Acid Aphrodisiac | By : Mistaken Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Harry/Draco Views: 4286 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Harry moaned in pain and turned his
head side from side. Lucius looked at him in concern. He was feverish and his
back seemed to be making no progress towards healing. He sighed as he redressed
the sleeping boy. The deep cuts and bruises signified pent up hate and rage.
The more he thought on it the more Lucius thought it was Draco who had
inflicted this upon Harry. As he finished what he was doing Harry cracked his
eyes open. Seeing the golden locks and steel grey eyes Harry gave a startled
sob and jumped away.
He slithered
across the floor and huddled in the corner. His eyes were bright and terrified.
He kept mumbling words. “So-sorry! So sorry! Never
again! Please stop! So sorry…!” Lucius hastened to slowly soothe his fears.
While he kept eye contact with Harry he slowly moved towards him making
reassuring noises and soft words of safety. “M ’dead? Right? Seeing as you’re here? M ’So-Sorry! For everything!
The prejudices, the hate, everything! I know how it feels to be hated by
everyone, except those that want to bask in the glory of someone that everyone
worships……I can’t believe what a fucking failure I am to everyone! I didn’t
even do the one thing I was supposed to do…that I was born to do….Failure…..Complete
failure! So sorry, Will you ever forgive me!?” sobbed Harry after realizing who
the towering man was.
Lucius’ eyes widened but he kept his thoughts
to himself. Lucius slowly reached and lightly ran his fingers over Harry’s cheek,
Harry flinched but didn’t move. When no movement came to stop him, Lucius
gently tugged the small boy towards him. Harry’s tear filled eyes raised to
Lucius’ calm stormy eyes and stared at him in confusion. “Why’re
you trying to be kind? I’m dead and I KILLED YOU! You should hate me….really
you should….it is my fault…..”Harry asked.
Lucius ignored the
degrading comments Harry said about himself and instead smiled a warm smile and
chuckled softly. “Would you like
something to eat and drink?” he asked inquiringly as if Harry’s behavior was
normal. Harry nodded and tried to sit
up. His chartreuse eyes widened when he felt the pain shoot through his wrists
and back. “This is so fucking shitty!!! I’m dead and I still feel pain!!!” panted
Harry. Lucius just smiled and helped him to slowly sit up. Harry’s bottom exploded in pain. His hand
tightened on the thigh of Lucius’ pants. The lump in Harry’s throat grew almost
unbearable. Lucius rested his hand on Harry’s shoulder and squeezed it briefly.
A sob escaped Harry’s throat and Lucius
tugged the distraught boy into his lap. “I’m
so sorry for everything!” sobbed a broken Harry. Lucius held him and rocked him
slowly, feeling as helpless as when Draco slipped further into his depression
stages.
“Who hurt you so
badly Harry?” whispered Lucius. Harry struggled
to gain control of his tears. He gave a great hiccupping sob and sullenly
stated, “Dunno!” After a while Lucius decided in for a dime in for a dollar, he
had to ask Harry, “Harry, I know this is hard for you…Someday when you’re ready
to hear it I have a similar story to tell you about someone you care very much
about! But I have been in your shoes, I know the hardness of the heartbreak….I
need to ask you this, Was it Draco?” said Lucius warily. Harry heaved in a
great gush of air, and for awhile he held it in tightly. Suddenly he began to
sob uncontrollably confirming Lucius’ fears. Harry desperately tried to stop
himself, but the more he sobbed the more he clung to Lucius who was starting to
think he might need some help with Harry’s case, him not being a professional
healer. Lucius felt his heart grow heavy. He felt torn between two people. He
loved his son dearly, but what he’d done to Harry was….barbaric. Yet, Harry had
not helped much in Draco’s case. How many nights had he stopped Draco from
going mad and slicing his wrists. How many days had passed coaxing Draco off of
the balcony? How many evenings had he spent begging a sobbing Draco to take the
rope off of his neck and get off of the chair? Yet, Lucius knew something that
many did not know about the Wizarding Worlds Wonder-Boy. This wonder boy had
had thee most un-wonderful life since he was a baby. The stormy grey eyes shut
in sadness as they recalled a 12 year old Harry Potter getting off the train
and walking to his Muggle family.
At the time Lucius
had felt rage in his heart that a mere 12 year old child had foiled his chances.
He had followed the spoilt Harry he had envisioned. What he had found out had shook him to his very core. Harry had been dragged out of
the car and shoved into the home. After locking Harry’s items up the large
Muggle began to beat on him. The names he called Harry and shocked Lucius to
the bone. “How dare they act on a child? Especially a wizard!? Why, why! How
dare they?!” Lucius had fumed. And yet, and yet he never told a soul. In his
heart he knew it was wrong but, as he had turned to leave he made eye contact
with Potter. He shouldn’t have been able to see Lucius and yet those haunted
green eyes had stared back into troubled stormy ones. Lucius had sneered and Apparated away, hearing the great fat Muggle bellow about
more freakish behaviour. In his heart Lucius knew
that it was just coincidence that Harry had made eye contact and the he had not
truly known Lucius saw his most horrible and hidden secrets. Sighing Lucius
spoke to Harry with great trepidation. “Harry this…is not an excuse but…Draco’s…he’s
not completely right in the head….--” Lucius looked startled as a small voice
cut him off. “No! Lucius this is my entire fault! It is not Draco’s fault! I
should never have treated you and your family with such outlandish distaste!”
