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Comfort Me	By : slyfox13 Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Snape/Sirius Views: 7955 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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The taste of Snape was what I'd associate with heaven. There was no other description for it. It was pure Snape. I opened up for Snape, letting him set the pace. His tongue touched mine and I moaned as I hugged him closer to me, enjoying his warmth. I splayed my hand against Snape's back, following the curve of his spine with my hands. Snape shuddered as my hands got closer to his butt. Snape pushed hard against me, I gasped in his mouth as our hard lengths met in delicious friction. I pulled away from Snape, leaning my forehead against his bare shoulder as I bucked against him. His moans were music to my ears. He was so responsive. I wondered how much more vocal he could be. My hands traveled lowered, skimming the tops of his trousers. Snape gently extracted himself from my hold, pupils blown as he stared at me. He wanted more, but then why did he pull away?
Snape licked his swollen lips, making them glisten in the firelight. My arousal felt like a kick to the gut as it was amped up a little more. "Before we go any further I think we need to clear up something's."
I shook my head, trying to clear it of all my lustful thoughts and the better uses I could think of for Snape's mouth. I stepped forward, reaching for Snape. He stepped back, eyes lowering to the ground. "Black, no." That stopped me in my tracks. I chewed on my bottom lip, nervousness invading my stomach.
"Don't you want me?"
Snape's whipped his head, eyes flashing. He started laughing. A brick landed in my stomach as I turned to grab my bag and leave. It was all for fun. I should've known better. How could Snape ever want to be with me in any capacity? Even though I just shared the best kiss of my life with him, it didn't mean anything at least not to him. I will not be played again. By anyone.
Snape touched my shoulder, effectively stopping my get away. "What?" I crossed my arms over my chest, hoping it could somehow shield my heart from further hurt. Snape led me to the two chairs in front of the fire. Tonight there were positioned right next to each other and one was Gryfinndor red. I took in the chair and the rest of the room. It took on the color scheme of red and green. It looked like Christmas. Snape made it to where we both would be comfortable. I glanced at him as we took seats next to each other.
"Black you need to stop jumping to conclusions." Snape sniffed, frowning as he took in my small smile. I gestured for him to continue. "If you must know I do want you. I'd be insane not to want you."
My brow scrunched up in confusion. "Why?" I asked, completely baffled.
Snape rolled his eyes at me. "Seriously?"
I looked from side to side. "Uh, yeah. What are you talking about?" Snape took my hands in his, scooting to the edge of his seat.
"Black you have no idea what a powerful presence you are. In a way you're like the sun. Everyone wants to be warmed by your rays. Your attention whether good or bad is wanted." Snape wrinkled his nose in the cutest way. He started tapping his foot fast, leg bouncing, as he thought about what he wanted to say. "I think that's why Potter wants you back. He realized what an important part of his world you were and now you're gone. Essentially he lost the sun." I sat in the chair stunned. Snape's warm grip made me feel good, sending small tendrils of electricity through our connected hands. Snape viewed me as the sun? And he thought James wanted me back? "In essence yes I want you. I'd be a fool not to."
"You view me as the sun?"
Snape nodded, releasing our hands, sitting back in the chair. "Yes. In your group Potter may be seen as the leader, but it's you people gravitate to. People always want to be around you. Haven't you noticed? You're incredibly beautiful inside and out."
I shrugged. "I always thought people wanted to be around James because of his charisma. It's hard to resist."
"No it's not."
I laughed at Snape's scowl. He never liked James. "I guess you either like it or don't."
"Is that what drew you to him? His charisma?" Snape whispered. He looked so small despite his lanky body. He seemed scared of what I might say.
"You mean as more than a friend?" Snape nodded, he picked at a string on his trousers. It struck me again that he was still topless. My mouth watered as I tried to concentrate on the conversation at hand. "Probably. I don't know it just seemed to happen." I didn't want to talk about it yet.
"And now?"
"You couldn't pay me to be with him. Not like that. What about you? Lily's the reason you came here right? Because she's dating James?"
