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Love me or Hate me	By : Drarry-Lisa Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Harry/Draco Views: 1979 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1
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Chapter-4
Cleansing

The entry had not finished yet but Albus couldn't take it anymore. He had never been so disgusted in his life.
Merlin! How could dad do so?
The pieces were finally falling together and he knew what everyone meant by past repeating itself. Could he really bear it if Scorpius behaved like this with him? He would prefer to die. He found himself wondering what Draco did after leaving the three Broomsticks. He did not want to read any further but he would have to if he wished to know why Scorpius was so bitter all the time. At least, he understood a part of it now.
But, as soon as he started reading the journal again, the words that he had just read became images in his mind and he stood up, rushing to the bathroom to vomit.
After washing his face, he stared at his reflection in the mirror. People always said that he looked exactly like dad and he always took it as a compliment. For the first time in his life, he found himself regretting being his father's replica.
What does Scorpius see when he looks at me? Does he see a miniature Harry Potter ? Does he want to take revenge from me? What should I do to earn his love ? Can I even do anything or is it too late?
These questions hounded him and he knew the only way to reach the root of Scorpius's bitterness was the journal. He had to know what had happened to his father and he wanted to know why his parents were distant from everyone. As far as he knew, they had had a love marriage.
The answers were hidden in the journal which he had to read but he was tired and couldn't even keep his eyes open any longer so he decided to read it tommorow.
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After leaving the restaurant, I left for the manor. I found father having tea with Severus in the drawing room, waiting for me. As soon as he saw me, Severus got up and walked towards me.
"What happened, Draco? What did he say?" Severus asked softly.
I looked at him blankly for a minute and then chose to cleanse my skin before answering anyone's questions.
"Draco, listen to me." Severus's voice was urgent now.
"Later, Severus." I replied impatiently.
"Son, wait." My father asked, placing a warm hand on my shoulder. My blood boiled. He had the audacity to even look at me when I had suffered because of his sins, because he had joined the maniac Dark Lord.
I slapped his hand off, snapping at him "Stay away from me, father."
"Draco, don't be rash please." Severus was standing at a distance and that made me turn around. Severus did not seem surprised by my behaviour at all. His face was concerned but not surprised.
"Will you both leave me alone?"
"Son-"
I glared at father and snapped angrily "Don't call me your son. I am suffering because of your sins. He hates me because of you."
"I am sorry and I have apologised a thousand times. Please do not hurt yourself Draco." Father's voice was very worried, though his face was blank.
"I will do what I must ." I replied in a deadpanned voice.
"Please be practical." This time it was Severus and he stared at the man who was now looking very worried.
"I - I can't -" I tried to run away but Severus was faster and he grabbed me from the waist and murmured "Please. Don't hurt yourself. I love you Draco and so does your father, whatever his faults might be."
I felt a hand on my arm and turned my head sideways to watch father. Father's eyes were warm even though I had insulted him earlier. I turned my head away in shame.
"Just don't die, Draco. Please don't die. What will we do without you?" Father whispered and Severus continued "I am requesting you, Draco. Please be practical. If you must hurt yourself, at-least don't commit suicide. I am begging you."
I was utterly shocked to hear this. Severus never requested or begged for anything. The last time he had begged was from the Dark Lord and no-one knew why.
I nodded and whispered softly "Okay, I will not kill myself and I will come to you when I am done. You can heal me."
"Just call us Draco." Father whispered his voice cracking. I knew father hated feeling helpless and he probably had never felt as helpless as he was feeling now.
"Yes, we will come as soon as you call us. Just ask Dobby. He will bring us." Severus spoke, his voice quiet and sad but accepting.
That being said, they let me go and I ran to my room, closing the door behind me.
Today a month later I still remember clearly the pain I had undergone.
I had removed my clothes and turned the shower on. I had increased the temperature and when the water was at the boiling point, I stood under it.
The boiling water fell on my skin and I screamed. I had never faced this kind of agony. Cruciatus was better than this. But I had to do this. This was the only way I could peel my skin off, the skin that my mate had showcased in front of everyone.
So, I stood under the boiling water which fell mercilessly on me, scalding my skin. I screamed and screamed. I heard faint clicks of door which made me realize that father and Severus had heard my pained screams. They knew better then to try and stop what I was doing because I had to do this.
The water was so hot and I started crying, unable to bear the pain, the burn any longer but I had to this by natural means otherwise it won't work. So I screamed and cried but did not remove myself from the stream of boiling water. When my knees began to shake badly, I fell down and sat under the shower.
I screamed and heard my father and Severus pounding the door.
"Open the door, Draco."
"Please open the door."
"Open the damn door, Draco" This was mother's voice. It was good that mother was here. I would go and lie down in mother's lap after this and then it would be done.
The boiling water did not spare any part of my body. At last, at last I felt the skin of lower body peeling off and I almost sighed in relief. Of course the relief was short lived because the water was merciless. It was as if it was punishing me for sharing what was meant for my mate with everyone. I bore the agony because it was well deserved by me. I should have done something but I didn't and showcased myself to everyone like a bloody slut.
"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, mammiiiiii" I shouted for my mother because I could not take it any longer. The skin was literally peeling off and the tub was red with my blood. I won't die because Veela heal quickly.
"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. AHHHHHHHHHHH" Tears trickled down my cheeks as I screamed my heart out. The screams couldn't express the agony I felt because of everything. The agony I felt at Potter's marriage with Weasley, at his humiliating me in front of a thousand people.
"AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Please someone- Mammmmmmiiiii, please" Nevertheless, I shouted and shouted and my voice turned hoarse but it still didn't stop my screams of agony.
"Draco, son, please stop this." Mother was pounding frantically now.
"Draco. Draco. Dracooooo, please. Please don't punish yourself for my sins." Father was crying and it was obvious he had been since the past twenty minutes.
"Draco, my godson, please. Please, come outside. It's enough. Please. I am begging you Draco. Don't make me cry." Severus never cried and he seemed on the verge of tears . It had been a good thing that I had locked the door, lest my family would burst it open to stop me.
"AhHHHHHHHH. AHHHHHHH. It hurts so much. It burns. faaaaaatherrrrrr. dadddddyyy. Mammmmmii. Please." I couldn't stop myself from screaming for my godfather and mother the way I used to when I was little and used to fall down while playing.
My legs and buttocks had turned red. I had covered my cock and face to save it. The skin of my back and stomach was also peeling off.
"Mam-" I was feeling dizzy. Apparently, even Veela's natural healing powers were not enough to keep me awake. The last thing I did before losing myself to blissful unconsciousness was turning off the shower.
Today, a month later, when I relive those moments-
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