Experience | By : Malfoywhore Category: Harry Potter > Het - Male/Female > Harry/Hermione Views: 37639 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Harry ran a hand through his thick black hair. "But, I'm with Ginny. And. . .I do
care for her. She 's been the only girl I've ever dated that really mattered. She means a
lot to me and not just because she's Ron's sister."
"I know she does, Harry, and I respect that." However, it hurt to hear it.
"You've been seeing her for quite a while. And she's had a crush on you for years. You
two have a history, what with the secret chamber and, you know. . . the big snake."
Hermione was trying to be light and unconcerned. She only hope she could pull it off.
She didn't need to make Harry feel guilty about his girlfriend. He was doing the right
thing by staying with Ginny, at least that's what her head said. "And nothing
happened between us, Harry. Not really."
"Only because I managed to stop," Harry contradicted. "I've never felt anything
like that, Hermione. Not with Ginny. Not with Lavender. Not with Cho. Not with
anyone but you. I wanted you so badly that I. . .," he let the sentence trail off. "I don't
know what came over me," Harry took in a shaky breath. "It's like I'm seeing you for
the first time or something." His eyes fastened on hers and they burned brightly.
Hermione met his eyes. "I feel the same way. You were always in the 'friend'
category and I never bothered to see if you'd fit in anywhere else."
Harry made a mournful sound. "But we can't do anything about it. Not now."
"I know." A fling with Harry could be disastrous. "If you broke up with Ginny
to go out with me, it would upset Ron. We might lose him."
"It's not fair!" Harry cried, angry at life not-so-funny sense of humor. "Why did
it have to happen like this? If I was dating *anyone* else but her, I'd break up with
them in a heartbeat."
"But you *are* dating her. There's no way of getting around that."
"I'm so sorry, Hermione," Harry beseeched her. " I feel like I'm being made to
choose between you and my friendship with Ron."
"No, Harry. . ." she sighed. "Don't feel guilty. There's nothing we can do. I
would lose Ron too. I swore to myself that I would never jeopardize my friendship
with him again. He and I almost ruined it when we stopped dating." Her shoulders
drooped. "Besides, there are no guarantees about us. We might not work out and I
could end up losing both you and Ron."
Harry nodded, feeling the same way. The thought of losing both of his friends
was unbearable. He'd spent the first eleven years of his life without love and
companionship, he couldn't bear anymore of it. "So, we're doing the right thing? Not
doing anything, I mean."
"Absolutely." Hermione agreed. She only wished she really believed it. She
knew that a relationship with Harry would be something special, something to treasure.
She hoped they weren't doing something stupid. After all, Greek tragedies were full of
hapless men and women who scorned a chance at true love and were damned for it.
They both stood up. Hermione thought they resembled two Wall Street tycoons
making a lucrative but brutal business deal. "Friends?" Harry asked hesitantly.
"Friends," Hermione responded firmly.
"Good." His arms automatically went out to hug her but she stepped back. An
uncomfortable silence followed.
"Harry, I-I'm sorry I-"
Harry swallowed the lump in his throat. "It's okay, Hermione." He held out his
hand instead, willing to take anything she would give.
Hermione clasped it and tried to ignore the quiver resulting from that small
innocuous touch. They didn't shake hands, though. Instead he held her hand in his,
brushing his thumb over her knuckles. It was chivalrous and sweet; something a suitor
might have done in the Victorian age. Harry and Hermione stayed their for a long time,
looking into each other's eyes and holding hands. Both of them were reluctant to break
the contact, fearful that there wouldn't be a next time.
The entrance portal opened and they quickly let go, lest they be seen. Harry
backed away. "Well, I guess I should. . .um, go."
"Goodnight, Harry."
"Goodnight, Hermione," he whispered, his heart in his eyes.
*~*~*~*~*~*~
Hermione spent the next evening in the Potions classroom slaving over her 7th
year project. Professor Snape had granted her unprecedented access to his supplies and
classroom, he'd even given her a temporary password for the semester. Hermione had
a sneaking suspicion that he was proud that one of his students was seeking a Potions
designation. Although, he'd be damned before he admitted it, especially because she
was one of those goody goody Gryffindors.
She wrote furiously in her project journal, recording various ingredients used
and filters made. Hermione was trying to develop of a sleep potion that would produce
some of the same results of the Imperious Curse. Only this potion would, hopefully, be
deemed ethical by the Ministry of Magic. Her hope was that it would compel a person
to do good acts. A person who wouldn't normally do them. . .say a Death Eater.
