Please, Release Me! | By : Severus1snape Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Snape/Neville Views: 17663 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1 |
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AN: All right people, hope this answers some questions you might have been thinking over. Next chapter will be the last one!
*Neville lay beside Severus listening to his heart´s soft and steady beating while the elder man held him tight. Neville could not help the smile that crossed over his lips when thinking back to just last year, and the idea of these two being together in any aspect whatsoever seemed ridiculous.
Soon after though, the younger male sighed knowing he would have to come clean to Severus about something, and furthermore he had some questions of his own he needed answering to.
“What is it?” Severus whispered suddenly, which startled Neville because he was so sure that his lover had drifted off to sleep.
Neville bit his bottom lip gently and Severus automatically cupped Neville´s cheek and tipping his head upwards so he could meet his eyes. “I won´t get mad, just tell me.” Severus encouraged.
“The day I came to your office… I mean, when I wanted to…” Neville could not say it, he hadn´t even been thinking straight before acting. He was a fool, and now Severus would resent him for it.
“You came to my office a lot of times, mostly in it too.” Neville smiled at the older male´s joke, it was so strange having Severus Snape acting human.
“I asked you for a room to practice defense in…” Severus nodded, not sure, where this was going. “Fred and George have this device to… transfer sounds and… conversations to others…” Neville closed his eyes when he felt Severus stop his caresses on his back. “I…”
“Who?” Was the only question that came, and Neville couldn´t figure out how angry Severus was.
“Seamus, Dean, Flitwick and McGonagall…” Neville waited for the outburst.
“I take it back.” Severus said instead, and Neville´s heart froze over. He knew Severus would get mad, but he thought the other would simply yell or even get physical, not end their relationship. “You´re not stupid.” Neville´s eyes flew open in confusion and stared up at Severus again. “Telling me you lied to me when I am too weak to beat the crap out of you seems a smart move.”
Severus smirked. “I would think you owe me one night when you let me show you what the word dominant could mean, as punishment.” This statement caused Neville´s face to flame up.
“You´re rewarding me for lying?” Neville was shocked.
Severus´ brows furrowed. “Rewarding?” He studied Neville´s face, “Why, you little whore. You want it?” A smirk broke out before his next words. “So many months wasted…”
“Do I want the sexiest man to have his way with my young teenage willing body? Huh, let me think that over for a second…”
“Brat!”
“You´re really not dumping me then?” He asked Severus nervously.
“And miss out on that tight devilish arse of yours? Not a chance. However, I think that we should act on not lying towards each other for future reference?” Neville nodded and offered his lips to Severus for a brief kiss.
“Can I ask you something?” Neville hesitated, but knew he had to get this off his chest. It´s been bothering him for months now. Severus nodded. “Why was Greyback so nice to me… when we…”
Severus drew in a portion on air; he had hoped that this would never come up. However, they had agreed on honesty and Neville had confessed his sins so it seemed only fair that he did too. This was different though, it was a thorn in his side digging into his very bones, something highly embarrassing, and he feared that he would lose Neville´s respect once he answered the question. Severus snorted, it´s ridiculous thinking about losing Neville´s respect, when only a year ago he had none for him. He chose his words carefully. “Greyback is loyal to his own desires and therefore those willing to pay the highest price. He never took the Mark, so The Dark Lord had to give him something to control him.”
Neville blinked a couple of times before speaking. “Voldemort paid him money to stay true to him? That hardly seems like –“
“No.” Severus sighed. “Greyback was always tempted by boys between 11 and 15. Being close to the Death eaters he had regular access to… fulfill his needs…”
Neville sat up abruptly. “That´s disgusting! People let that maniac rape kids?!”
“Some offered their sons willingly if he would not bite them or the rest of the family, some were half dead already from raids and missions, so he got the remains, but there were those who were very much assaulted by him. There are rumors around that Greyback liked to turn the boys, but that´s untrue. He did that twice, Remus Lupin being one of them, but he claimed it was much more fun to witness the genuine fear he caused by not turning them.” He swallowed. “He even claimed that some young men let him visit them later on willingly because he promised he would not kill them, or bite them or their loved ones in return.”
“Sick.” Neville merely stated. “But what does that hav-“
“I offered him a higher price, for the sake of him being gently with you.” Severus interrupted. Neville stared at Severus.
“Please tell me you didn´t give him some small boy to…” Severus sighed deeply and shook his head. Neville´s eyes widened in confusion. “Then I don´t understand.” He whispered.
“The night I did not return for two days, do you remember that? When I told you I was on a mission up North.” Neville nodded after a few moments.
“That´s the night I had to call in Madam Pomfrey and she worked on you in your private rooms while I hid.”
“I was with Greyback then.” Neville nodded.
“He was the one traveling with you.” Neville confirmed, hoping Severus would tell more.
“No.” Neville´s brows furrowed in confusion again. This time Severus dared not meet his lovers´ eyes. “I was with Greyback.”
Neville still didn´t get it. Why was he repeating himself? Why would – Neville froze in silent understanding and stared at Severus who still kept his eyes averted from him. Neville forced Severus to look at him before speaking. “You let him fuck you?”
Neville was not angry that Severus had cheated or lied to him, he was in shock. Severus had let the meanest and most dangerous ´Death eater´ have his way with him, because of him? So that he would be safer? “He has always been fascinated by me. Even when we got older. He claimed it was my power of control even throughout torture sessions with the Dark Lord.” He drew in air harshly. “He wanted to watch me not in control.”
Neville didn´t know he was silently crying until he felt Severus brushing away some of the tears. “Severus…” The older man shook his head.
“It was a small price to pay to have you safe.” Neville crushed his lips together with Severus´.
“I love you,” he kept saying between small kisses. “So much, Sev. I´m so sorry, I didn´t…” Severus pushed his tongue into Neville´s mouth to silence him. He would not cry over Greyback or what he had done for an entire day.
One day out of the rest of his life seemed a very small price to pay, and Greyback was dead now. He could not kill him again, even though for the second time in his life, he wished for a time turner, the first being when Lily was murdered.
“I love you too.” Neville sighed and rested his head against Severus´. Greyback was right, Severus was powerful, and hearing those words directed at him was the best thing Neville had ever experienced.
*
Lanie: Well, I think that meeting Death can get on high on life, so maybe Harry just didn´t want to waste time with stupid words and simply went for the kill? Having a handsome male offer himself to you could be a real reason for at least giving in, don´t you think?
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