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Deeply Wounded	By : SnapesOnlyOne Category: HP Canon Characters paired with Original Characters > Het - Male/Female Views: 2044 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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I sink back under the blankets, pulling them up over my head and closing my eyes, drifting back off to sleep after the tears begin again. When I wake again, Severus is pulling me tightly against him and kissing my forehead.

“I brought you chocolate cake, Astra said you wouldn't eat” he drawls, forking off a piece and offering it to me. I refuse and he taps my bottom lip with the fork impatiently and I reluctantly accept the cake, letting him feed it too me.

“I see the appeal to this, it's slightly erotic,” he comments forking off another piece and feeding it to me. He brushes the hair off my face and kisses my lips gently, but I can't bring myself to respond. There was a life growing inside of me, and now it's gone, dead. A baby, I could have had a baby, his baby… our baby.

“Are you going to talk to me Celestia? My beautiful fiancé.”

I lay silent and unmoving.

“You say everything happens for a reason, this too will have its reason Celestia” he speaks calmly feeding me another bite of cake and helping me to the shower, my belly hurting terribly.

*%*%*

The next two weeks go by like this, I stay in bed allowing my body to heal, Severus brings me food, takes me to the shower, lays with me until I sleep and leaves early for classes. Poppy comes in, giving me the all clear, my body having healed very quickly. Tonight when Severus climbs into bed with me, I climb onto his lap, kissing his lips emotionally.

“Take me Severus” I murmur as I trail kisses down his neck.

“I don't think so”.

“Severus...”

“Not yet.”I wake late into the evening, having cried myself to sleep in Severus’ warm arms.

When I awake Severus is gone and I feel horrible. The towel has been changed and there is a cup of tea charmed to stay warm on my bedside table. Astra hustles in with a plate of food and sets it on my lap, moving some pillows behind me.

“How are you feeling?”

I push away the food and scan the room for Severus again.

“He's teaching, he's doing your classes as well as his. He didn't want to leave you, I made him.”

I capture his lips with mine and begin to unbutton his shirt, pulling it open and trailing kisses across his chest.

“You are trying to get me to impregnate you again Celestia.”

“No! I'm not, it's been two weeks without your touch and I think I may go mad if you don't touch me Severus.” I whisper as he stares at me unmoving.

“I do not believe you are telling me the whole truth.” he speaks slowly.

“I do wish it hadn't happened like this, but they said I would never get pregnant, yet I did. I think it's a sign. Maybe we are meant to have a child, just not now. So… can you entertain this just for a moment Severus?”

“I will not keep doing this to you Celestia, look at what you have been through these past two weeks, I won't watch you go through this again, I care for you too much to do that to you.”

“Severus... please!”

“This conversation is over, protected or not at all.”

“Get out.” I whisper venomously.

“What?” He frowns, “Celestia surely you aren’t serious.” he responds, shocked.

“Get out, and don't come back!” I snarl, fighting back tears and watching him rise from the bed and storm from the room.

*%*%*

For the next two months I get back to teaching and take my meals alone in my room, immersing myself in my books and marking and lesson plans. My sister eats breakfast with me every morning, never once mentioning Severus, or the baby. Just sitting in my company. She crawls into my bed each night and lays with me, knowing I need her silent companionship.

One night in late February I open my eyes to see Severus in my doorframe, he approaches my sister waking her gently and asking her to leave us alone, she nods sleepily, wandering from the room. I watch as he scans me and I feel the tears well up in my eyes. His gaze falls on my hand that is no longer wearing his ring, abandoned days after I kicked him out, his face shows a flash of something and his eyes look glassy.

“You're really done with me then?” He whispers as he blinks his eyes rapidly.

“I don't want to be Severus, but we seem to be at an impasse.”

“Put your ring back on, now… please...”

“Severus...”

“Then, I will leave it to fate, if I must” he mutters “I can't be without you Celestia, this has been unbearable...”

I move from the bed and pull my ring out of a jewellery box, and drop it into his hand. I press my thin frame against him, wrapping my arms around his waist. I notice his gaze is down on my breasts which had gotten larger when I had been pregnant.

“One day I will carry your child” I whisper, grabbing his hands and putting them on my belly. “Swollen here with your child growing inside me” I continue moving his hands up to my breasts “swollen here with milk to feed our baby” I finish, feeling Severus grow hard against me.

