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Amore et Amicitia	By : Kimmimaru Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Sirius/James Views: 6685 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1
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AN: I apologise for the slow updates, I wish I could write faster but my creative flow has been disrupted by some serious emotional shit and it is difficult for me to get it back. Hopefully I will be back to my regular updating asap...please enjoy this smut-filled chappy and for your entertainment Sirius tops! :p

Chapter Forty-Two: Fontes Amplectere (Springs Embrace)

The first evening meal at Hogwarts was a happy occasion for Sirius, he gladly tucked into a plate of mashed potato, vegetables and beef while the sounds of students eating and talking washed over him. Ever since he and James had become ‘Something more’ he had been alight with joy. He could hardly keep the grin off his face.

“Ugh...Remus...do you have to eat that?”

James’ voice made Sirius look up from his food, he reached for his pumpkin juice and saw Remus eating what looked like raw red meat. Remus shrugged. “I have to...Sometimes I...well, you know why...” He frowned irritably and looked down at his plate. There were no vegetables, only a thick slab of what could have been steak. Sirius leaned closer and smelt it, there was a thin film of blood on the plate and he realised that it wasn’t beef at all. He laughed loudly, a single bark that gained people’s attention.

“Oh Jamie...that’s hilarious...” Sirius sniggered, putting a hand on James’ shoulder while he eyed Moony warily. “He’s eating Venison!”

“I realised that Mr. Padfoot.” James said quietly suddenly looking ill. “Is this your revenge, Moony?” He dropped his voice to a whisper as Remus eyed him, a tiny smirk playing around his mouth.

“I have no idea what you’re talking about Mr. Prongs.” He said primly.

“It’s sick is what it is, Moony.” James said mulishly. “It’s got to be a form of cannibalism.”

“But I’m not eating my own species, Prongs.”

“No...but...Isn’t it like eating...well...me?” James couldn’t seem to tear his eyes from the meat as Remus methodically cut it up and ate it.

“No. I’m sure you would taste more like pork. According to certain studies they say that Human flesh tastes like pig.” He sipped his juice and ignored James’ sick looking face. “And anyway, it’s good for me. I need the iron.” He grinned to himself, knowing James was fidgeting in his spot nervously.

“Is this a warning?” James hissed softly. “Is the wolf going to try and eat me?”

“Maybe.” Remus chuckled evilly and Sirius giggled into his juice.

“You’re an evil bastard, Remus...” James said sulkily. He began pushing his own food around his plate and huffed at regular intervals. “...Bloody cannibalism is what it is...” He muttered.

After the Headmaster had given his usual speech and welcomed the students back after what he hoped had been a wonderful Christmas the students were dismissed. Sirius yawned and climbed to his feet with a big, exaggerated stretch. “Mm...I can’t wait to get to bed...”

Peter was quiet, he followed his friends with his head down and his shoulders hunched. He had heard the explanation of their adventures over the Christmas holidays and felt extremely jealous that he hadn’t been there with them. He watched the three of them walking ahead of him with their arms around each other, they seemed to have grown, if possible, even closer after their near death experience. He huffed a little angrily and glared at their backs, he admired James Potter. In fact, he more than admired him, he wanted to be him. He wanted to walk the corridors and have people look at him, he wanted to have girls’ eyes lingering as he walked past, he wanted to be the focus of parties and the centre of attention...but he never would be. He was plump, had hair so thin he looked bald and was generally very mousy. He couldn’t stand atop the Gryffindor house table and put on a one-man pantomime as he recounted the latest Quidditch match, he couldn’t bathe in the adoration of others by flying over the stands upside down on his broom. Peter sighed heavily, his friends’ laughter echoing through the halls as they poked fun at each other.

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The year went by dragging out each month leading to spring in a way Sirius thought seemed deliberate, he wanted the school year to end quickly so he could begin looking for a flat of his own. He was excited about it and sent off owls to some Wizarding estate agents, they sent him parchment filled with lists and descriptions of reasonably priced flats. He sat curled up by James’ side as he read out loud.

