A Drop in the Ocean | By : AndreaLorraine Category: Harry Potter > Het - Male/Female > Snape/Hermione Views: 3498 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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“The
last time I checked,” Dumbledore said, staring at his Potions Master over the
rims of his spectacles, “’internal bleeding’ and ‘fine’ were not synonymous.”
Snape said nothing, settling for looking as annoyed as
his exhaustion would permit him. He felt
like a herd of hippogriffs had trampled on him.
He really didn’t care what Albus had to say; this wasn’t the first time
he’d dragged himself back to Hogwarts with his insides weeping, and he was sure
it wouldn’t be the last. He would have
been fine if he’d just stayed in bed.
Well, he really wouldn’t have had much of a choice, considering that
upon his awakening sometime around noon,
he couldn’t even raise himself two inches off the mattress without feeling like
someone had a firm grip on his intestines and was having a fabulous time
twisting them into a horrible convulsive ball.
Dumbledore was looking at him sternly, obviously
expecting some kind of answer.
“Albus,” he sighed, grimacing slightly as the muscles in
his back screamed, “believe me, this morning I felt
nowhere near as bad as this, or else I would have accompanied you to Madame Pomfrey. I was
operating on adrenaline. I didn’t feel
it.”
“You were limping.”
“You’d probably be limping, too, after a few kicks in the
kidneys,” he muttered darkly.
“A few? Yesterday you said one.”
“My brain was addled, Albus. Pettigrew could have been kicking me for a
half hour and I wouldn’t have been able to tell.”
“He must have been, Severus, because Madame Pomfrey tells me one of your kidneys was nearly detached.”
“Well that explains a lot.”
Dumbledore sighed.
He was not getting his point across.
Even half-dead with his abdomen hard and full of blood, Severus stubbornly
refused to admit he needed help.
“You need to take care of yourself, Severus.”
“I do.”
“No, you don’t.
What if he had summoned you again tonight? You would not have been able to move, and if
you had somehow managed to get out there, one Cruciatus
would have finished you off!”
Snape winced. It
was not often that Dumbledore raised his voice.
“You know how important you are, Severus. You are our eyes and ears in this time. You are the only thing that can keep a Revel
from becoming a massacre!”
Dumbledore took a breath, and when he spoke again, his
voice was back to its usual volume.
“You know I do not like to impose my will on you too
much, because I failed you as much as the opposite. But if you are not in the infirmary after
every gathering from this moment forward, I will do something…unsavory. I don’t know what, but take my word, Severus,
there will be consequences.”
“I am not your student any more, Albus, and I really do
not appreciate being treated as such,” Snape said, his tone dangerously
soft. Anyone who had ever heard him use
that tone of voice knew that they were in for trouble. The Potions Master did not yell…oh no, very
much to the contrary. The angrier he
got, the softer and silkier his voice became.
“No, you are not a student. But you are my employee. And if you will not take responsibility for
yourself, I must treat you this way.
Don’t force me to think up punishments.”
“It could have been worse,” Snape protested. “I would have healed. It is ridiculous to waste time on every new
scrape and bruise I bring home. Save
your efforts for the Potter boy.”
“Not another word, Severus, or you will be running around
the Quidditch field dressed as the Gryffindor
mascot.”
Nothing had ever shut Severus Snape up so fast. Dumbledore could not resist a smile as he
breezed out of the room. In a way, he
was no better than his Potions Master.
It was ridiculously entertaining to provoke that silent, simmering death
glare out of the younger man. It was
good to keep him on his toes, he reasoned.
Yes, every now and then someone had to remind Snape that he was not the
only man in the world with a sharp tongue.
* * * * * *
“I can’t believe that ratty old hat serves any kind of
purpose except looking ugly,” Lucius Malfoy said, making a disdainful face.
“You better shut up,” the dark-haired boy next to him
warned. “It can probably hear you.”
“It’s just some old stupid hat, Severus,” Malfoy drawled,
rolling his eyes.
“’Just some old stupid hat’,” Severus replied, mocking Malfoy’s tone so well that several people in the long line
giggled to themselves. “You say that
until it sticks you in Gryffindor.”
“Ugh,” Lucius said.
“It wouldn’t dare.”
“And what would you do to it if it did sort you into
Gryffindor?” a third voice asked, the tone clearly amused.
“Why, simple, Selena, I would hex it until it got things
right.”
She chuckled and shook her head.
“You’re ridiculous, Lucius. I wouldn’t worry. You’ve got Slytherin
written all over you.”
