Too much potion | By : indivisible_soup Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male Views: 9567 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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# a month later
"Well yes, you already said that you never had a girlfriend," said Harry.
"Then what are you asking?" said Seamus.
"You have had sex with multiple witches every week for the past one and a half years!"
"So?"
"And you're saying that you never kissed one?"
"Yes."
"Not once your tongue touched one of a witch?"
"Right."
Harry stared at him dumbfounded. "Why?!"
"Because it's weird."
"How can you say that if you've never even tried?"
"Well, it looks weird, that's enough for me."
"But feels actually good."
Seamus looked at him skeptically. "What can be good about it? Sex is good because it's sex, including oral of course. But what snogging has to do with this? It can't be good if it doesn't involve genitals. Snogging is just a precursor to sex. I don't need it if I already can have sex."
"God, Seamus... I don't even know what to say to this..."
"Because I'm right."
"Not even close! Your wrongness is just on the whole another level." Seamus rolled his eyes. "Haven't you seen lots of pairs, I don't mean actual items, but... Let's call them temporary ones at the Party, haven't you seen some of them kissing while they fuck?"
"I have. So? It's their business."
"You just HAVE to try it for yourself."
"I dunno... I don't really feel like it."
"You're acting like a moron." Seamus shrugged nonchalantly. "I'd understand you saying this if you tried and didn't like it, but not now. So this Friday go and snog with some witch."
"Nah..."
"Yes. Do it."
"It's kinda embarrassing."
"Huh? I've seen you eating a witch out a few days ago. But doing the same... Well not the same, but a bit similar, to her mouth is embarrassing?"
"Well it's going to be like my first time all over again. And that what is embarrassing."
"Since when Seamus Finnigan gets embarrassed about anything?"
"That's a completely different thing!"
"So what is your plan? Not to kiss anyone for the rest of your life because you happened to have sex before your first kiss?"
"I don't have a plan."
"That is painfully apparent."
"If you're so, for Merlin knows what reason, adamant that you want me to kiss somebody, let's just kiss. And then you'll stop bugging me and I'll be able to say that it's all rubbish."
"But you don't want to kiss me."
"Mate, that's exactly my point! I don't want to kiss any witch either. A mouth is a mouth. What difference does it make? At least it wouldn't be embarrassing."
Harry squinted at him, trying not to shout back at him that no straight person would ever say such thing. "Why wouldn't it be embarrassing doing it with me?"
"Because we're friends. I mean... Come on, do I need to spell it out?" Harry nodded unperturbed. "I know you and... Well, it's... It's easier to talk to you frankly. That's why."
"There's no talking involved in kissing." Seamus huffed. "Okay, come on." Harry grabbed Seamus' wrist and tugged him behind himself.
"Where are we going?"
"I have a perfect place for this."
"What?" he said smirking and yanked his arm out of Harry's grip, stopping. "Going to teach me how to kiss?"
"Seems like it."
Seamus stared at him for a bit then sighed. "Okay. Lead the way..."
As they reached a statue of the witch with a hump Seamus said irately. "We've been going all this bloody way for this?"
"Yes."
"Any broom-closet would've sufficed."
"Shut up." Harry tapped the witch's hump and a passage opened up.
Seamus groaned. "Oh, come on... More walking?"
"No." Harry motioned with his hand for him to step inside.
As the entrance closed, they were enveloped in complete darkness.
"I don't have my wand."
"We're fine like this. It's flat for more than 50 steps, so don't worry," Harry whispered.
"Why do you whisper?" Seamus said quietly. "Can someone hear us in here?"
"Ah... No. Just a habit," Harry said in a normal voice.
"So, what now?"
"We're going to kiss."
"Just like that?"
"Do you need something?"
"I... I've seen it, but I don't really know what to do."
"Don't think about it. Just go with the flow or maybe copy what I do. Just don't bite off my tongue."
"Thanks for the vote of confidence. Any other advice? Maybe that I shouldn't poke fingers into your eyes?"
"Yep. That too."
"Cast Lumos, will you. I can't even see you."
"What do you need to see me for? I'm right here."
"I don't even see your face, so your mouth too. How do you expect me to aim?"
Harry chuckled and put his hands on Seamus' shoulders and stepped closer. Harry was short, so in the past it meant that if he didn't lean a bit down, he was at most face-to-face with a witch who he was kissing with, now though, he realized that he had to stand on his tiptoes and this felt a bit weird.
Harry titled his head left and gently pressed his lips to Seamus'. Seamus immediately pursed his lips tightly. Harry nibbled on them, trying to make Seamus relax, but after a bit he pulled back.
"It's like you're trying to hold your breath underwater. Relax."
"I..."
"Or just say that you don't want to do this."
"I already said fifty times that I don't want to kiss."
"Nope, I meant with me. This Friday ask... Oh! You can ask Hermione! You know her, she won't judge you."
"No."
"No? Why not?"
"Just because! It's you who's best friends with her, I only know her. We came here to kiss, let's try again. I'll try to be more relaxed or whatever."