Snape seemed satisfied with my answer. He took a moment to answer my question. "You seem to have some preconceived notions about how I feel about Lily. Yes I did come here because Lily's dating Potter. Ask what you want to."
Snape's eagerness to answer my questions surprised me. Might as well go for it while he wanted to answer. "Do you love Lily?" I didn't know why asked that question.
"Yes, I love Lily very much." Knew it. I wanted to sink in to the chair. Snape might like me, but how could I compete with love. Love was tough to beat. Snape's voice broke through my thoughts. "You seem confused with that fact that I love Lily, but I'm not in love with her."
"You're not in love with her?"
Snape sighed heavily, sitting up straighter in his seat. "Black, must I repeat myself. No I'm not in love with Lily. I just find it upsetting that she chose Potter in the end. She can do so much better. No offense."
"None taken." At one time that comment might have me defending my friend, but how could I dispute in when it was the truth. "Then where does that leave us?"
"What brought you here last night?"
"I have to talk something's over with James tomorrow before I say anything."
"Are you still in love with Potter?" Snape looked directly at me. My heart beat at the intensity of his stare. His dark eyes read every emotion I had and it scared me and fascinated me. I wanted more.
"No. If you must know my history I've slept with two girls and one boy. I might've dated a lot, but I was only with people I truly liked." Even if some used me and tossed me aside like an old pair of shoes.
Snape stifled a laugh behind his hand. The sound went straight to my groin. I've never heard him laugh before, not a true genuine laugh. It was very nice to hear and I hoped to hear more in the future. I calmed myself down. I had a feeling Snape wouldn't want to continue from where we left off. "Thanks but I didn't ask."
Curiosity got the better of me. I had to ask. "Was I your first kiss?" For some strange reason I was keeping my fingers crossed that I was.
Snape shook his head, his hair cascading around his face. Once again it was shiny and clean. I wanted so badly to run my fingers through it. I refrained from doing it. "No, you weren't. Lily was my first kiss." My heart crashed in to my ribs. Snape must've seen my panic, he held up his hands. "It happened when we were thirteen. I thought I was in love with her and wanted to confirm it and we kissed. It was very nice, but not much more. You're my second kiss and ours was something out of this world." I colored at the description. I felt the same.
"Should we head to bed?"
"Yes," Snape said. He pointed at me. "But no funny business."
"Me?"
"Yes, you. Now come on we have a long day tomorrow."
Snape and I changed in to our pajamas and got in bed. I slid in to bed, staying on my side, not wanting to make Snape feel uncomfortable. He seemed to have other ideas. Snape slid over to my side of the bed back to me. I took the hint and held him. Snape put out all the other lights in the room except for the low burning fire. His warm, solid body fit against mine perfectly. I held him tight, breathing in his scent. Merlin, my body was going haywire. If Snape felt my arousal he didn't say anything.
"Hey Severus?"
"Did you just call me by my first name?" Severus sounded shocked. It sounded right saying and thinking it.
I chuckled lightly. "We just swapped spit. I think that puts us on a first name basis." Severus snorted. He let it be, not complaining about me calling him Severus. I was thrilled. Severus and I were taking another step further. I contemplated telling him about seeing James tomorrow and finally decided it was best to tell him. Severus would know the whole story soon. I wanted to give James a chance to tell Lily. I knew as soon as I told Severus he'd tell Lily. James deserved a chance to tell her. "I'm meeting James tomorrow before lunch to talk about what happened between us and some other stuff that has been brought to light."
Severus breathed deeply, holding his breath for a few seconds then exhaling his body relaxing further in to mine. "Are you going to be okay? You went through a lot today and from what little I know it was all Potter's fault." My heart beat a little faster. Severus's concern for me warmed my heart. I kissed the top of his head. Severus snuggled closer to me, rubbing his arse against my prick. I held back groan. My body was on fire for the man in my arms. It would be that much better when we could be together. If that was what Severus wanted. I knew that was what I wanted. He made me feel things that I thought were lost on me. What I had with James or anybody else was nothing like this. I fell asleep with a smile on my face.