“So what are we going to do tonight? I think we should go exploring. I’m sure this old castle has all kinds of
hidden rooms and secret passages,” Lucius said, rubbing his hands together.
“And how are we going to do that?” Severus asked, raising
an annoyed eyebrow.
“I don’t know.”
“Lucius, the last thing we need is to get in trouble the
first night at school,” Selena warned.
“Oh, quit the innocent act,” Malfoy said, crossing his
arms and lifting his chin haughtily.
“You know you’re just as curious as we are.”
“Who said I was curious?” Severus asked, looking back and
forth between the two of them.
“I don’t suppose anyone’s ever told you that you suck at
lying,” Malfoy said.
“He does not,” Selena refuted. “You don’t live with him.”
“I probably will soon, though.”
“Well then don’t let that quiet exterior fool you.”
“Now whatever are you talking about?” Severus asked,
putting on his best innocent face.
Selena
snorted and rolled her eyes. At least Sev and Malfoy seemed to be getting along. Severus was not very social, and though
neither of them knew anyone coming in, it was likely that she would have a much
easier time of making friends. They’d
stepped onto the train together, sticking close to one another. Most of the compartments had been full
already or only had one spot available, and she knew Severus would never forgive
her if she forced him to separate from her.
But she refused to stand with him; the ride was much too long for
that. And, by Merlin, if he didn’t make
friends now, it would only go downhill once they got to school. She’d dragged them all the way to the back of
the train, intent to turn around when she found the last compartment full, and
nearly ran over the expensively dressed, blond-haired, blue-eyed Malfoy. He’d spent a moment appraising them down his
long nose, his glance mostly lingering on her.
And then he’d invited them into his compartment, apologizing and asking
if she was all right. She hadn’t really
liked him much, even after the gesture of kindness. He was arrogant and spoiled – that much was
obvious. But she supposed she would just
have to overlook that. He’d befriended
Severus instantly, and for that she had to be thankful.
“I’m
sure we could find a way to---“ Lucius was saying,
just before he was interrupted.
“Malfoy,
Lucius!”
The
person in question looked confused for a moment, but quickly recovered and
marched proudly up to the stool that held the Sorting Hat. He could not resist keeping his eyes on the
tattered old thing as McGonagall lowered it towards him. It had just barely touched his hair before it
yelled,
“SLYTHERIN!”
“Got
that one right,” Severus mumbled, returning the grin that Lucius beamed at him.
“I
wonder if that hat has ever put someone in the wrong house just to spite them,”
Selena mused.
“It
would be obvious, so probably not.”
“Do
you suppose it’s…what’s the word…sentient?”
“I
don’t know.”
“I
guess we’ll just have to wait ‘til it’s on our head,” she said, giving her
brother a crooked grin.
“I
guess,” he agreed absently, his eyes busily taking inventory of the Slytherin table. She
let her eyes wander as well, sweeping first up the lengths of Hufflepuff and then Gryffindor’s
tables. Her eyes settled on a certain
boy who had just been sorted into Gryffindor.
He sat towards the end of the table, surrounded by people but not
talking to any of them. He was pale and
delicate-looking. He could have been a
porcelain doll if not for his faded, shabby robes.
She
remembered him from the train. He’d been
in a compartment with two other boys, both dark-haired and both currently
sitting across from him at the Gryffindor table. His deep eyes had held a shy invitation when
he’d pulled open the door. They’d told
her that she could sit with them, if she wanted.
“Hey,”
she said, poking the boy in front of her.
He was a bit chubby and mousy-haired, and seemed surprised that she wanted
to talk to him.
“What?”
he asked, surveying her carefully.
“You
went in the compartment with those boys,” she said, pointing toward the
Gryffindor table. He nodded rather
dumbly. “What’s that one’s name?”
“Oh,”
he said, looking relieved. “Remus Lupin.”
“Hm,” she said, letting her eyes linger on Lupin for another
moment before returning them to the chubby boy in front of her. “What’s your name?”
“Peter…”
“Pettigrew,
Peter!”
“That’s
me,” he said, smiling. “Here goes.”
The
Hat answered as quickly for him as it had for Lucius, screaming out a hearty,
“GRYFFINDOR!”
“This
is annoying,” Severus muttered. “Why
couldn’t we have a name closer to the beginning of the alphabet?”
“There
aren’t too many more before us. Having
all these people staring at us just makes it seem to take forever.”
“What’d
you ask that boy’s name for?” he questioned, settling his intense gaze on her.
“I
was just curious. He looks like he could
use a friend.”
