The 'Normal' Life of Harry Potter | By : darkpyroangel06 Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Harry/Snape Views: 31808 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Disclaimer: I’m not making any money off of this. I don’t own Harry Potter. Wish I did. Then we’d see a little more HPSS action. Oh yeah...
Note: This is an AU fic. And I don’t care what happened in HBP. I started writing it before, and even though a lot happened in that book this fic isn’t changing. You no like it? Don’t read. Also, this is a yaoi fic which means it has guy on guy action. You no like? You no read! It’s really that simple. It’s also a vampire fic because I have this obsession with vampires. Again, you no like? You no read it! Anything else? It’s a big AU. There’s no way (even if for some reason Harry and Sev did get together in the real books) that they would be vampires and that they’d act the way they do here. Sorry for killing their characters but I have warned you... -dpa06-
Eventually, Ron would come around to seeing that Harry wasn’t in danger, that he wasn’t being forced, that he did want to be who and what and where he was. Severus gave Hermione several books and journals on and written by vampires. She learned many things that she didn’t know, and then shared this knowledge with Ron. At first, only Hermione was allowed to visit because Severus knew she wouldn’t upset Harry close to a blind rage again. Then, slowly, Ron was allowed to come back for visits. Term began and students filled the halls. No one was told about Harry being a vampire just as no one had been told about Severus being one. Poppy Pomfrey, Minerva, and Albus all knew. And that was how it stayed.
Whenever Harry had a detention, he would have Filch or Minerva take over. The few times he had to interrupt Sev’s class to feed were no big deal. Only once did he have to wait because the potion they were brewing had to be watched very carefully. And the number of times the cravings hit during classes were dwindling. When they woke, Harry fed. They both had third hour off, so Harry fed again then. After lunch, after last class, after dinner, and before bed. The schedule they were setting seemed to be working just fine.
It was the lack of closeness that irritated Harry to no end. Severus didn’t want anyone to know about their relationship, and didn’t even want those who knew about them being vampires to know what happened behind closed doors. Besides Poppy, Minerva, and Albus, no one even knew they shared rooms. Ron and Hermione kept their mouths shut, saying all they knew about their friend was that he was the DADA teacher at Hogwarts. Sev wouldn’t sit next to Harry at meals, he wouldn’t be civil to him in the halls, and he sneered if Harry ever interrupted his class. Harry knew it was show, and he knew that it was a must in case Voldemort found out about either of them, but it still hurt.
There was only one instance of Severus leaving for a meeting before he could feed Harry. His mark started to burn horribly right after last class, meaning he had to leave right then to be excused of Voldemort’s wrath. He left a note on the kitchen table with three packs of blood explaining to Harry what had happened and what to do. The blood wasn’t Severus’ but it was what Severus drank so it would be fine. Harry didn’t like it, and he tried to put off feeding until his sire got back. He left the blood sitting on the table and went to dinner as usual, but he was pale and sweating heavily.
“Harry, are you okay?” Filius Flitwick asked from his spot to Harry’s right. “You’re looking awfully pale. Maybe you should see Poppy if you’re coming down with something.”
“No, I’m okay. Really. Just tired I guess. I was teaching about dementors today and everyone seemed to ‘know’ something about the creatures that was untrue. Just gets to you I guess.”
“Ah yes. When the students think they know more than the teacher is when the days get the longest,” Filius agreed. “Still, you’re very pale my boy.”
“I’ll talk to Poppy later then. I was wondering, Filius, you have second hour off? Would you mind coming in and showing my kids the proper wand movements and incantations for the Expecto Patronum? I’m sure they’d benefit from a master such as yourself. And if I am coming down with something then I won’t be able to demonstrate properly.”
“Of course, Harry!” Filius squeaked happily. “Of course.”
Harry continued eating, but left dinner early because the craving was getting stronger. He excused himself, saying he was tired and wished to retire early. As he left, he reminded Minerva of the Hufflepuff boy’s detention she was supposed to be watching over later, and gave Poppy a silent reassurance that he was fine. He went to his quarters and sat in a chair watching the tele Sev had had installed for him. Around ten o’clock, Harry was seriously beginning to think about using the packets like the note had instructed but he didn’t want to. So he put it off some more.
Eleven, twelve, one, two, three. The hours ticked by. Harry couldn’t see it himself, but he knew that he was growing more and more pale. He turned the tele off around four o’clock in the morning and went to the bedroom with the packets. He was either going to drink them soon or jump Sev so quickly he was going to need them to keep from dying from blood loss. Five o’clock am. They’d usually be waking up in an hour and heading to breakfast. It had been almost twelve hours since he’d last seen Sev, and more than that since he last fed. His blood was boiling, his headache killing him, and his stomach begging for the blood that was less than three feet away from him.