“Oh, this one has a roof balcony.” Sirius said, James had his arm around his shoulders as he worked on his homework. “Ah, but the rents extortionate...” Sirius wrinkled his nose and crossed it off the list.

“I like this one.” Remus said. “It’s even got all the Muggle modern conveniences...”

“Like what?” Sirius peered at the sheaf of parchment in Remus’ hand.

“Electricity, a television and stuff...”

“What would I need a Tele-watsit for?”

“To watch things on, Muggle programming and entertainment.”

Sirius shifted slightly. “What is a Tele-majig?”

Remus chuckled. “It’s a box that runs on Electricity; Muggle’s use it for entertainment.”

“Do I need one?” Sirius gazed curiously at Remus.

“It’s not vital to survival, no...”

“Then it doesn’t matter.”

James looked up from his parchment and looked at the pile of discarded flats. “Are you going back to London?”

“Yeah, I know the place...as much as I despised Grimmauld Place I rather liked London its self.”

“Oh...Ok.” James muttered, Sirius turned his bright eyes to him.

“Don’t you want me to?”

“Well I...I don’t mind...I suppose.”

Sirius looked back to his papers and sighed softly. “Ok then.”

The air seemed to have chilled slightly, James wasn’t entirely sure what was wrong with him. Of course Sirius had to find a place of his own, he was an adult now and he had money. But there was something...something that made him want to hold onto his best friend. He felt that Sirius was expecting something from him, something he was unable to give.

That night Sirius lay awake listening to his dorm mates breathing, he sighed and closed his eyes. He wasn’t entirely sure what he was expecting from James, but he knew acceptance wasn’t it. It was strange, he wanted to move out, he needed to have freedom and to ease the burden on James’ parents but he was also reluctant to leave. It was as if what he and James now shared was so delicate it would be destroyed the moment Sirius moved out of James’ house. He didn’t want that. He was enjoying what they far too much to place it in jeopardy.

It was in the early hours of the morning when James crept into Sirius’ bed, he woke the sleeping Black with soft kisses across his stubble-roughened jaw and got a satisfying groan in response. Sirius opened his eyes and smiled sleepily. “Jamie.” He muttered and wrapped James in warmth, he buried his face in his hair and chuckled. “Why did you wake me?”

“Sex.” James muttered simply with a grin, “Was having the most perfect dream...”

“Hmm?” Sirius let James kiss his throat.

“Yeah...You were going down on me in Transfiguration.”

“Reckon that sounds like a plan, Prongsy.”

James chuckled into the hollow of Sirius’ throat. “We’d be caught...”

“Isn’t that part of the fun?” Sirius smirked devilishly and James pushed hair from his eyes.

“I suppose so...but for now, I’m so hard if I don’t get some relief I’ll explode...”

“Then we must do something about that.” Sirius rolled them both over and straddled James’ hips, he smiled down at him and ran a hand down his chest. “Have you ever considered bottoming?” He asked in a soft whisper, his eyes full of curiosity.

“What do you mean?” James replied, sliding a hand under Sirius’ Pyjama shirt.

“Have you...ever thought about swapping places during sex with me?”

“You mean...?” James’ eyes widened. “No!” He exclaimed sounding horrified.

“Why not? I...I’d like to try it...with you.”

“B-Because...because it’s gay!”

Sirius frowned. “James...fucking a bloke is generally considered gay.”

“But not when I’m doing you because it’s different...”

With a sigh Sirius shook his head, his eyes softened. “Do you like having your dick up my arse?”

“Yes, very much so.”

“Do you like it when I suck your cock?”

“Definitely.”

Sirius rolled his eyes. “Have you noticed that I’m a guy?”

“Yes...what are you getting at?”

Sirius leaned over him, his hair cascading over his shoulder in a wave of ebony. “Jamie, I hate to break it to you but what we do is considered very gay...”

