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Chapter 44:Love'm and Leave'm
The Potter house was much noisier now that there were two babies residing there. There were always babies to be fed and diapers to be changed. The week since Harry had been born had gone quickly, but had also made Hermione very stressed. She had invited Sirius, and Remus over for dinner. She wanted to have a talk with all of the Marauders, minus the rat, Wormtail. She was hoping to somehow relay the message of truly how in danger all of them were. Hermione had made sure that Sirius was at the Potters every day, all day long. She knew that Sirius would be targeted. From her Hogwarts days with Tom, once someone was identified as an enemy, their days were numbered. She didn't want Sirius's death to be on her shoulders. At the same time, she knew that she was probably sending Sirius the wrong message. To him, she knew he was excited that she was, "Finally coming around to my charms"; his words spoken last night. If she was being honest with herself, she wasn't minding having him around as much. Sirius had such a seductive nature, and she was having a hard time brushing off his advances. The "thing" that had happened between them, the day that Harry was born, had not been the last. With as much time as Sirius and Hermione had been spending together, they had found themselves together, alone, in Hermione's bedroom several times. Much to Sirius's chagrin nothing had gone farther than heavy duty snogging, not that he hadn't tried.
Hermione sat in the rocking chair as she fed Thomas. More and more he was looking like his father with his dark black hair and blue eyes. He was a beautiful child that brought her joy, but also sorrows. She knew that if Dumbledore hadn't messed with their lives, things would have turned out differently. There would have been a way, now she wasn't so sure.
"Oh sweet Thomas, this wasn't the way it was supposed to be. But I will do everything in my power to keep you protected from your father. "
The baby looked up at her with his big eyes as he suckled his mother's breast. "I will give my life if I must, but you will not grow up under his influence. " Thomas quit eating to look up and smile at his Mum.
Hermione still planned on hunting down Tom. It was a confrontation that she wasn't sure what kind of end it would have, but it needed to be done. She was also hoping that there was still some good left in him. If she could find something within him, worth fighting for, she would. From what Order reports said, it was already a lost cause, but she had to at least try.
"Is there any there for me?" Sirius said as he leaned against the wall watching Hermione feed Thomas. Hermione quickly grabbed a blanket and covered herself. "Now why did you go and do that? I was enjoying the view."
Hermione could feel the blush creeping across her face. "You are incorrigible!" She buttoned up her shirt and started burping the baby. Sirius came over to play with Thomas's hair. He looked down at Hermione and gave her one of his killer smiles. Bending down he kissed her until she was breathless.
"That's in advance for a home cooked meal." Sirius said. Then he bent down again to brush her lips one more time."That's to thank you for the extra kisses that you will be giving me later tonight." Then he winked at her.
Hermione felt the rush that you only get when you experience new feelings for someone. No matter how hard she had tried the past few months, she couldn't deny that her feelings had changed towards Sirius. To be fair to her,Tom and baby Thomas, she was trying to keep things in check; but every time Sirius looked at her, winked at her or pressed his lips so deliciously against hers, she fell a little deeper. It almost seemed unreal to have two handsome men fall for her. Before, all she had ever had was her experience with Viktor Krum in fourth year and her disastrous relationship with Ron. It made her feel kind of giddy knowing that deep down inside she had always had that something that could attract men to her. Her books and marks had always been the most important to her while in school. Then helping Harry hunt the horcruxes had taken over her life.
"What are you thinking about beautiful? You look so deep in thought." Sirius came over and lifted Thomas out of her arms. Then he pulled her up next, to squeeze her to him with his empty arm. He started dancing around the room with Hermione and baby Thomas. The baby started gurgling and making such cute noises, Lily and James came in to see what was going on. Hermione looked over to see James hugging Lily and whispering in her ear, while they smiled at the cozy scene in front of them.
"It's time to let the men take care of the babies, while we conquer dinner." Lily said with a laugh. Before Hermione was able to move too far, Sirius pulled her in for one more mind-blowing kiss. He even boldly pushed his tongue in her mouth, supporting her head with his free hand.
She in return explored his mouth with its sweet peppermint taste. She couldn't convince him that eating peppermint toads every day wasn't the best thing for him.
"I will see you later darling." Sirius did a mock bow, "Thank you for the dance my love." He then continued dancing around the room with a very happy baby.
The babies had been put down for the night and the dishes had been cleared and cleaned. The second round of butter beers were being passed around. Lily and James were snuggled together on the couch. Remus was relaxing in the rocking chair, while Hermione and Sirius were cuddled together in the large lounge chair. His arms were wrapped around her as she leaned back onto his chest. Hermione's heart was beating fast as she was trying to decide how to bring up what she needed to talk to them about.
"How bad is it really out there? I know that we are all hiding out in secret kept houses." Hermione spoke, though not to anyone directly. She felt Sirius's arms tighten around her, as he tensed at her question.
"Why are you asking love?" Sirius asked, as he smoothed her hair back from her face.
"I know more than you think I do, about The Order and the war going on right now." Hermione noticed the looks that James, Lily, and Remus were sending her way.
