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Amore et Amicitia	By : Kimmimaru Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Sirius/James Views: 6685 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1
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A bit angsty towards the end, but really this wouldn't be a Kimmimaru story without angst, would it? Lol. I hope you continue to enjoy my story, I'm still not entirely sure whether this will exactly canon or not, we shall have to wait and see but I am enjoying writing it. :) Thank you to my reviewers, any comments are always welcome and you have made me beyond happy! :D (Hope you don't mind the utter cheese, but i've been listening to Disney songs and its kind of affected the tone of the story...don't worry I have tried to avoid making it too cheese...I suppose a little every so often is ok.) Enjoy...

Chapter Forty-Six: Novos Prospectus (New Horizons)

Icicles hung from the roof of the castle, snow scattered the grounds and the loud laughter of the few students filled the air. Sirius sat on the sled, a Gryffindor scarf wrapped around his throat and a hat covering his head. It had slipped over one eye so he couldn’t see as the sled sped down the steep hill, Sirius laughed loudly as Remus held him around the waist. “It’s too fast!” Remus cried as he closed his eyes tightly.

“Scardy cat!” Sirius called as they dodged a group of terrified third years who were forced to dive out the way. Sirius whispered a spell and they increased their speeds. “Wooohooo!” He released the wooden edge and raised his arms above his head.

“Sirius! Hold on! We’re gunna crash!”

“Nah we won’t, Moony...relax and enjoy!”

James laughed as Sirius’ sled began swerving dangerously, he could see what would happen before it did and his smile widened when his friends crashed into a large snow drift. Sirius rolled onto his back, his hat having fallen off as he laughed happily. Remus growled and picked up a handful of snow, his gloves became soaked as he forced the snow down the back of Sirius’ jumper. “Holy shit, Remus!” Sirius cried as James ran over to him. He tried to shake the snow free but it was clumped in the fabric and his hair. “That’s cold!”

Remus’ face lit up with joy and he rapidly rolled a snow ball and threw it into Sirius’ face, he sputtered and cried out. James waved his wand and several perfectly formed balls rose into the air and began pelting Sirius until he fell on his arse with an ‘oomf!’. He blinked up at James just as another volley of snow hit him, he fell backwards and rolled to his feet. With a sharp, bark-like laugh he broke into a run. He shook himself in a very dog-like fashion as he spun on his heels with his wand raised. His smirk was evil as, with a complicated movement, he conjured an army of snowmen. They marched towards his friends with unstoppable determination and Sirius laughed as they ran from them.

As evening drew around them, Sirius lay in the snow with James. Remus was inside with Peter warming up in the common room. James was cold but Sirius’ presence was welcome and he had no inclination to move as they both looked up at the sky. “Jamie?” Sirius asked after a long moment of silence. James turned his head to look at his lover, Sirius’ eyes were glued firmly upon the stars.

“Mm?”

“What do you think the stars are?”

“What do you mean?” James frowned.

“I mean, what are they? What makes them twinkle like that? Where are they?”

James followed Sirius’ gaze and frowned. “I’m not sure...There’s loads of Wizards who have tried to find out...I suppose Moony will probably have read something...”

Sirius hummed in answer, he was smiling and he watched his breath fog before his lips for a while before looking at James. The moonlight highlighted his face and Sirius couldn’t think of a more beautiful sight. “Jamie, kiss me.” He breathed.

James looked into Sirius’ eyes for a while, he smiled softly. “Do you know how fucking gorgeous you are?”

Sirius raised an eyebrow and smirked. “Of course I do, Prongs. I’m a Black...we’re all pretty nice looking.”

James leaned over, sliding his hand behind Sirius’ head and holding him in place. He kissed the bridge of his nose and chuckled. “Unfortunately for me, I got too many Potter genes.”

“You’re beautiful, James.” Sirius said softly. “Don’t ever forget that. I may be good looking but you...you’ve got an inner light that’s enchanting in a way that makes me seem ugly.” He planted soft kisses across James’ lips and pulled away again. “I love you.”

