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I do not own any of the characters or places from the Harry Potter books or films. They all belong to J.K. Rowling. All that is mine is Lou and the plot. I am not making any money from the writing of this story.

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CH 53 You fed me cat?

�Don�t, don�t hate yourself for it, I don�t. It�s not like how I imagined my life would be, not that I ever did imagine it, but my feelings have been changing too. Not fast, like when you get a crush on someone, more like they snuck up on me and kind of took over. Even when I was with Ron, I wasn�t, not entirely. I felt so guilty about that. Severus every night when I close my eyes you�re there, at least your eyes are, always your eyes. They bore down into mine and that�s the image I go to sleep with each night. I�ve tried not to, honest I have, but you�re there anyway and I don�t know if that makes me child or woman, I can�t help my feelings or stop them.�
�I hope those feeling mean that you are a woman, because if they don�t we are in a lot of trouble. I did not expect that my feelings for you would be returned, I am so much older than you, and far from attractive, I am mean, cruel and extremely selfish, what I consider mine, stays mine, I will not share it with anyone. Lou if what you say is true, that you care for me as I do you, and if we both survive this, I shall not let you go afterwards, you have to know that.�

Lou started to cry again. �Good. I don�t want to be on my own without you, and I don�t want to find anyone else, and while I�m scared of the Binding, I�m more scared of the last part, I don�t want to be but I am. It was horrible when Malfoy and Zabini did it to me, yet my friends all say they like it, so I can�t be normal can I? There�s something wrong with me if I don�t like it the same as them.�
�There is absolutely nothing wrong with you. Had you enjoyed what happened to you, then I would be concerned. Rape is not meant to be enjoyed, it is an act of violence, an unwanted intrusion on your body, when a man and woman care for each other it is not like that.�

�That�s what Hermione said, she told me the man �does things, nice things first, but you said it�ll hurt anyway because your really big and I don�t know if I can take it.�
He couldn�t help the smallest chuckle deep in his throat. �Hermione is correct in that you will be made ready, and yes it will hurt, but only at first. You will adjust to accommodate me and if properly aroused and lubricated, it will hopefully not hurt for long.�
Lou thought her face must look like a giant cherry. She couldn�t believe they were talking about ��it� like this. Yet she had to know, if she knew exactly what was going to happen, maybe it wouldn�t be as scary.

�Sometimes Ron would try to touch me, you know, down there, will you do that?�
�I will, I hope you will also return the favour.�
�I know how to do that, I haven�t done it a lot, but Ron said I did it right. It made him-
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come.� She whispered the last word.
�For one, I really would prefer not to here about your exploits with Weasley, and two, what I will do to you will be nothing like you have experienced so far. I will make it good for you, that much I can promise.�

�Can �can I see it?� She asked nervously.
�See what? Oh� He said after a pause. �You wish to see my appendage?�
�No.� She said with a frown. �I want to see your penis.�
�It is the same thing. Why do you wish to see it?�

�Because if I see it now, I might not be so frightened when the time comes. You�ve already seen everything I have to offer, even if it was by accident.� She reminded him, her face still burning brightly like a beacon.
�I�m not sure that would be appropriate Lou. It will be different when we are wed, but now is not the time.�
�Why is it different? I�m gonna see it anyway, why not now?�
�Because.�
Lou didn�t rate because and told him so. She was curious now. �It�s not as if I�ve never seen one before. Okay, I�ve only seen one properly and two just a little bit, but I�ve still seen them.�
Eventually he gave in, though he was worried, all the talk of sex and body parts was becoming quite arousing and he was already semi hard. He stood and unfasten his trousers, feeling rather perverted for doing so. Lowering them he sat back on the bed and looked at her. �Are you really sure you want this Lou, I am really not at ease with it.�
�Please, I need to see.� She said.�
With a sigh he laid back on the bed and lowered his boxers.
When Lou saw the monster that came out, her eyes widened as her mouth opened in a wide �O�. She leaned over to get a better look and her warm breath across his member caused it to twitch.

