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Book 3: Aliens In Order Of The Phoenix	By : DamianTheSnowLeox Category: Harry Potter Crossovers > Slash - Male/Male Views: 3263 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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No Escape From Guilt

“I have an assignment for you Bardock.” Voldemort said coolly. The snake-like wizard was sitting in a chair with the Saiyan on his knees in front of him.

Bardock gritted his teeth “What will you have me do my Lord…”

Voldemort slid his fingers along his wand “The time to free our brothers and sisters has come. You will go to Azkaban and free them using any means necessary. A few fellow Death Eaters will join you.”

Bardock narrowed his eye but did not look at Tom “As you wish…” he stood up then turned to the Death Eaters present and growled “Anyone going, hold onto me. We’re leaving now.” Four Death Eaters put their hands on Bardock then they all vanished. When they reappeared, they were outside one of the more powered wizards in Azkaban’s cell. They individually flew outside then Bardock formed a grapefruit sized Ki ball in his hand. With a roar, he threw it at the island prison. A large explosion went off on impact then the shockwaves rattled through the prison and the Death Eaters rushed forwards. Bardock flew forwards, killing off the wizard guards and completely obliterating any Dementors that tried to get near him. He spotted a witch cackling at the opening then flew down “Bellatrix Lestrange.”

Bellatrix grinned at Bardock “Ah! My Lord sent you to us yes?”

Bardock nodded then gruffed out stiffly “Hold onto my shoulder.”

Bella shrugged “Alright handsome.” as soon as her hand made contact they disappeared. “Oh!” Bella gasped; the feeling of apparition wasn’t there so she was majorly confused about what just happened. Her eyes landed on Voldemort and she instantly dropped to the floor “My Lord!”

Voldemort smirked “Bellatrix, I see Azkaban has not diminished your loyalty.”

Bella looked up with wide eyes “Loyalty to you? Never my Lord!”

Bardock mentally scoffed then growled out “Going back.” he then put two fingers to his forehead and vanished.

Bellatrix jumped then looked at Tom “Who is that man?”

Voldemort smiled “Our newest member, he has been a valuable edition to our little family. You may stand Bellatrix.”

Bellatrix immediately stood up then grinned “I can’t wait to see what you have in store for us my Lord.”

Bardock looked at the news article with tired eyes. His eyes grazed over the article about the mass breakout from Azkaban then he put it down and massaged his temple. He’d been feeling immensely drained after the large amount of energy he put out to get all those prisoners back to Voldemort.

Severus looked over at Bardock, worry creasing his brow “Tsarschild, you should eat something.”

Karcdob chuckled dryly “You know damn well that won’t help me.”

Snape sighed “Still, you should still eat.”

Karcdob glared at Severus “If you’re trying to help or be nice, stop while you’re ahead Severus.” he gulped down his goblet of wine then stood up, put his hands in his pockets and walked out of the hall, a faraway look in the man’s eyes.

Severus looked after Karcdob, the memory of the grinning family man with his pregnant mate running through his head. The man he saw in the memory wasn’t there from what he saw in the man’s eyes.

As Karcdob walked, bond withdrawal mixed with his current exhaustion and depression, hitting him hard. He leaned against a wall and pressed a palm to his dripping eyes “Fuck…” he gasped in the Saiyan tongue. Bardock pushed himself off the wall then continued walking, his steps slightly staggered. Karcdob ran his fingers through his hair then stopped walking and fell to his knees “Fuck!” he punched the floor and bowed his head, tears dripping down his face and wetting the stone floor.

“Professor?” The disguised Saiyan jolted at his name then looked up. In front of him, he saw someone kneeling down; it was Harry. The boy’s face was creased in concern for the crying older male. “Are… Are you alright?”

Bardock’s heart wrenched with sorrow as he looked at Harry’s face. He closed his eyes and dropped his head, shaking it “No…”

Harry pressed his lips into a thin like then put a hand on Karcdob’s left shoulder “Come on, let’s go to the R.O.R.” Karcdob was silent as he was pulled to his feet then brought to the seventh floor. Once inside the Room of Requirements set up as a comfortable room, Harry set Bardock down on the couch there then joined him “Karcdob? Do you want to talk about it?”

Karcdob stared at nothing then suddenly broke down and sobbed into his hands. “Gods damn it!” he cried out in his native tongue “Toma! Please come back! I need you so damn much!”

Harry’s brow creased then he leaned forwards and hugged the crying man. Karcdob immediately curled towards his embrace, now sobbing into Harry’s chest. Potter made small soothing noises as he gently rubbed Karcdob’s back “Shhh… It’s alright…”

Karcdob hiccuped then clutched Harry’s shirt “I-I’m sorry Harry…”

Harry continued to rub his back “You’re fine Karcdob, you’ve done nothing to upset or annoy me. If you want to cry, just cry. You don’t have to talk to me about why.”

Bardock bit his lip then said “Alright…” he got onto the couch more then curled up, his head on Harry’s lap. Bardock stared into the lit fireplace that came with the room. He put a hand over his mouth to muffle a choked sob as he curled up tighter. Wanting to talk but not reveal why he was upset, he switched to the Saiyan tongue. “Why did I not die with you Toma...? We would be together right now if I was with you on that damn mission… We would have fought and died together… But… then our cubs…” Bardock let slip a whine then felt Harry put his hand on his head, gently stroking his hair.

