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Lost and Damned	By : danniperson Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Harry/Snape Views: 24087 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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LOST AND DAMNED

That Our Passions May Fuse and Merge

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Severus stared as Harry pulled off his clothes, feeling his mind freeze as he stood awkwardly before Severus. Surely the boy wasn't actually thinking about sex right now? It was late and Severus had returned from a Death Eater meeting. Harry himself had just woken up. His eyes trailed down to the slight bulge in Harry's boxers, showing that he wasn't completely hard and none of that burning lust he had seen before filled those green eyes. There was uncertainty there and desperation, those eyes pleading with him to do this, though Severus hardly understood why.

"I'm afraid you'll have to speak, Potter," Severus said dryly.

Harry cleared his throat and shifted a bit before starting forward. "I…erm…I want…you."

"You want me to what?" Severus asked.

That mouth opened and a small noise escaped as Harry struggled to find the right words to say. Severus waited patiently, hoping the boy would give up and say he wanted to cuddle or play a game or something. Anything else. "I…" he began and cleared his throat before trying again. "I want to have sex."

"I do not see why you need me. You are perfectly capable of masturbation, I presume," Severus said coldly, staring hard into his eyes. He didn't think looking at Harry at all was good for his control much, but he didn't think not looking at him would do much good.

Harry made a sound of annoyance. "I want to be with you, Severus."

"You are with me," Severus reminded him.

"Goddamn it," Harry muttered. "I want to have sex with you."

"What is it with the teenage preoccupation with sex?" Severus muttered, placing his nightshirt on top of the dresser so that he could pull on his pants. Harry reached forward to grab his wrist, stopping him. Severus glared up at him, but Harry didn't pull away. He glared right back at him.

"Why do you keep avoiding this?" Harry demanded.

"I knew you were too young," Severus muttered. "The youth of this world spend too much time obsessing over sex when they bloody well have their whole lives to enjoy it," he muttered, trying not to cringe as the words left his mouth. That wasn't entirely true…Harry wouldn't have that long to enjoy sex. He reminded himself of his promise to keep Harry happy, but wasn't sure this was something he could do.

"Are you trying to push me away, still? Is that it?" Harry asked.

"Are you daft?" Severus asked. "I'm with you, aren't I? I'm letting you invade my home during this blasted holiday, aren't I?"

Harry rolled his eyes. "You know what I mean. You don't want to get too close. Are you really that scared of being that open with a person? We've been together, sure, but I can see it, Severus. Sometimes…You try to distance yourself from me. Even now…After these past few months. I notice it. And I'm trying to be patient, but goddamn it, this is hard. I can't stand when you do this."

The brat wasn't entirely stupid. Severus was a bit surprised by how perceptive he had been. He was right. While Severus had accepted a relationship, spent time with Harry, and everything else he had always tried hard to keep some bit of distance between them, hoping to soften the blow as much as he could. Every time he touched and kissed Harry he could feel something very strong there and knew that doing more would be worse. Severus had never made love to anyone before…Had never been sexually involved with anyone he had true feelings for. Some people said sex was better when love was involved and while Severus wasn't too sure about the accuracy of that statement, he already knew it would bring them closer and would change something between them. And honestly the thought of it terrified him.

"Why is it so bloody important, Potter?" Severus asked.

Harry's eyes dropped to the floor and he looked more uncomfortable than ever. "I just…love you, okay? And…I…I'm attracted to you…I…want you," he said, ruffling his hair a bit. He let out a deep breath and forced himself to look up at Severus who watched his discomfort in mild amusement. The boy could hardly talk about sex at all. "Look, this might sound really girly and romantic and stupid but…I want to…to be close to you…like that and…I want to experience that with you. "I love you so much and…tonight…I kept thinking about…Kept worrying that something might happen to you. It's dangerous…Something could easily happen to you…or even to me," Harry said and Severus struggled to keep his expression blank despite the stabbing pain he felt in his heart, "and…I dunno. I just…I really want to be with you…like that…right now. I'm tired of…tired of playing around and tired of you…keeping yourself from me. I want…I want everything. I want to be as close to you as possible right now."

His face was burning red, but his eyes met Severus's bravely, strongly. Despite his struggle with the words, the speech still came off as being very powerful and as the seconds passed, Severus felt his fingers loosen and the pajama bottoms in his hand fall to the floor. He could deny Harry nothing. Not this, that he wanted so badly…something he deserved to have. Severus couldn't keep hiding from this and hiding from Harry. Not when he already set his mind to making the young man happy. No longer at the moment fearing for himself, he reached out to hold Harry's hips, leaning down at the same time to kiss him.

