” Lucius asks.
“I don’t know, I need to get my head on straight and I can’t do that being around Harry.”
Marvolo walks over and stops Severus before he can put any more clothing in his trunk. “Don’t run away from this or from your mate, Severus.” He snaps at his friend.
“I’m not,” Severus says closing his eyes to collect himself. “I need to work some things out. When I took a job here to watch over him, my plan was to wait until he graduated before I started courting him. I did not know our attraction would be so strong Marvolo. As much as we argue he is the ying to my yang as cliché as that might sound. Harry keeps me on my toes and with all that I said earlier, I feel as if the moment we mate I will ruin him. I need to make sure I am what he needs. Because I know he is what I need. But we need some time apart.”
Marvolo nods his head, “Don’t make us come and find you Severus, come back to us. Luc and I need you and I know Harry needs you.”
“How will you survive without his blood?” Lucius asks as he refolds the clothes Severus threw into his trunk.
“I will be fine, I will live on animal blood until I return to claim him.”
Both Marvolo and Lucius stop what they are doing to turn and look at Severus. “So you will claim him?” Marvolo asks.
“Yes,” Severus answers with confidence.
“Then why leave?” Asks Lucius.
“I need to talk with someone who knows what I am going through.”
More understanding show in both men’s eyes, Severus is not running away to sulk and hide. He is going home for parental advice. Home to Mom and Dad.
Marvolo nods his head, “Say hello to them for us. And that we will visit as soon as possible.”
“I will.” The room goes quiet as each man separates to do something. Lucius to finish packing for Severus, Marvolo to repair and fix Severus’ office. And Severus to sit and write a letter to the Headmaster and to his mate.
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The next morning Harry walks into the Great Hall and scans the Head Table for a single person. His brows crease in a confused frown when he does not see Severus sitting with Professors Riddle and Malfoy. Harry is still upset about what happened last night. Harry still does not understand why they argued or why they said such harsh words to each other. Harry feels so guilty for the words he said to Severus. He knows that Severus is not a weak man nor is he pathetic. But words said in anger cannot always be taken back. Harry walks over to where Blaise and Draco are sitting and takes his place between both of his friends.
“Hey, how was detention last night?” Blaise asks him.
“I will tell you later,” Harry tells him as he starts to put mixed nuts and granola on his greek yogurt.
Both Blaise and Draco look at each other over Harry’s head, something happened last night and it worries them. Before either of them can ask another question, owls start to descend in the Great Hall with the morning post. Harry’s snow white owl Hedwig flies over to Harry and lands on his shoulder.
“Hey girl, you have something for me?” He greets her, feeding her some bacon off Draco’s plate.
“Must you deprive me of my morning nourishment to feed your companion?” Draco asks jokingly.
“You always take the best pieces of bacon and Hedwig deserves the best.” Harry tells him with a smile. For his sweet words about her, Hedwig nipped his ear. Harry caresses her feathers then takes the letter that is tied to her leg. Harry looks at the handwriting and notices that it is from Severus. Harry quickly opens the letter and ignores his friends’ questioning looks.
My Dearest Harry,
By now you have realized that I am no longer in the castle. I am sorry Harry, sorry for the words I said, the things I called you. I regretted them the moment I said them but at the time I could not take them back. You told me that I needed to think about what I wanted and that is what I am doing. But I cannot do it around you. I did not want you to find out that you are my mate, not as yet anyway or the way you found out. I had so many plans for us.
I planned to court you slowly, the moment I found out you were my mate. I made myself your protector. I watched you from afar, chased away your bullies and anyone who dared showed interest in you. I wanted and still want you for myself, untouched by anyone. I know that sounds selfish but I did not want anyone to have what I already considered mine. I know how creepy that sounds but you have to understand Harry, when a vampire finds the one they are destined to be with they cannot let anyone or anything get in their way of claiming them. My father told me once, that the minute he saw my mother he stalked her until he finally got the courage to introduce himself to her.
I am a possessive man Harry, vampire or not. When I see something I consider to be mine, I protect and take care of it. I know what you are thinking in that pretty little head of yours and no I do not consider you a property. Why then do I continuously push you away? There is no easy way to answer that question Harry. You are my treasure, my love, my heart and my soul. Harry, you are my everything. My plan was for you to graduate, have some semblance of a life before I fully took you away from it. Because Harry that is what will happen.
You told me to think about what I want but I need you to do the same thing Love. I need you to think about what will happen after I claim you as my mate. Will you be willing to leave your family, your friends and your world to join mine? Will you be willing your give up your mortal life and become a vampire? Living in my world is not easy Harry.