Hermione had become obsessed with the idea since she'd discovered the Imperious
Curse in 4th year. Professor Snape had been very keen on her working on the potion
immediately. She believed that Professor Dumbledore might want to push it through
the Evaluation of Recent Potion and Charm Inventions sub-committee. She'd even been
given permission to test it out on a dark creature such as a vampire or a hinkeypunk. It
was dependent on a successful potion, of course.
Hermione was grateful for the scholarly distraction. Ginny and Harry had been
playing yet another game of slap and tickle in the common room after dinner. This time
it was over a quill. Hermione had retreated to her room, ostensibly to study but really
to sulk. Halfway into her brooding, she'd felt guilty. The entire day had been one big
drama. And the most frustrating thing about it was that she hadn't seen Malfoy at all.
He was no doubt embroiled in some Slytherin plot that required his time and cunning.
Hermione had hoped to cheer herself up with another round of snogging or at, the very
least, a little flirting. She might not have Harry but she still had Malfoy. . .er, sort of.
Not that Malfoy was the consolation prize. Neither one of them was, really. Hermione
found herself hopelessly interested in both of them. She laughed wryly at that. Feast
or famine indeed.
When the hour grew late, Hermione gathered her school books up in her trusty
book bag. No breakthroughs had been made this evening. She'd been working for the
better part of three hours and had taken copious notes on the process. Hopefully Snape
would have some useful suggestions based on her initial results. Hermione decided to
call it a night and try to get some sleep.
Hermione stepped out into the hallway and hurriedly walked to the looming
staircase that led the way out of the dungeons. Two massive marble serpents graced
either side of the grand staircase. Inside both of their mouths was a perpetual flame
that burned in honor of the Salazar Slytherin. Hermione had always hated going past
them. She kept having the silly thought that one of them would reach out and snap at
her. The dungeons, in general, were dank and forbidding. She loathed being there alone
at night and tried to avoid it when she could. Unfortunately, she'd be doing a lot of it
this year. As she stepped on the first stair, she was seized from behind. A hand snaked
around her waist and she was pulled back against something solid aarm.arm.
Hermione let out a scream but it was muffled by a hand that clamped over her mouth.
For a wild moment, she thought that one of the scary snakes had somehow gotten a
hold of her. Hermione managed to gather her wits about her and dropped her heavy
book bag on her attacker's foot. He let her go with a muffled curse.
Hermione whirled around and snatched her wand from her robe pocket.
"Expel-"
"Now, now," Draco drawled. He was dressed in his customary Slytherin green.
"Let's not be too hasty." He moved forward and bit and winced at the pain. Draco
wrapped his hands around his pulverized foot and hopped a bit. "Dammit, Granger,
what do you keep in there? Bricks?"
"Malfoy!" Hermione gritted out.
"Why are you always shouting my name?" A slow smile slid across his mouth.
"And not in the good way." He fished his wand out and muttered a healing charm.
Hermione ignored sexual comment. "What the hell do you think you're doing!?"
"Oh, what's a matter, Granger? Did I scare you?" Malfoy taunted, putting his
wand away.
"No, but I was about to scare *you*. I doubt Madame Pomfreyld hld have put
you back together again." She blew out a deep breath, calming down a bit.
"Ooh, I *am* frightened," Draco shot back. He looked anything but. Then, he
gave her a speculative look followed by a faux shudder. "I think you'd better hold me."
"I think not," she said dryly. "Why are you skulking around down here
anyway? Or is this how you trawl for women? Jump out of the shadows and spring
upon them?" Hermione said sarcastically. "That explains your reputation."
Draco laughed with wicked amusement. "Ah, so you've been asking around
about me."
"No, I saw your room number in the girl's lavatory," she fibbed. "You know,
owl for a good time. . ."
He didn't seem to mind. "It wasn't in Myrtle's toilet, was it?" he asked. "Saw
her in the lake once. She was giving me the eye."
"Great, even ghost girls like you," she muttered.
"What was that, Granger?"
"I said, I have to be going now." She hoisted her book bag up on her shoulder.
"You're going to break your back before you graduate," Malfoy predicted,
eyeine mee menacing book bag.
"Some of us actually study," Hermione said archly.
"And I am one of those, Granger. I get top marks," he said defensively.
"Yes, just under mine, if I recall." Hermione grinned at him before she turned
around and began to ascend the snake stairs.
"Running away, Granger?"