Harry’s lips trembled and he bit his lip to stop the flow of tears from escaping
with his sobs.
At once Lucius was
furious. The boy was sinking deeper and deeper into a depression. “Harry James
Potter!!! I will not have you saying that! This is not entirely your fault!
Draco has a bit of a, unhealthy obsession with you…At first it was harmless,
but then….it grew to a full obsession…you were the savior of the wizarding
world and he adored you! When you rejected his hand he grew angry….He…had
figured you being the Golden Boy that you would make his problems go away if he
befriended you…when he realized you were human, his obsession turned again……He
blamed you for the Dark Lord coming back…for my imprisonment before I changed
my ways…which by the way I am truly sorry for how I treated you and your
friends before I came to my senses…We never stopped him because…well it seemed
so harmless…if he could focus all his attention on you we could go about our
business without worrying about him focusing on me and my wife….Then the Order
came up with the plan to stage my death, and then switching my sides….we couldn’t
tell anyone though, not Draco, or You……And our plan is working brilliantly! Of
course I have to stay here in the shack until the end of the school year, but….It
is little compared to the well being of my family and I…”
finished Lucius strongly.
Harry sat there in
silence. His heart was heavy but his mind was clear. “Thank
you for…..telling me that! I do appreciate it, I know it’s hard to tell someone
a….secret…” he whispered to the older man. Harry sat there for awhile resting
against the older man in a companionable silence. *SPLUCGHK!* Harry blushed a furious red that
would have put the Weasley family to shame.
What happened next made Harry shocked. Lucius threw back his head and
roared with laughter. Harry sat for a minute watching the man convulse with
laughter. Then his face broke out into a grin and for the first time since being
raped Harry laughed. “Well Harry, it seems your stomach is a little close to
rebelling on you, what say you and I have a little to eat?” asked Lucius, his eyes
twinkling like molten silver in the light. Harry’s blush receded and he nodded
yes. Lucius bent down and slowly and carefully lifted Harry up. He placed him
on the chair he transfigured into a comfy arm chair. Harry’s quiet hiss was the
only sound as he moved around getting food. “You know, you’ve really shared a lot with me…I
feel, like I should give you something in return…You might think differently of
me, but please no pity! I just want some common ground…” stated Harry
hesitantly. Lucius paused in his gathering and turned to smile fondly at Harry.
“You don’t have to, but whatever you say I promise to listen…Do not feel
obligated….” Lucius smiled at Harry.
Harry relaxed and
said, “Okay, well let’s start with my childhood, since you told me about Draco
and his problems.” Lucius froze. Harry completely unawares continued on. “I
haven’t had the most splendid family….They were pretty abusive…They beat me
regularly, but I thought it was normal behavior until I turned 11…. Then it got
worse, I was barely alive usually when I stayed with my relatives….they hate me….called
me a freak,…….faggot, well that they had right anyways….well what I guess I am
trying to say is that I didn’t have a loving family, I’m not spoilt….truly…..I
never told anyone because I didn’t want a family out of pity or because of my
name, I wanted one because people loved me for me….does that sound selfish?” Harry
begged Lucius. Lucius turned slowly. “Harry, I don’t know how to tell you this,
but I know….I saw, I was there once!” he said gently. Harry froze.
Heya everyone!!! It’s me! I awoke from
the dead! Will you ever forgive me for taking so long to write!? I have had
computer problems and haven’t been updating!! Thanks for all the reviews and
readings!! I love them!! Please continue to tell me what you think!
Constructive Criticism is a good thing, but please don’t be too cruel!!! And I decided
that I probably won’t be killing off any of my beloved characters…like Draco,
Harry, Snape, Lucius etc….
Don’t forget to please R&R! Feel
free to ask me questions because I know at times it can be confusing!!!! Love
you all!!!!!
-Mistaken
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Jicky- Thanks for the review! I know, Snape is slightly irresponsible but you’ll see why soon,
when it comes to Draco…
Hell_on_earth –Thanks! I am trying really hard to
get the characters described as best as possible…
Jicky- thanks again for the good
reviews!!!! I am trying to finish deciding the exact wordings of the function
and fine print…I promise that the next chapter or this one, will have the part
about the fine print!!!!
Manx- Thanks for the review, and
although Snape is on the light side he still holds a
deep resentment towards Harry, he is trying to control it, but Draco and his
sanity*lack there of ^_^* come first in Snape’s book…..He’s
a wee mad himself when it comes to Draco…He loves him like a son….
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