“...Love is blind, as they say.” James said with a grin.

“Then I must have no eyes at all...thing is, Jamie...” Sirius rolled on top of James and gazed down at him. “...I don’t care...”

XXX

The forest was quiet as Padfoot ran through it, he leapt a dead tree and paused to sniff the air. A second later the sound of hooves alerted him to the arrival of Prongs, the magnificent stag leaped the tree and landed with a toss of it’s head. Padfoot’s tongue lolled from his mouth as he smiled a toothy smile. WOLF was nowhere in sight but Padfoot didn’t mind, he knew that WOLF only appeared when the moon was full. He wanted to run with Prongs, and run they did. Padfoot leapt playfully around Prongs as they scared fairy’s from their trees, birds from their nests and small woodland animals from their lairs.

The snow was cold beneath his paws, the air stung his wet nose but he didn’t care. Padfoot howled and barked loudly as he dodged a low hanging branch, Prongs’ heavy panting followed him and he felt excitement well up within him. Suddenly, as they reached a low hill, Padfoot leapt...

James was knocked off his feet and out of his transformation as he felt his arms filled with Sirius’ body. They went rolling down the gentle incline and came to rest in a hollow surrounded by ivy and icicles. Sirius’ breath steamed in the air around them, he lay on top of James and they gazed into each other’s eyes. Never had he ever felt so free, free to love who he wished, free to be himself. Free to do whatever he wanted with no fear of prying eyes. He smiled and claimed James’ lips, James smiled into the kiss as he pushed Sirius upright. With awkward fumbling and heavy gasps he managed to divest Sirius of his coat, scarf and hat. He shed his own clothes between sloppy kisses. Sirius’ breathing was heavy in the dark hollow and neither of them saw anything except each other. They were both messy, covered in dirt and leaf mulch and Sirius had broken nails but he couldn’t care less. It was too good to stop and consider what they were doing, the recklessness of their situation was a turn on and the prospect of getting caught heightened their senses to almost painful proportions.

Sirius sat astride James with his head tipped back and his eyes on the roof of their little cave, their safe-haven. His body was covered in sweat, time was meaningless as James moved inside him. He groaned and closed his eyes, teeth, tongue and lips caressed his throat and chest. James gripped his waist, his fingers digging into his skin and bruising it but neither of them cared. “J-Jamie...” Sirius whispered as he looked back into those soul-destroying hazel eyes. He smiled and shivered as he moved his hips in perfect time with his lovers, they kissed deeply as pleasure made them both gasp.

James was spurred on by Sirius’ desperate cries of; More, harder, faster... He rolled his lover onto his back and began to pick up his pace, he was intoxicated by Sirius’ eyes, his lips, his hair and soft skin. Every sound was a bolt of lightning that ignited his veins and drove him onwards. “S-Sirius...Yeah...that’s fucking...amazing...Hnn...”

Sirius arched his back, his finger nails digging into James’ skin and drawing blood. His lips parted and he cried out James’ name. His toes curled and he closed his eyes, a smile lit his face and James was swept away in the tides of pleasure. “...L-love...love you...love you Jamie...Ah-hnng...!”

James’ hips moved in an agonisingly slow motion, his eyes clouded and darkened by desire and passion as he took hold of Sirius’ arms and pinned them above his head. He rendered him helpless as he angled his hips to hit that special bundle of nerves inside Sirius’ body, when he had he felt him tense around his aching erection. “Oh yeah...fuck...” He gasped and let his eyes fall closed momentarily. He forced them open again and found himself gazing down into Sirius’ face, framed by tangled ebony hair and set with glittering silver eyes. His beauty was stunning and he smiled as he leaned down, kissing those wonderfully familiar lips. He thought of nothing else as he moved his hips, pushing himself in and out of that gorgeous tight heat and that addictive pleasure swamped him until he was rendered incoherent. “S-Sirius...Sirius...Sirius...” He gasped, helplessly speeding up his thrusts until he became somewhat brutal. Sirius’ name was all that mattered as he began feeling that tightening in his groin that indicated his release, he watched his lovers face intently and saw the tell tale signs that he too was close. He was tensing up, hair sticking to his face with melted snow and sweat, his eyes darkening until only a tiny sliver of grey could be seen and then that wonderfully familiar jerk of his body. James gripped Sirius’ wrists, his nails drawing blood as he thrust several times in brutal succession and Sirius spilled his semen between their heated bodies. “Oh fuck!” He cried and buried his face in the hollow of Sirius’ throat as he came inside his partner. “Shit...” he whispered, panting heavily as he tried to regain his shattered senses.