“You
like him,” Severus said, his lips curling into a smile.
“I
do not,” she said flatly.
“Yes
you dooooo.”
“Do
not.”
“Do
too.”
“Not.”
“Too.”
“Not.”
“Too.”
“Oh
for the love of crap Severus shut…”
“Snape,
Selena!”
She
spared only a second to give him a withering glare, which only made his smile
grow even wider. Then she pushed the
thoughts of how annoying her twin brother was out of her mind and strode
confidently up to the stool. She sat,
still half-glaring at Severus, and waited for the Hat to settle on her
head.
She
hadn’t expected to feel anything, just to hear it shout that she was a Slytherin and be done with her. But when the wide, faded brim hooded her
vision, she gasped. She felt it in her
mind.
“You’re
a tough one,” the hat said, in its raspy voice.
“So many layers.”
She
could feel it in her brain, jumping to and fro between synapses like a nervous
flea. Her head began to hurt
intensely. What was going on? No one else had seemed to
be in pain or shown any indication that the thing was invading their mind. And then suddenly something new was touched,
something that made her feel like a white-hot poker had just been jammed
through her skull. She wanted to scream,
but only managed a shaky inhalation. She
held onto the edges of the stool for dear life, so tightly that it actually
hurt. She could see Professor
McGonagall’s face in her peripheral vision.
The kindly witch was quickly becoming worried
The
pain subsided gradually, but left her with a strange buzzing in her mind – sort
of like ringing ears after loud music.
And then the hat sighed and withdrew from her consciousness.
“RAVENCLAW!”
it boomed. McGonagall pulled it off her
head quickly, catching her as she almost toppled off the stool.
“Are
you all right, dear?” she asked, her concerned face swimming in Selena’s
vision.
“Yes,
I’m…I’m fine,” she said, blinking to try to will away the dizziness.
“Are
you sure?”
“Yes,”
she said, avoiding a nod because she was sure it would set her head aswim again.
“All
right,” the witch said, pointing to the Ravenclaw
table. “There is your house table.”
“Thank
you,” she murmured, concentrating very hard on the steps down to the floor
level. She could feel McGonagall’s eyes
on her back as she went, and then as clear as day the woman’s voice was in her
head.
‘That’s
never happened before.’
She turned and looked back at the wizened witch. She was looking at the hat that rested in her
hands, a slight frown on her face.
Selena’s glance moved to Severus, who now made his way to the
stool. His eyes caught hers and they
shared a glance of resigned confusion.
She shrugged very slightly, and he smiled. He wasn’t angry.
Not
unexpectedly, the hat bellowed just a second after being placed on his head.
“SLYTHERIN!”
“Hey,”
a voice interrupted her thoughts. She
turned and looked up into a tall, brown-haired boy’s face. He was easily six feet tall, most likely a
seventh-year. “You
going to come sit down?”
“Oh,
yes, I just wanted to watch my brother, is all,” she said. He smiled what could only be described as a
contagious smile.
“Well,
I’m Ludo Bagman,” he said as he led her toward the
table. “And welcome to Ravenclaw.”
“Thank
you,” she said softly, feeling her cheeks heat.
Boy, did that smile have wattage.
She sat where he’d pushed a girl and boy apart, staring fiercely at her
hands as he patted her on the back and shuffled off to the other end of the
table.
She
raised her eyes a few minutes later, when applause broke out as the sorting was
finished. She found herself caught
directly in the gaze of Lucius Malfoy.
He was staring at her, unblinking, his eyes glittering like the Caribbean Sea. Something
about the way he looked at her made her feel oddly special and alarmingly
unsafe at the same time. Slowly, his
eyebrows went up and he shrugged. He
smiled, revealing his perfect white teeth.
For no good reason, she felt her nerves relax. He wasn’t angry, either, although why it
should matter to her was a complete mystery.
She did know one thing, though.
There was as much of an invitation in Malfoy’s
eyes as there had been in Remus Lupin’s.
Lupin…
Her
eyes broke their stalemate with Lucius and flickered to the other side of the
room. Lupin was now talking with Peter
and the dark-haired boys, laughing at something one of them had said. He was cute when he smiled.
Stupid Severus. He was too
sharp for his own good sometimes.
For
a second, Lupin’s eyes met hers. He lifted his hand in a very subtle
wave. And again, as clear as day, she
heard a voice in her head. She had not
heard him speak, but she was sure it was Remus Lupin’s
voice.
‘I’m
glad she wasn’t put in Slytherin.’
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