“I still disagree with this, I think this is going to bring more emotional distress for you, but you are hell bent and I can't live without you, not anymore. I will try Celestia” he whispers.

I drop to my knees in front of him and pull him hastily from his confines, running my tongue over his throbbing length, earning a sigh and a drop of his salty dew. I groan, having missed him. I take his length in my mouth swirling and flicking my tongue at him until his body begins to tremble. He tries to pull away, but I want to finish it. I suck hard and with a grunt and an incoherent mumbling, he spills and drops to his knees wrapping his arms around me and pulling me tightly to his chest, his whole body trembling from his release.

When we are done, he slips the ring back onto my finger and closes his mouth over mine, kissing me deeply before pulling back with a disgusted face.

“don't like your flavour.” I smirk knowing what the face was about.

“You do?” He comments dryly, raising his eyebrow at me.

“It's not horrible” I shrug.

“I beg to differ” he drawls standing and looking in my liquor cabinet, pulling out a bottle of vodka and taking a swig from it. I snort and then burst into a fit of laughter. He turns glaring at me and I laugh harder. He clears the room pulling me onto my feet and shoves me towards the bed. As I climb on, he pours me a glass of wine and pushes it into my hand.

“I'm not kissing you again until you drink some of that.”

“That's fine, there are much better uses for your tongue” I smirk, earning a small smile from Severus.

“I remember when you were quiet and restrained, what ever happened?” He comments, his tone mocking.

“I met a sexy man whose voice alone could make me come, and he turned me into a sex addict.”

He snorts shaking his head at me.

“How badly addicted?” He whispers, pulling off his shirt and tossing it across the room and climbing onto the bed and on top of me. He grabs my glass of wine, taking a mouthful and lowering his mouth to mine and letting the wine dribble past my lips before devouring them with his own. I tug his belt, pulling his pants down and stroking him gently. He groans and nips my earlobe, breathing his hot breath into my ear and causing a shiver to run through me.

“Take me Severus, please, hard too.”

He banishes my clothes and slowly presses two fingers into me and begins a gentle rocking motion, he pulls out his fingers suddenly, but before I can protest he slams into me, the force alone making me come. He raises his eyebrow and smirks at me before losing himself fucking me hard and fast, his mouth leaving marks across my chest and neck. His movements fierce and primal, like a wild beast. He pulls out and moves me so I am on my knees leaning on the headboard and he thrusts into me again. He grabs my hips with a bruising vice grip as he pulls me into each thrust, driving himself deeper into me than ever before. I scream out incoherently, purring like a cat in heat as he claims me. He keeps one hand on my hip and brings the other to my hair, grabbing a handful and jerking my head back, the arching of my back causing him to hit just the right spot inside me, each thrust sending waves through my body, my screams becoming louder and more needy, I feel the tidal wave crash and the orgasm hits me, more powerful than ever before, but he doesn't stop, he keeps driving into me, his breaths ragged and his hands clawing at me desperately.

“Severus, come for me.” I pant, still fully intoxicated from my orgasm.

He leans forward and sinks his teeth into my back, the pain hits me but he picks up the pace to match it, the pain melting with the incredible feeling of him inside me. His mouth releases me and he calls out my name as he explodes inside. His body trembling uncontrollably, wrapping his arms around me for support, his hot breaths on my back are delicious. He kisses my back over and over and over, holding me tightly to him. I can feel hot drops hitting my back and I try to move to see him but he holds me in place.

I pull out of his grasp and turn while pushing him back into a sitting position and climbing into his lap.

He’s looking away from me.

“Talk to me, Severus.”

“You abandoned me, you took off your ring because I didn't agree with your actions, I don't feel that this relationship is as certain as it once was Celestia.”

“It wasn't as simple as that Severus, there are memories I haven't shared, no one knows, and knowing I can get pregnant has given me hope I haven't had in many years.”

“This has something to do with why you were told you can't have kids?”

“Yes, I'm sorry that I did that to you, I'm sorry I broke my promise to you, it won't happen again Severus”

“Tell me what happened Celestia...” he prods me gently, wrapping his arms possessively around me.

“My father didn't just beat me Severus.”

“I assumed as much” he whispers and I look at him confused. “I pieced that together, you don't let people touch you and haven't ever... as I understand. Yet when we had sex for the first time, you weren't a virgin. I assumed that he had had you. Your sister confirmed my suspicion when she made a comment about giving yourself to a husband and you told her that that wasn't ever going to happen that way.”