“But I...But I fancy girls! You’re an exception, because we’re best mates.”

Sirius blew hair from his eyes and sighed softly. “We are, but to me you’re more. You always will be. But aside from that you have to learn to live with the fact that you like blokes as well as girls...”

James made a face. “I’ve only ever wanted you, no other bloke has attracted me...”

Sirius raised an eyebrow. “Oh really? Not even Adam Brown?” He smirked slightly, Adam Brown was a rather attractive Ravenclaw boy with a soft brown complexion and dark chocolate brown eyes that could melt the hardest hearts. Sirius had already had him, in the sixth floor broom cupboard.

“Adam Brown?” James considered, the boy was definitely handsome. He had this strange vulnerability to him that tugged at James’ protective instincts but would he take him to bed. He made a humming noise as Sirius kissed his chest softly. “What’s his body like?”

“Nice, not sporty like yours but he’s got a gorgeous arse...and those eyes...looking into them is like drowning in dark chocolate.”

James could imagine all too well what the boy looked like, and he could feel the twitch of interest in his cock. “Well...I suppose if he offered I wouldn’t say no.”

Sirius chuckled. “You see? You like girls and boys.”

“Is that wrong?”

“Not unless you think being gay’s wrong.” Sirius slid lower and ran his tongue slowly up James’ thigh, he felt a hand in his hair.

“Would you have a threesome?” James muttered, tugging Sirius’ hair gently.

“Depends who with...”

“With...with Lily? If she was willing?”

Sirius snorted. “Like she would ever agree to that, Prongs.”

“What about Adam?”

Sirius grinned, his eyes glittering. “Oh yes...definitely.”

“But I’m not sure if I would want to share you.” James whispered, he pulled Sirius to his lips and they kissed deeply for a while, when he pulled away he smiled. “I’d hate to see anyone else’s hands on your body...”

Sirius sighed and smiled. “So...about my earlier proposition?”

“What was that again?” James muttered between kisses.

“Me...top...you...bottom...” Sirius replied with a smile.

“Hmmm....Siri...I...I’m not sure.”

“I’ll be gentle, I’ve topped before...with other people.”

“I...”

“Please?” Sirius muttered, sliding his hand down between their bodies. His silver eyes burned into James’ and he licked his lips slowly. “I’ll make you feel good, I promise.”

James moaned as Sirius’ hand tightened on his erection. “Siri...”

“Just say yes.”

“Hnng...A-Alright...j-just stop...if I ask...”

“Obviously, what do you take me for?” Sirius smirked.

The moon drifted over the Forbidden Forest, it highlighted the room and the bed upon which lay Sirius and James. Sirius watched James’ terror filled face as he pressed a finger against his hole, he felt James tense and grimace. “No. No I can’t...I can’t do it...” James hissed softly, grabbing Sirius’ wrist. “Sorry...”

Sirius sighed. “I can’t say that I enjoy topping so much but I...I just wanted to...with you. I want to make it more...more real.”

“How much more real can it make it?” James whispered, stroking Sirius’ face gently. “We’re both here, naked and horny as fuck...what more is there?”

Sirius gazed down into those wonderful, soul destroying hazel eyes and smiled sadly. “Love.” He breathed gently and kissed James on the lips. “Always love.”

James shifted uncomfortably before sighing and releasing Sirius’ hand. “I’m sorry.”

“I know...You’re sorry quite often.” Sirius smiled bitterly. “I know you can’t give me what I really want, I suppose I just cling to the naive hope that one day you’ll return my feelings.”

James suddenly flipped them both over, he bent his head and kissed Sirius deeply before guiding his hand back to his arse. “Just once. Never again.” He muttered tightly. “And...be gentle...I’m trusting you.”