Lou jumped a bit. She�d never really examined Ron�s up close like this and didn�t expect it to move by itself.

�Why did it do that?�
�Because you breathed on it, now can I put it away?�
�Nooo. I want to look some more.� She was fascinated with it. It was enormous and still growing. Lou reached out to run a finger gently down it�s length and he let out a strangled moan as it twitched again and grew bigger and harder.
�Enough.� He croaked, pulling up his boxers and sitting up.

He stood to fastened his trousers, complaining because they were uncomfortably tight now. �You said you wanted to look, you did not say anything about touching.�
�I�m sorry, I thought you would like it.�

�I did, that is the trouble. I am going for a shower, excuse me.� He muttered, leaving her rooms and entering his own.

Severus had never felt less like having a shower and more like fucking the brains out of someone than he did right now.
�Damn it all to hell.� He growled as he lay on his bed stroking himself furiously until he came.
He�d nearly frozen his balls off in the cold shower, willing himself soft and having no success. In the end he�d given in and taken matters into his own hand. �Why did she have to touch, she was only supposed to look.�
Lou was worried. �Why had he suddenly left like that? Was he embarrassed? I am.� She thought. �I can�t believe I touched it, it�s so big though, it�ll never fit in me.�

Ginny showed her a magazine once with naked wizards and most of them were on the large side when it came to penises, but none were as big as Severus�. Lou wished she�d never asked to look at it.
�This is all one big mess.� She muttered to herself. �Tied up and naked? Oh God, I can�t do it, I can�t. Seven paces behind and bowing seven times a day. It�s bloody ridiculous. It�s gonna be worse that being a slave, it has to be. Punish me if I don�t do what he says? Punish me how? What if someone sees me? Shit. Where will we be when this is all happening? Severus said a small ceremony and I get a robe after, that means I don�t get to have a wedding gown. It�s not fair, I don�t want to do it, I don�t, I don�t, I don�t.�
�Five days, I only have five days before it starts. What about when we have to go see him? Maybe he won�t be as bad as they say, or maybe he�ll be worse. He watched me when �he�s definitely worse. I hate you Voldemort. I�ve never met you but I hate you, and if you hurt Severus, I�ll hurt you more. Somehow I will hurt you more, even if I get myself killed in the process.�
Thoughts and emotions continued like a whirlwind through Lou�s mind, so strongly they transferred to Severus.
Severus was surprised when he heard her thoughts. It was common in his manor, he was Lord and master there and everything was keyed to allow him access to the thoughts and emotions of whoever he wished.

�It has to be the binding that is allowing me this insight into her mind.� He thought. He dressed and left Hogwarts, apparating to his manor to retrieve a book. It was a very old book.

Handfasting, Bindings and Common Marriage

in the Wizarding World

He flipped several pages until he found what he was looking for.

Once a child is bound to her future husband/master, he shall have access to her thoughts and wishes whenever he chooses.

Should the child be hurt, angry, afraid, happy or upset, he will sense this and key into her emotional state, thus being able to decide on what action to take.

Punish or console? Punishment for all emotion not elicited by the husband/master is advisable.

The child must learn at an early age that only her husband/master has the right to decide when she need show emotion.

Only her husband/master will cause emotional reaction in his chosen bride, no other shall have effect on her.

Should the child react to anyone or anything other than her husband/master, punishment should be administered at the first opportunity and reason given. This way the child quickly learns to control her emotions.

The more subservient the child, the more controlling the husband/master, the stronger the binding.

Although it will be necessary to instil a certain amount of fear into the child to make her obey, she should not be so terrified as to tremble in his company. The child must be made to welcome and accept his dominance and submit willingly. Punish the child to a state of terror and the binding is weakened.

