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How Severus Spends His Summer Hols	By : Nigelsfairymidwife Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Harry/Snape Views: 169025 -:- Recommendations : 1 -:- Currently Reading : 5
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Max just looked at his best friend�s husband and wondered if Sev really understood that Harry was insane. He just shook his head and gently pushed the dark haired man into the bathroom. He had to think for a minute.
Okay, maybe insane was too harsh of a word, but there was definitely some issues going on there and he was pretty sure Harry had hidden most of them from Severus.

While the water ran in the shower, Max quickly packed the room up and magiked the sheets back to an unbloodied stated, last thing they needed was for Severus to be picked up for assault or something. With Harry still in the bathroom, Max sat back down in his chair and pulled his mobile out of his pocket and rang his best friend.

�Pick up asshole�� He muttered as it rang for the third time on the other end when Grant answered.

�Hello Max.�

�I need to talk to Sev, Grant.� Max said as he watched the bathroom door. He heard the phone being sat down and then someone picked it back up again.

�Yeah?� it was Severus, a very tired sounding Severus.

�Hey man, you okay?� he asked as he stretched his long legs out in front of him, he was worried about him.

�I�ll be okay. How�s Harry? Is he okay?� Severus asked, the concern was plain in his voice.

�There�s something wrong in his head Sev, he isn�t thinking right.� Max replied. He knew this was out of his realm of specialty, Harry needed therapy. Maybe Grant could help him. He was past what Severus could do for him.

�I�ll be right there Max, you�re still at the hotel, right?� Severus asked as he started to hang up.

�Wait Sev, do you want me to try to talk to him?�

Dead air answered him and then the crack of apparition sounded again and Severus was standing in the room not three feet from Max. The dark haired man looked around for his husband and looked to Max for the information.

�Where is he?�

Max just pointed to the bathroom. Severus didn�t even bother knocking; he simply opened the door and walked in to see his beloved Harry. Max heard Harry�s exclamation of surprise as Sev startled him and decided he�d give them some privacy, so he left the room to take a walk.

Harry heard the door to the bathroom open and he turned to barely make out the outline of his husband standing outside the shower curtain. With a cry of happiness, his Severus had come back; Harry quickly shut the water off and pulled the curtain back. He looked up at his husband, his lower lip caught in his teeth. He knew he�d messed up badly, and the awful part was that he didn�t know why he�d done it.
Severus picked up one of the bath towels from the towel rack and gently wrapped it around his dripping husband and then pulled him to him. Harry continued to look up into his husband�s face as he was gently dried off, neither of them speaking yet, just letting the tender touches speaking what needed to be said. Severus pulled him into an embrace, running his scarred fingers lightly over Harry�s damp back; he bent down and kissed Harry on the top of his wet head. Desires were battling inside Harry�s head, one part of him wanted to lean into his husband and never move away from him again, another wanted to lay on the floor with his legs spread and offer himself like the chattel he was, and yet one other just wanted to know Severus didn�t hate him. He must have made a noise because Severus pulled away to look down at him.

�What is it Harry?� he asked gently as he stroked Harry�s cheek. Even if he was still upset about what had happened earlier, he couldn�t stand to see pain and confusion on his husband�s face.

�I don�t know what I am supposed to do Sev, I don�t know.� Harry said in a very frightened voice, the different images of the options his mind had put forth to him were swirling rapidly behind his eyes.

�What do you mean Harry?� Severus asked, he was getting concerned, the slight man in his arms was starting to sway and his eyes were starting to go unfocused. �Stay with me Harry, keep talking.�

�I..I think I am supposed to �� Harry�s voice trailed off as he pulled out of Severus� arms and started to turn to face the wall and spread his legs. �I give you my body now, right? That�s what I am supposed to do now?�

�No Harry, who told you that?� Severus asked as he pulled his husband back to him. The young man went willingly back into his arms and then looked up at him.

�Morgan told me that�s what I do when I�ve been bad so I don�t get thrown away.� Harry said as he returned the two previously chewed fingers to his mouth. Severus gently caught his wrist and stopped him before he could damage them further. He leaned down and kissed the bitten skin and then kissed Harry�s slack mouth. He�d known Harry had been broken, but Merlin, he�d had no idea it was this bad.

�No baby, please don�t, I don�t want you to be in pain.� Severus murmured as he held him close and then picked him up to carry him into lie him on the bed so he could dress him.

�I�m sorry Severus, I�m sorry I didn�t tell you, will you forgive me?� Harry asked softly, he had his arms wrapped around his chest, his green eyes following every movement Severus made as he took out Harry�s clothes.

�I�ll always forgive you, brat, but this cannot ever happen again. The contract we have is to keep us both safe Harry. I can�t keep you safe if you won�t tell me if something hurts.� Severus replied patiently as he carefully drew Harry�s boxers on over his thighs and up over his raised hips and then did the same with a pair of soft cotton shorts. He sat him up then and pulled his shirt on him and then placed his husband so that he was sitting between his legs on the bed and began to comb out his hair.

�I wanted to tell you Sev, I swear I did, but when I started to, something made me stop.� Harry stopped speaking and looked down at the floor, Severus stopped what he was doing and pulled him back against him. �I was afraid that if you didn�t�that you didn�t finish, that you wouldn�t want me any more.� Harry finished in a barely audible whisper. He heard Severus sigh and he closed his eyes, his body shaking in shame.

�Why would I not want someone as wonderful as you are?�

�Because no one keeps broken trash Sev.� Harry answered with his head still down. He�d never told the man what he thought of himself, how he�d seen himself all those years, as nothing more than rubbish to be discarded when no longer useful for something.

�Oh my Harry,� Severus breathed as he held his husband close, he was reeling from the shock in knowing this was what his young lover thought of himself. He contented himself with holding him close and rocking him in his arms in silence, he couldn�t speak yet. Harry nestled back into his Sev�s chest and closed his eyes, he was safe.

Max opened the door to the room to find the couple wrapped up in each other and asleep on the bed. Shaking his head, he settled into his chair and started eating the doughnuts he�d brought with him. Well at least they were both still in the room, there wasn�t any more blood, both were breathing and they looked peaceful. Max once again said a small thank you prayer and flipped on the television, keeping the sound low.

A/N~~~yes I know this is kind of rough reading in places, but Harry has to heal and for that to happen, the wounds have to be exposed. Don�t worry, there is nothing that these two boys cannot handle, well except maybe a teenaged daughter on her period, but I digress.
The next chapters do have Kleenex warnings�.we will get Harry�s background with Morgan, and yes when the fuck nugget makes an appearance I will take suggestions on his demise�.personally I am leaning towards a veggie peeler, a pissed Sev, and a big box of salt, but hey, I am a sadist after all.
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