God of My Idolatry | By : megf212 Category: Harry Potter > Het - Male/Female Views: 5245 -:- Recommendations : 1 -:- Currently Reading : 3 |
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“God of my idolatry” by Meg.
I don’t own Harry Potter…I simply enjoy using the characters conjured up J.K. Rowling for my
own sweet pleasure.
Pairing: Ginny Weasley /Sirius Black
A/N: I realize that this is a bit unorthodox. Bear with me...they really work well together. I
swear. This is also AU. Please pretend that somehow, Sirius did not die and being beyond the
veil was only a temporary state. By the way, the title is a throw back to Shakespeare’s Romeo
and Juliet. I mean the rating from now on! Warning: not-so-slight voyeurism.
Songs: Meh. Anything you want, I have a feeling no one reads this part of the intro anyway!
“Apologize” by One Republic “The moment I said it” by Imogen Heap, “Crazy” by Seal,
Some random portions of the Snatch soundtrack by various artists. ^_^ Apoptygma Berzerk
(God I HATE you Caroline for making me listen to them!) And good ol’ Rob Zombie in his
various forms.
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After a long and hot day, the last thing Ginny wanted was another night of unresolved conflict
with Sirius. The ongoing fight had wrecked havoc on her sleeping habits and she’d had just
about enough of it. Slowly, with sore muscles, she undressed down to just her knickers and bra.
Yet another night its too hot to sleep fully clothed... She thought to herself. But hell if I’m going
to be naked again! When she lay down she found there was not one single position she wanted to
sleep in. Her side was sore from a possibly cracked rib from chasing “Snuffles” around the week
before. Her back was sunburned in the shape of her tank top, so that was no better an option.
After nearly an hour of mental and bodily discomfort, Ginny tried her stomach.
“This is nonsense!” She angrily whispered to herself and stood up. “This bed is too damn small
and too damn uncomfortable!”
It was most uncomfortable to sleep on her stomach, especially with the ever-growing knot there.
Since the moment “Snuffles” had run off to Charlie, the muscles in her stomach had clamped
down and refused to release. With each passing moment, Ginny swore she could feel the muscles
intertwine themselves even tighter. I need some form of comfort, God damnit. With a flick of her
wrist, Ginny transfigured the battered old cot into a large and fluffy bed.
Her head hurt, and had been hurting for a few hours now; she attributed this to the tight bun she
had to keep her hair in during the hot days. With a flustered sigh, Ginny crossed the room and
took her hair down, tossing her hair tie onto the pile of clothes that needed to be washed.
“Ahh...much better.” She sighed again, this time she was much more relaxed.
After casting yet another cooling charm on the room, she walked over and settled onto the now-soft bed. Disregarding the plush and silky covers she had transfigured into existence, she eased
down onto her stomach and buried her head into her pillow. She had to fight away the tears that
were welling up, but she found it hard to do.
“You know, its hard to apologize. Especially to you, Sirius.” She spoke into her pillow, voice
muffled by the fabric and the tears now escaping. “All I wanted was a nod or a look. You didn’t
have to say anything...just give me a sign. But, no...I guess my apology wasn’t enough.” She
sucked back a small sob. “You’ve just been waiting for some reason to write me off, haven’t
you?”
She knew what she’d said last was irrational. No man who wants to write you off tries to kiss
you. Especially starkers in your living room. Especially starkers and that damn good looking
Ginny! She thought to herself. It didn’t matter if it didn’t make sense, it still felt good to say. She
inhaled slow and deep. The air that filled her lungs cooled her body and chased away her tears.
She let the air out quickly, turned her head towards the wall and shut her eyes.
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In the dark Sirius crawled, black furry belly close to the ground, across the main room. Just
moments before he had heard the loud breathing and occasional snore that came from Charlie’s
open door flaps. It had taken him more than an hour to make up his mind to sneak into Ginny’s
room, and the noise had only scared him out of his wits as soon as he’d left his room. I feel like
such a ...dog...sneaking into her room like this. Well, obviously, I am a dog... He laughed
internally.
