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Journey to Somewhere	By : Sealpotter Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male Views: 7081 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1
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A/N - Thank you for the reviews. I honestly did not think anyone would read this one, but it would not leave me alone. I am hoping to finish a few more fics after this is done.
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Mamaid3 - I am happy you like this... and I have only abandoned one.... it was a het fic that started great, but I just didn't get into it... het and all... All my others are still being worked on... years apart, but still it's there. Life gets in the way, but writing will never die until I do.

Inspired by Jar of Hearts by Christina Perry (Partial Influence Anti-Gravity by Lindsey Stirling)

Severus looked back up at the boy and shivered. This boy held his future in his young hands. He had never thought about where his life would lead for so long, but this place and this moment was not where he pictured himself.

“You have loyalties to Albus, Voldemort, Lily and someone else….Who?” Harry’s eyes bored into the man.

“I don’t know.” Severus said his eyes as cold as ice. He didn’t know. Someone from long ago that he couldn’t remember. It was a missing piece he could never undo in his memory. But he knew it was there, and he knew James Potter had something to do with it. He glared up at Harry. “Your father knew, and somehow wiped my memory.”

Harry knelt down and came eye to eye with the black eyed man. “James Potter was never my Father. It was a concocted lie by Albus. What does he want with me?” Harry asked.

Severus shook his head, something tugging at his mind, but he couldn’t dislodge it.

“Help him, remember Harry.” Voldemort whispered in Harry’s ear as he put a hand on the boy’s shoulder.

Harry quieted, then reached out a hand to touch Severus’ forehead. He pushed on his newfound magic. The red flare surrounded Severus’ head and snapped tight before sinking in. Severus screamed with the pain, it was burning inside his head, tearing at something within his mind. Memories buried deep were being pulled to the surface and flimsy memories of what he thought was real were burned away.

Severus smiled brightly at a ice blue eyes. The long flowing blond hair flowed over his fingers.

His lover, his best friend and forever. Lucius Malfoy smiled down at Severus. They were in a large bed, bodies warm against one another. Sated and relaxed. A bright white flash made them both sit up fast. Neither was quick enough to grab their wands before they were both immobilized.

Albus stood there, robes billowing. “Obliviate!” he pointed his wand at Lucius.

“Noooo.” Severus screamed wanting to reach for his lover.

“Don’t worry, he will be fine. It’s you he won’t remember, at least not as you are now. I need something from you dear boy.” The old man said with a sardonic smile.

Severus found himself being fed potion after potion as Albus cast spells he had never heard before. A warm feeling spread over his abdomen as he blacked out.

Severus screamed as the pain sliced through his abdomen. His eyes whirled around searching for something to latch onto. Blood, he could smell so much blood.

He heard Albus’ voice chanting in the background as more pain slashed through him. Then he heard a cry, an infant’s cry. “Well done my boy… a few more charms and he will look just like James… and of course we can’t forget, Lily’s eyes.”

Severus groaned, the pain was all consuming. “Obliviate”

Harry pulled back, tears spilling from his eyes. His hand reached out to be surrounded by warmth and safety.

“What did you see?” Voldemort asked softly.

Severus was weeping and groaning at the pain of the memories. So much pain and hurt caused by one man. The man tore him from his love and forced him to carry a child. This boy, Harry was his and Lucius’ child. All the past rushed in overwhelming the dark man.

“Show him.” Severus begged.

Harry rubbed a few tears from his eyes as he stood.
“Everything. I saw everything.” Harry whispered.

Voldemort pulled the boy into a strong embrace, glaring at the others who shifted anxiously at the motion. The others stilled.

“I need Lucius…Where is he?” Harry whispered against Voldemort’s chest.

“Lucius step forward.” Voldemort called. He did not understand what Harry needed, but he would follow where the young man led.

A movement to their left as a death eater walked forward, removing his own mask. His face was drawn and stoic, showing no emotion.

Harry stepped back from the embrace but kept hold of Voldemort’s hand. “Look with me while I show him. He also needs me to break the bonds on his mind.” Harry said loudly enough for Severus and Lucius to hear.

Lucius shivered. Severus looked to be in pain. He did not know what the boy had done, but it did not look pleasant. He would bear it for his Lord.

Harry reached and let his power flow as he touched Lucius’ forehead. Lucius screamed from the pain of the unbinding and was flooded with Severus’ memories first and then his own as the past washed over him.

Voldemort watched with more horror than he felt when he first discovered Harry did not belong to Lily and James Potter. Albus had tried to use his servants to create his enemy. But in the end he had created a new more powerful wizard than he had imagined. He had created Voldemort’s other half and master. But Harry was not to be controlled and manipulated since the old man’s plan did not go well. Voldemort smiled inwardly. Albus left so many scars that he would fall by the hands of those he fought to control.