Harry was taken by surprise and just stood there a moment, and Severus just kissed him and pulled the boy closer until Harry finally began kissing him back, his hands reaching out to grasp Severus's sides. He only had so much time with Harry left. He had to spend that time wisely and without worry. Severus was going to make Harry happy…happier than he had ever been in the time he had left and Severus was going to enjoy what time he had with the young man. They both deserved that, at least. Pushing the last of his concerns from his mind, he surrendered himself to the feel of the young man pressed against him, feeling arousal begin to stir at the touch of soft, smooth, warm skin.

Unhurriedly, he moved Harry over to the bed, pushing him gently onto it. Startlingly green eyes looked up at him eagerly and he hastily scooted himself back a bit into the center of the bed and sat there, looking unsure of what to do next. Severus was finding that virginal awkwardness more alluring than amusing at the moment and crawled onto the bed and over Harry, causing the boy to lie down while Severus swooped over him, kissing him more deeply than he had moments ago.

When Severus pulled his lips from Harry's, he moved them to the corner of his mouth and down his cheek, his jaw, and neck while his hands slowly mapped out Harry's body, caressing the sides of his neck before trailing down to trace his shoulders and collarbone and down his chest. The body beneath him was slim and slightly muscular from his years as a Seeker. His skin was smooth, unmarked by scars as Severus's was, feeling only a slight trace of hair tickle his hands. When he reached that flat stomach he slid them over to grasp his sides and pushed himself up a bit, taking a moment to look down at the young man beneath him.

Harry wiggled impatiently, green eyes dark and glazed over in desire. His mouth was parted just barely and the tip of his pink tongue poked out to run across his red lips and Severus's eyes eagerly followed the movement until that tongue slipped back into his mouth. He lifted his head slightly and twisted a bit, shifting more before resting back down again. He looked ready to say something, but leaned back down to trail his tongue across the boy's collarbone, causing him to gasp and moan. He allowed his hands to slip down, pushing underneath the band of his boxers and slowly tugging them down. He pushed as far as he could before sitting up to pull Harry's legs up to remove them completely before setting them back down and shifting back a bit to get a good look at his naked body.

He was fully hard by now and Harry wiggled his hips anxiously, thrusting up into the air and whimpering quietly. Severus smirked, sliding his hands up Harry's legs, keeping a firm grip on him to hold him somewhat still as his hands traveled. He inched his hands closer to Harry's aching erection, but slid both hands right past a the last second and came to grasp the younger man's hips instead.

"Severus…" Harry groaned.

"Patience," Severus whispered, leaning down to press his lips gently to Harry's thigh.

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Patience? Harry groaned impatiently and tried to keep his body still, but found it increasingly hard the more Severus touched him. Harry swallowed and looked down his body, watching as Severus leaned down to kiss his inner thigh. The muscles in his leg twitched and his cock followed suit eagerly. Everything Severus was doing felt nice, but it hurt at the same time. He needed him to touch his cock and do something. This was just plain torture.

Severus continued kissing him, taking his time with every movement as he kissed the top of his right knee and along his thighs and his hip and even the area so close to his dick, though not near enough for any part of Severus to touch, only a few strands of that black hair brushing over his sensitive organ. Harry's hips jerked involuntarily and Harry moaned. Severus chuckled quietly against his skin and Harry dug his fingers into his own hair, tugging gently. Severus was punishing him. That was the only explanation for any of this, Harry thought to himself.

For a few very long minutes, Severus's hands and mouth worked over his pelvis and his legs, touching everything but his cock. Harry was left twisting and moaning and groaning and every time a pleading word left his mouth, Severus would only whisper for him to be patient yet again. Harry thought he was going crazy…like he might literally lose his mind if Severus didn't touch him soon. Harry couldn't even touch himself. The one time he tried Severus moved his hand away and Harry knew better than to try again.

Finally, and seemingly out of no where, Severus suddenly grasped his cock and wrapped his mouth around it. Immediately Harry's hips jerked up into the warm, wet cavern and he cried out mainly out of shock and also out of pleasure. Severus chuckled around his cock, the vibrations creating a brilliant feeling that had his eyes rolling back into his head and he dug his fingers into the blankets and mattress beneath him. "Fucking…bloody…hell!"