"No, Malfoy, I'm going to bed." She shot him aty lty look over her shoulder.
"Alone."
"I never figured you for a coward," he challenged.
"Only when it comes to broomsticks," she shot back.
"Oh, I don't know about that. I think you handled mine nicely."
She threw down her bag and turned around to glare at him. "Do you have to
make everything sexual?"
"I just enjoy teasing you." He slowly walked up the stairs with a predatory
gleam in his eyes. "If you don' t want me to chase you, Granger, you shouldn't run."
He stopped at the stair just below her, they were very nearly eye to eye. And their
mouths almost touched.
"W-what are you doing?" She asked shakily.
"Tempting you. Is it working?"
She nodded.
"Good." His mouth seized hers in another kiss. When, he was through
Hermione had given into temptation and it felt very, very good.
Draco smiled at her dazed look. His lips rimmed his mouth as though her were
savoring the sweet taste of her. "I think we should hold the rest of this meeting in
private."
*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Harry pulled his mouth away from Ginny's searching one. "Harry," she panted,
irritated. "What's wrong?" They were laying on top of the covers in his bed.
The room was a complete disaster. The floor was strewn with his the various
parts of his Quidditch gear. Ron's school supplies were spread out on the floor because
he'd been looking for his inkwell. The desks held an assortment of Quidditch
magazines, Wizard candy, and trading cards. Hedwig was sleeping in her cage and
Pig was, thankfully, off on a mail run.
Ginny had been waiting for Harry outside his room."I'm sorry, Ginny, I just have
a lot on my mind." Harry hated lying to her but the truth would be much more painful.
All day, his thoughts centered on Hermione and that betrayed look she'd had on her
face at breakfast. He ached for her, for Ginny, and himself. He could already tell that
this wouldn't end well.
"Like what?" Ginny asked, playfully nipping his earlobe. They were laying side
by side with her cuddled against his chest.
Harry was torn. He normally relished these small touches. He'd always been
starved for physical affection. The Dursleys may have given him food and shelter but
they had never given him love. He'd had to content himself with wrapping his arms
around his body at night and imagining it was another who held him. Consequently,
he'd been ecstatic when regular affection started coming his way. He enjoyed Ron's
frequent shoulder pats and rough, back-pounding hugs. Until recent events had
changed their friendship, Harry had particularly liked Hermione's slow gentle hugs
because she let him hold her as long as he wanted to. When he'd gotten older, his need
for affection had caused him to cut a swath through the fifth and sixth year girls. Oh, he
hadn't slept with all of them but he held hands and hugged quite a lot of them. He'd
snogged a more select group. It wasn't until he started dating Ginny that he had a
regular diet of gentle touches. It was one of the things he liked about her most. So, it
broke his heart to lay in her arms and lie to her. "School. Quidditch. Stuff."
She paused, a teasing grin on her face. "Ah, I see. And how long is this schooly
Quidditchy stuff gonna be on your mind?" Her hand swept up to touch his tousled
hair.
He thought of Hermione with her big brown eyes and her bashful smile. Then,
he recalled their nuclear kiss. "Quite a while, Ginny. Quite a while," Harry replied
seriously.
*~*~*~*~*~*~
Meanwhile, Hermione were busy breaking about five school rules. She and
Draco were walking shoulder to shoulder down a dusty corridor. They had snuck onto
the moldering ruin that was the third floor and he was leading her down the
labyrinthine corridor. The walls were fraught with spider webbing and small little
creatures scurried about in the darkness. Bits of broken gargoyles, which used to perch
on the walls, littered the floors. Thankfully, torches on the floor sprung to life as they
neared them but they failed to offer adequate illumination.
Every now and then Draco would take her hand or brush against her as they
walked. They hadn't spoken since the staircase but it was an amiable silence. She knew
that he was taking her to a make out spot and she didn't mind a bit.
Draco cleared this throat. "You surprise me, Granger. I thought you'd be
quoting the school rules we're breaking by now."
"No," she let a superior smile slip. "I'm feeling all nostalgic." She had gone up
here when she was a scared little first year. "This place brings back some memories."
Draco frowned. "Memories of whom?"
"Harry," she said lightly.
His expression darkened.
"And Ron."
He narrowed his eyes. "I see. Well, you *have* been a busy girl, haven't you?"
Hermione couldn't contain her mischievous grin. "Actually, we were all up here
together."
Draco tripped over a bit of gargoyle. "I'm sorry, I must have misheard you."
"No, you didn't," she said sweetly.