Ahhhh, good girl. He thought to himself when he saw that while Ginny’s door flaps were closed,
they were not laced. He knew that if they had been laced he would just have had to return to
human form and unlace them, but there was a chance that Charlie could see him do that. His
other option would have been to Apparate just inside her door, but the small pop noise might
wake her. Plus, Apparition is much harder in the dark...especially if you’ve not quite sure where
your heading to... A smiled graced his dogged face, he knew exactly where he wanted to head to.
Ducking low, he wiggled his way through the gap in the door. When he opened his eyes, he saw
a huge creole-style four poster bed that took up the majority of the space in her room. She also
had a small table with a dying candle sitting on top. The flame was low, licking up only once in a
while, but cast a small halo of light just large enough to cover the bed. The sight was beautiful,
Ginny stretched out in just her underclothes, hair loose and waved across her pillows, asleep.
The whole room smelled of her shampoo, some sort of flower that Sirius could never really
pinpoint. I’ll have to ask her what it is someday...I’d like to fill my whole house with it. He
thought, taking a deep breath and filling his lungs with the sweet, slightly spicy scent.
He had intended to sleep on the floor near her feet, just to be near her. But, now that she’d
transfigured such a lovely bed out of her ruddy old cot, he figured why not sleep in the bed with
her? At least now there’s plenty of room...she might not even notice me. When he hopped gently
onto the foot of the tall bed (which was somewhat hard to do quietly) she stirred a little and he
froze in his place. He was relieved when she merely rolled over onto her other side.
Thank god, I was worried she’d kick me...or kick me out! His mind raged.
He padded a little further up the length of the bed, liking the feel of the mattress under his paws.
Damn, this is comfy! I’ve got to get her to do this for me, too... He paused for a moment as he
crossed the bed, taking in the full sight of her sleeping body. He could see her stomach and chest
rise and fall ever so slightly from breathing, and her eyelids fluttered. She must be dreaming...
He thought, I hope she’s dreaming about me. He felt a stirring in his body, and a few naughty
thoughts about what he could do to her cropped up in his head. He fought them down quickly;
there was no way he could violate her trust like that, after all, it proved very hard to gain Ginny’s
trust.
Sirius belly-crawled the remainder of the way up the bed before settling down and curling up
into a ball. He knew he really shouldn’t do it but he nestled his muzzle into her splayed hair. He
wanted nothing more than to fall asleep with her delightful scent filling his lungs. He let out a
happy sigh, very dog like, and licked his lips a few times. After a moment he let his eyes close,
soothed by the soft sound of Ginny’s breathing.
“Hnnn...Sirius, is that you?” He heard her ask after a few moments of silence.
When Sirius opened his eyes, he say that Ginny had rolled over towards him and was now
squinting in the darkness to see what furry animal was in bed with her.
“Come here, Sirius.” She mumbled, hand on his curved spine, pulling him toward her body.
He padded himself slightly closer to her and curled up with the flat of his forehead curled against
her chest. For a few moments, this seemed to please her. She had drifted back into sleep from her
state of partial consciousness. Not too long from then she made a small whimpering sound and
wrapped her arms around him, pulling him tight against her chest. When he relaxed against her
she smiled in her sleep, but her smiled was short-lived.
“Sirius, it’s weird with you being a dog.” She said, voice very clear and awake sounding. She
opened her eyes and looked at him in the dark. “Please, just...be yourself.” She tugged on his tail
playfully. “I’m not quite used to having a big black dog sleep in my bed with me...yet.”
After a moment of still, he did as she asked. He thought of being with her, as a man, and a few
seconds later he was a man again. She snuggled close and sighed, and Sirius loved the sensation.
She was warm and real, and with her nearly naked body pressed against his bare skin, he had
trouble keeping his body from reacting. One half of him wanted to peel off the remainder of her
clothes and delve into her soft body. The other half wanted to just hold her forever. Both halves
agree that he wanted to kiss her.
Ginny had fallen back asleep with her head nestled into the crook of his neck. Siris tucked his
thumb under her chin and titled her face up to his. He placed a soft kiss on her lips and smiled
when she smiled in her sleep. I hope that smile will still be there in the morning.
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Please R&R
if you like this story, you should read two of my friend’s stories:
The Beginning as We’ll know it by Tkdprincess121
and
The Great Below by Aldallia
Meg
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