Licking his lips first, then adjusting his glasses, James spoke, "It's bad Hermione, very bad. Have you heard about The Dark Lord and his Death Eaters?" Hermione couldn't speak and only nodded her head. Her stomach started turning into knots. "They go on killing sprees, mainly targeting Muggles. Aurors are finding dead bodies, sometimes littering the streets."
Sirius turned Hermione around in his lap so he could speak to her.
" Voldemort is very powerful now. We don't know who his supporters are, we don't know who's working for him and who isn't; we know he can control people so that they do terrible things without being able to stop themselves. We're scared for all of our family, and friends. Every week, news comes of more deaths, more disappearances, more torturing… The Ministry of Magic's in disarray, they don't know what to do, they're trying to keep everything hidden from the Muggles, but meanwhile, so many Muggles are dying, just like James said. Terror's everywhere… panic… confusion… that's what it's like outside." Hermione had never seen or heard Sirius act so somber. The grim news only made Hermione realize that she needed now, more than ever, to seek Tom out. The weight of what she needed to do made her heart sick, and the tears fell when she couldn't hold it inside anymore.
Sirius held her tightly to him, it's all right, I won't let anything happen to you or Thomas. " He rocked her and said some comforting words to her.
"Our lives have been threatened, and the life of our child." Lily's pale complexion was even whiter now. "There was a prophecy that said "The one with the power to vanquish the Dark Lord approaches...born to those who have thrice defied him, born as the seventh month dies...and the Dark Lord will mark him as his equal, but he will have power the Dark Lord knows not...and either must die at the hand of the other for neither can live while the other survive..." Dumbledore thinks that Harry is this child."
Remus spoke next, "He is destroying everything that we hold most dear. Sirius is the secret keeper right now for James and Lily, he has been for the past four months."
"I don't think it is safe having me be the Secret Keeper. Our enemies will suspect me. I want then to change the Secret Keeper to someone, weak and talentless, like Peter." Sirius said.
Hermione jumped up out of the chair, "Gods no! I don't trust him and neither should any of you." She realized what she had just done, and how what she said would affect the timeline. Be damned the timeline; she wasn't going to see her new friends killed. "I think Peter is one of them, a Death Eater." All of them looked at Hermione like she was crazy.
"Do you notice how he is never around any of you anymore? Have you seen who is spending his time with? Please believe me when I say that he can't be trusted." They had to believe her, but she didn't dare say much more.
No one had any answers to her questions. "Then should we just leave Sirius as our Secret Keeper?" Lily looked around the room seeking an answer.
"No Lily, I'll be your Secret Keeper." The words came out of Hermione's mouth before she had a chance to realize what she was saying. Sirius jumped up then and grabbed Hermione at the shoulders, and shook her.
"It's not safe for you. I can't let you take that risk!" The pleading look in his eyes almost broke her heart. Sirius pulled her to him and hugged her tight. Hermione reached up to put her arms around him. She felt safe there in the circle of his arms.
"You're not safe either Sirius. I just have a feeling that your life is in danger too. We all need to stay here where it's safe and protected." Hermione pleaded with her new friends.
"But we have our duties with The Order. We cant just stay holed up here while we let others go fight them and die." Sirius now showed signs of that crazed look that had been familiar to her during her fifth year. "We are good fighters. Of course we will leave you and Lily here with the babies, but The Order needs The Marauders." Sobs shook Hermione's body as she crumpled to the ground. Sirius dropped to his knees once again to cradle her in his arms. "I promise you that I will keep you safe Hermione."
"Ju-just, promise me, promise me." Hermione shouted, "That Peter won't get close to the babies or be the Secret Keeper." She trembled in Sirius's arms.
"We won't love, I promise." Sirius continued holding her close, rocking her back and forth. He met the eyes of James, Lily and Remus. They knew that when he made a promise, he would keep that promise or die trying.
Sirius carried Hermione up to her bedroom and gently laid her on the bed. He turned to go, but Hermione latched onto his arm, "Please don't go. I need you right now." Sirius walked to the door and quietly closed it. He went back to her bed and sat down next to her. She pulled him down next to her and draped her arms around his neck. Her lips sought out his and they connected. Eagerly they clashed together, seeking comfort. Sirius's fingers unbuttoned Hermione's blouse and slid it off of her. His hands glided over her round globes of tantalizing flesh. His thumbs drew circles around her stiff nipples. His hands deftly went round back to unhook her bra, then slid it off throwing it somewhere in the room. The raw hunger on his face shot right down to her core. His mouth found one of her raised nipples and he latched on. Her sensitive breasts exploded with fire as he suckled her. How had she forgotten how wonderful it felt to have a man feasting at her breasts? Reaching out she unbuttoned Sirius's shirt and helped him dispose of his shirt. Their lips once again crushed into each other as their bare chests pressed together. The dark hair on his chest tickled her breasts, as his hands found the button on her jeans. Hermione was also busy undoing a button on Sirius's pants, while her hand brushed over his bulging erection. He took a quick intake of breath as she kneaded him through the thick fabric. He grabbed her hands to bring them higher; before he became so aroused he'd come in his pants. Her jeans slid off and his hands swept up to rest on her mound. Her wetness soaked through her knickers, increasing as he slid a finger underneath the edge to run along her soaked slit. He quickly found her clit circling around the raised nub. It all felt so good. Had it been that long since she and Tom last made love? Thoughts of Tom left her mind as Sirius tugged her knickers off. He leaned back on his knees staring down at Hermione in admiration. This is when Hermione truly felt control over a man. Spread out, in all of her glory, in front of a man who desired her. She saw Sirius study her starting at her eyes, running down to her full breasts, along her not firmed up belly, (though he didn't seem to mind) to land on her quim, leaking juices and inviting him in.