Harry again pressed his lips against Seamus' and started nibbling on them, this time they felt soft, though Seamus was not even trying to move. Harry opened his mouth a bit, and swiped his tongue between Seamus' lips, touching his teeth. But then Harry again pulled back.
"Come on, make at least a little effort!"
"You said you're going to teach me. Where's the teaching?"
"I said to try doing the same thing I do."
"No, you said go with the flow. I don't feel any flow."
"Are you being purposefully obtuse?" Seamus huffed. "Try to kiss me back. Be more explorative. I'm not your grandmother, right? Open your mouth at the very least! And don't be a statue. ... Oh! I know! Pretend my tongue is a clit."
"What?!"
"Exactly what I said."
"The idea makes me feel weird."
"Me as well. Get over it. Or we can stop and this Friday you -"
"I said 10 times already that it would be too embarrassing!"
"Now I finally start to understand why..."
"Huh?"
"I'd have more fun kissing with Moaning Myrtle."
"Okay, this time I'll try to make an effort."
Their mouths once again connected. Bit by bit Seamus was becoming less and less tense and soon it became just a normal french kiss, even though still a bit awkward from Seamus' part, but not surprising, considering it was his first ever kiss. Harry felt Seamus' hands sneak around his waist and pressed him closer to himself. That's when Harry decided to pull back.
"So?" Harry said and waited but got no answer. "Are you going to say something or what?"
"I... This was much better than I expected! I mean, I didn't expect anything good at all!"
"Sometimes I think that you're like this on purpose."
"Like what?"
"Forget it."
Harry heard a distinct sound of Seamus grinning before he asked, "Mind kissing some more?"
They snogged for several more minutes. This time it was Seamus who pulled back. "I'm hard!"
"Well, me too. What did you expect?"
"From kissing?"
"Come on, don't tell me you didn't know that kissing makes you hard."
"Mmm... Okay, even if so. I'm kissing with you. You're a bloke. If kissing makes a bloke hard, I can understand why you are, but why me too?"
Harry snorted. "You'll figure it out eventually..."
"What's with the tone? ... I'm not a complete moron, alright?"
"Sometimes I have strong doubts on that part."
Seamus huffed. "Are you hinting that I'm not straight?"
"Well, of course you aren't! Open your eyes!"
"My eyes are wide open. I just don't understand why you're so sure about it."
"Seamus, come on! Face the obvious already."
"I still think I'm straight."
"Oh, really? ... Let's remember how it started - no straight bloke would've asked me for a blowjob after fucking several witches. But okay, you might've been too horny from that potion to care, even though it works more on the body than mind. But less than two days later you wanted the same. And not just that, if it was the exact same blowjob, you still might've imagined some girl in my stead, but -"
"I didn't imagine anybody."
Harry smirked. "Plus one point to me. That time I talked and a lot, and it turned you on - doesn't sound overly straight to me. Then odd blowjobs now and then for over the past month and now this."
"This? This what?"
"Do you think a straight wizard would come here to have his first kiss with ME. Mouth is a mouth and there's no difference - your words. You sometimes think and say that I'm cute. Should I keep going?"
"But-but... I don't want to have anal sex even with witches."
"Ehm... Okay? If we start saying random stuff about ourselves, then I don't like green socks."
"I'm serious here! Not with witches nor with wizards!"
"Is this your argument against being bi?"
"Well of course! Isn't it a given to be bi?"
Harry snorted. "Who told you that?"
"Common sense."
"Shitty common sense you've got, mate." Seamus grumbled. "I don't eat mutton, am I a vegetarian because of that? - No. Besides, I don't want to do anal either."
"Really?!"
"Sure."
"But... But..."
"No butts. Literally."
"So how those people even have sex?"
"Those people? Those people are you and me."
"And?"
"However they want. We can... Just if we take us as an example - I can give you blowjobs, you... Well, you've given me a handjob once. But we can see how it goes. Besides, we, unlike folk that only into men, can fuck some witches from time to time, together or separately."
"And that's going to be enough?"
"I won't lie and say that I don't want to get a blowjob from you. But if you don't want to, I don't mind. I can get them at the Party for instance."
"Hm... Unlike anal, I don't mind trying at least. I mean in theory... You like going down on me so much... And kissing turned out to be so good, maybe I'll like that too?"
"Sure..."
"Am I really not straight?"
"Does the thought of me going down on you excite you?"
"Are you kidding? Of course it does!"
"Here's your answer."
"This isn't an answer!"
"It is."
"No! Every person in their right mind would feel the same."
"Gods, no... If a bloke is straight, he doesn't want to get a blowy from another bloke."
"Oh, come on... Now you're just making things up." Harry tried not to sigh too audibly, but failed. "We're talking about getting one, not giving. You're not ugly or anything. Why would somebody refuse a blowjob from you? And a good one at that. It doesn't make any sense!"
"It doesn't make sense to YOU precisely because you are bi."
"I don't even want to suck a cock! How can a bi person be like that? Shouldn't I have the same attitude towards this as you have?"
"You know very well that some witches like to go down on their knees and some don't. The same thing applies to wizards."
"But I like eating witches out. I'm not crazy about it, but I still do like it, I get hard in the process after all. Doesn't it have to translate to wizards?"
