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Deserving (Final Chapter)	By : tana97 Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Harry/Snape Views: 97732 -:- Recommendations : 3 -:- Currently Reading : 2
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Chapter 52

Two more spells flew right by Harry’s left ear. Harry could not risk it. The next one might hit Severus. He turned his broom a hundred and eighty degrees to face Single and his men. Single approached him with a broad smile of triumph that turned into horror as he looked beyond Harry. Harry couldn’t understand the sudden change until he looked over his shoulder and saw the familiar face of the half giant on Black’s motorcycle and four redheads on brooms. Aid had arrived in the form of Hagrid, George, Bill, Charley and Ron Weasley. It seems Single’s men were not about to stay and find out who had the better wand skills. They fled leaving Single hovering on his broom facing Harry. It wasn’t until Harry’s surprised face turned to a broad smile that Single realized he had been abandoned and fled also. Harry turned to his friends.

“Kreacher and Serena, where are they?” he yelled.

“They are fine,” Ron yelled back, “When we saw them, we figured you might need our help.”

“Severus,” yelled Harry hoping he didn’t get a response. And sure enough Severus had used the distraction to get their child to safety. “He must be there already,” he informed the others who decided it easier to nod then to yell.

***

When they arrived by Hagrid’s hut they found Severus on the floor with Richard in his arms. Harry couldn’t believe it. He feared the worst and ran to kneel by his spouse. “What happen?” he asked still not believing what he was seeing.

“I had to Stupefy him. He wanted to help you. He wanted to call out your name; to turn the broom. I had to do it. I had to. You do understand, Harry? Do you not?” said Severus sounding a bit irrational.

Harry and the Weasleys exhale an air of relief. Bill pointed his wand at Richard and soon the little dark eye boy was awake and on overdrive.

“Dada, the bad men, they wanted to harm you. I saw them. I…”

“Everything is alright. We are safe and with good friends,” he said speaking to Richard but looking into his husband’s eyes.

“Papa! Dada! Richard!” yelled Serena running to join her family.

Harry helped his family up and once he was satisfied that they were all well, including Kreacher, he turned to Ron.

“Thanks.”

“Yeah, well, don’t thank me yet. I haven’t entered the Forbidden Forest with you yet,” said Ron knowing very well that he would.

“Good news, Ron, you don’t get to go in this time,” said Harry knowing that he was about to meet resistance from his best friend.

“What are you babbling about?”

“This is where we say good-bye. I have to get my family to safety and you have to go back to yours.”

“You are MENTAL if you think I am going to leave you when Single is probably rounding up a bigger crew to come after you,” argued Ron.

“He won’t enter the Forbidden Forest tonight. He has an election to be at in the morning. He is not going to risk not being there on time. Besides, I have a plan. We will be fine. Trust me.”

Ron arched an eyebrow, “you always have a plan, but no offense, mate, they usually stink.”

“Oy, I’ve had my share of good plans.”

“Yeah, mate, the only problem is that they never turn out right,” said Ron with a smirk.

“Ron, be reasonable, you have to distance yourself from us. You and Hermione…”

“Speaking of Hermione, what exactly am I suppose to say to her, ‘Yes dear, I got them as far as Hagrid’s hut the rest is up to them’ Oh that will go over just f i n e,” said Ron with sarcasm dripping from each syllable.

“Ron, we are fugitives,” said Harry turning his gaze to Severus. Fugitives, after all Severus had done to avoid this position. He could have easily escaped from the get go but he didn’t want Richard to live the life of a fugitive. And now here they were, but they were together that had to count for something; didn’t it? Harry felt the pit of his stomach turn. He had to make things right; he just had to.

“… Hermione is also going to question… Hello earth to Harry. Have you even heard a word I have said?”

“Yeah, mate, I have. I’ll tell you what. Give me twenty-four hours and if I can’t right this whole mess then you can throw your life away and come protect me and my family; deal?” said Harry hoping this would buy him the much needed time he needed to actually iron out his plan.

Ron looked at him and decided to make Harry believe that he was playing his game. “Alright, mate, I go to my family but Charlie stays with you.”

Harry understood that that was as much as he was going to get from the redhead and agreed.