As my mate you will be in constant danger. The vampire kingdom has been at war for almost eighteen years with the Mac Tíre Hibrideach; they are hybrids of demons and werewolves. Their race is as old as the vampire nation. A war broke out nearly eighteen years ago when the Mac Tíre Hibrideach Queen Vivienne gave birth to their Prince and Heir. One night the Prince was stolen from his crib; the King and Queen accused the Vampire nation of the kidnapping and murder of the Prince. We have been at war with them ever since. They are our worst and formidable enemies. So many have been lost on both sides, yet neither the Mac Tíre Hibrideach nor the Vampires are willing to call a truce.
You are a free spirit Love, will you be happy to have constant guards at your side? It is hard keeping track of you now. Not only that, you will have responsibility to me and to the vampire nation. Are you ready to have children? You will need to give up on your future goals. These are just some of the things you will need to think about, Harry. Through all of that, know that you will never need to worry if I will be faithful to you. I will always love you through the good and bad. I am and will always be devoted to you.
I am not sure how long I will be gone Harry. Know that I will miss you terribly. I'll miss seeing your face, miss seeing you smile and how it lights up the whole Great Hall. But if you need me no matter what you decide, Lucius and Marvolo know how to get in touch with me. Word of advice Love, stay away from the Headmaster, he is not to be trusted. I have been shielding you from him. However, with me gone he will use this opportunity to try and get to you.
If he ever wants to speak with you alone, have Lucius or Marvolo go with you. As a member of the Slytherin bloodline you are also Marvolo’s Heir, he can assist you in anything you need. Please use this time to get to know him, he tried to get to know your mother when she was younger and attended Hogwarts. However because the Headmaster poisoned her mind on Salazar Slytherin and his beliefs concerning muggleborns, your mother refused to have anything to do with him. They are my brothers in all but blood and will protect you with their lives. They know how important you are to me.
Yours,
Severus Snape-Prince
Prince & Heir of the Vampire Nation.
Harry folds the letter, and puts it into his pocket. He refuses to look up at the Head Table. Severus will not be there, he will not be there for a long time. Harry is happy for the letter but he wishes Severus would have spoken to him directly. Told him about his fears of taking Harry as his mate. Fears of what will happen in the future. Last night after they argued and Harry got back to the dorm, he could not see through his anger. He refused to see things from Severus’ side and why should he have when all the man did was push him away? But now, Harry sighs, now I can see where Severus is coming from. And yet I feel a bit angry that instead of talking to me, he left, no he ran. At this point Harry is not sure what to do.
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The Night Before
Severus steps from the portal he used to travel to his realm, that is another thing he has not told Harry. His race of vampires are magical beings but they are far more superior than the average wizard. The Royal line of vampires do not require wands to do magic. However when Severus pleaded with his parents to send him to Hogwarts like his mother did, it was because he wanted to study potions like his mother. Eileen Prince witch born, turned vampire when she became the mate of the then vampire Prince Tobias Alastor Snape. Severus makes his way through the corridors of the castle, human servants not house elves bow as he walks by them.
Feeling good to be home, Severus lets his glamour drop: his hair lengthens, olive skin becomes paler, his lips flush pink. Everything about his appearance changes save for his eyes, they remained the same midnight black. When Severus reaches his chambers, he is stopped by a servant. “My Lord, have you finally come home?”
Severus turns to see Carson, his mother’s personal assistant, “Hello Carson, are my mother and father sleeping?”
“No they are in the throne room. I was just banished from the room.” Carson says with a smirk on his lips.
Severus groans he will not be able to speak with his parents tonight. His mother and father can be very vigorous. His father might be five hundred fifty and years old but he looks no older than a man in his fifties. Vampires might not be immortal, however, they do live a long time, even longer than the most powerful wizards who live an average of three hundred years. “Please let my parents know when they are finished that I am home and will join them for breakfast.”
“Certainly my Lord,” Carson says bowing his head. “Is there anything else you require, my Liege.” he asks while raising his eyes to meet Severus’. There is lust in his eyes when their eyes meet. Carson is a very good looking man, with blond hair and blue eyes. If Severus was not already in love with his mate, he would taken Carson up on his offer.
“No Carson, that will be all. I will see you in the morning.” Severus turns, opening the door and entering his chambers. He sets his bags by the door and gets ready for bed. Three hours later Severus cannot sleep, his thoughts are jumbled with self doubt. Did I do the right thing by leaving? I would not be able to live with myself if something happened to Harry. Thinking of Harry Severus mind brings up the kiss they shared in his office. He touches his lips recalling the taste and feel of Harry’s soft lips.