After a few moments, Harry looked to Lucius who was kneeling next to Severus holding the still weeping man.

“Where do your loyalties lie now?” Harry asked hesitantly.

Severus looked up from under wet lashes and took a deep breath.

“Only you Harry.” Severus’ eyes glanced at the Dark Lord who simply nodded to the man.

Lucius nodded his own ascent as he looked at Harry wondering what the boy would have looked like without the manipulations of the Headmaster.

Voldemort addressed the rest of the assembly, “If you are loyal to me, then you are loyal to Harry. No harm by anyone will be suffered lest you desire pain and retribution. Am I understood?”

Every head nodded.

“Our enemies are his enemies. Albus Dumbledore is our number one target. Go, I’ll call you when I have a plan in place to discuss.” Voldemort instructed as he dismissed them.

“Stay.” Harry addressed Lucius and Severus.

The rest of the entourage left quickly and quietly.

Harry looked up at Voldemort, who just opened his arms. Harry went willingly. His mind reeling from the revelations. Who did Albus think he was? The man broke so many people, so much damage from a man claiming to understand love and the greater good. What good is life without loved ones in it?

Voldemort just held the boy, letting as much comfort as he could flow.

Severus let Lucius hold him. He had been living half a life built on lies. He felt the love for the man beside him come rushing back. His world had been shattered and he wasn’t sure the pieces could be put back together. The man was married and had another child. He glanced at Harry, and cringed seeing the younger man ensconced in an embrace with his Lord. He wondered how that had happened. The Voldemort he knew did not have the softer emotions.

Voldemort had them all sit as he told them what happened the day he went to kill Harry. Harry liked hearing it. The story was the only thing in his life that seemed to make sense and felt real. He held Voldemort’s hand all the while not wanting to let go. He was afraid he would have to go back to Hogwarts and what that would mean. He wasn’t sure how he could look the headmaster in the eye and not want to do something to the old man.

“Harry?” Severus called to him.

Harry looked up, seeing sorrow, regret and hope in those dark eyes.

“Can you forgive my actions to you?” the darker man asked.

“I can’t forgive Albus. For you, there is nothing to forgive Professor.” Harry stated.

Severus winced at the formal name, but he didn’t know what else to offer.

“I would like to go to my home, to explain to Narcissa. She needs to know.” Lucius stated.

Severus reflexively leaned away from Lucius, but the blond wizard didn’t let him get that far.
“We were first Severus, she will understand. There was no love between us, only a deep friendship.” Lucius comforted. The darker man relaxed.

Voldemort agreed that going to the manor was the best place to start.

“Severus, you must take Harry back to the school now before the old man gets suspicious. I will expect you to protect him and bring him to me when he wishes it.” Voldemort said.

Harry stiffened, but knew it was best. If they didn’t have a plan, they had no chance. If he did not go back, things would get suspicious. He stood then pulled the Dark Lord in for another embrace before he stepped back and waited.

Severus steeled himself for the inevitable meeting with Albus. The man was cold as the ice in his eyes. He reached for Harry’s hand. Harry was hesitant, but then slipped his own into his father’s hand and they disappeared.

Severus walked them steadily towards Hogwarts main door. He was filled with so much regret over where his life had gone. The forged memories were gone, and all the love that he thought he felt for Lily was so small in comparison to the love that he had for Lucius. The old man made him live a half life filled with scars and pain. He was angry and knew there was nothing he would do for the old man again. All the promises that Albus had given him were meaningless and built on lies. There was no way that he could ever believe the man again.

Harry let go Severus’ hand and walked almost dejectedly towards the door. He knew what he had seen in the memories but with all their history, he was unsure. Severus was his father. This new revelation made him wonder where they would go from here. He knew the loyalty of the man would be unbreakable once earned. He felt that through the magic that had pulsed between them.

Severus stopped before he reached the door and turned to the boy… his son he corrected. He looked into the deceptively green eyes.

“I know we have not gotten along, for that I am sorry. I truly hated James for many reasons other than the fabricated memories. I want to do better… I need to do better.” Severus stated with desperation in his voice.

“I want that too. But until we have a better understanding of Albus’s plan. We can’t just be who we really are and let him know we know. There is more at play and I don’t know what it is. We have to be discrete about it.” Harry stated with conviction.

“I can work on a few things. I can try to go over my memories to find out just what he did and that can give us a place to start.” Severus offered.

“Yes” Harry said, “In the end, the old man is mine. He has manipulated the wrong person this time.”

Severus smiled a sardonic smile, his son through and through.

They walked into Hogwarts together, but apart.

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