***

After convincing Hagrid that he needed to stay put in his hut so he could send message of anyone trying to enter the Forbidden Forest, Harry, his family, and Charlie marched into the woodland. Soon they were intercepted by a group of Centaurs. Shan was leading the group and acting as if he had never seen Harry or Severus.

“Who goes there? You must leave. You are not welcomed here,” announced Shan looking over their heads.

Harry looked at Severus who had Serena in his arms but soon figured out that Severus was as much at a lost as he was.

“Horsy,” declared Serena pointing at the Centaurs who were not amused by the child and took a step forward; step that was met by Charlie and Harry stepping in front of Severus and the children.

“Don’t be daft,” said Richard “they are not horses they are Centaurs. And you got them all mad by calling them horsies. We should have left you home with Kreacher.”

Severus gave his son a look that clearly stated that he should be quiet and Richard got the message loud and clear and hid behind his Papa’s long legs. When Severus looked up he saw a familiar face approaching him; it was Amador. Amador approached Severus and took Serena from his arms.

Shan stepped forward and filled his chest with air, “Amador, go back to the camp and to your chores NOW!”

“Come Severus we will find a safe place for you and yours. We are very close to Shan’s fishing hut. I believe that will do just fine,” Amador said leading Severus and his family.

“AMADOR!”

“Then Shan will hunt or fish for your dinner,” said the centaur passing right in front of his mate without giving him a single glance.

Harry and Charlie looked at each other uncertain on what to do. They decided to follow Amador. When Harry came in front of a stunned Shan he said sympathetically, “Don’t take it personal. Severus sometimes develops a mind of his own also and I have no clue on how to get him back on track either.” Shan glared at him and Harry bowed his head and continued on his way past Shan and his troop. Soon he heard the sound of the hooves following them.

When they arrived at the fishing hut Severus observed that it was completely empty. It was a mere shelter. This was no place for his children; for his family. He closed his eyes and heard the voice of his good friend Amador.

“I see your mate has given you your wand.”

Severus opened his eyes. His wand. He took it out and in an instance there was a fire in the middle of the room. He looked up to find his friend smiling at him.

“Yes, my mate has found me worthy of my wand.” Then Severus looked into his beaded purse and began to take out the children’s toys. He also pulled two little beds and one big one. Harry walked in to find his children running around in circles giggling and taunting each other. He stopped to look at the set up.

“I love magic,” he said with a very childish grin.

***

That night after dinner Charlie played with the children. He had them giggling, clapping, and hooting at his antics. Harry was standing at the threshold looking out into the moon bathed forest. He looked back in when he heard Serena laughing so loud it seemed she was running out of breath. But it was Severus who caught his eyes. Severus was preparing the two little beds for the children. Then he went to Kreacher’s nest of old rags and fluffed them up for his beloved elf. He must have felt Harry’s eyes on him because he turned to look at his husband and gave him a slight smile. Harry understood that Severus was going to make the best out of this situation. He knew that he would never hear a complaint from Severus even when he was in his right to do so. Harry had failed. He had not kept his end of the deal. Severus’ job was to take care of their family. His job was to provide for them and here they were living in a hut.

Harry walked out towards the lake and crouched down near its bank. He instinctively picked up a rock but as he was going to toss it he looked to make sure that no one was fishing. He smiled at his own action.

“I used to be quite adequate at skipping rocks,” said the beautiful voice from behind Harry.

Harry smiled without turning around. “Somehow I can’t picture you as the skipping rock type.”

After a moment of silence, “I do have a certain image; do I not?”

Another moment of silence, “Actually, I believe, you HAD an image to protect. No offence mate, you blew that cover a long time ago.”

Now it was Severus’ turn to smile. He approached Harry and sat next to him on the ground. Harry decided to join him and also sat.

“A bit lonely out here; do you not think so?” asked Severus looking at the calm water before him.

“I like to be alone when I am thinking.”

“That is impossible, the human brain is always thinking. You would have to seclude yourself for all times.”

Harry turned to look at his husband who was still looking at the water and acting as if he had just given the time of day. Harry smiled and bowed his head. More silence.

“So what were you thinking about in this optimal condition?”

Now Harry grinned and shook his head. “Hopeless, just hopeless. Sure my mind is always working; mostly trying to figure out what you are saying. And I was not thinking of anything in particular. Just that,” he said pointing ahead of him with his chin, “You know, the future.”