The feeling of Harry’s body against his. Severus rolls over on his stomach and grinds his hard cock into the bedding as he imagines Harry underneath him. Severus turns and buries his face into his pillow as a moans escapes from his lips. Applying more pressure he widens his legs sandwiching his cock between his stomach and the mattress beneath him. Images of Harry’s fingernails digging into his skin as Severus fucks him into oblivion. Memories of Harry’s moans and him begging for Severus to fuck him hard plays in his mind as he snaps his hips harder and faster.
Feelings of Harry’s legs wrapped around his hips, lips kissing his neck as they move up to his ear and nibble on the lobe. Severus grunts as if feeling Harry bite his ear. Severus imagines kissing Harry’s neck as he bares it freely for him to bite and taste more of his delectable blood, tasting his essence and life. Severus grinds his hips faster as he feels his impending orgasm, his mind shifts from Harry being on his back to his hands and knees while Severus plows into him. The one that brings him over the edge is of Harry riding his cock, Severus can see Harry smiles down at him, baring his fangs. Shivers run down Severus’ spine when Harry bends down and lick his neck and sinks his fangs in, drinking his blood.
Severus closes his eyes when the fantasy sparks his orgasm; he sinks his teeth into the pillow screaming Harry’s name. Hot cum spills from the tip of his cock onto the bed and his stomach. Severus rides his orgasm as the images of Harry cuming spurts on his stomach slowly disappears. Severus rolls onto his back, tangling himself in the sheets as he tries to catch his breath. He uses the sheet to wipe off the cum from his stomach with one hands and runs his other hand over his face. Slowly Severus breath starts to even out. Now relaxed he drifts off to sleep with thoughts of his mate, of one day doing the things he imagined.
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Mac Tíre Hibrideach Kingdom the next Morning
In another kingdom far away, the handsome King Fenrir and beautiful Queen Vivienne sit on their thrones listening to the complains of their subjects, when a silver orb appears in the throne room. The closer the orb gets to the King and Queen, the larger it grows. Guards are on alert as the orb disappears and a man in a black leather hooded cloak with a bow and arrow strapped to his back is bowing in front of the royal highnesses.
Guards are readying to strike when the king lifts his hand to stay their advances. “What news do you bring to me, my spy?” The King asks in a raspy voice.
The spy never lifts his head or removes his hood to reveal his face, “I bring news of your Heir, my Lord.” The spy says loud enough to be heard by all.
The King perks up in on his cushioned throne to listen. The Queen does not move for fear of what their spy might relay.
“What of my Heir?” The king asks impatiently.
“He is alive my Lord” The spy says finally revealing his face to the King and Queen. While all in the throne room gasp in surprise.
Mac Tíre Hibrideach - The Irish word for wolf is Mac Tíre meaning literally the Son of the Countryside and association with human transformation linger, and whilst some consider this is imported there are many references in Irish mythology to lycanthropes and changing to other animal forms.
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A/N
Thank you all for your Reviews, and continuous support in reading my work. Feed the plot bunny I hate when it stops hopping. I have a lot going on and have done a lot of writing in the past month, here is an update:
You Can't Run From Love (Luc/Harry) the next chapter is completed and is also waiting to be beta'd. This one I have a feeling you guys will be pissed at Harry. He is making things a bit more complicated than needs to be. Word count over 4000 subjected to change after edits.
Through the Fire (Draco/Harry) I started the next chapter, I hope to have some action in this next chapter so far it stands over 1000 words and will get longer. As this is my first fic the chapters tend to be longer than the rest.
You Complete Me (Tom*Voldie*/Harry) The next chapter is still being written this one will reveal who came to Arthur's rescue and a few more surprises. I love writing this story the ideas that come to my mind is mind blowing. Word count so far over 1000 and will get much longer.
All Mine (Fen/Harry) The next chapter is completed just waiting to be beta'd. I hope you guys like this next chapter. Word count is over 4000 words subject to change with edits. Sorry for the long wait on this one.
Life's Renewal (Rick Grimes/Harry) It's already posted on AO3 and FF.net my first solo crossover super excited and nervous I hope you guys check it out and like it. Chapter 2 is completed already waiting to be beta'd. Word count over 5000.
Surrendering to his Embrace (John Cena/Harry) OMGosh I can see your face now..WTF!!..Yup I went there. I shipped them together, I only ask that you give it a chance. It is posted on FF.net at the moment. So if you have time please check it out. Word count is over 6000.
Secrets (Draco/Harry) This one is an adoption from SuperwholockianfromHogwarts. KTT2123 and I have written the whole first chapter over and we will post it here on AO3 and FF.net as soon as it's beta'd. If you have not checked out SuperwholockianfromHogwarts do so this way you will know what we changed.
I am also working on my first one-shot that will go along the Safe in your Arms story. This will be about how Draco and the twins got together. So far I have 3 pages written and it will get longer.
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