“Oh.”

“Did he impregnate you?”

“Yes, and as horrible as it sounds, I protected that baby as best I could.”

“The baby would have had complications, incest among purebloods always—“

“He's not my biological father Severus, mother had an affair with a pureblood wizard while she was here in England, never told us who so I assume he is married and paid her off to keep her mouth shut.”

“What happened to your baby?”

“When I started to show, I tried to hide it but he noticed one day while he was… well... he noticed. He cut me open and tore it from my body, left it and me there to die, I was about fifteen weeks pregnant I think, it was so small Severus...” I pause, breaking into a sob and Severus pulls me tighter to his chest.

“Scar tissue from the cut?”

“And infection, I bled out for a few hours before mother found me and healed me. But I ended up with a bad infection that caused more scarring. Mother called a mediwitch when father went out a few weeks later, I had been down with a fever and chills, my whole body ached horribly. She told me that day that the scar tissue was almost everywhere, but had covered my cervix, which would prevent me from ever getting pregnant”

“I will find a way to heal you, I will give you a family Celestia, I'm sorry for not—“

“Don't apologize, I was wrong to tell you to leave, can you forgive me Severus?”

“Celestia, when you left me I felt something… it felt like… broken , I'm not angry, there's no other way to put it but I am addicted and can not be without you, and you have given me a purpose, something I haven't had since before the war, I need you to promise me you will never leave my side again.”

“I promise Severus, that I won't ever leave you”

“You will marry me when the semester ends.” he comments firmly

“Are you asking?”

“No, I'm telling you, I am demanding it of you, if I'm going to impregnate you, you are going to belong to me.”

“Ok, I understand, and it owe you that much”

“If you want to be pregnant you will let me take you whenever and wherever I want.”

“Okay.” I whisper, knowing he means business. “If you are going to give me a baby, you can do as you wish with me Severus.”

He nods quietly and there is a small pop as an elf appears in front of us, looking terribly uncomfortable at our nakedness “Mr Malfoy is here, he wishes to speak with you.”

“Draco or Lucius?”

“Lucius Malfoy, sir.”

“Bring him here,” he grumbles as the elf pops away. He mutters a spell and we are both clothed and he lifts me gently to my feet, kissing me deeply and moving over to my sitting area, pulling a bottle of Whiskey from the cabinet and summoning two glasses. There is a knock at my door and it opens, spilling in a beautiful blonde couple around the same age as Severus. Both survey me before joining Severus to sit, I stand glued to the spot until Severus gestures for me to come to his seat. I move towards him and he gestures his company to me.

“This is Celestia, my fiancée.”

“I'm impressed Severus, where are you from dear? Who are your parents?”

“I'm from Canada, the man who raised me is Vicktor Vicer and my mother is Athene Piccune”

“Athene Piccune? I know who she is, what do you mean, man who raised you?”

“My mother had an affair and got pregnant, he's not my biological father, she said once he was a pureblood she met while she was here visiting England, never said who”

“Dear Merlin” he whispers in alarm.

“Let me guess? Another woman you slept with Lucius?”

Lucius nods quietly thinking for a few minutes “what year were you born?”

“... summer of 75...”

He stops and thinks again.

“Lucius is there a possibility that she is your daughter?” The blonde witch asks calmly.

“There is, though this was years before I married you. Severus can you have your nurse run her blood?”

Severus looks at me and when I nod he summons an elf to get poppy to do a blood run.

She shows up a few minutes later with a questioning glance.

“Can you compare Celestia’s blood to Lucius’ please?”

She nods and starts casting the spells, the two vials fill with blood from each of us and begin spinning in the air.

“If they stay separate, it's a no, if they fuse then it's a match.”

We all sit silently for what seems like an hour when suddenly the two vials fuse together and drops into poppies hand. I freeze, grabbing Severus to keep from collapsing.

“You have a daughter Lucius”

“Two, she has a twin sister.” Severus comments quietly “I cannot believe that you of all people, are my future wife's father” he finishes shaking his head. Poppy gathers up her stuff and excuses herself, quickly leaving the present company.

Lucius stands and steps towards me, I quickly step back from him and he looks at me confused.

“Lucius and Narcissa Malfoy, Celestia. They've been friends of mine for many years.”

I nod and take a place standing protected behind Severus’ chair, Lucius gaze still on me.