"Seems like it doesn't in your case. Maybe you need to meet a right person. Or maybe you'll like it after you do it a few times. Who knows... Did you want to go down on a witch before you've actually done it?"
"I... I don't really remember. I must have."
"Or you did it in order to get a blowjob from one and only then grew to like it."
"Don't think I don't know what you're doing here."
"Huh? And what am I doing?"
"You want me to suck you off and that's how -"
"Stop right there. Yes, of course I'd like that, I already said as much, but no, I don't say all this for... Well, I just don't. Go and try it with some other bloke."
"You know very well that besides you I don't know anybody with such inclinations."
"I'm not going to argue about this. If you remember, I even said that I don't want a handjob from you when you were thinking that you owed me one. And now you accuse me of this? Come on!"
"Mmm... Sorry."
"Whether you embrace your bi-ness or not is more or less irrelevant to me." Harry blushed, and was once again glad that it went unnoticed. "We already established that you want to get blowjobs from me and I can get them from witches."
"So if I'm bi too, that means that we have to date?"
Harry sighed. "It's a shame that it's complete darkness and you're unable to see the incredulous look I'm having now. Of course not! You don't like me, okay, I can live with that. It's not always that two people like each other."
"Wait, does it mean that you do like me?"
"I had thought that me giving you handjobs and blowjobs, even letting you skull-fuck me on a regular basis over the past month, might've given you a clue."
"Yes, but that's just because you like giving head, is it not?"
"Well, partially yes. But I could've found other options for that if I REALLY wanted. If not in Hogwarts, then in muggle world. It wasn't a pressing issue, so I wasn't actively seeking."
"So you actually like me?"
"Yes."
"What for?"
"I dunno. I just do."
"I... I don't feel the same."
"Big news... I get what I can."
"So you're okay with what we're having?
"Sure."
"And want to snog with me?"
"Yep."
"But I... Well, I also don't mind snogging. I sort of liked it."
"We can do this too."
"How can we snog and not date?"
"Is this... Do you actually expect me to answer?"
"Yes."
"The same way if there are beans and potatoes on your plate, you may eat one and not the other."
"What's with all the food comparisons today?"
"So it has some chance to penetrate your thick skull."
"Thanks for the complement... Back to the snogging."
"Sure."
"How can we just snog?"
"How? The same way we have 15 minutes ago..."
"No, that was just ehm... Practice? I'm asking about doing it for its own sake. We're not dating after all."
"Just like that? What else do you need? I don't follow you here."
"But I always associated snogging with dating."
"That's your problem. Disassociate them then or something."
"I never even wanted to date somebody."
"I already know that you're weird."
"Hey! I'm more normal than you! You like having my cock in your mouth - doesn't it make you weird?"
"Not as an average bi bloke."
Seamus remained silent for some time, Harry was about to jokingly ask whether Seamus fell asleep, as Seamus said resolutely, "I'm going to do it! Not here and now, its dark and... Well, not now. But I'm going to try. Maybe it turns out to be like kissing."
"Ehm... You mean giving a blowjob?"
"Yes. What else?"
"Okay-okay. Just wanted to make sure."
"Why do you even like me?"
"Huh? I just do. I said it already."
"There are lots and lots of witches that are available to YOU."
"Well, to be honest I didn't like you as much until you... Well, let me put it this way, having your cock in my mouth made me like you much more. And now I've seen a whole new side of you."
"What new side?"
Harry blushed furiously, but Seamus wasn't able to see that. "For instance how you touch me."
"Touch you? You mean that one mini-handjob?"
"No... I mean as I go down on you."
"As I grab your head during blowjobs?"
"That too, but not really. I mean small gestures. Girls that I've dated never really made them and I... Well, witches did other things that I also liked a lot, but if we're talking you specifically - how you gently ruffle my hair, touch my cheek. I feel how you appreciate my blowjobs through these small gestures. And I like it a lot. Like really-really like it. I think that made me like you more."
"Why didn't you say this before?"
"You were insisting that you are straight. I didn't really believe it much, but still."
"It's like I'm using you."
"You are. And I like it."
"I knew that I was using you when I got blowjobs, but I was thinking that you were doing it just for blowjobs."
"I am."
"No. You don't JUST like giving blowjobs, you also like ME, as it turned out, so you're doing it for blowjobs and for me."
"Mmm... So?"
"So it's bad. And has to end."
"Excuse me, what?"
"From now on it's only snogging."
"The hell?!"
"That way we're going to be using each other to the same extent."
"Let me get this straight - I want to give head, you want to get head. But by some convoluted reasoning you decided to make us both worse off by refraining from it?"
"You didn't want to get handjobs from me because I thought it was going to be more fair. I think we have quite similar logic here."
"Not even close!"
"We can agree to disagree."
Harry huffed. "Or... You could try giving me a blowjob. That way, as you've put it, we would be using each other the same way."
"Yes. I'm going to try it then. And then we'll see."
Harry audibly breathed out. "And here I was already afraid that I'm going to be barred from your cock."
"You are for the foreseeable future. Until I'm ready to try giving you a blowjob."
"The hell?!"
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