Again Severus took his time to answer, “I once read that a tribe in North America believed that the future was behind and the past was in front of us.”

“Yeah, like that makes loads of sense.”

“Actually it does make sense if you know the reasoning behind their way of thinking.”

Harry gave Severus a couple of seconds but when he wasn’t forthcoming he asked. “Let’s have it then.”

“Well, you see, the future is unknown. We have no idea what it will look like. The past on the other hand is known. We can visualize it. Therefore it is in front of our eyes.”

“Wow! That does make a lot of sense.”

“It is not encouraging that you seem so surprise I have spoken rationally,” said Severus with a smirk.

He soon found out that is attempt at making light of the situation had fail because Harry was not amused. In fact, he was once again lost in thought.

“We are safe and among friends.”

“Is this your way of telling me that I am not a total failure?”

Severus sat up and took Harry’s chin between his thumb and forefinger turning Harry to look at him. “May I ask, what has made you feel a failure?”

“Come on, Severus, you know dam well the answer to your question. Look at where I have driven us to. My husband and children are living in a …”

He had no idea where that kiss had come from but it did feel comforting. Severus’ kisses had that ability. He did not want it to end. Severus ended it with their foreheads together and in a whisper said, “I love you.”

Harry bolted up and walked two steps away from Severus with his head hung low. Severus regretted voicing his feeling immediately.

“I am sorry,” he said still sitting on the ground and looking away from Harry. Now they were both facing away from each other one standing and one sitting with only the reflection of the moon on the calm water between them.

“I’m the one that is sorry,” Harry said in a whisper. “I’m the one that can never, ever love you.”

“I have never expected you to love the likes of me,” Severus said in a murmur.

Harry turned in a snap. “You don’t get it; do you? I thought if anyone could understand it would be you. Don’t you see? I can’t lose you. I need you. I can’t risk not having you by my side. And it’s not only me. It’s them. How could I look them in the eye if they were to be orphans because of me?” ranted Harry not stopping to see the puzzled look on Severus’ face. “Everyone! Everyone I have ever loved has gone. Everyone!” he said approaching Severus. “And that can’t happen. You’re the only one strong enough to stay by my side. And the crazy thing is that you want to stay by my side. You could have left time after time. You had all the right reasons to do so. After all I did to you; you’re still here by my side. Severus if something ever happened to you… you might as well put a bed in Lockhart room at St. Mongos for me and throw away the key.”

Severus was looking at Harry in awe. No, Harry would never tell him those words, but he wouldn’t have change Harry’s words for all the “I love you” in the world. He stood and took Harry’s face in his hands. He captured Harry’s lips with his own. Now it was Harry turn to end the beloved kiss.

“Can I ask a favor of you?” Harry whispered.

“You know you have just to ask.”

“Promise me you will do what I ask of you.”

Severus’ eyebrow shot up, “What is it that you believe I will deny you?”

“Promise me,” insisted Harry holding Severus tighter in his arms.

“Ask”

“No,” said Harry shaking his head, “You must promise first.”

Severus had no idea what Harry had in mind. Was Harry simply being his regular insecure spouse? Severus couldn’t imagine what Harry could ask for that he would not be more than willing to do or give. He nodded his consent.

“Make love to me,” whispered Harry.

Severus smiled with a sigh of relief. “You are in luck my husband. I happened to pack our lube. I will be ready for you in …”

Harry took Severus’ face in his hands to focus him on his words. “Severus, you are not listening. I want YOU to make love to Me.”

Severus scrunched up his eyes trying to make sense of Harry’s words. Then his eyebrow shot up with understanding.

“Sir, I do not know why you think that this is necessary. I assure you that…”

“Severus, you promised.”

“Yes, I do understand this, but you must understand, I…” Severus had no idea where he was going with this. Why was this such and inconceivable thought? His whole mind and body were rejecting the proposal. Why? Was it that he did not understand why Harry was making such a request? Or was it that he thought he knew the reason for Harry’s request? Atonement.

“You just told me that you love me, but yet you do not want to make love to me.”

“That is not true. I just do not understand why you want to change to rules.”