"*You* had a menage a' trois with Weasley and Potter?" He sounded horrified.
Hermione began laughing then. Great gales of triumphant laughter that bent her
over at the waist and caused her to have trouble breathing. When she managed to look
up and see Malfoy standing there with his arms crossed and an imperious scowl on his
handsome face it only made her laugh harder.
Her merriment was contagious. Malfoy released a involuntary chuckle at seeing
her so happy. She was really quite beautiful when her face was flushed and her guard
was down. "Care to share the joke, Granger?"
She finally fanned her face and took a great shuddering breath. "Oh, I'm sorry
it's just that, well, you should have seen your face!" she crowed. "I didn't think I could
pull that off with giving myself away. I'm a terrible liar, you know."
Draco sighed, grateful that it hadn't been true. He'd thought he was going to be
her first. He didn't know why exactly but that was very important to him.
"Congratulations, you were very convincing. Can we go then? Or would like to invent
a 'dirty' secret about giving Neville Longbottom sexual favors?"
She wrinkled her nose at that. Neville was a nice guy but he wasn't bedroom
material. "We can go." They resumed walking and Hermione sighed. This was the best
she'd felt all day. Malfoy had a way of taking her mind off things.
"So, are you going to tell me what really happened," he asked, a muscle working
in his jaw.
"Why, are you jealous?"
He merely gave her a look.
"Oh all right, Mr. Pouty Face."
He wore the scowl again.
"Lighten up, Malfoy! We were twelve and we didn't mean to go up here in the
first place. And for another, eww! You have a very dirty mind."
Draco winked at her. "If I do, you certainly enjoy rolling around in the muck
with me."
"Ohhhh. . ." she said with growing irritation, "Muck off, Malfoy."
Draco laughed. "Remind me to teach you some decent swear words, Granger."
She bet he knew some choice ones but she wasn't interested right now. "By the
way, why are we up here? The Gryffindor smooch spot is in the Astronomy Tower."
"Yes, well, we could just set up shop beside Weasley and Potter. Then, you'd
feel right at home," he countered.
"Point taken." She was silent for a moment. "You remind me of those horrible
Muggle boys who take their dates to horror movies so they can 'comfort' them."
"Don't ever compare me to a Muggle again and did I say everyone comes up
here? Most Slytherins snog under the humpbacked witch," he shuddered. "Don't ask
me why. We Malfoys have had a *special* spot for a century."
Why didn't that surprise her? Hermione glanced over at him. "And your going
to snog a Muggle-born there? Wouldn't that make great grandfather or whoever made
it turn in his grave?"
"I expect," he said with relish.
Hermione frowned. "Is that what I am to you? A way to 'stick it' to your
father?"
One pale eyebrow rose. "Such imagery, Granger. Now, who's making
everything sexual?"
She rolled her eyes.
"Come off your high horse, Granger. You're getting a little thrill out of this too."
That was true enough but she wasn't willing to admit that to him so she changed
the subject. "How far away is this?" She felt like they'd traversed most of the hallway.
"Why? You feel like backing out?"
Hermione's chin rose. "Of course not."
"Good," he came to a halt before an unlikely wall. It wasn't covered in spider
webs like the rest of the walls but it was every bit as dark and forbidding. "Because
we're here." Draco withdrew his wand and tapped the stone while murmuring a
password so low that she couldn't hear it.
Before her eyes, the blocks of stone liquified, merging into a grey jiggling mass.
Malfoy stepped to sideside and gestured that she should enter her first. "Through
that?"
He smirked. "And they claim you Gryffindors have courage."
Hermione gritted her teeth and propelled herself through the liquid mass. It was
curiously warm and welcoming, like bath water. The substance merely rolled over her
and admitted her to the room beyond. She gasped at what she saw. Apparently, Draco
had his own private Den of Iniquity.
A/N1: The quote: "Fester, fester, fester. . .rot, rot, rot..." is from the film French Kiss.
A/N2: All hail Shuylerhe'she's agreed to be my beta. Huzzah! I really appreciate it and
she's a lovely lady for putting up with me. BTW, if you get a chance, check out her
Harry Potter/Big Brother story at adultfanfiction dot net. It's hilarious! I love her
version of Malfoy. He's a doll. However, I posted this before she could beta it so all the
errors are on me. Sorry, folks.
A/N 3: I'm thinking of making two alternate endings. One where she ends up with
Harry and the other where she ends up with Draco. I thought it would be fair to both
the Harry and the Draco people. Any thoughts?
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