Severus slowly pulled his mouth up until his lips were wrapped only around the head and he sucked gently on it while those black eyes trailed up his body to meet his eyes. Harry gasped, his legs and hips jerking a bit and Severus moved one hand from around his cock to press against his hip, holding him steady. His wicked tongue swirled around the head of his cock and Harry thought he very well might die right then and there from pleasure overload. Severus began stroking his cock firmly while he pushed back down, swallowing more of the cock into his mouth, pressing his tongue against the underside of his length. Harry tried to watch. There was something strongly erotic about watching those intense eyes watching him and seeing that mouth and hand working over his dick, but it was hard to keep control of himself enough to continue looking at him. His eyes would flutter shut on their own accord or he would throw his head back as that tongue flicked over a particularly sensitive area.

Harry had no idea how he was going to last. Nothing had ever felt so good as this. He didn't even know pleasure like this existed! He moaned loudly, managing to look down at Severus again as he moved his other hand to hold his thigh while Severus took the entire length of his penis into his mouth. "Oh my God!" Harry cried out, bucking his hips up into that glorious mouth, staring down, transfixed by the sight of Severus's long nose buried in his coarse pubic hair and his dick entirely lost in that wonderful mouth. "Oh God," he groaned, grasping at the bed beneath him for dear life.

Severus's head began bobbing up and down and Harry let out a constant stream of moans that might have never ended. He felt too good and he knew he was going to cum soon. The thought of cumming in Severus's mouth was very appealing, but Harry didn't want to be done just yet. He didn't want Severus to use that as an excuse to stop. As wonderful as this felt and as much as he knew anal penetration was going to hurt, he had said he wanted everything and he meant it.

"S-Severus…I…I'm," Harry began, but found he lost the ability to speak as Severus swirled his tongue around his member. Harry watched as Severus slowly moved his mouth up his cock, releasing the head with a small pop. Harry slumped back against the mattress, his heart racing fast in his chest. His cock twitched and he could feel his entire body sitting on edge, dangerously close to his orgasm that never came, because Severus pulled away. He was so bloody close. Just one gentle touch and Harry swore he would cum, but as Severus crawled back over him, he was careful to let no part of him touch the throbbing erection and Harry felt like he could cry and scream out in frustration. He was ready to beg Severus to resume what he was doing, but couldn't as Severus's mouth pressed into his. Harry eagerly pushed his hips up, but Severus moved easily to avoid contact.

Harry should have said something, but as Severus's mouth moved to his neck again, he forgot how to speak entirely. Hands moved over his body again, moving back down to his thighs and playing their game again of touching everywhere but where he wanted to be touched the most while Severus bit down gently on his neck, eliciting a quiet hiss of pleasure. Severus's very friendly tongue poked out to swirl all around the area he had bitten before sucking on the area gently and moving along to the inch of skin beneath it, offering a slightly harder bite. Harry gasped quietly at the sharp feeling, though he didn't think it actually hurt.

Hands slid back up his stomach and over his sides, sliding around to push under Harry to wrap around him loosely. As Severus moved his face down more, he leaned his head back instinctively to allow Severus access there. He trailed light kisses along the front of his throat, licking at his Adam's apple before moving down further to nibble and lick along his collarbone. "S-ssssss," Harry hissed, beginning to say his lover's name before finding himself too tongue-tied by pleasure to push out the rest of the name.

Severus moved at an agonizingly slow pace, taking his time to leisurely touch as much of Harry as he could. He spent a few minutes in the one area before drooping his head down a bit more, running his tongue slowly around Harry's nipple. Harry gasped quietly and shivered at the very pleasant feeling. He always thought nipples were such a girl thing…He didn't think he would like it that way. But as Severus wrapped his lips around the hardening nub he found himself moaning in pleasure and moving anxiously beneath him. He could barely even remember how to breathe, completely overwhelmed by every pleasurable sensation that Severus brought to him.

Severus slowly pulled his arms out from under Harry, one hand moving back to his chest for his thumb to gently roll his other nipple around before pinching it gently while his other hand came back to rest on Harry's side. Harry bucked his hips up again eagerly and this time Severus didn't pull away, as enough time had passed for the feeling of an impending orgasm to fade away and he was able to rub his cock against Severus's abdomen. After a few minutes Severus moved his mouth to Harry's other nipple while moving his other hand to begin rubbing and pulling at the other, now wet with Severus's saliva. Harry hissed as Severus's teeth grazed over the nipple, another jolt of pleasure shocking him in response. Everything felt so bloody wonderful. Every inch of his body was alive and all too aware of everything Severus did, feeling every touch and hearing every quiet sound.