Sirius closed his eyes, smiling as he bathed in the post orgasmic bliss. “That...that was amazing...wow...” He breathed and let James kiss his throat, moving down his body as he began licking away Sirius’ cum from his stomach. “Mmm...” Sirius wiggled his hands free from James’ grasp and pushed his fingers into his hair. “I love you.”

“I know.” James smirked as he looked up at Sirius from his mid-riff. “Could this be anymore perfect?”

Sirius licked his dry, slightly chapped lips and grinned easily. “It could be...” His smile widened as James acted hurt. “We could have some chocolate.” He laughed as James bit his stomach playfully.

“Is your stomach all you think about? We’re here...alone...naked and your covered in my cum...” He moved back up Sirius’ body and looked down into his eyes. “And I think I could go another round.”

“My, my aren’t we the horny one today?” Sirius muttered, leaning up and capturing James’ lips in a slow, demanding kiss. When he pulled away his smile faded slightly. “We should get back to the castle, you have a girlfriend to get back to.”

James felt the illusion shatter. They were no longer in some golden tinted dream, they were trapped in a small, dingy little hollow between some rocks in the forbidden forest. They were lying on a bed of leaves covered in filth and bruises and semen. They were in the Forbidden Forest alone and it was getting dark. He sighed heavily and sat upright. “Shit, you know how to kill the mood.”

Sirius struggled into an upright position, rubbing his wrists absently as he blew hair from his eyes. “Apparently it’s what I do.” He muttered. He was angry with himself for ruining the perfection of the moment but he now knew he and James would get more alone time, with Lily’s permission. He smiled at the thought and began searching for his clothes even as James was pulling up his jeans.

Together the two boys stepped out of the little hollow, Sirius gazed up through the ceiling of waving branches and squinted at the stars. Each one was a tiny speck of bright silver in a midnight blue field, he smiled softly and when James put a hand on his arm he turned that smile on him. “Shall we return to reality?” Sirius asked roughly and James sighed before stepping close and pulling him into a deep, passionate kiss. They moaned together, unsure who made the sound and not caring. When they drew away they let their foreheads prolong the contact as they raised their hands and let their fingers entwine. “If I could...I would bind myself to you for eternity.” Sirius whispered and squeezed James’ fingers.

“Me too...” James replied and gently pulled away, but their hands retained the contact.

XXX

The moon hung in the sky and gazed down upon the waving trees as the two lovers walked through the forest hand in hand. Sirius gazed around at their surroundings, he felt happy which was an almost alien feeling to him. It was confusing how rapidly he went from depressed to angry to happy and back again but he knew that as long as his fingers remained entwined with James’ he would be content. He smiled and turned to some bushes that were lit by several tiny points of light, little fairies sat in amongst the berries of the bushes arguing over the fruit in their tiny little voices. Sirius watched them for a moment before turning away and following James out of the forest and back to reality.

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On the twenty seventh of March it was James’ birthday, he was restless during lessons as he had been promised a party. Lily smiled at his antics as he pestered Sirius about what he had got him for his birthday. When dinner rolled around no Gryffindor ate anything, instead awaiting the epic party to come that evening, McGonagall frowned at the Marauders and warned them sternly to keep noise and mess to a minimum, to which all she got was innocent smiles and meaningless nods.

“Right! You there! Yes, you the first year with the spots!” Sirius shouted over the noise, the little first year he was addressing jumped and almost fell from the stool he was stood on. “That banner needs to be higher!”