“Rules? Here I am thinking we are way past rules. That we are a married couple who tends to each other’s needs.”

“Yes, of course we are. You are the partner that need to be in charge of things and I make sure that need is satisfied.”

“So you are saying that your only role in this relationship is to tend to my needs and what exactly is my role?” said Harry trying to find Severus’ eyes which were eluding him at this moment.

Severus let out a sigh. “You also tend to my needs. I have a beautiful house…”

“A what?” questioned Harry as a reminder of their present situation. “May I remind you that we are living in a borrowed fishing hut?”

“So it is atonement that you seek. ”

Harry blew a big puff of air that rattled his hair. “No, Severus, not atonement; equality. I simply need you. I need to feel alive and cared for and you’re the only one that does that for me.”

“I can give you all that without…”

“Without what? Why is this so hard for you? One minute you say you love me and the other you can’t conceive the idea of taking me.”

“I simply fear you are doing this as a self inflicted punishment. ”

Harry placed his forehead against Severus’ and sigh. “If I wanted to be punished I would not place myself in your hands. There is no place on earth I feel safer.”

Severus felt as if Harry was going to send HIM to visit Lockhart. His world was being twisted and turned by each and every one of Harry’s words.

“I will accio the lube but we will need a secluded place,” said Severus as a means of compliancy.

Harry smiled and lifted his wand up into the sky. “Expecto Patronum” Severus watched as the stag came galloping into their view. “He will keep us safe and warn us if anyone is lurking.”

To Harry’s surprise Severus also lifted his wand, “Expecto Patronum” he said and both watch the doe gallop up to where Severus was standing. Severus caressed her forehead.

“Hello, my beautiful girl, it has been a long time; has it not?” said Severus with a tender voice Harry thought was only used for their children. Severus turned to see Harry’s face. “She will keep him company,” he offered as a means of explanation. Harry smiled.

The doe and the stag circled around the two wizards in opposite directions and met again at the starting point then they walked away from their creators to a little patch of grass where the doe laid down and the stag stood guard next to her.

Severus took Harry in his arms and kissed him tenderly as he guided him to lay on what was supposed to be the ground. Harry broke away from the kiss when he felt the softness under his body. Severus had conjured a soft plush blanket with many pillows around it and there among the pillows was the bottle of lube. He looked back up into Severus’ eyes. Eyes that said: “Trust me.” Harry nodded in answer to the silent plea and went back to kissing his spouse. Severus trailed his kisses from Harry’s mouth to his left ear and bit it ever so tenderly extorting a moan from Harry. Then he trailed his kisses to Harry’s neck sucking ever so slightly when he got there. Moans were all Harry could manage. The path of kisses let Severus to Harry’s stomach and there he bit again immediately kissing the afflicted area. Moans. He lifted Harry’s upper body and made short work of his t-shirt that was already scrunched upward to give Severus access. Then Severus started undoing Harry’s jeans.

“You do have a wand; you know?”

“There is an appropriate place for everything and the bed is no place for magic which is not produced by our lovemaking. ”

Harry smiled and decided to help Severus remove his jeans by first kicking of his trainers and then pulling the garment down and off. Severus thought about commenting on the lack of undergarment but decided against it and simply kissed the expose penis in a show of appreciation. He then began to suck on the delicious appendage.

Harry opened his eyes to see a beautiful moon staring down at him. He closed his eyes when he felt Severus’ ministration deepen. He opened his eyes again to try to regain control and saw the stag bending down to nudge the doe’s nose. Again he felt his control abandon him when Severus seemed to find the perfect combination between sucking and nibbling. Oh! It felt so good. Harry’s eyes flew open when he remembered his original intentions.

“Severus, stop, I want to give YOU pleasure. ”

Severus looked up wiping his lips with his tongue. “That is exactly what you are doing. ”

“No, no. This is all wrong. ”

“You said I was to make love to you. Should it not be my choice of how the events should go?”

Harry nodded. “Yes, I am sorry. I just don’t want you to forget…”

“That I have been given a gift. Not likely. ”

Severus returned to his ministration and Harry closed his eyes to enjoy it. Severus pulled up Harry’s left knee as he kissed his inner thigh. Then Harry heard the jar open and instinctively lowered his knee in self protective mode. When Harry realized what he had done he asked for forgiveness. Request that Severus ignore as he continue to lavish Harry’s penis. Slowly Severus trailed his kisses up to Harry’s mouth again. From there he went to Harry’s right ear completing the round trip.