“I know reputation precedes him, but you don't need to be afraid dear,” comes Narcissa’s soothing voice.

“It's nothing personal, I don't do physical” I whisper looking down.

“What has happened to you child?” She asks calmly

I look to Severus who nods, encouraging me to speak, but we are interrupted by a knock at the door and Astra walking in.

“Lucius, Narcissa, this is Astra, Celestia’s twin

“Astra, Lucius and Narcissa Malfoy, good friends of mine and—“ Severus starts,

“Our biological father” I finish quietly still shocked

Astra looks from me to Lucius who is still standing. She clears the distance and wraps her arms around him.

“It's nice to meet you sir” she smiles taking a step back.

Lucius looks from Astra to me and back, clearly confused by the difference in behaviour. The room is bathed in silence and he continues going back and forth between us.

“So, your fiancée, when are you planning on getting married?” Narcissa speaks, trying to ease the tension.

“The first or second week of summer vacation” Severus drawls

“Really! Does this mean I get to go shopping with you Celestia?”

“Why don't you have the wedding at our house? I'm sure Lucius would be happy to host it” Narcissa smiles and Lucius nods quietly.

“Wow, the infamous Malfoy Manor, that's a score Celestia! We’re Malfoys, that's brilliant, you must be relieved to be able to pull away from—“

“Shut up Astra” I snap

“Celestia, he's our—“

“I've known him ten minutes, he doesn't need to know my business.”

“Celestia!”

“What, you think everything is just going to be great and we will skip off into the sunset like life is perfect? It isn't going to happen, so just stop.”

Astra opens her mouth to speak and Severus raises his hand to tell her to stop, she nods quietly and I head for the door.

“Where are you going Celestia?” Severus asks me, his tone warning

“Anywhere but here” I respond coldly pulling open the door.

“No you are not, come back and sit, now” he growls

I turn and look at him, about to test the waters when I see the look on his face and decide against it. Closing the door and slowly moving back to his side.

“I don't know if I should be impressed or concerned that she won't mouth you off” Astra comments, eyeing Severus in concern.

“Get it off your chest Astra, I am done with your assumptions”

“I don't know how you got through her toweringly high walls, but I have a theory that you are controlling her”

“He isn't Astra, he has never hurt me or pushed me to do anything against my will, stop acting like this, it's mortifying.”

“So is putting up with your pathetic behaviour for so many years, get over it!” She spits and I lunge, Severus’ arm snakes around my waist stopping me from moving. He raises his eyebrow at Astra who glares at him.

“Let me go Severus or I swear to Merlin I'll knock you one”

“Run” he whispers to Astra before letting me go. I immediately lunge, jumping over the ottoman and disappearing out into the castle.

“Do they fight a lot?” Lucius asks watching the door slam behind us.

“It's a sister thing Lucius, it's normal. I want to know what happened to her Severus?”

“The man who raised her... abused, raped and tortured her, she took it to protect Astra from it. I believe that's why she gets angry when Astra pushes her, that and I'm certain she has never told her sister how bad it was, she has recently confided secrets to me that made my stomach turn, eleven years of abuse, she's got a good heart but she's heavily guarded.”

“She will warm up when she settles into a family life, give her a baby Severus, she will come around.”

“I'm working on it, she's two weeks off a miscarriage. They told her she couldn't have kids”

“Barren?” Lucius asks concerned.

“Scarred and don't ask, that is between us.”

“The poor child, Lucius why don't we put together the wedding and see about finding one of the best mediwitches to see if they can't help?”

Lucius sits quietly, lost in his thoughts, looking rather at a loss for words, and another emotion foreign to him, before he nods.

“It's the least I can do, I will pay for and arrange everything for the second week of summer." He pauses thinking for a moment "Tell her to invite them”

“Lucius? Whatever it is you are thinking to do—“ Narcissa starts worried.

“He won't have a chance to because I assure you I will get to him first” Severus finishes coldly.

“Did her mother know?” Lucius asks, the anger in his voice evident.

“I don't know how much she knew, but I do know that she attempted to heal her after the most traumatic of events.”

“And it continued?”

“Yes”

“Then she deserves an end as well.”

“Lucius please, you'll go back to Azkaban...”

“No I won't, this needs to be done, and then I will retire the unforgivables Narcissa.”

“This is the last time Lucius, same for you Severus. you're getting married, it's time for you two to stop living like death eaters, the war has passed.”
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