Severus� expression was one of mingled dismay, shock and apprehension. How the hell was he supposed to do that to her. He didn�t want her to be afraid of him, she had every right to her own emotions. The last thing he wanted was to turn her into an unemotional zombie. The dominance thing didn�t sound to bad, Severus was by nature a dominant person, but he did not want a slave. Nor did he want to punish her unduly, except maybe for some spanking in the bedroom, he enjoyed that. As to submitting to him willingly, half the fun of dominating someone was making them bow to your will, how was he supposed to do that with a complete submissive?
�So do I show her this and hope she will adhere to it for as long as it takes to destroy the Dark Lord? Or do I keep it to myself and behave in a manner fitting to a future husband/master of a child �woman bound to me?

Albus, I�ll show Albus.� He thought. It was not often Severus was unsure of himself, he had a sharp mind and was used to making difficult decisions on the spot. Though the last snap decision he made was what landed them in this tight spot to begin with and now he was uncertain of himself. Lou in particular would not take kindly to this, not after the life she�d led.
At Hogwarts, he made straight for the Headmasters office.
�It is difficult to say Severus, you know her better than anyone, how do you think she will react if she reads this?�

�I think she will hit the roof, then she will most likely want to castrate me. Can you not tell her?�

The Potions Master pleaded with his friend in an almost whiney voice.
�Me! Severus, I may be getting on in years, but I still value my family jewels.�
�What about the cuff? Can you not increase it�s strength, just until she has calmed down enough to no longer wish to turn me into a eunuch? Or perhaps add another also, just to be sure? Hell, put them on her wrists too, anything Albus so I can show her this and stay intact.�
The Headmaster sighed, he quite understood Severus� dilemma and he doubted a single calming cuff would be enough to control her when she found out about this.

�Very well Severus. Tonight, try and slip a sleeping draught into her evening drink, you are good at that. Send an elf to let me know when she is asleep.�
Lou asked Severus if she could stay in her rooms and make her own dinner that evening, after what she�d learned today, the last thing she wanted was the company of other students. She�d been thinking about what happened last night with Ron and decided it paled in comparison to what was going to happen with her and Severus. Lou wasn�t even upset any longer about what he�d called her, or how he�d treated her so shoddily at the end.
Severus gave his permission and asked what she was making.
�Beef Bourgignon, why?�
�Would you mind if I were to join you for supper? Since you are making it anyway, I confess I am partial to your cooking.�
�Okay.� She told him, feeling pleased with the complement. �Come through whenever you like, it should be ready around six.�
Severus found a pair of trousers that were a little big around the waistline and put them on before heading for Lou�s rooms. He did not want to start popping buttons as he usually did when he ate her food. He found it impossible not to over indulge when she cooked. Severus wondered what was for pudding.
�Something smells delicious.� he told her, entering the living room.
�Oh, that�ll be the Fat Rascals, they�re still in the oven.�
�The what?� he asked, following her into the kitchen. �Fat Rascals, for afters. They�re nice with butter.� She told him.
He didn�t know whether or not to laugh. �Was she serious?� He wondered, sitting at the small table set for two.
Lou brought in the beef Bourgignon and put it on the table with a plate of what looked like squares of pastry.

He watched as Lou took one of the squares and used it to scoop up some of the Bourgignon and taking a bite. So he decided to do the same.

�Mm, these are nice, what are they?� He asked round a mouthful.
�Moggy.�
Severus choked and coughed, turning a peculiar shade of green, visions of Mrs Norris, Minerva�s animagus form and even Grangers bloody half kneazle going through his head.
Lou slapped him on the back. �Are you alright? Did it go down the wrong way?� She asked concerned.
�No.� He croaked, clearing his throat before speaking again. �I cannot believe you fed me cat. Merlin Lou, what were you thinking?�
She looked surprised for a moment and blinked, before bursting into giggles.
�I do not find it the least bit amusing.� He growled, wiping his mouth.
�Not that type of moggy. It�s only a kind of pastry cake, the name moggy comes from an old Norse word for a heap of corn, Mugi they called it originally. Later the name changed to Muge and then Muga, now it�s Moggy. Honest, I wouldn�t eat cat myself, never mind cook it.�
Severus still didn�t eat any more of them though and Lou brought him some bread rolls to have instead.
Every so often she would let out a small chuckle while trying to look innocent, and he would narrow his eyes but say nothing.
He was wary when she brought the Fat Rascals in and raised an eyebrow at her.
�Don�t worry, they haven�t got any little tubby mischief makers inside of them. They�re just little pieces of fruit cake.�

He was forced to concede that he enjoyed them even more than Molly�s fruitcake, and ate most of what she�d made making even his overly large trousers feel tight.
While Lou cleared up, Severus made himself comfortable on her sofa in front of the fire. �I could get used to this.� He thought, settling down for the evening with the book Lou gave him for Christmas.
Lou was a bit surprised when she saw how comfortable Severus made himself. Not that she minded, she�d just assumed he�d eat then want to leave, he didn�t normally hang around her for no reason. She was pleased to see he was reading the book she gave him and peered over his shoulder to look at it.
�It is considered bad manners to read over a persons shoulder like that.� He said softly.
Lou stood back quickly. �Sorry, I didn�t mean to be rude, I just wondered if it was interesting.�
�I would not be reading it were it not, come here.� He told her, reaching out a hand and leading her round the sofa.

He was stretched the length of the sofa and pulled an uncertain Lou to sit between his legs, pulling her gently back against his chest, one arm round her waist, the other holding the book.

�Now you can read it with me.� He said, holding the book so they could both read at the same time.
She felt odd lying against him like this, though she started to relax as they both became engrossed in the book.
An hour later and neither of them had moved, Severus was still reading, and Lou, although he didn�t know it, was asleep. Nor did he realise his thumb was gently stroking the underside of her breast.
Lou was staring up into obsidian pools again, as she always did when she slept. This time though he was tracing feather light circles on the underside of one of her breasts. It felt wonderful to Lou, but it wasn�t enough, she wanted more contact. Taking his hand in hers, she moved it upwards to cover her breast, holding it there, hoping he would do more.
Severus lost focus on the book when her hand took his and moved it to her breast, at first all he could do was stare at their hands. A faint smile appeared on his lips.

�If that is all she wants.� He thought. �What harm can it do, we are bound after all?�
Her hand slipped away as he took over caressing her breast through the soft wool jumper she was wearing, when she arched into his hand, he lowered it to find his way underneath the hem before finding her breast again.
Lou let out a soft moan and he placed the book on the table beside them so his other hand could join in.
Lou kept her eyes locked to his, losing herself in them and the sensations he was causing as her caressed her breasts, thumbs teasing the nipples and pinching gently through the thin fabric of her bra.
Severus worked the fingers of one hand under the silky material and his other hand moved slowly down her ribcage to her belly. When she lifted her hips slightly, he ran his hand down her thigh and lifted her skirt up to her waist, his fingers stroked the inside of her thigh and she parted her legs to give him access. He was surprised when she did but continued up until he reached her knickers.
She gasped and raised her hips again so he allowed a finger to trail between her legs, over her cotton covered folds and she let out another moan.
He was getting hard, he could feel himself straining against her back and the confines of his trousers so decided he better stop.
�No.� She said in a breathy voice, still staring into his eyes. She didn�t want him to stop and pressed his hand back between her legs, she wanted more of what he�d been doing. �Please, don�t stop.� She pleaded, still in the same breathy voice.
�Severus swallowed hard, the sound of her voice pleading with him and the fact she�d forced his hand down between her legs making him want to climb on top of her and take her there and then.
Instead he forced himself to take control and stroked her some more through the fabric. Her knickers were wet now and he slipped his hand inside, he had to feel her warmth, her wetness. Long pale, slender fingers parted her folds and he slipped the tip of one inside her. �Circe she�s tight, so wet and warm.� He thought. His thumb found her clitoris and pressed gently. She let out a small cry of pleasure and he did it again, another cry and he moved his finger tip in and out of her while rubbing her clit. He added a second finger, stretching her carefully, still rubbing and soon she gave a soft cry and stiffened. He felt her walls tighten around his finger tips and continued dipping them into her a few times as she came down from her climax, unable to keep the smile from his face as he kissed the top of her head.

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