Sirius gazed at his best friend for a long time before smiling brilliantly, there was a flash of white teeth and a soft sigh before James felt the intrusion. He winced, still reluctant to lie on his back while this was happening. He felt too vulnerable so he stayed on top, straddling Sirius’ hips as he allowed Sirius to prepare him. Even though he was gentle, James still felt a sharp stinging sensation, it felt strange and unfamiliar and he almost called it off until he gazed down into Sirius’ grey eyes. He wanted to do something for him, he wanted to give Sirius something and he realised that this was an act of trust and it would show him how much he really cared.

When Sirius’ erection pressed against him James winced, it was large...much larger that he had thought it had been. He pulled a pained face as Sirius gently pushed in. “S-Siri...I...It...”

“Shh...” Sirius whispered, he sat up and leaned his back against the headboard so he had access to James’ throat. “It’ll feel good in a moment, trust me.”

“’kay...” James breathed through his nose in an attempt to assuage the pain, it wasn’t as bad as some of his Quidditch injuries but it still made him uncomfortable and it burned. It wasn’t long before Sirius was fully inside him, his knuckles were white as he grasped the headboard above Sirius’ head. “...You’re bigger that I first t-thought...” He gasped.

Sirius chuckled, he was panting slightly and a fine sheen of sweat had broken out across his face. “You feel...good...” He muttered and James managed a smile. “C-can I?” He put his hands on James’ hips and moved his own in question.

James winced and tensed. “Ow! Bloody hell...how did you put up with it?”

“It gets better...a lot better.”

“Hmm...” James hummed doubtfully, but he captured Sirius’ lips and pushed his tongue into his mouth roughly. “Let’s hurry to the good part then.” He muttered and began moving his own hips cautiously.

The remaining night was filled with the noises of passion, James began to enjoy the new sensations but he knew he much preferred to top as he felt much too full and it was too strange. Sirius was gentle as he had promised, his movement slow and hesitant, James had the distinct impression that he was deliberately being delicate to avoid scaring James off. But he was past caring and his throbbing hard on wasn’t about to go away on its own. He took it in his hand and stroked it as he began moving his own hips in a regular rhythm that made pleasure flash through his body. Sirius threw his head back with a groan. “Oh yeah...Jamie...You’re so...Good...”

James grinned and almost laughed, “You’re just being nice...I’m as bad as a virgin...”

“The fact that it’s you more than makes up for it...” Sirius whispered and kissed James forcefully.

It didn’t take that long before Sirius flipped James onto his back and began moving faster, he began chasing his orgasm with a ferocity he never knew he had. James couldn’t help wrapping his legs around Sirius’ waist and letting him control the pace, it felt ok and more than a little nice to be connected to Sirius in this new way. But he knew he wouldn’t cum.

Sirius reached his orgasm and had to stifle his cry in James’ neck, his body was drawn as taught as a bow-string as he shuddered cursed softly. James felt Sirius’ cum inside him and gasped softly, it was certainly an odd feeling, but it was also quite nice in a strange way. Finally Sirius looked at him and grinned drunkenly. “Sorry...I’m not a very good Top.”

James shrugged. “I doubt it would have made a difference who was topping, It’s a weird feeling and not one I want to experience often.” He smiled guiltily. “I’m not a good bottom.”

Sirius laughed before noticing James’ erection still sitting heavily between their bodies. “Oh...I suppose I had better take care of that.” He muttered and pulled slowly out of his lover who winced at the feeling, he slid down James’ body until his face was before his erection. He smiled and stroked it gently making James moan heavily. “Now this I know I’m good at.” He said and swallowed it.

“AH! Yes!” James’ body jerked at the abrupt movement and sudden suction, he smiled and pushed his fingers into Sirius’ hair. “Mmm...you are fucking good at this...” He breathed.

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Remus yawned widely earning glances from his friends. “What’s up Moony?” Sirius asked, he sipped a cup of tea, his damp hair surrounding his face as he scanned the Daily Prophet, it was breakfast time and the delivery owls had recently arrived.