Harry felt slightly insulted that Karcdob wouldn’t tell him what was wrong, but he was glad that he was talking. Although he wished it was in a language he could understand so he could sympathize with the man. Harry threaded his fingers through the Professor’s hair, sensing that it somehow calmed the man slightly.

Bardock shut his eyes tightly, tears dripping down his face “Gods fucking dammit… I’m a fucking warrior and here I am crying on an Earthling wizard’s lap… Just fucking kill me now and let me see my mate… I’m not afraid Aparus’ judgement… As long as I get to see you again Toma… Raditz…” he suddenly yelled angrily “JUST FUCKING KILL ME ALREADY!” his outburst startled Harry and the boy looked down in surprise. Bardock sat up and dug his fingers into his hair, his eyes shut tight “Fucking kill me KILL ME!” he cried out, not realizing he switched back over to English in his distress.

Harry widened his eyes at what the Professor yelled out “K-Karcdob?”

“Bardock… Please… Call me that…” Bardock looked up at Harry, his eyes red from his crying.

“Bardock…?” Harry wasn’t sure where the name came from, but he nodded “Alright.”

Karcdob stared at Harry for a moment then slowly got up and went over to a cabinet “Alcohol...” he mumbled. When he opened the cabinet, there were bottles of strong liquors. He took out two bottles then went back to Harry and plopped down. Bardock opened one using his teeth then tipped it back and started to drink the bitter liquid. When the bottle was empty in a matter of seconds, he threw it across the room and growled “Fuckin weak ass drink…” he then opened the other bottle and opened it, downing that one as well.

Harry sat back and watched with curious but concerned eyes. He had flinched when the bottle was thrown then shattered against the wall. He pulled his knees to his chest and watched as the liquid in the second bottle went down. When that one was done, he threw that one into the fire then growled in the same language he had heard earlier. He saw Karcdob, or Bardock as he was told to call him, stare into the fire with unseeing eyes. “Bardock?” The man looked over at him then stared. After a few second, Bardock suddenly lunged forwards and connected their lips in a teeth clattering kiss. Harry widened his eyes then pushed on Bardock’s broad chest. When their lips disconnected, he gasped when he felt the older man’s lips go down to his neck, his hands wandering his legs then cupping his crotch “B-Bardock! Please stop!”

Bardock froze then went back to sitting with his face in his hands “Forgive me… I… I didn’t…” he gritted his teeth “Shit…”

Harry panted softly, trying to collect himself over what just happened. The teen sat back up and crossed his legs, looking at the Professor with a confused expression “Bardock?”

The Saiyan ran his hands down his face then said quietly “I don’t know…” he leaned back and stared up at the ceiling. Bardock was silent for a few moments then he spoke up again “Do you ever wish you could just… die? You ever find yourself wondering why one person is dead while you still live?”

Harry clenched his knees and looked down at his lap “Y-Yes actually… When Cedric died last year. I should have died in that graveyard… but I didn’t…” Bardock glanced over at Harry then back up at the ceiling. They were both quiet for a long time before Harry spoke up hesitantly “Wh-Who did you lose?”

Bardock didn’t look at Harry but kept staring at the ceiling. “Toma…. My…” he searched around for a word the wizard would understand “My… Lover…”

Harry blinked repeatedly “You have… er…. had a Lover?”

Bardock sighed heavily and closed his eyes “Aye, I did.” he huffed the waved a hand “What the fuck is that term you… wizards use here for your significant other? One you spend your entire life with and start a family with?”

Harry tilted his head “Spouse? Husband or Wife?”

Bardock nodded “Yeah, that. Toma was my spouse, still is, wherever his soul is in Otherworld.”

Harry kind of felt like a homewrecker but a part of him was glad that he wasn’t breaking apart two married people. But, he did feel horrible for practically taking advantage of the widowed male. “O-Oh… I’m so sorry for your loss…”

Bardock sighed then opened his eyes, the image of his mate’s face burning in his mind “With how deep our connection was… His death comes at a price… At random times, I go through bond withdrawal and become like this. I’m not usually this bad but…” he sighed again and rubbed his eyes “I have a lot of shit going on in my life so it just added to the depression.”

Harry lowered his eyes “Oh.”

Bardock let a strained smile onto his face “You should go Harry. You’ve done all you can for me.”

Harry looked up “Are you sure?”

Bardock sighed and nodded “Yeah, I’m sure. All I’m going to be doing until the feeling goes away is drown my sorrows in booze then hope I pass out and dream of the good old days with Toma and my cub.”

Harry fiddled with his fingers then nodded “If that’s what you want.”

“It is.” he summoned a bottle over and opened it “Now get outta here before you get yelled at by any of your teachers. If anyone asks for me, just tell em you don’t know. Alright?”

Harry looked over Bardock’s pitiful demeanor then stood up “Alright, see you later?”

Bardock shrugged then took a swing and grimaced “Tastes foul…” he growled then took another swing and nodded to Harry “Yeah, sure, maybe...”

Harry watched as the older male turned onto his back and started to chug the bottle. He sighed then exited the room reluctantly.
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Book 3: Aliens In Order Of The Phoenix