His pulse was racing and his head felt so dizzy. He could hardly breathe at all and his stomach was jumping and twisting and fluttering so much he almost felt sick. All of those things might have felt bad any other day, but they only enhanced every beautiful sensation now. He felt like he was being submerged under water. The pleasure came in waves and Severus was pulling him deeper and deeper under to a place where everything hit more and more strongly. He would gladly drown in this feeling and could hardly imagine a better way to die.

When Severus was done with his nipples, he trailed his mouth downwards still, pressing licks and kisses along his ribs. When he was done with one side he moved onto the other and continued down afterwards to dip his tongue into Harry's bellybutton. He gasped at the ticklish feeling and settled back down as Severus pressed his lips just beneath it. Severus pressed open mouthed kisses all along this area and Harry could feel that his cock was now pressed against the man's neck. It seemed strange to Harry, when he thought about it later on. He wouldn't want someone's dick pressing into his neck, but Severus paid it no mind as he continued lavishing more kisses along his body while his hands moved to caress his thighs again. The feeling of kisses and licks along this area with Severus's hair trailing over his skin felt slightly ticklish, but the feeling of pleasure overruled it and Harry could only moan and writhe desperately beneath Severus. As good as it all felt, he wanted and needed more. He couldn't handle much more of this, a thought he had been entertaining for at least ten minutes. Every second he felt like he might die if he didn't cum soon, if Severus didn't touch him the way he wanted soon, but he was proven wrong as more seconds passed and he was still very much alive.

Harry gasped at the surprisingly satisfying feeling of Severus biting down into his side, moaning loudly, his body moving more eagerly. Severus swiped his tongue along the area before pressing himself up to his knees. "Turn around," Severus said, his voice low and husky.

The words didn't make any sense to Harry's muddled mind, but the feel of Severus's hands on his hips, moving him, spurred him to action and he followed the guidance of the hands, up onto his knees while the upper half of his body lay stretched out on the mattress. Harry turned at the sound of a drawer opening and watched something shoot out of the top drawer of the nightstand and into Severus's hand. When Harry didn't feel anything for several seconds he began wiggling his bum patiently before he finally felt Severus shift behind him. One hand came to rest on his hip while the other grasped an arse cheek and squeezed. Harry moaned and reached forward to grab a pillow, pulling it towards him and holding it tightly and burying his face in its comfort. The hand then moved to pry his cheeks apart, feeling one finger began to tap lightly against his entrance. His hips jerked at the strange feeling, but decided it felt oddly good. The finger drew circles all around it for a moment before pushing in.

The finger was slick and wet, probably with lubrication, but it didn't seem to be doing any good at the moment. It took a moment for the tight muscles to give way to Severus's finger and even then it took a lot of pulling out and pushing to get it completely in. Harry cried out in pain, grasping the pillow tightly and tensing up tightly. He knew it was supposed to hurt, but he had no idea it was going to hurt like that. And it was only one bloody finger!

"You have to relax, Harry," Severus murmured. The hand on his hip moved around so that his arm was wrapped around Harry and Severus pressed his lips to Harry's back while his finger pulled back. Harry relaxed a bit as Severus began stroking and tapping against his pucker for a while before the hand moved away for a few more seconds and returned to slip back inside of him. Harry held his breath as the finger breached him. It still burned, but he did his best to force himself to stay as relaxed as possible. "Just relax," Severus was whispering quietly, pressing kisses to his skin now and then. Harry swallowed hard, wondering what in hell he had gotten himself into as the finger began slowly moving in and out of him.

After a few minutes the burning had subsided and Harry relaxed a bit more. His heart pounded hard in his chest and his eyes were wide, staring at nothing but the dark red comforter. He kept his breathing deep and even, knowing there was more to come. Finally the finger pulled out and was joined a second later by a second. Harry focused on his breathing, trying to stay relaxed. It still hurt. He cringed and hissed in pain. It took a bit of maneuvering before they were finally both in as deep as they would go before slowly moving inside of him. Severus was still muttering encouraging and reassuring words to him, but Harry was hardly paying attention to them, doing his best to become accustomed to the intruding fingers. His erection had long since wilted and all he really knew now was the pain and the anticipation of more. He didn't move, though, didn't ask Severus to stop. He still wanted this. He knew it would feel good eventually and focused on thinking of that instead.