The next morning Severus and I woke each doing our morning routine. There was a shower in the Room of Requirement, something I missed when I entered the room last night. Severus thought of everything we needed. We showered quickly and went our separate ways promising to be back later in the evening for a game of Wizards Chess. Severus had no idea what he was getting into challenging me to a game. It didn't surprise me that we both would be back in the Room of Requirement. It was comforting to know Severus would be waiting for me later today. I'd see him in the classes we shared. There was something special about the time in our own little world.
The day wore down to lunch where I found myself in an empty classroom, waiting for James. James rushed in to the room winded, hands on his knees as he tried to catch his breath. He stood up, face flushed, sweat making his unruly hair stick to his forehead.
"Where the heck were you running from?"
James sucked in large breath, gulping it down. "Walked Lily to the Great Hall then I ran all the way here." James held his out from his sides. "So what do you want to talk about?" James smirked and I had the urge to hex him.
"What?" I asked, not really liking the way he eyed me.
"You want me back. If that's what you want then you have to stop trying to make me jealous."
Scratch hexing him I'd punch. "No I don't. Believe me when I say I never want to be with you again," I yelled, huffing and puffing. How could he think I'd want to be with him again? "And James you're with Lily."
James glared at me, sitting on the top of one of the tables. "I know that. I need you too."
I glanced behind me, not sure James was talking to me. "What do you need from me?"
"Sirius I need you. I know I made a big mistake, but I need you."
"But you have a girlfriend."
"Yes. This might sound weird, but I figured out that I need both of you. I care about you in different ways." James was serious. This was no laughing matter. Suddenly all that I wanted to say escaped me. James said he needed me. He seemed sincere.
I sat next to him on the table. "James that was one of the things I wanted to talk to you about. You need to tell Lily you cheated on her."
"Or what? Are you going to tell her?"
"If you give me no other option then yes, but she has the right to know. From what you're telling me it sounds like you need two people to make you happy. I'm not saying I completely understand but I can't be one of them. I need only one person." Severus.
"Who?"
"None of your business."
"Sirius do you really not love me anymore?" James asked with big wide eyes. That trick only worked when Remus did it.
"No I don't."
"So you're not trying to get me back with threatening me about Lily?"
"No. I'd never do something like that. You know all I ever wanted was for you to happy. Why you had to be with everyone girl in the world I'll never understand though."
James looked taken aback that I knew that. "I was trying to find what I needed. None of those other girls meant anything. And you're the only person I was sleeping with." That shocked me. I wonder why just me. "The only people that made me feel anything about them was you and Lily but in different ways."
"Why didn't you tell me you were going out with Lily too?"
"I honestly thought you knew. What did you think I was doing when I hung out with her so much?"
Sadness welled up in me. If only James had been straight with me. "I thought you were friends, not going out."
"Seriously?" James peered at me, pushing his glasses up his nose. His eyes softened. "Sirius I really do care about you and when everything ended I realized just how much. To be honest I can't choose between you and Lily. You both complete me in a way that makes me whole."
"James don't you see you already made your choice and she is an amazing person. She might understand your reasons for cheating." This whole conversation was confusing me. How could someone not know who they wanted to be with? Was it possible to love two people at the same time and not be able to choose? The idea was a little baffling. I didn't know if you could call it love, but I knew who I wanted to be with and he was in the Great Hall.
I looked in to James' eyes, honestly wishing for his happiness. For him to find that one person that could be with him. "James I'm not the person that can make you whole. I think you know that or you would've chosen me. Now, it's lunch time and I'm hungry."
"Padfoot, will you really tell Lily?" I nodded my head. James cursed under his breath. "I think you're wrong about not being right for me Sirius, but there's nothing I can say now since I'm with Lily. I hope we can still be friends though."
James hopped off the table and held out his arms. I slid off the table, reluctantly hugging him. James squeezed me tight. "I love you Sirius." My heart beat wildly in my chest as the door to the classroom banged loudly revealing a wide eyed Severus. He dropped the tray of food he was carrying, turning on his heels and running. I pushed James aside and ran after Severus not believing what just happened. My past and future collided with each other making the present hard to deal with. I only hoped Severus would listen to my side of the story.
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