“Sirius, don’t be mean to the first years.” Lily called from where she was putting up some coloured paper chains.

Sirius waved a hand dismissively. “Whatever, Evans.” He grinned and waved his wand. Brightly coloured streamers shot from the tip and draped themselves artistically over every available surface. When he had finished and was admiring his work the portrait hole opened to reveal Remus and about twenty House Elves. Sirius beamed at his friend who looked harassed.

“I have homework and you send me down to the kitchens!” He said angrily as he spotted Sirius.

“Excellent! You have the food...” Sirius ignored him and began ordering around the elves. “I want the food over there on those tables, make sure its all perfectly arranged. This end I want savouries, the other end will be sweets.”

“Yes sir.” They chorused, Sirius ignored them and went back to shouting at the first years who were designated ‘Banner putter-uppers’.

“Oh come on!” Sirius snapped, pointing at the huge crimson and gold banner. “It’s not straight! What are you, blind?!”

“Black!”

Sirius spun around with wide eyes, expecting McGonagall but only found Lily glaring at him. “Oh...Evans...hi.” He said and grinned. She had both hands planted firmly on her hips as she glared at him, her hair crackled with energy and she advanced on him, he took a step back.

“What did I tell you about bullying the first years? They won’t even be able to stay up for the whole thing, why should you treat them like slaves?”

“Er...because I’m bigger?” Sirius dodged her slap and laughed. “I’m joking, Red...calm your pretty little tits.”

“You, Mr. Black, are disgusting.” Lily tried to sound angry but was failing miserably due to the small grin on her lips.

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The party was everything McGonagall had warned them not to do. It was loud, the magically enhanced Wizarding Wireless blasting out Muggle Music, people laughing and shouting over the noise and party poppers going off at irregular intervals. James stood surrounded by a group of awe-struck third years, he was covered in streamers and he had a glass of whiskey in one hand while he gesticulated wildly with the other. He was describing how he had won the Quidditch house cup for Gryffindor in his sixth year, he enjoyed the gasps and questions his audience were giving him. Sirius watched him with a smile, he bathed in James’ smile like sunlight and sighed softly to himself. He wanted nothing more than to go to James and drag him into a deep kiss, but he knew he couldn’t. Still, he imagined what would definitely be happening later in the privacy of their beds. He smirked to himself and leaned against the wall, eyes glued to James.

“...And then I dodged the keeper, going straight up! She never expected it and was so shocked I managed to score by kicking it through her central hoop!” James grinned and bowed at the applause. “Thank you very much, sign up to my fan-club and you’ll get a free badge!” He winked at a little second year girl who blushed furiously and broke out into mad giggles.

“Careful there, Potter, or someone will get hurt.” He turned to find Lily smiling at him, she pushed a drink into his hand and kissed him on the cheek. “Happy eighteenth birthday, James.”

“Thanks, Lil’s.” James replied. “What did you get me?”

Lily laughed brightly. “It’s in the pile on that table, the one with the yellow paper.”

“Excellent, Evans. You’ll be a good wife.”

She snorted derisively as they walked towards the presents together. “I’m not going to be a house-wife, Potter. I’d rather gouge my own eyes out.”

“Well, we can’t have that now, can we.” James grinned and picked up Lily’s gift, he shook it experimentally before suddenly tearing it open. In his hand lay a brand new pair of Quidditch gloves. “Brilliant! Thanks. I’ve been meaning to get some new ones, the old ones are worn out.” He leaned down and kissed her on the lips, pulling her close by the waist. Her lips were softer than Sirius’, she was gentle and a lot less demanding but still he could now sense the definite lack of passion in her kiss. He pulled away and nuzzled her nose with his own.