Once the sting of two fingers left him, Severus pulled them out and now three slick fingers pressed into his hole. Harry grunted loudly in pain and couldn't help the way his body clenched around the intruders, not allowing them to go any further. Warm lips met his skin, whispering affectionate words against him while the arm around him held him close and the hand moved comfortingly over his skin, urging him to relax. After a minute Severus was able to push his fingers in more until they were knuckles-deep inside of him.

It took a bit longer for that pain to go away. Severus was patient, though, still talking to him…The words he didn't understand but the voice that had a way of melting him and easing his mind. They moved slowly and would stop at every hiss of pain and wait a moment before continuing their journey. Harry had never actually seen Severus's cock fully hard before, but he had a feeling it was going to be worse than this. He didn't think about it, though, and instead moved his hips back after a while, which helped a bit. Eventually the pain ebbed away and he couldn't help feeling a bit nervous when the fingers pulled out and he felt Severus sit up and shift around behind him.

Curiously, Harry shifted his body and looked behind him as Severus finished pulling off his boxers and tossed them to the floor. He then shifted onto his knees, pouring more of the lube onto his slick fingers and began stroking his hard length. Harry couldn't see it that well from this position, but what he did see made his eyes grow wide and he quickly turned his head back to the pillow. Bloody hell, he thought to himself. The sight of it was terrifying, though oddly exciting at the same time.

"Hands and knees, Harry," Severus said quietly, moving closer to him.

Harry nodded mutely and pressed his hands into the mattress and pushed his upper body up on shaky arms. Severus's fingers held open his cheeks and Harry felt a bit awkward like that. Then he felt the head of Severus's cock press against his pucker and he tensed up. "Shh…Calm down. It's okay…You'll be okay," Severus whispered. He could feel pressure against his opening, but found it hard to make his body relax. "Let me in, Harry," Severus whispered.

After a few, long seconds the head finally pressed in and Harry gasped in pain. He could feel his body trying to press the intruder out, but Severus pressed more firmly until an inch or so of him was seated in Harry's body. He cringed, feeling his muscles clamp down around the cock inside of him and Severus moaned loudly in response. The sound of it made Harry's heart skip and he couldn't help but smile, even through the pain. Severus, Mr. Always in Control, Mr. Hides his Feelings was moaning for him. The little burst of joy didn't last long as Severus pressed more into him and Harry felt like he was being split open. The stretching, burning sensation was awful, but just bearable. Severus was moving an at agonizingly slow pace and Harry wished he would just shove it in to get it over with. The way Severus's hand tightly grasped his hip, Harry figured he wasn't the only one who felt that way.

Finally Severus was fully inside of him. He could feel his lover's balls and lightly hairy thighs pressed against his arse cheeks. Harry let out a breath he didn't know he was holding and shifted a bit uncomfortably on his hands and knees. Severus made a strangled sound behind him, his fingers tightening around Harry's hip for a minute before relaxing. Harry swallowed and held still for a few minutes, trying to get used to the feeling. It still burned, but now that they were still it felt a bit better. He felt very full and that feeling was very awkward and very weird for the time being. Harry swallowed hard and shifted a bit, cringing at the slight pain, but managing to relax a little.

"Harry?" Severus asked quietly, voice strained somewhere between concern and pleasure. "How are you?"

"I'm alright," Harry said, pressing his hips back a bit encouragingly. "You can move."

Severus immediately began sliding back, keeping his pace as slow as before. He didn't pull out very much before pressing back into him, though he didn't press back in all the way, either. For a few minutes it was like that, slow movements and only the sound of their combined heavy breaths filling the room. It stung a bit for a while, but eventually started fading away a bit. Once the sharpness of the pain was gone he was aware of how…bizarre it felt to have Severus's cock sliding in and out of him.