“Will you turn for me?” he murmured into Harry’s ear.

Harry turned onto his stomach and laid his head on one side. From that angle he could see the doe had stood up and was rubbing her nose against the stag’s neck. The night was cool and Harry appreciated it. Soon one of Severus’ finger had found its destination and like other times in their relationship the digit gave Harry great pleasure. He moaned. A second finger joined the first increasing Harry’s pleasure. Then the beautiful voice was back at Harry’ ear. “I need you to be prepared for me. I will need to insert a third finger. Are you ready for this?” asked the enchanting voice. Harry simply nodded. Harry saw how the stag lifted his neck straight and high to receive the doe’s caressing gesture. It was then when he felt it; the pain. He did not want to show it but Severus was so in tune with him that he sensed it.

“Hush my beautiful Harry. Just push against my fingers. ”

“I want you in me. I don’t want to push you out. ”

“You must trust me. Try to push my fingers out. Do it,” was the soft and encouraging demand.

Harry did as he was told and before he knew what had happen Severus’ fingers were deep within him. Severus was amazing. Severus was great. Severus…

“Harry, listen to me. I need for you to focus on my words. I cannot allow you to lose control just yet. I promise I will not disappoint you, but you must do as I say. Can you do that Harry?”

Harry nodded. The stag was now circling the doe just as it had done earlier with Severus and him. He was protecting his mate. Severus was pulling him up by his midsection and soon he was on all four. The doe had turned her back on the stag. The cool gel that Severus was applying on him felt so good. The fingers where back stretching and stimulating him but now Severus added another stimulus he was stroking Harry’s penis. The pleasure was almost maddening.

“Severus, Please, Severus. ”

“What is it my dear Harry? What do you desire? Just ask and I will comply,” reassured Severus.

“Tell me, tell me how you want me. How you will never ever leave me? Tell me what you said before.”

Harry was ready and Severus knew so. He was not about to let this moment slip by. He took his fingers out and in one swift movement he began to insert his penis. The head was in by the time Harry realized what was happening. Severus saw the change in Harry’s expression. That would not do.

“I want you Harry. I need you. You, my dear Harry, is all I need in life. I am yours and you are my one and only love. ”

Harry was drunk with Severus’ words. He knew he had to surrender to the only man he could ever surrender to. He remembered how the digits entered and applied the same method of pushing out. Severus glided in taking Harry for the first time. A little cried escaped Harry and Severus watched as his beloved’s head rested on the blanket in cheer exhaustion.

“Harry, do you wish for me to stop?”

“I would… never… forgive you,” said Harry between sharp intakes of breath.

Severus felt Harry losing his erection and began to stroke it back to live. He kissed and nibble on Harry’s shoulder blade and soon the young wizard was rock solid.

“Severus, so good, Severus, Please, Please, don’t stop,” was his plea.

Harry heard to ruffle of leaves and turned to see the stag clambering on top of the doe. She looked pleased although the stag had all his weight on her. He squeezed his buttocks and Severus moaned with pleasure. He could not believe that from this position he could give Severus please. He continue to squeeze and rock making Severus begin the in and out movement of love. The doe stretched her head out and Harry knew it was in pleasure.

“Severus, I am going to cum. ”

Severus continued rocking back and forth. He continued is ministration on Harry’s organ and on his back with even more intensity. And then it happened. Harry cried out and came without further warning pulling Severus’ orgasm with his own. They fell on their sides panting. Harry spooned in Severus’ arms. He saw the doe was back to her sitting position and the stag was tenderly caressing her with his nose.

When Harry finally caught his breath “Why haven’t they disappeared? This is the longest I have ever seen them stay. ”

Severus kissed Harry’s hair and spoke into it. “A Patronum with never leave before his job is completed. They are here to protect us.”

“They seem to have been enjoying their job,” Harry said with a grin.

“Yes, well, they had another job; did they not?”

“Another job?”

Severus kissed Harry’s head again as if that would soften the weight of his words. “To bond our magic. ”
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