Sirius tore off his jeans and boxers to expose his hardened cock. He lifted it up for Hermione's appraisal. She licked her lips in anticipation. He wasn't as big or thick as Tom, but she wasn't sure that she would ever see a man that equaled him in that way. What she saw in front of her would fill her up just fine. Hermione beckoned him forward with her finger. He eagerly leaned forward and placed kisses on the tops of her feet. The trail of kisses next wandered along her calf, over her knee to tickle the inside of her thighs. She held her breath in anticipation of what he would do next. His tongue reached out to lick a line from her thigh to her awaiting center. Swiping along her slit he tasted her flavors for the first time. A look of pure joy lit his face.
"I think I have died and gone to Heaven. You are a glowing angel." Sirius winked at her and went back to pleasuring her. She could feel the build up as he continued licking and nibbling at her core.
"Aw…feels so good Sirius…please don't…aww…don't stop now." Hermione screamed out, not aware or caring that she might wake up Thomas. The waves finally crashed as she orgasmed long and hard. Sirius watched her as she rode out the orgasm. She looked up at him, never having seen him look happier. He leaned down next to give her an aggressive kiss as he covered her body with his. Hermione opened her legs wide and Sirius fell in-between. He once again found her opening and guided his swollen cock inside. They both sighed at the same time as he thrust home.
"I knew it would feel this good." Sirius whispered in her ear. "You are amazing love." He picked up the pace as his reserves were running thin. He couldn't hold back any longer. A few more thrusts and he completed, as she felt his seed fill her womb. They lay together sweating and trying to catch their breath. Sirius leaned forward and kissed Hermione on her forehead. "Thank you love; that was a dream come true making love with you." This tender side of him was very alluring to her. They held each other until Hermione could feel his slow breathing signaling he had fallen asleep. He looked so young and innocent lying next to her. It saddened her to think of the Sirius she once knew. It had not been fair, that so much of his life had been wasted in Azkaban. Hopefully this time things would be different. She brushed the hair out of his eyes and kissed him one more time. Sitting up quietly, she went to use the loo and came back to dress. She took Thomas downstairs to nurse him before she left. After getting him settled back down, she sat at the kitchen table to write Sirius a letter.
"Dear Sirius,
Thank you for last night. That meant the world to me. It was wonderful! I am off on a mission to finally confront Thomas's father. Please don't follow me. I have borrowed Lily's wand and will return it as soon as I can. But, if for some reason I don't return, please watch over Thomas and raise him to be a good man who will follow the light. I hope that Lily and James will also help raise Thomas along with Harry. Don't worry about Peter. There is a reason that he hasn't been around for awhile. I did something that, if I return, I will confess to all of you. But for now, PLEASE don't even think about making him the Secret Keeper. You all are in very grave danger. Stay hidden for now; you don't have to be a hero by being reckless and getting yourself killed. If I return, I want you here.
With Love, Hermione
p.s. Tell James I borrowed his pensieve to leave some of my memories behind to protect Thomas and all of you and where you are hiding. Sorry I couldn't wake him to ask.
Hermione folded up the letter and sealed it in an envelope, putting Sirius's name on it. She left it leaning up against the toaster. Taking Lily's wand she looked down at her clothes and transfigured them into something more appropriate to be meeting Lord Voldemort and his followers. She needed to wear something that exuded power and confidence. She decided on a Black Widow leather outfit with leather pants, a low- cut top with a zipper that showed off her full breasts, a leather jacket with silver buckles, a long flexi coat skirt, and a sculpted collar with a silver clasp. On her feet she wore a pair of high-heeled black leather boots, good for dueling, if necessary. With the wand she fixed her hair to be full and spiraling all of her curls. The make up she wore was more than she normally wore, but enhanced the look of the outfit.
She observed her work in the hallway mirror, and was shocked at what reflected back. A more beautiful, and less slutty version of Bellatrix Lestrange. Of course that bitch would be there now as one of his followers. She would show her who had power over the Dark Lord. With a grin, and one more trip upstairs to peek in on Sirius and Thomas, she left the house.
Probably not what you expected right? But what in this story is there that you have? I had to leave Sirius with a happy memory in case she never comes back. Now please review and let me know what you hope happens. I already have most of the next chapter written. It's time for a show down!
***Much of the conversation between Hermione and the Marauders was taken from J.K. Rowling's books, but the tense was changed to present tense, not past as was written in the books. ***
To see Hermione's outfit go to this site here.
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