Harry gasped in surprise at the feel of slick fingers wrapping around his deflated cock. He hadn't noticed the excess lube still on the hand until he grabbed Harry's cock, the air making his hip cold where his hand had been, though it felt wonderful around his cock. Harry moaned quietly and thrust forward into the hand. Severus stroked him to hardness and made it a bit easier to forget about the remaining pain. Severus held him expertly, circling his finger teasingly over the head before gripping the length firmly and stroking easily in time with his thrusts into Harry's body. He wasn't sure if it was just because the wonderful feeling Severus was giving his cock was making him blissful enough to appreciate it or if it eventually just naturally came to be, but the feel of Severus's cock sliding in and out of him began to feel almost pleasant, especially when Severus began to gradually pick up the pace.

"Mmmm…Sev…Sev'rus," Harry moaned, fingers digging into the mattress again.

"Harry," Severus drawled breathlessly behind him and Harry's fingers tightened in the mattress and he moaned again, the sound of Severus's voice going straight to his cock. "You feel so good, my Harry."

"Oh fuck," Harry hissed. He could feel Severus shifting around behind him and he changed his angle, the head of his cock all of a sudden hitting…something. It was like hitting a switch or a button or something because all of a sudden something seemed to explode inside of him. He gasped for breath, unsure for a moment if it was pleasure or pain, but as Severus hit that spot again…and again…he knew it was the most amazing feeling he could remember experiencing. "Oh my God," he moaned, pressing back eagerly against Severus's dick for the first time.

Severus chuckled quietly and leaned over him, whispering into his ear. "Did you like that, Harry?" he asked, pressing into him, though he seemed to be purposefully avoiding that spot now.

Harry whimpered. "Yessss," he hissed. "Please."

"Please what?" he asked silkily.

"Please…do it…do it again," he half begged, half demanded, pushing his hips back.

Severus obliged. He thrust back in a bit harder, hitting that wonderful spot again. Harry cried out in pleasure, eagerly bumping his hips back against Severus, picking up a pace that didn't quite meet with Severus's thrusts. After a few minutes of erratic movements, Severus stopped and grasped Harry's hips to hold him still before beginning to pound into him, hitting that spot over and over and over again.

"Severus…Oh God…fuck…bloody h-FUCK!" Harry cried out, barely aware of half of the words pouring out of his mouth and most of it probably didn't even make sense after a while. All that mattered was chasing that amazing orgasm he could feel just ahead of him, just barely out of reach. He moved eagerly against Severus the best he could with the man holding him down, grasping and clawing at the comforter. The pleasure was so overwhelming he hardly knew what to do with it. He needed to move or scream or something. Every inch of him felt so alive and so amazing. Notihng had ever felt so damn good.

He could feel it rushing over him, the feeling of being so close to his orgasm. As Severus continued stroking him and pounding into him he could feel it coming closer and closer and he moaned unintelligibly under his breath, desperate for release. Finally, it was there, rushing over him. His fingers tightened in the sheets and his toes curled and every inch of his body tightened up as the waves of orgasmic pleasure hit him hard, consuming all of him.

The next thing he knew he was slumped against the bed, his entire body feeling wonderful as Severus continued thrusting into him, only a few minutes later hearing Severus groan and feeling his lover tense up behind him, pouring out into him before collapsing down on top of him, resting his cheek on Harry's shoulder, struggling for breath as he wrapped both arms around Harry's middle tightly. Harry moved his legs a bit to stretch them out into a more comfortable position. He felt very relaxed, pleasant tingles still rolling through his body as Severus lazily kissed his shoulder.

They stayed like that, catching their breath silently for a few minutes. Harry felt Severus's soft cock slide out of him and only a minute later Severus rolled off of him and came to rest at his side. Harry didn't really feel like moving, but did so anyway, twisting his body a bit so that he was facing Severus while his lover pulled him up a bit more and back into his arms. Severus threw his leg over both of Harry's and pulled those closer, too, and while Harry rested his head against Severus's chest, Severus kissed the top of his head.

"That was bloody fantastic," Harry mumbled tiredly, feeling more comfortable and safe and satisfied than he could remember feeling in his life. While the pain had been worse than he imagined, the pleasure had been better and it was all very well worth it.

"Indeed," Severus agreed, just holding him for a while. Harry felt tired, but didn't seem able to fall asleep just yet. After a while, Severus maneuvered them so that they were under the blankets and held him close again. Harry wasn't sure how long they stayed awake, but he knew he enjoyed every minute he was awake. Resting in Severus's arms…Saying nothing and listening to his heartbeat and his gentle breathing, making a silent Christmas wish that he could stay right here with Severus forever…Enjoying lots of mind-blowing sex and loving cuddling.

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