“Tired...” Remus said slowly, he glared at James and Sirius who looked innocently back. “I had to listen to you two fucking all night.” He hissed angrily. “It’s disgusting!”

“What’s disgusting about listening to two rather fit blokes having an exceptional time between sweaty sheets?” Sirius asked, a glitter of amusement in his eye.

“Because you’re not just any random blokes! You’re my best friends and it’s like listening to my parents...” He shuddered and pulled a face. “Horrid.”

James roared with laughter. “This is better than what I had originally planned!”

“Planned for what?” Remus asked warily.

“I had planned on getting my revenge on you for the Venison thing...” James replied, wagging his fork sternly at Remus. “But now I don’t have to.” He grinned and ran a hand up Sirius’ leg. “We just have to fuck.”

They went to their first lesson, Potions in high spirits as they teased each other. Peter tagged behind them as usual, never allowing the trio out of his sight. He felt as if there was a great divide between them, every time James got closer to Sirius the further away peter began to feel. It was annoying and made him angry. He sat at James and Sirius’ table, Remus choosing to sit near the front so he wasn’t distracted by James’ antics. Peter regretted his desicion half way through. He was methodically grinding up some snake fangs, a small frown of concentration on his face when Sirius knocked the table slightly. He looked up in irritation only to find an odd glaze to his eyes, his hands had stilled on chopping Valerian roots. His lips were slightly parted and his breathing shaky, it took Peter a moment before his eyes slipped down to see James’ hand massaging the front of Sirius’ trousers. His eyes widened in horror and he turned his face away knowing he was bright red.

Sirius held in a moan of desperation, James’ fingers moved with torturous slowness and it made his hips cant upwards slightly as he sought more of that stimulating pressure. “J-Jamie...” He muttered under his breath and heard James chuckle. Breath left Sirius in a rush and he closed his eyes briefly before forcing them open again, he continued to press back into James’ hand as he covered it with his own. He wandered if anyone could see, if anyone knew James was practically tossing him off beneath the desk. He licked his lips as the thought sent thrills down his spine, half of him wanted someone to be watching, half of him wanted someone to be turned on and perhaps masturbating themselves over watching him. He put one hand on the desk and his nails dug into the wood as he began rocking his hips into the combined pressure of his and James’ hands. “F-Fuck...” He hissed, his body shaking so badly he couldn’t hold his knife.

“Need help there Sirius?”

Sirius heard Slughorn address him and he swallowed hard, coughing to try and clear his throat. “N-No...sir...I’m fine...just the fumes.” He tried to smile, refusing to look at his teacher as he began slicing up his roots slowly.

“Very well then, if they get too bad just go stand in the corridor a minute.”

“Y-Yes sir...” Sirius breathed as James gave him a particularly hard squeeze, his fingers gripped the table and he closed his eyes tightly as he felt his orgasm rushing through his body. “Oh...oh yes...”

James giggled as he felt Sirius cum into his trousers, he grinned happily to himself as he felt Sirius relax slowly and he removed his hand from between his best friends legs and returned to his work.

Their lesson ended and James grabbed hold of Sirius as they left, he dragged him into the nearest toilet and slammed him into the wall. “Suck me.” He gasped against Sirius’ mouth. “I’m so horny...”

Sirius chuckled roughly before falling to his knees and unzipping James’ fly. “Gladly.” He breathed and took James into his mouth, he worked his tongue slowly enjoying each moan and the pressure on the back of his head from James’ hand. It didn’t take much, just a twist of his tongue and hand before James was cumming and hissing his name. He smiled as he swallowed what James gave him before pulling away and standing up. James pushed him against the wall and they kissed for a few seconds, when they pulled apart James was smiling.

“You’re fucking brilliant...” He whispered against Sirius’ lips. “I never want to forget these moments.”

“And I won’t let you, Potter.” Sirius replied with a rough chuckle. “But I’ll get you back for making me cum in front of Sluggy.”
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