It was just after 5:30am that Harry couldn’t take it anymore. He reached for one of the packets when he heard a noise. Instantly he was on his feet, reaching out with his senses to see what it was. Severus was home. Harry smiled and ran to the doorway to see him, to help him. There’d been times when his sire had come home completely bombed and hurt. When Harry saw Severus, he was perfectly fine. Tired, of course, but he wasn’t hurt. Severus looked up and saw Harry standing in the doorway.
“I thought you’d be asleep yet. I usually have to drag your lazy arse out of bed every morning. You-” Severus stopped, his eyes narrowing as he stalked closer. “You haven’t fed! Why didn’t you drink the packets?!”
“Didn’t want them,” Harry pouted, trying to sound mad but failing. “I only want you. It’s against my nature to take any other blood. It hurt every time I thought about reaching for them. And I was actually just about to use them when you came in. It’s okay, really. I’m okay.”
“Damn it, Harry. I told you to drink the packets. If I can wean you onto them earlier than scheduled we’ll both be better off for it. Get the packets. I want to see you drink them all right now.”
“No.”
“What?”
“You heard me. I don’t want them. You’re here now. I want you.”
“I said drink the packets.”
“No.”
“Damn it Harry!” Severus stalked forward, grabbed Harry’s arm, and directed him into the bedroom where the packets sat on the bed, waiting for someone to drink them. He shoved Harry toward them, watching as the younger man stumbled and literally fell onto the bed. “Now drink the packets, or I’ll force you to.”
“I don’t want the bloody packets!” Harry yelled, standing up next to the bed once more. “I never have and I never will! Even when you’re a complete arse to me, I want you! Don’t you get it?!”
“Yeah, I understand perfectly. You’re starving yourself! Drink the packets!”
“Why can’t I just feed from you?!”
“Because I’m not always around. Case and point tonight. What happens the next time I’m called? You going to starve yourself because you want me? I won’t have my one and only childe dying because of some stupid notion he got in his head from Merlin only knows where. Drink. Now.”
“Fuck you Sev.”
“Just drink the damn packets! What’s so hard about that?!”
“I don’t want to! You can’t force me to do something I don’t want to!”
Severus didn’t respond, just stood there with his fists clenching and unclenching. Suddenly, Harry was pinned against the wall with one of Sev’s hands at his neck and the other holding both his hands over his head. He used his lower body to hold Harry in place as he removed the hand at Harry’s throat to summon the packets. Biting into one, he held it up to Harry’s face to let the smell of blood flood his system. However, Harry didn’t react positively toward it. Instead, he closed his eyes and mouth and turned his head away. Severus moved the packet to follow. Harry shook his head, not wanting it.
“Just drink the blood,” Severus ground out. “We’re going to have to go to breakfast soon and everyone will know something is wrong because of how pale you are. You’re nearly transparent! Now drink the blood!”
“Don’t wanna! Want you! Only you!” Harry said, struggling to get free. A well placed knee allowed him to drop free of Severus’ grip while Severus tried to breathe once more. “Sorry Sev, but you have to listen to me on this one. I’m not making any vows of love that will last as long as we do, and I’m not trying to be a pain on purpose. However, I don’t want the packets that you feed off of. It’s not easy to take them, and it’s not easy to not take them. I need to because I’m hungry. I want to, because you’re telling me too. But it’s not your blood, so it hurts to betray you.”
“Then stop... betraying me...” Severus groaned. Harry bent and helped him onto the bed before quickly lying down next to him. “This is... ridiculous. I am the... sire, not the other way ‘round.”
“You’re also hurt.”
“Who’s fault is that?”
“I’m not apologizing.” Harry took a minute to get his thoughts in order. “I am sorry for disobeying you, but not for the reasons why. I am sorry for hitting you there, but not for hitting you. I’m not sorry for not drinking the packets. You need them anyways. What would you do if you came back from a meeting and had none left because I had drank them all?”
“I’d kill you and drain you before ordering more.”
“Snarky git, aren’t you?” Harry said with a small smile. Sev was going to be fine. And since he was fine, and here now, Harry’s craving was coming back in full force. His sire was lying beside him, head laid back to try to get to breathing normally again. All inhibitions left. He grabbed a packet and shoved it at Severus before biting into the neck before him deeply. Severus tensed and cried out slightly for there was no preparation. Quickly, he bit into the blood packet and drained it, then reached for another.
Harry continued drinking, trying to make up for three, maybe four feedings he hadn’t had yet. He heard his sire summon more packets from the kitchen and decided, somewhere in the back of his mind, that everything was going to be okay. So he got lost in the feeding. He drank long and deep. When he finally broke, both he and Sev were gasping for breath. Severus immediately spelled their clothes away, flipped Harry onto his back, and shoved into him without preparation. Both men called out as the elder began to pump into the younger. It wasn’t long before they were both coming.