“Hmm, I’m thirsty...fancy a re-fill?” Lily asked as she disengaged from his arms. James nodded and watched her walk back to the drinks table. James watched the dancers in the middle of the room, he saw Sirius dancing with Remus who was looking terrified, he laughed to himself and Sirius’ eyes met his own. They smiled at each other from across the room, their glance electric. Somehow Sirius had managed to use magic to imitate the flashing lights in Muggle clubs, he had set up several orbs of light across the ceiling and they flashed in time with each song. People were jumping around madly, up and down, up and down, up and down. They were packed in so close James thought it must have been uncomfortable, he watched Sirius laughing at Remus as he stumbled slightly, Remus punched him playfully in the arm before trying to make a run for it.

Sirius spotted James watching him, he grinned and began pushing his way through the crowd but he was stopped by a fellow Seventh Year. He looked up and saw a familiar face, he was a Hufflepuff and Sirius took a second to realise he had slept with him. It was another few seconds before he realised the bloke was drunk. Very drunk. He swayed on the spot as he took hold of Sirius’ arm in a tight grip, he leaned down and breathed against Sirius’ face. “Alrigh’ Black? Thiss is a really cool par’y wanna fuck?”

Sirius sighed and rolled his eyes. “Not right now, Mate...I’m having a party for my best friend. Now, if you’ll excuse me.” He disengaged his arm and tried to slip past but the boy blocked his path, Sirius ran his fingers through his hair and sighed. “Look, I said no, let’s just leave it there. We don’t want it getting messy.” Sirius glared at him, unable to remember his name.

“Bu’ you were Soooo goo’...come on...jus’ one more time...I been thinkin’ ‘bout you...”

Sirius wrinkled his nose at the smell of his breath and pushed him away from him. “No.” He said firmly. “I have a boyfriend, now piss off already.”

The boy frowned angrily and grabbed his arm, he slammed him into the wall making Sirius wince. His fingers dug painfully into the tops of his arms, Sirius glared furiously up at the bloke and snarled. “You’re so up yo’sself...” He hissed, swaying drunkenly.

“Get off of me!” Sirius growled, trying to free himself without getting violent, he didn’t want to ruin James’ party.

“No. Iss time someone pu’ you in your place...you reckon you’re all tha’ bu’ you’re no’...You’re fucking gorgeous bu’ you ain’ go’ nothin’ else goin’ for you...” He hiccoughed slightly and blinked before continuing, Sirius’ anger slowly drained out of him until he was slumped against the wall. “Ya’know wha’? You’re empty inside, Black. Iss a goo’ job you go’ a nice body or you’d be really useless...”

Sirius swallowed a suddenly painful lump in his throat, the boys words called up distant memories of loud screams, crashing crockery and brutal agony. He shivered and gritted his teeth, closing his eyes tightly as he tried to regain control over himself. “I’m...I’m not useless...” He whispered. “People care about me. I...I’m loved...”

The boy snorted derisively and grabbed Sirius’ face by the chin, he forced Sirius to look into his blurred eyes. “Keep tellin’ yourself lies an’ maybe you’ll believe ‘em...bu’ everyone can see who you really are...even tha’ mate o’ yours...tha’ Po’er...”

Sirius moved his eyes to see James talking to Lily and Remus, he was laughing brightly and suddenly it was as if a cloud had passed over his sun. James seemed so far away now, like he was drifting to another world and leaving Sirius behind in the darkness. “No...” He breathed.

The boy leaned down and ran his tongue up Sirius’ neck, Sirius shuddered involuntarily. “Yes...he’s gunna leave ya behin’ an’ then wha’ will ya be?”

“No one. Nothing.” Sirius whispered and something seemed to snap inside him. He gripped the wall as the world tipped dangerously, he felt as if he was at sea and he couldn’t get a proper footing on the floor beneath his feet. He uttered a choked groan and covered his head as his mothers screams echoed through it. He was consumed by his family’s abusive words, the agony of their derision and terrible, heart breaking hate. “’m sorry...” He gasped and suddenly pushed the boy away from him, the move was so sudden and violent that the boy fell on his arse. Sirius didn’t wait for him to retaliate he took off. His feet took him to the portrait hole and he dived through it, fleeing the memories...fleeing the pain...fleeing the hatred....
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