They rested for a few moments, trying to settle their breathing. Severus eventually rolled off of Harry and the bed, moving to the wardrobe to get dressed. Harry lay on the bed, completely sated and happy to lie in bed all day with his sire. Except Sev had stood and left. Why? That was a question with no answer in Harry’s mind. A rough shake on the shoulder roused him from his scattered thoughts. He moaned and rolled away, only to be hauled back and set to rights on the edge of the bed.
“Get up,” Severus snarled, thrusting clothes into his childe’s arms. “We have to go to breakfast in a few minutes because you pulled this stunt. I will not have anyone drawing conclusions because you had a stupid notion running through your head. I’m amazed you went as long as you did without drinking, but you nearly killed yourself. Now get up and get dressed. Before I kill you myself.”
“Breakfast?” Harry echoed. “Now? No way.” He let the clothes fall out of his hands as he fell back onto the bed.
“Yes now, impertinent brat!” Sev hissed. “I’ll drag you bare-arsed into the Great Hall if I have to.”
“Will not.”
Severus didn’t reply, just continued getting ready. When it was time to go, Harry was still lying on the bed with his legs draped over the edge bent at the knees. Severus shook his head, took a deep breath and then gathered the man in his arms. Harry snuggled into the warmth, grateful for it in the drafty dungeons. Until he heard the door swing open and then closed behind them, Sev’s shoes clicking on the stone dungeon floors and then on the stairs leading up. Up? The Great Hall was up! Harry began to scramble out of his sire’s arms. Once he succeeded, he ran back to their rooms for shelter. Severus followed.
A short conversation and some clothes were to follow before the awake couple made their way to the Great Hall, entering at different times and sitting on opposite ends of the table. Severus sneered, although he did agree, when Harry asked if the potions master had any spare healing salve. So went the day. And no one was the wiser.
The cravings began to die down shortly after that incident. Mornings, third hour, and before bed were all that was necessary although other sessions were provided if Harry wanted them. Severus was being called more often now, and it was beginning to bother him. Voldemort knew Harry wasn’t dead, but he hadn’t been seen by the public for quite some time. There were rumors that he was now the DADA teacher at Hogwarts, but Severus kept insisting that Harry was quite sickly if anything to his ‘master’. This sated Voldemort, but he was greatly unhappy.
He called meetings at all hours, and at one time in the middle of a class. Severus waited until it was over, telling Dumbledore since he still had two more classes that day. However, the usual leniency that was granted because of his position was not granted this time. Severus was Crucio’d on the spot when he arrived almost an hour later. When he returned home after several more hours of torture, Harry was waiting with blood packets and a hot bath before bed. He was always excused from classes the day after such an event, but he never took the offer. It would make people suspicious. Severus couldn’t afford suspicion.
Voldemort was becoming more and more suspicious of his minions. He began sifting through their memories to see if what they were saying matched up with what they were thinking. Severus, master Legillimens and Occlumens, only allowed the... thing to see what he needed to see: Severus being loyal to him, Dumbledore clueless, Harry being sick, Severus favouring the Slytherins and sneering at the Gryffindors, etc. He passed every test that was thrown at them, and each time he breathed a silent, almost non-existent, sigh of relief. The next time he might not be so lucky...
A/N: Sev better watch himself. And am I the only one who think Harry’s getting a little obstinate? *looks around for nods of agreement* Reviews!
Amanda: Thank you! I love vampires, in case that's not obvious. I'm so happy I could help you reunite with your own.
ChaosDragon013: Hello! Love your name, by the way. Dragons are so cool... And I update every Tuesday... Or Wednesday. But hey, today's actually Tuesday! *pats self on back* I'm trying. I'm in the middle of moving right now so bear with me...
MiNiPoOfAxEl: o.O Weird name. I like it. Anyways! I love HPSS fics. They are so perfect together... as long as they don't kill each other. But that's what's so fun about it! Seeing who's going to die first or if they both survive another night. I love the suspense!
The w00t Girl: I got your review on The Silver Snitch! Thanks a bazillion for the reviews!
nari-chan: Ron's jsut living up to the redheaded rumours of anger problems. We all know how Ron gets... Thanks for the review. And as mentioned before, I am doing my best! Thanks again.
hermoine said so: 1) LOVE the name. 2) I've never been told to not be a wanker before. That's kinda interesting. Thanks for the review. I update every Tuesday or Wednesday in case I forget. And it's already finished completely, I just have to post it. Good times, ne?
Thanks so much guys! Love you all! *blows kisses, does a thumbs up, and then gives a victory sign (also a peace sign for those who don't know)* -dpa06-
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